Soldier Assault: Rebirth Grassland Class Five Squad Leader

Chapter 234 I'm Homesick Too!
When Ma Zhi woke up, it was already noon the next day, and his head was still dizzy. He knew that he drank too much the day before, so he guessed that what happened after drinking too much would not be good.

Everyone in Class [-] remained silent, and Lao Wei, Li Meng, and Xue Lin even made him a bowl of noodles at his bedside.

"Old Ma, you're about to wake up, this noodle is just made, it's perfect to eat now!"

Old Wei handed the noodle bowl to Ma Zhi who just sat up, but Ma Zhi didn't pick it up. Although he was blind, the people in front of him were all looking at him with concern, but there was one person missing.

Xu Sanduo wasn't there, so there shouldn't be fewer people at this point.

Ma Zhi asked, "Where's Xu Sanduo?"

After asking Lao Wei, the expressions of Li Meng and Xue Lin froze.

Ma Zhi kept looking at them, waiting for an answer, waiting for their answer.

In the end, Xue Lin couldn't stand Ma Zhi's gaze anymore, he responded.

"He is autistic. We can't get over it now, so we can only consider you first."

Autistic, how can you be autistic?This was a serious problem, that bird seemed to know what the problem was, so he opened the quilt first, put on his clothes quickly, stepped on his shoes, and walked directly between Lao Wei and the others.

It took no effort at all to find Xu Sanduo.

Because Xu Sanduo didn't go far, you can see him when you walk out of the dormitory.

He was lying down, lying on the mound not far from the camp.

Now that Xu Sanduo has been found, Ma Zhi is not worried, because at least Xu Sanduo has not caused any trouble now, and everything is easy to say if there is no accident.

Ma Zhi trotted over, and waited for Li's Xu Sanduo to enter, then he changed from running to walking, and then sat down next to Xu Sanduo who was lying down.

Xu Sanduo looked like someone who was in trouble, he was very calm, maybe he has always been so calm.

But it's not like him, because when he was alone before, as long as the squad leader came over, he would definitely say hello immediately.

But this time he didn't, he just opened his eyes, then glanced at Ma Zhi, then moved his eyes to the sky, staring at the sky in a daze.

Ma Zhi seems to have guessed why Xu Sanduo became like this. Originally, he should comfort Xu Sanduo, but he didn't know how to do so, because there were also his reasons for this.

The scene became silent for a while, neither of them knew what to say, both of them had something on their minds.

Xu Sanduo was a little upset, and Ma Zhi could also see that he was upset.

In the end, it was Ma Zhi who broke the silence, and he asked with a guilty conscience.

"what's wrong……"

Xu Sanduo at this time, according to Ma Zhi's thoughts, he should cry, but he didn't cry, he didn't even shed a single tear because he was strong.

Ma Zhi knew that Xu Sanduo was sad, he knew that Xu Sanduo was sad, and the people he broke his heart were all the people in Class 5 except Xu Sanduo.

Ma Zhi asked again: "I feel bad, right? Is it because of them? Or is it because of me?"

Xu Sanduo shook his head, and said in a low voice, "I miss home. I want to write a letter to my family."

This gave Ma Zhi an illusion. Xu Sanduo said so, but Ma Zhi was obviously relieved. It seemed that this was not what he thought about.

People often have illusions, especially the illusion that their own expectations are not illusions, so Ma Zhi said to Xu Sanduo.

"Then write. We still don't lack those letter papers here. As for the envelopes, I still have a few. You can use them directly. Just two days later, the foster ones will come over. I'll explain to them and send them Your letter will be sent back first."

Ma Zhi also tried his best to show his kindness to Xu Sanduo again, because he knew that some things were owed, and it was not so easy to pay back.

Xu Sanduo said again: "I have written it, but I haven't finished it yet."

Ma Zhi smiled and said to him: "It's okay, you can write slowly, even if you miss the car you gave away, it's okay, after you finish writing, I will grant you a day off, you can go outside to post the letter, or Take the time to see your comrades in arms."

Xu Sanduo didn't give any response to Ma Zhi's overtures, and he fell silent. His silence made Ma Zhi also silent. He didn't bother Xu Sanduo.

Xu Sanduo was silent for dozens of seconds, and then he spoke again, saying: "Actually, I have already written it. In the letter, I told my father and brother, don't worry, the fifth class is very good, and the class leader treats me very well." , Li Meng and the others stopped talking weirdly to me, we train every day. There is a road that uses my name, called Xu Sanduo Road."

Ma Zhi hesitated for a moment, but he couldn't tell if this was Xu Sanduo's angry words, or Xu Sanduo was talking about the content of his letter.

In the end, Ma Zhi chose to believe that it was the content of the letter written by Xu Sanduo, so he told Xu Sanduo again.

"It's very well written. Now that it's finished, let's post it."

Xu Sanduo closed his eyes suddenly, he seemed to be uncomfortable, he seemed to be struggling, but his tone became calmer, he said.

"Li Meng and the others don't talk to me in strange voices anymore, because they don't talk to me anymore."

Ma Zhi was stunned for a moment, he could hear these words, he could hear Xu Sanduo's sadness, anyway, he didn't bother him, he knew that Xu Sanduo needed to vent all the words in his heart now.

Xu Sanduo went on to say: "I used to think that everyone would talk to me like that, but they don't, and I think it's good not to be like that."

"But now they don't talk to me at all. I don't think there's anything wrong with that."

……

If there is a person who smiles to the world every day until his teeth ache, but can't get back a smile, then his expression may be a bit like Xu Sanduo.

At this moment, Xu Sanduo became confused, helpless, bitter and dissatisfied.

It was rare for him to show his dissatisfaction, and this dissatisfaction was focused into tears, but he didn't even feel that he was crying.

Such Xu Sanduo made Ma Zhi feel uncomfortable for him, and Ma Zhi never thought that because of one road, everything caused by this road would eventually turn into this way.

This made Ma Zhi also start to doubt himself. He suspected that he was wrong. No, he was already wrong. Those opportunities that did not belong to him no longer belonged to him.

Ma Zhi stretched out his hand in a daze and rubbed it on Xu Sanduo's head. He used this to comfort Xu Sanduo. Yes, Xu Sanduo is too fragile. Although he has changed Xu Sanduo a lot, Xu Sanduo's heart is still so unsettled.

Ma Zhi, who was rubbing his hand on Xu Sanduo's head at this moment, had already made a choice in his heart, a choice that he could not make himself feel guilty, even if he did not know that he would lose something he didn't want to lose.

He said to Xu Sanduo: "Blame me, Xu Sanduo. Don't blame them, blame the monitor."

Xu Sanduo obviously didn't want to blame anyone, he was already crying, he had already shed tears.

He cried, "I think I'm really annoying. I'm homesick, monitor."

Ma Zhi stared blankly at the base of the fifth squad at the foot of the mountain, that small world, their only world.

"I'm homesick too!"

Suddenly, Ma Zhi also began to miss his home. He didn't know where the old Ma's home was in this world?He didn't think about it either. The old horse's home in this world, the home he thought of, was too far away, and the far away was not in this world, but he could never go back to that home.

(End of this chapter)