I, the cannon fodder female supporting role, what happened to me?

Sheng Xi returned to earth.

When she woke up, she was lying on the bed in the rental house, looking at the ceiling above her head in confusion.

She seemed to have had a long, long dream.

She didn't remember exactly what she dreamed about, she only knew that it was a very warm dream, and just thinking about it made her heart warm.

The rental house was deserted, and the alarm clock rang. Sheng Xi remembered in a daze that today was Monday, and lay on the bed sleepily without wanting to get up.

She hid under the quilt, stretched out one hand, and fumbled for the mobile phone on the bedside table, accidentally knocking it over and falling to the ground.

There was a crisp sound of "crack". Sheng Xi jumped up and stood up from the bed. He saw that the screen of the new mobile phone he bought in installments was broken.

Sheng Xi was so heartbroken that she almost stopped breathing.

The alarm clock was still ringing, and even the melodious music could not soothe Sheng Xi's heart.

She reluctantly picked up the phone.

The screen debris was a bit prickly, and as the phone moved, the debris fell to the ground like rain, and each one seemed to be stuck in Sheng Xi's heart.

Why is her life so miserable?

Sheng Xi tried several times before successfully turning off the alarm clock through the cracked phone screen.

The page jumped, and the repayment reminder from the bank came into view.

Sheng Xi was stunned for a moment before he remembered that this was his mortgage, and suddenly felt that his life was even more miserable.

She had been struggling for most of her life, and only by working overtime and cutting back on food and diet was she able to save a little and pay the down payment.

She just wants a home of her own.

Now that the house is in ruins and she still has to pay off the mortgage, what evil has she done to deserve such a blessing? ? ?

No, it's not her fault.

She was serious about making money and repaying the loan on time, and she didn't dare to slack off at all. Now that the house is suspended, it is the fault of those rotten people, not her fault.

This thought welled up in Sheng Xi's heart and continued to expand.

She suddenly became very irritable and wanted to blow up the developer.

But if you think about it carefully, you will find that the developer is from out of town and there is only one local company similar to a leather company.

She is now so poor that she can't even afford to buy train tickets to other places.

Sheng Xi lay on the bed in despair, looking at the plain white ceiling, feeling that there was no hope in life.

The alarm clock rang again, reminding her to go to work.

All the money earned from working was used to repay the loan and feed those vampires with sores on their soles. Sheng Xi didn't want to go to work.

The alarm clock music keeps rising, making it more urgent.

Sheng Xi got angry and smashed her phone.

If she doesn't go to work, she will starve to death at home!

Oh, no, she doesn't have a home.

She's going to starve to death in the rental house!

Sheng Xi put the quilt over her head and continued to sleep.

Drowsily, she heard someone ask: "Are you happy?"

Sheng Xi was indifferent and ruthless: "I am very happy."

The voice fell silent, as if he didn't expect Sheng Xi to give the standard answer.

After a while, Sheng Xi heard the voice saying: "You work hard, but it is others who live a good life."

"You work overtime all night, but the one who lives in a mansion and drives a luxury car is the boss who exploits you."

"No matter how hard you work in this life, you will never be able to live a rich life..."

"It's so noisy!" Sheng Xi interrupted the other party angrily and jumped out of bed angrily.

She knew that she was the only one in this small rental house, but subconsciously, Sheng Xi knew that something was talking to her.

She didn't know if she was crazy to have such a delusion.

But she had no savings, was in huge debt, couldn't get a house, and when she went to defend her rights, someone came to persuade her not to cause trouble, which made Sheng Xi feel like she might as well be crazy.

She stood on the bed and retorted to the empty room: "Who says I can't live a rich life?"

"Do you know how many people out there want to support me?"

"As long as I nod, I will be a rich man from tonight!"

The boss of Sheng Xi's last company had this idea and wanted to do something to her.

Sheng Xi kicked the opponent away and was successfully fired. After passing the labor arbitration, it took him half a year to get N+1 and move to a new company.

She was beautiful, and she was an orphan. When she started working part-time jobs in high school, some people had been interested in her.

At first Sheng Xi was very scared about this and didn't know how to deal with it.

The more scared she was, the more unscrupulous those people became.

Until later, Sheng Xi couldn't bear it anymore and slapped the other party.

