At the beginning of the sage cultivation base, the empress became an ex-wife

Chapter 105 Gu Wanqing: I'm leaving

Looking at himself and Xu Ze in the picture.

Gu Wanqing, who watched silently for a long time, finally showed a rare smile.

Although the two people in the picture did not look at each other affectionately, they also broke the indifference that had lasted for more than a hundred years.

Gu Wanqing let out a long breath of relief.

When Xu Ze was rescued, she was both happy and desperate.

Happily, Xu Ze did not die like this.

Desperate is...

This also means that Xu Ze's suffering is still going on.

Fortunately.

"Fortunately, I am still worried about Xu Ze, and I have been looking for it for nearly 30 years. This at least proves that I still have the possibility to turn around, and I have not completely failed Xu Ze."

Looking at herself in the picture, Gu Wanqing felt relieved.

But it turned out that her thinking was too naive.

The picture continued to flow, and more than ten years passed in a blink of an eye.

Although the former two have been separated for a long time, there is still the possibility of meeting and talking.

But these ten years.

Xu Ze felt what it means to be completely indifferent.

Xu Ze would still go to that remote house at a fixed time, but the waiting person never appeared again.

Not only that.

If the two meet by chance, before Xu Ze has time to step forward, the self in the picture has already looked away, turned and left.

Xu Ze was the only one left, feeling sad in his place.

"why?"

Watching all this helplessly, Gu Wanqing was puzzled.

Why didn't things develop as she imagined?
Looking at Xu Ze for 30 years, I remember that I should have feelings for Xu Ze, but why did I become completely indifferent?
She doesn't understand.

I don't understand myself in the picture, let alone why things become like this.

And so on, another year passed.

Xu Ze reappeared in a remote house.

I don't know when, the originally messy house has been tidy and tidy, and there is even a hint of coldness in it.

In the house, Xu Ze saw Shi Yi again, but there was no disappointment in his eyes anymore.

Because there is no hope.

It seemed that even Xu Ze himself knew that his wife would not appear here again.

Xu Ze took his seat everywhere.

"Wanqing thinks that she hurt you."

"It's because she's not cold enough and decisive enough, that's why you have hope and keep putting yourself in danger."

"She feels that as long as you are a little more indifferent, you can live for yourself and pursue the happiness you want."

Shi Yi continued.

After listening, Xu Ze fell silent.

As a bystander, Gu Wanqing felt that she was hard to reason with!

If she was really worried about Xu Ze, shouldn't she put away all her indifference and stop making her husband sad?
If she really cared about Xu Ze, shouldn't she turn around, stop, and stop letting Xu Ze chase after her?

But soon, Gu Wanqing understood.

The self in memory is still blinded by the obsession with "Zhengdi".

As the cultivation base gets higher and higher, this obsession becomes stronger.

But now, she is so strong that she doesn't care about other people's ideas at all!

"Hehe." Gu Wanqing smiled palely, "I really have an unforgivable crime."

"If there is no system, let me understand the truth of many things."

"If there is no system, reawaken my true emotions, so as to realize my obsession."

"In this life, I'm afraid I will still be that cold woman."

"I don't even..."

"Not worthy of forgiveness."

With the final words fell.

The memory picture suddenly freezes, fades, and then turns into countless fragments and shatters.

After a burst of dizziness, Gu Wanqing returned to reality.

She was still in the gazebo of the wooden house, surrounded by silence.

She walked out of the gazebo, came to the peach blossoms, and watched the peach blossoms dance quietly.

Previously.

As long as she looked at the peach blossoms all over the sky, she seemed to have been redeemed, and she felt a burst of warmth in her heart.

But now?
But only sin.

These patches of peach blossoms, this wooden pavilion, this was once her and Xu Ze's home.

Everything is stinging her eyes, like chains of sin, tightly bound her, making her unable to feel anything else.

At this moment, Gu Wanqing finally understood.

Why did Xu Ze destroy this former home?

It turned out that the home was gone a long time ago and was destroyed by her own hands!

And what made Gu Wanqing feel more sinful is that!

Xu Ze's memory still lasts!
She had no idea how long she had been indifferent to Xu Ze in her last life, and what would be the end of the two of them!

"I don't deserve to be here at all, and I don't even deserve to appear in front of Xu Ze again." Gu Wanqing smiled desperately.

At this moment, she made a decision.

go.

go far.

From then on, she will follow the footsteps of Xu Ze in her previous life, walk through various dangers, taste loneliness alone, and face evil directly.

She knew she couldn't atone for her sins.

Therefore, I can only experience all the difficulties that Xu Ze suffered in the past.

Only in this way can she have the courage to appear in front of Xu Ze again.To be qualified, take another look at the person who once loved him and her deeply.

After thinking about it, Gu Wanqing took out two sound transmission stones.

The words "Husband" and "Master" are respectively engraved on the two sound transmission stones.

The sound transmission stone is not capable of transmitting sound to anyone, only when both parties to the communication have left a spiritual consciousness in it, can the sound transmission be fixed.

Gently stroking the word "Husband" on the sound transmission stone, Gu Wanqing's nose suddenly felt sore.

Tears dripped from her eyes, and finally fell on the sound transmission stone.

In the past, she and Xu Ze often used this sound transmission stone to express their feelings to each other.

Can last life.

After she became cold, Xu Ze didn't bother her anymore.

From the beginning to the end, Xu Ze never said any words of blame to her, and he always gave her silently.

And this life is the same.

As early as three years ago, the Sound Transmission Stone fell into complete silence.

Taking a deep breath, Gu Wanqing picked up the sound transmission stone.

She was laughing and crying too.

She opened her lips lightly, even though there were thousands of words in her heart, but at this moment they only converged into a few words:

"Xu Ze, I'm leaving."

"If one day, we still have a chance to meet."

"One day, I can stand in front of you again."

"At that time, please allow me to call you one more..."

"Husband."

As the last two words fell, Gu Wanqing was sobbing.

She didn't want to leave, really didn't want to.

She wanted to stay by Xu Ze's side, to stay in this former home, and wait quietly for Xu Ze's return.

She also wanted to play the piano for Xu Ze, and accompany Xu Ze to watch the sunrise and sunset, and the flowers bloom and bear fruit.

No matter what status it is.

However, she is really not qualified.

Wiping away the tears on her face, Gu Wanqing took out another sound transmission stone.

"Master, Wanqing is gone."

"Thank you for your many years of teaching, and thank you for your perennial protection."

"Master, the matter between me and Xu Ze is all because of myself."

"You don't need to blame yourself for this, and you don't need to worry about me anymore."

"and also……"

"Master, follow your heart, you are just a woman, you should bravely pursue your own happiness."

After saying this, Gu Wanqing blessed again in her heart.

"I hope Master and Xu Ze can really get together."

She used to not believe those rumors.

But it turns out that she was wrong again.

Because there is no woman who, knowing that the other party is not waiting for her, still appears in that remote house at a fixed time for more than a hundred years.

And no woman would be willing to look for an apprentice's husband for 30 years.

Not to mention that no woman can't help showing a smile when she sees a man under unprovoked circumstances.

After watching Xu Ze's memory screen.

Gu Wanqing finally understood.

No wonder the relationship between Xu Ze and his master suddenly became so good in this life.

original.

As early as in the previous life, Xu Ze had regarded Shi Yi as a friend.

As early as in the last life, her master fell in love with Xu Ze...

(End of this chapter)