wait until the devil grows up

Chapter 1

My daughter was only one year and eight months old when she was killed, and not a single bone in her body was intact.

The suspect is a minor, only 8 years old, has not been sentenced, and has been protected.I spent ten years waiting for him to grow up.

1
My name is Yu Xiaoman. Although my hair is all white, I am only 34 years old this year.

No one knows how I got here for ten years.

I was born in a small mountain village, and I was not allowed to go to school until I graduated from junior high school. When I was 18 years old, my father sent me to a family in a neighboring village and asked me to be his daughter-in-law.

The local custom is to give birth to a son before registering for a wedding.The man is more than ten years older than me, and he gets drunk every day. Most people in the village have gone out to work. He doesn't go out, and he doesn't let me go out. We guard a small piece of land with my parents-in-law, and life is very hard .

I am not afraid of suffering, I have suffered from it since I was a child.I am not afraid of being beaten, and I have been beaten a lot since I was a child.

The next year I gave birth to a daughter, and my mother-in-law also started beating and scolding me.I don't know if something went wrong when I gave birth for the first time, and I have not been pregnant since then.

The man started to dislike me and beat me to death every time.I was also rushed. I was young at the time, and my head was hot for a while. I did something I regret for the rest of my life. I ran away from home without my daughter.

I know I was wrong about this, but I only have a little more than one yuan with me, and it is a problem to eat, so I really can't take her away.I want to wait until I get my feet outside and can support myself before picking up my daughter.

2
For the next three years, I wandered around and worked part-time. Because I had no education, I worked hard and tiring work with the minimum wage.In this way, I am quite satisfied. I don’t have to worry about being beaten in my dreams, no one scolds me every day, and I am happy when I am poor.

It's just that I don't have the ability to pick up my daughter yet, so I only saved [-] yuan from scratch, and I dare not go to the hospital when I'm sick. This is my hope.Save an extra dime and be closer to my daughter.

Because I was afraid of being caught back, I never contacted my fellow villagers, and I also hid when I saw acquaintances.

3
It was an accident to meet my cousin.

I was washing dishes in a restaurant, and the sewer was blocked, and the sewage came out from the back kitchen and was splashed onto the green belt.

The cousin passed by and splashed on her body, and she opened her mouth to curse.

When I heard the local accent suddenly, I was so scared that I almost threw the basin away. Our eyes met and we recognized each other immediately.

I turned around and was about to run when my cousin rushed up, hugged me, and burst into tears.

"Something happened to Nizi!"

"Tell me, what's wrong with Nizi? Are you sick?" My neck seemed to be strangled, and I felt uncomfortable, so I could only guess the best.

"Nizi is dead."

When I heard these four words, I felt my body lighten up, as if my whole body was floating up, spinning around.

4
Nizi was thrown to death.

Every bone in her was broken, only her head was intact.She was thrown dozens of times, the suspect didn't say anything, he could only speculate.Every time he was thrown, his head was covered and only his body landed on the ground.Which is to say she was conscious of all the pain.

The suspect is an 8-year-old boy, and everyone has nothing to do with him.

"Your man took money from his family. This matter is over. But I can't bear it in my heart, such a good boy! There must be justice in this world!"

I felt like I was being tied up, and I was being pierced by thousands of arrows, and the arrows were still coming. I couldn't hide, I couldn't escape, and I just watched.

All the bones in my body are broken, how painful is it?

I can't imagine it, I remember breaking my finger once and it was so painful that I kept crying.How did my girl survive?

5
My cousin told me what happened.

The boy was 8 years old, and his mother was the only college student who went out in the village. She made a lot of noise outside and made a fortune.This time, a family of three came back to escape the summer heat, which can be regarded as a return home.

They were distinguished guests in the village. The women in the village played cards with her that day, and Grandma Nini also went to watch the fun.After I left, Nini was taken carelessly, and I stuttered when I thought about it, but no one took it seriously.

So many people heard Nini's cry that day, but no one went to see it.