The man was afraid and didn't dare to tell her dirty jokes in person. He only dared to spread rumors behind her back, and Sheng Xi realized it.

Faced with this kind of scum who bullies the weak and fears the strong, just go crazy.

I would rather see a judge than a forensic doctor.

It's hard for her, and the culprit can't be proud either.

At worst, we'll all die together!

As soon as this idea came up, Sheng Xi's heart suddenly trembled, as if he had touched some taboo.

The whole world seemed to tremble and resonate with her.

The thought of dying together became stronger and stronger, and it seemed as if a fire was burning in Sheng Xi's body. As long as she released this fire, the whole world could be burned to the ground.

The world is unfair.

This world is not worth it.

This world should be destroyed.

These thoughts filled Sheng Xi's mind, and the sufferings of the past continued to torture her.

The rental house in front of me was gradually filled with black, and all kinds of despair were rolling and roaring, trying to tear the world apart.

Sheng Xi's brain was confused and he thought of that warm dream again.

In that dream, she seemed to have parents, relatives, brothers, friends, and even money.

In the dream, she was unmarried and had no children, but she had two children.

There are cats, dogs, colorful aquariums, and a big obedient bear.

Although the children are a little unfilial, a beating will be enough.

She even raised a cute black snake in her dream that she knew how to eat, and planted a tree that flattered her, and she could sit on a crane and fly around when she had nothing to do.

She was really happy.

The warmth in the dream gradually warmed her heart, dispelling the despair that wanted to engulf her.

Faintly, a bright light flashed through Sheng Xi's mind, cutting through the darkness in front of him.

Through this ray of light, Sheng Xi subconsciously shouted: "Goudaner——"

Before she finished speaking, all the despair around her rushed towards Sheng Xi, engulfing her and preventing her from saying the following words.

Caught off guard and swallowed up by a huge amount of despair, the little consciousness that Sheng Xi had just regained dissipated in an instant.

The little memory she had just remembered was extinguished, and when she opened her eyes again, she was locked in a small iron cabinet.

Her body shrunk, she was wearing thin clothes, and her short hair was slightly messy.

Her red and phoenix eyes were so red and swollen that she cried for a long time.

This upright rectangular iron cabinet is so small that even a five-year-old child can only stand in it while bending down.

Moreover, the space was not big enough for Sheng Xi to sit on the ground, so he could only keep bending his knees.

In addition to her, there are dustpans, brooms and other cleaning items in the tin cabinet.

The broom had just swept away the water and had not been dried in the sun. It had a unique smell of dryness and wetness unique to garbage, which was so unpleasant that it made you want to vomit.

The noise of children laughing and playing could be heard outside the cabinet.

Close to the outside of the iron cabinet, two adults were chatting happily.

"Did you watch last night's TV series? Oh, how could Xiao Yanzi lie to the emperor that he is Gege?"

"That's right, what should we do about Ziwei? She is the emperor's real daughter."

"I feel that Xiao Yanzi is also in danger in the palace. The Queen is not a good person at first glance."

"Yes, yes, there is also the nanny Rong next to her. She has such a fierce face..."

The two of them leaned against the iron cabinet, chatting about the new TV series, adjusting their bodies leaning on the metal cabinet from time to time.

Their hands and feet collided with the iron cabinet, making muffled sounds of varying severity.

These movements seemed insignificant in the noise outside, but to Sheng Xi, who was locked in the iron cabinet, they were like a heavy blow from a hammer, scaring her heart to beat wildly.

"Let me out!" Sheng Xi subconsciously pushed the iron cabinet door.

The door was locked and she couldn't push it.

"Let me out! Teacher Zhang, let me out! Teacher Zhang!" Sheng Xi shouted anxiously and kept banging on the door, trying to attract the attention of the two people outside.

The interest in chatting was interrupted. The round-faced teacher with a braided braid kicked the metal cabinet where Sheng Xi was, making a loud noise.

Sheng Xi was startled, looking at the iron door that had been kicked out of shape in horror, not daring to make a sound.

"Why are you making such a fuss?" the round-faced teacher scolded angrily, with a look of displeasure on his face, "You should reflect on it inside! You made a mistake and you dare to be so harsh!"

Sheng Xi's mind went blank and he didn't know what he had done wrong. After a while, she slowly remembered why she was locked up here.

