The fairy cultivator sets up a fortune-telling stall in a horror game

Jiang Shen gradually calmed down and looked at her in surprise: "Can you really figure it out?!"

Josh smiled: "Of course."

Jiang Shen also smiled, with a hint of bitterness flashing in his eyes: "So what if I can figure it out..."

He looked at Josh: "Everyone always has a lot of explanations for other people's sufferings, but when it's really their turn, they can't say anything."

Josh didn't refute, there were indeed many people like this.

Jiang Shen looked at the sunset in the distance, his eyes a little lonely: "When I was in the castle dungeon, I saw Sisi's memory. His father has always been very strict with him. He beat and scolded him since he was a child and asked him to learn this and that. Giving him any time to breathe and rest is to give him a stronger ability to protect his people. At the time, I even thought that this was an illusion created by the copy knowing my childhood experience, and it wanted to resonate with me and then find My shortcomings..."

A flash of understanding flashed across Qiao Xi's eyes. No wonder she noticed that Jiang Shen was weird when she saw him in the copy.

He seemed to be immersed in memories and continued: "In the old castle, I dreamed every night. When I returned to the past in my dreams, my father would always sternly admonish me, asking me to work hard to practice my skills. My guardian The shield is not to protect yourself, but to protect the entire village."

"I inherited my father's turtle spirit body. You know, people with turtle spirit bodies all have a characteristic, they like to take charge of things. Just like on the battlefield, no matter what level of attack, we have to be on the front line. Resist damage and protect output.”

"My father is like this. He took on responsibilities that did not belong to him for the sake of so-called righteousness. My mother also paid the price with her life because of his stupidity."

"But what really pains me, you know?"

Josh shook his head and looked at him quietly.

Jiang Shen was shrouded in melancholy: "The most painful thing for me is that I avenged my mother, but my father didn't understand me. He never even thought I was right, so he kicked me out of the village. "

"He felt that I was a monster. I killed people in the village and I didn't deserve to be in the village anymore."

"Even until the last moment, he didn't feel that it was his so-called 'righteousness' that killed his mother. Sometimes I don't know whether he was selfless or selfish, but I don't regret avenging my mother."

"He felt that it was because he didn't discipline me well, because I wasn't strong enough, that my mother died. It was because my shield couldn't accommodate a few more people. If it could accommodate a few more people, my mother wouldn't necessarily die..."

"Obviously it was his stupidity that killed his mother, but he blamed everything on me. Just like in the old castle, the prince's father even killed him, but he still didn't feel that he was at fault. He felt that he was just When I was disciplining my son, I didn’t feel there was anything wrong with my behavior. These ignorant and pedantic fathers would never admit that they were wrong.”

"But gradually I came out to practice and experienced many things. I discovered that maybe my father was not completely wrong. Could it be me who was wrong? If I had practiced harder, how many more people would my shield be able to accommodate? , maybe my mother won’t die.”

Josh looked at him strangely: "Why do you have such strange thoughts? Life and death are personal destiny. From birth, our destiny and lifespan are determined. It is difficult for ordinary people to affect the destiny of others. "

Jiang Shen smiled bitterly: "Really..."

Josh knew he didn't believe it.

She thought for a while and said, "You really wanted to hate your father, but you suddenly understood how difficult it was for everyone, so you were fooled by him and took all the blame on yourself, right?"

"It's not a PUA. My family is my family after all. How can I ignore it? Helping my family is one of my responsibilities. What my father said is right." Jiang Shen rubbed her head: "When you grow up in the future , you will understand your family.”

Josh's mouth twitched slightly, she had lived in the world of immortality for thousands of years.She patted Jiang Shen on the shoulder: "If I had the same thoughts as you, I might have committed suicide by jumping into the river."

Jiang Shen looked at her puzzled: "Why?"

Josh shrugged: "You must have heard of it, right? I grew up on a junk planet. When I was in the dungeon, whenever I met people who knew Susanna, they would all dislike me as a person from a junk planet."

Jiang Shen didn't pay attention to this.

He has a carefree personality and rarely pays attention to the grievances between players online.

But I did hear that Josh was a trash star before.

Josh looked at the twilight sky in the distance: "My parents don't like me. They think I'm a useless waste who can't bring glory to the Augustine family, so they don't want me anymore and throw me away." Went to the garbage planet to fend for ourselves.”

Jiang Shen looked at her in surprise: "Abandoning a baby is a serious crime!"

Josh smiled: "Yes, of course they knew, so they said I was lost and abducted. Later, they only wanted to find me back to play the emotional card and canvass votes for my father's election. The people in Graner City knew what a kind father he was. After I returned home, everyone disliked me and said I was a stain on the Augustin family. They tied me up at home and prohibited me from going out to embarrass myself. "

Jiang Shen's brows gradually tightened: "That's too much."

Josh: "I have also thought about it before, whether people from garbage stars are really unlovable, and whether my existence has really become a stain on the Augustine family. You see, if I and If you were PUAed by your family, I might have jumped into the river and committed suicide long ago."

Jiang Shen looked at her with some distress. No wonder she was sallow and thin when she first came here. She didn't look like a child that the Earl's family could raise. She looked like she had just been fished out of a refugee camp.

Josh looked at him: "I am not telling you this to be miserable, but I want to tell you that I am not standing and talking without back pain. I have also experienced PUA in my family. The influence of the original family is really important. If you want to Sometimes it takes us a lifetime to get rid of the PUA and negative influence of our original family."

Jiang Shen looked at her bright eyes and suddenly asked: "Then how did you cure it?"

Josh Smile: "I found my family."

"Have you found your family?" Jiang Shen was confused by her words.

Josh patted him carelessly: "Silly you, what is family? People who have the same three views, the same goals, and can support and accompany each other are family members! Who stipulates the talents of those who are related by blood? Is it family?”

Jiang Shen looked at her blankly.

Josh looked up at the darkening sky: "We have so little time in our lives, who has the time to spend on those people who hate us and like us? Who are they? What are they?"

"Jiang Shen, we have a lot to do. We are very busy. Don't waste time on boring things like whether dog poop is sour or smelly. Look forward. If you want a family, go ahead. Find a new family, if you want friends, find new friends!”

Jiang Shen's eyes became brighter and brighter, and the haze in his eyes gradually dissipated: "You are right!" (End of this chapter)