Until the game was over and Grandma Nini came home, she felt that the room was too quiet.She walked into the house and saw a cloth bag on the broken bed mat.

I know the furoshiki, a piece of cloth so dirty that the color cannot be seen clearly, it is the curtain hanging by the kitchen door.

She was curious about what was in the bundle, walked over, untied the knot, only took one look, and passed out with a scream.

It happened that the policeman in charge of this area was going to the countryside to do some business. After hearing the news, he rushed over and reported the case immediately.

The three members of the boy's family wanted to escape, but the car was blocked on the mountain road.

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The 8-year-old boy was tall and thin, with a pale face and refused to say a word.From the testimonies and inferences of all parties, Nizi was killed by the boy repeatedly falling from the second floor of the barn.

The ground is a bluestone slab with a lot of blood on it.

8 years old, can't take any responsibility yet.His mother lost money to my man.They are happy to lose money and sell the goods at a good price, and the matter is over.

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My world has been turned upside down.Nizi's death took away my last bit of hope.

The co-tenants came back one after another. They all heard about this incident, and some people whispered about it, saying that it was so miserable.

For three days and three nights, I shed all the tears.I sat up and drank a bowl of porridge left for me.

I want to live, the person who killed Nizi is still alive, how can I die.

When I walked out of the rental house, the people who saw me were full of horror. They had never seen a person who turned white overnight.

8
When my cousin left, she only left me the name of a city.

Boys are powerful.They moved out of their original cities as quickly as possible.The boy was shielded and his name changed.

For someone like me, finding them is impossible, but I have to do it because I am Nizi's mother.

I believe that I will find him, and I will spend the rest of my life doing this, even if I am in a sea of ​​people, I will also fish him out.

This year, I am 23 years old.

I have realized that if I want to avenge my daughter, I must first make myself strong.To make yourself stronger, you need to read more books. From my knowledge, I can't do anything.Even if the murderer is found, he may not be hurt.

I went to that city and started working as a nanny.Because I've found that being a babysitter can be more grounded and informed.As long as I am free, I study hard.I read all the books I could find, hungrily, and no one understood why a nanny worked so hard.

9
In the ninth year in this city, I have taken advantage of the convenience of being a confinement woman to travel to seven districts and several surrounding counties.

Confinement woman is a career I have carefully chosen, that is, I can wander around the employer's home, and I can also change homes frequently without arousing suspicion.

It's just that in the past nine years, I haven't found any news about him.

I don't believe that he will disappear.

10
In the 8th year, I changed my career. I stopped being a confinement lady and became a part-time cook.Although being a confinement wife can quickly run many families, it seems that casting a wide net has no effect now.I'm going to change the method.

I went to the area where one of the best key high schools in the city is located.Because I'm counting the time, he's going to be in high school.

I don't know why, but I instinctively feel that his mother is a very powerful woman and will definitely let him go to a key school.

There are more than a dozen junior high schools in this city, and several key junior high schools, but there is only one best key high school.

There are 200 freshmen in high school, so there should be him.

11
Because I have a good reputation and many people are looking for me, I selectively took two jobs.

One is the home of the dean of the school. He has a son who is a fresh graduate. He needs me to prepare meals in advance, and the dean brings them to his son.What I like is the convenience of the dean's work.If you want to get in touch with the school's information, he is the shortcut.

There is also a student in the first year of high school, who is very talkative and cheerful, easy to use clichés.

I never expected that the clues would be delivered to me soon.

One day at noon, I didn't leave immediately after cooking, and chatted with my parents.

She said that there are a lot of fresh vegetables on the market recently, so I asked me to do a few more tricks.

I casually responded, "Yes."

The child who was eating suddenly burst out laughing.

The parent gave the child a sullen look.

"I think of Zhou Dongkai when he came to the stage to accept the award for the first time, he said, yes! I didn't mean to laugh at Auntie!"

The child blushed and explained.

My heart beat so fast that I could hardly stand still.