——Teacher Zhang’s water glass was broken.

It was a glass water cup with celebrity portraits printed on it. It was said that Teacher Zhang specially asked someone to buy it from Xiangjiang and spent a lot of money.

In this era of not being rich in material resources, such a water bottle is of great significance in Teacher Zhang's eyes, and even makes her feel proud that she is a "superior person".

When she saw the broken pieces of the water glass, her screams could almost shake the entire kindergarten.

Sheng Xi happened to be playing nearby at that time, so the blame fell on her head.

But it wasn't her who broke the glass, but the kid who pointed her out and yelled "Catch the thief."

Teacher Zhang knew this in her heart, but she did not dare to blame the child who actually broke the water glass.

Because one of the child's parents is a teacher and the other is a doctor, they asked her to take good care of the child on the first day of kindergarten.

And Sheng Xi is just an orphan who has no father or mother and relies on the national welfare policy to go to school.

Facing such children with no one to support them, they don't have to worry about anything.

Who let Sheng Xi be there when the cup was broken?

If Sheng Xi hadn't stood there, maybe the water glass wouldn't have been broken.

It must have been brought about by Sheng Xi, a scourge with no father or mother!

So Sheng Xi naturally became Teacher Zhang's punching bag.

When being scolded, Sheng Xi wanted to defend himself, but Teacher Zhang directly stuffed him into the iron cabinet used to store brooms and other items.

Sheng Xi remembered that he was detained until school was over that day.

When everyone left and the nursery nurse from the orphanage came to pick them up, Teacher Zhang even raked the cup and complained to the nursery nurse that she had broken the cup and accused her of lying.

Sheng Xi couldn't remember how the matter was resolved in the end. Maybe it wasn't resolved at all, but just left alone.

She was an orphan and had no money to pay and no one to stand up for her.

She didn't want to go to kindergarten, but every child of that age had to go to school.

She still has to see Teacher Zhang who doesn't have a good look on her every day.

Can't afford to offend but can afford to hide.

She learned well and ran away every time she saw the other person.

So the other party had no choice but to scold her in front of the whole class again and again when the whole class was in class and Sheng Xi had to sit in her seat.

Apart from the teacher's ugly face, Sheng Xi's memory of the kindergarten was only the smell of wet garbage in the small iron cabinet, and the wanton laughter coming from outside when she was in fear.

The surrounding scene gradually faded, and Sheng Xi returned to darkness.

She felt like something was blocking her throat, as if a pair of invisible hands were squeezing her heart, making her breathless.

The suppressed despair surged into her heart again. She saw no hope in this world and wanted to drag everyone along to be buried with her.

A corner lit up in the darkness. It was the scene where she was locked in the tin cabinet, the other children were playing happily outside, and the two teachers were leaning on the tin cabinet chatting.

Sheng Xi looked at this scene from a third person's perspective.

She saw Teacher Zhang smiling very happily, and from time to time he would kick the metal cabinet that closed her, and threaten her with a kicking sound that was infinitely amplified by the metal cabinet.

Every time he heard her screams of terror, the round-faced young teacher would smile even wider.

Anger grew in his heart, making Sheng Xi want to slap him immediately.

Suddenly, there was a knife in Sheng Xi's hand.

A voice in her heart told her: "Just kill her."

Sheng Xi subconsciously clenched the knife.

But the anger was still spreading, making her feel that it would be difficult to vent her hatred just by killing this one person.

The sharp knife in her hand turned into a gun again.

Sheng Xi stared blankly at the pistol he had only seen on TV, feeling something was wrong for some reason.

With a thought in her mind, the pitch-black pistol turned into a Gatling gun with a stand.

Oh open?

Sheng Xi raised his eyebrows and thought again. The Gatling gun in his arms turned into a smaller version of "truth".

Sheng Xi burst into tears and smiled, as if saying to herself, but also to something else lurking in the darkness:

"I think this is not powerful enough. I need a stronger one."

Yuan Xian's appearance appeared in Sheng Xi's mind.

However, the "truth" in front of her still looked like a cannon, and it did not bring out the handsome guy in her mind.

Is this handsome guy not fierce enough?

That made her think of a more ferocious killer weapon.

Sheng Xi was wondering which one was more dangerous, Feng San or Jingchen Yuanjun, when he suddenly froze on the spot.

