Special military officer's little wife

God!Why did she discuss this issue with Brother Chen Hua? !

"Oh, I understand what's going on between you two, so why don't you explain it clearly to your senior sister?" Really embarrassed to continue the restrictive topic, Zhou Zhilan pretended to be calm and took the initiative to change direction.

"I explained..." Speaking of this, Lu Chenhua frowned, as if he was troubled by some question, "That day, Wenwen saw us... angrily turned around and left, I forced her to hold her, and hurriedly explained, Let Li Yijing testify—but, Li Yijing didn't speak from the beginning to the end."

And in such an occasion, if the person concerned did not cooperate with the explanation, it is obviously not convincing to rely on one person's statement. In addition, Pan Jiawen always felt that he was not worthy of Lu Chenhua, and seeing that Li Yijing was younger and more beautiful than him, so he died instantly and said sadly After saying some words, he hid his face and ran away from the door.

Zhou Zhilan also frowned, "What does Li Yijing mean? Could it be that she likes you?" With Lu Chenhua's conditions, it is impossible to say that no girl likes you!

"No way... We are so different in age, and she has good conditions, so she can definitely find a boyfriend who is about the same age as me!" Li Yijing is 24 and five years old, in the prime of life, why bother with a man in his 30s?

Zhou Zhilan thought about it seriously, and asked solemnly: "Brother Chenhua, are you sure nothing happened between you and Li Yijing? You don't have any thoughts about her either?"

Lu Chenhua frowned, "I wasn't completely drunk that day. I remember everything I did or didn't do! As for Li Yijing, apart from the recognition of her work ability, there is absolutely no love between men and women. "Lan Lan, we've known each other for so many years, don't you know what kind of person I am?"

Zhou Zhilan asked again: "Then what about your feelings for Senior Sister Pan?"

Lu Chenhua hesitated for a moment, and said slowly: "Maybe I just thought she was a suitable candidate to be a wife, but after getting along for more than two years, I am firm in my determination to spend the rest of my life with her." He bit every word very slowly Extremely heavy, as if every word reveals serious consideration.There are thousands of kinds of love in this world, childhood sweetheart, love at first sight, long-term love... Lu Chenhua's heart fluttered for Zhou Zhilan, and he was caught off guard by the violence, but for Pan Jiawen, he knew that it was a kind of germinated over time Although his feelings are plain and gentle, they are tenacious and unshakable...

Zhou Zhilan paused for a moment, then suddenly picked up the phone, and said into the receiver: "Senior sister, did you hear it? Actually, Brother Chenhua is going to propose to you, so I'm not happy about this matter, think about it pity--"

Lu Chenhua's pupils shrank and his body trembled slightly. Only then did he realize that Zhou Zhilan had dialed the phone to the talking state at some point, and he was only stunned for a second. He immediately came back to his senses, took Zhou Zhilan's phone away, got up and walked away up.

Zhou Zhilan looked at the empty fingers, and watched the man's handsome and straight figure walk a little farther away, a smile slowly appeared on the corners of his mouth, and two shallow dimples appeared.

To Lu Chenhua, perhaps there is no love between a man and a woman, but there is a kind of friendship that is better than the love between a man and a woman, and that is family affection. Although there is no blood relationship, but they are sincerely treated as brothers and sisters... Can a brother be happy , my sister is really happy.She leaned on the wicker chair idly, watching the colorful garden, savoring the details of her acquaintance and love with Ye Shaocong, as if it was yesterday.

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Listening to the familiar breathing rhythm on the phone, Lu Chenhua paused before opening his mouth cautiously: "Jiawen, what happened that day was really a misunderstanding...I didn't do anything to apologize to you."

Pan Jiawen breathed lightly and shallowly on the other end of the phone, listening to the man's gentle tone, the stiffness in her heart gradually softened, "But you are so close..."

"I don't know about that matter. I drank too much that day and my stomach was uncomfortable. She stayed to take care of me. Maybe it was because I was too tired later, so I—"

"You're not feeling well, why didn't you call me over?"

"It was already late, and I thought it would not be safe for you to come here alone."