This has to be our local accent. Could it be that Zhou Dongkai in his mouth is the person I'm looking for?
"Zhou Dongkai? The senior you admire the most? Is he about to take the college entrance examination?" the parent asked curiously.

"Yes! This time the unified examination is the first place in the big list again."

The conversation between the two girls came to my ears verbatim.

I bent down and pretended to pick up the garbage, and was about to leave, but my hands kept shaking and I could hardly hold things steadily.

After the child finished eating, he went back to his room, so I had no choice but to come out of the room.Not much information, but better than nothing.

It turned out that my judgment was wrong, no wonder I couldn't find him, he was two grades higher than I expected.It should be that Nizi is helping me in the dark, otherwise he graduated and left, and I would have nowhere to look for him.

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The next day was Saturday, the dean and the children were at home, so I came over to cook as usual.

I put in a lot of work today, and the four dishes were fried with all the flavors and flavors.

When the dean came out of the room, the table and chopsticks were all set.

"Thank you, sister Yu, I can do it myself." The dean was a little embarrassed.

I took the opportunity to suggest that money is a bit tight recently and I can take over the cleaning work.The teaching director readily agreed, and he would look for anyone, so he was more at ease with me.

In this way, I found the opportunity to enter his study.I believe that there must be something I want on that computer.

In the past few years, I have already learned how to use a computer.Time is tight now, and we must take risks.

The files of the recent graduates have been entered and archived. There are three named Zhou Dongkai. I don’t know which one the classmate mentioned last time, so I can only look at them one by one.

One of the messages about Zhou Dongkai caught my attention. He started school two months late.

There is no transfer information, just study in the evening for two months.The time was exactly two months after my daughter died.Then there are two skips.

I calmly shut down the computer and can now proceed to the next step.

13
I went to all the agencies in this area, and they all left information about looking for part-time jobs.Whether Zhou Dongkai's family will find it or not depends on my luck.

Huangtian paid off, his mother really came.

The intermediary told me in a low voice that this family is difficult to serve, and none of the hourly workers can work for a month.

When Dongkai's mother saw me, she was quite satisfied, and she took me out after going through a formality, and asked me to go home with her and cook a meal for a try.

I spent over an hour in the kitchen getting the meals ready.

At this time the doorbell rang, and the sound of mother and son talking came from the door.

I couldn't help but walked out.

Standing at the door was a tall and handsome boy, more than 1.8 meters tall, very thin, with sharp edges and corners on his face, looking very sunny.

It was nothing like what I had imagined, and I stayed where I was.

"What are you looking at?" I stared at it for too long, and Dongkai's mother gave me a glare.

"I, I, I have never seen such a good-looking child." I hurriedly concealed it.

Dongkai's mother didn't care about it, maybe I, a countryman who has never seen the world, let her relax her vigilance.

I hurried back to the kitchen, my legs were so weak that I couldn't stand up.

For some reason, I had the feeling that he was the one I was looking for.

But what's wrong, isn't what I'm looking for a demon?

In the past ten years, I have imagined countless times, what will happen to my enemy, I will rush to bite him to death, even drinking his blood will not relieve my hatred.

But the sunny boy in front of me subverted my cognition, and I began to doubt myself.

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After working at Zhou Dongkai's house for a week, I doubted my judgment even more.

Zhou Dongkai is very good. He not only has good grades, but also has many specialties, such as playing the violin, playing the piano, playing baseball, and even won medals in swimming.

But from the data, I should be looking for them.

What exactly is going on?

Am I mistaken?

Zhou Dongkai likes my cooking very much, he calls me Aunt Yu.

Compared with Dongkai's mother's meanness and arrogance, and Zhou Dongkai's father's indifference and disgust, Zhou Dongkai is the person who gives me the most warmth in this family.

He will say thank you to me and praise the delicious food I cook.

I live in tangle and pain every day.

Because of my excellent work, I was recognized by Zhou's family. Dongkai's mother proposed to me to be his family's live-in nanny.

(End of this chapter)