As the faces of the two people were clearly outlined in her mind, Sheng Xi's sealed memory was instantly unlocked.

She remembered everything she had experienced in the southeastern spiritual world!

Sheng Xi suddenly laughed: "Hahaha..."

The iron cabinet not far away and her hated Teacher Zhang disappeared, and the surroundings fell into boundless darkness again, leaving only Sheng Xi's laughter.

She smiled like a villain and yelled angrily into the darkness: "Goudaner!"

The thick darkness surged up, trying to swallow Sheng Xi up again.

But this time Sheng Xi was already prepared.

As soon as the despair hidden in the darkness changed, it was ignited by her phoenix fire.

The red and white phoenix fire burned a piece of pure land around her, and Sheng Xi's body glowed, standing out in the darkness.

Under the light of the leaping phoenix fire, the despair that made up this darkness squirmed back, not daring to get closer.

Sheng Xi's thoughts finally became clear.

She had never returned to Earth, and everything she had just seen was a memory that was evoked after she was swallowed by this despair.

"Goudan'er, if you like the Earth so much, just say so. As long as you defeat the Heavenly Dao over there, you can occupy the Earth."

"The balance of good and evil thoughts in the heaven over there is always in a deep sleep state and never interferes with human affairs."

"If you use your best sneak attacks to fight Him, you will definitely win."

"What? You can't get through it?"

"Why are you such a bad guy?"

"Shut up!" A majestic voice came from the darkness, interrupting Sheng Xi's continuous taunts.

Sheng Xi was no longer the child who was afraid of others being angry. She was not frightened by Goudan'er at all. She said with a smile, "Don't I want to show you a clear path?"

Darkness surged, probably because he was afraid that he would be angered to death. Tiandao did not argue with Sheng Xi about this matter anymore, but said: "Sheng Xi, what you just saw is your true experience."

"Do you remember how you once evaluated the world?"

"You said the world is a piece of shit."

Sheng Xi admitted that he had thought so.

Anyone who has experienced those bad things will feel the same way.

But she was not led astray by Goudan'er: "I praised this world for being so beautiful. Why didn't you say that?"

The majestic and cascading voices of Heaven seem to be announcing a truth: "Beauty is temporary, chaos is eternal."

Sheng Xi didn't care: "I can't live forever. It's enough to enjoy the temporary beauty in my limited life."

There was silence in the darkness, as if Goudaner didn't know how to refute for a moment.

After a while, He asked: "Then the pain you have experienced is over? Are you willing to be bullied by them because you don't want revenge?"

"I'm not willing to give in. Why don't you send me back to Earth now and let me beat that thing named Zhang? Also stuff her into a tin cabinet and lock her up for a day?" Sheng Xi was really moved.

With such a frank attitude, she didn't know what to say.

After a long time, He asked incomprehensibly: "You have suffered so much in that place called Earth, don't you hate it?"

Sheng Xi smiled and said in a relaxed tone: "I hate it. But I can't always remember these bad things, right?"

"You use these evil thoughts and despair to find the sad things in my memory, but my life is not just about these sad things."

"You see, I was able to go to kindergarten because of national policy support and the old director's insistence on implementation."

"That's why I, a penniless orphan, can go to elementary school, middle school, and university. I can learn to read and understand, find a job that can support myself, and settle down in a big city."

"Instead of walking alone on the road, being picked up and taken home at a young age to be locked up and have five, six, seven or eight children."

"I have lived in an orphanage for more than ten years and have met several childcare teachers."

"Some of these uncles and aunts are very good. They will buy us snacks and stationery out of their own pockets, and teach us the philosophy of life."

"Some are very indifferent and will take advantage of our young age and ignorance to deal with us casually."

"But I can't think that everyone is a bad person because of this, right?"

"I admit that I have some bad memories on Earth, but that's not all."

"A person bullies me, and if I always suffer from it, it is equivalent to him bullying me for the rest of my life."

"My good life cannot be wasted on scum."

"Goudan'er, do you think so?"

Goudaner was silent for a long time.

He didn't know how to argue.

He has only pain, despair and pain from the inside out.

These pains originate from all living beings and also from Sheng Xi.

Now after listening to Sheng Xi's theory, he felt that Sheng Xi had bullied him all his life.

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