Pan Jiawen stopped talking, and the grievance and sadness in his heart gradually dissipated, but he couldn't bear to apologize.In fact, she has always been hesitant in her heart, always feeling that she is not worthy of such an excellent man, and she can't even help him in his career.Seeing him sleeping with that woman that day, and hearing him say that she was the manager of the company's public relations department, thinking of her young, beautiful, smart and capable, all the suppressed emotions in her heart swelled up, and her mind was full of thoughts about how well they matched, I just want to quit by myself and let them have it.

But his explanation now made her feel that she was being unreasonable.

"Chenhua..." After a long time, until Lu Chenhua thought that there was no one on the other end of the phone, he heard Pan Jiawen's low and dull voice again, "I don't think I'm good enough for you..."

Some things, it's better to say it clearly at once.

Lu Chenhua's eyes trembled, his chest tightened, "Wenwen, why do you think so?!"

Pan Jiawen laughed bitterly at himself, "Isn't this obvious? I'm so old, and I'm average in appearance, but you—have a successful career, are handsome and rich, with your conditions, what kind of woman do you want?" That day, that manager Li kept silent, probably because he also had feelings for you in his heart."

She always felt that she was incapable of letting him put his heart on her. There were too many tempting factors around him, and any one was enough to win her many times over.She has a gentle personality, dull and introverted, and she is not the kind of person who is good at maintaining marriage and can fight against mistresses. She doesn't want her future life to be under such a shadow, and she doesn't want to be on guard against vixen who covet her man all the time.That kind of life is too tiring and difficult for her to learn and live through.

During the two years they were together, she was worried all the time, always worried that a younger, more beautiful, more capable woman would come out the next moment and attract his attention.This time, what happened to Li Yijing was just a trigger.

Lu Chenhua heard the retreat in her tone, and became more nervous, "Wenwen! This matter...I will handle this matter well!"

"How to deal with it? Fire her, or transfer her to another branch?" Pan Jiawen finally had the courage to put all the questions that had been suppressed in her heart on the table, "You can fire her this time, but what about in the future..." She didn't I have never accompanied him to public occasions, so I have seen the charm of this man in public, and seen countless women's eyes circling him.

Every time she went out with him, she would feel inferior for a long time after she came back. Looking at those women's enchanting figures and charming faces, she would stare at her facial features in the mirror, look at her figure, and then think in her heart: he I have been refusing to touch her, do you think she is not beautiful or attractive enough?

She has been in love before, so she naturally knows men's desire for women, but Lu Chenhua, a vigorous man in his 30s, actually has no desire for her, which makes her quite shocked.

He never thought that he made her feel so insecure. On the one hand, Lu Chenhua was annoyed that she refused to believe in him, but on the other hand, he felt distressed by the depression in her heart for so long. He sighed and could only express his feelings: "Jiawen, We have been together for two years, you don't know what kind of person I am? You are a smart woman, if I am not worthy of your company, you must have left long ago, you believe in me!"

Pan Jiawen said: "Of course I believe in you, but I...don't believe in myself..." I don't believe that I have the ability to capture his heart.

The man smiled bitterly: "When I first met you, you were a very confident woman."

Yes, she was indeed very confident at that time, but she never expected that she would meet and fall in love with a man named Lu Chenhua, which made her feel inferior from self-confidence.

"Jiawen, where are you now? Shall we meet and talk? It's your birthday in two days. I ordered a loose diamond at Darry Ring, and I'm waiting for you to choose a style. It's too late... Hurry up Yes, huh?" The man's voice became warm again, as soft as a spring breeze, almost making Pan Jiawen cry.

Darry ring, which means the only true love in a lifetime, a man can only customize one with his ID card in his life, representing the only love in this life.Pan Jiawen is at this age, and many of his friends are married. He accompanied his friends to choose a diamond ring. Naturally, he had heard of this jewelry brand. He was so moved that he was speechless.

How long had she been waiting for this day, but at this moment she felt uneasy, feeling that the beauty was unreal.

Lu Chenhua became a little anxious, "Jiawen, talk! Where are you? I'll look for you!"

"Don't..." Pan Jiawen finally said, with a hoarse voice, "I'm not in City B... I don't have classes these days, so I, I just went out for a walk." Relax, wanting to forget about this man.But, the farther you are, the more you miss.

"You're not in city b?" Lu Chenhua hurriedly asked, "Then where did you go alone?"