quadruple sleep

Yunyun is actually quite talkative when she is normal, but the two topics that can quickly break down barriers between two women are children and relationships. Yunyun and Hang Si both fall into the latter category.

Yunyun looked at Hang Si and said sincerely, "I think you are so beautiful. You must have a boyfriend. If you don't have a boyfriend, how many boys will chase you."

Hang Si smiled. She was never modest about her beauty. Being beautiful was a fact and she always accepted it calmly. As for her boyfriend...

"Yeah, I have a boyfriend."

The understatement also entered Lu Nanshen's ears lightly.

Nian Baixiao sat with him on the edge of the window sill. The window was open, and the view was lush, and the strange rocks could be seen through the green leaves.He asked Lu Nanshen, "What are they talking about?"

It felt like Lu Nanshen's face was a little solemn.

Facts proved that Nian Baixiao's judgment was correct. Lu Nanshen was a little angry. He glanced at Nian Baixiao and said, "If you are curious, just go and listen."

Nian Baixiao decided not to ask.

When getting along with other people, it is best to maintain the first meeting.When Nian Baixiao thought about it, this sentence was wrong. When he first met Lu Nanshen, he didn't have a good impression, and his elegance was all on the surface.

As for Hang Si, Yunyun became interested immediately after hearing this. She was very curious and asked what Hang Si's boyfriend did?how old are you?Whether he is handsome or not, he still urges me to see photos.

"He must be handsome, otherwise I wouldn't like him either." Hang Si sighed lightly.

After saying this, she felt like a thorn in her back.

It’s so evil, why do you still feel this way?
She subconsciously looked back.

The one with his back turned was Lu Nanshen, who was sitting with Nian Baixiao by the window, with a long distance between them.He didn't look here, as if he was talking to Nian Baixiao, so he probably didn't pay attention to what was being said here.

"Hang Si?" Yunyun called her.

Hang Si turned his head and saw Yunyun looking at him with concern.Just listen to Yunyun say, "Why do I feel like you are unhappy? Did you have a fight with your boyfriend?"

Otherwise, this girl has a very vicious eye when it comes to emotional issues.

Hang Si sighed heavily again, "It can't be considered a quarrel." She said and smiled bitterly, "Some quarrels are okay, he is the kind of person who is particularly tiring, and he is always cold and violent with me. , every time we quarrel, he disappears for several days, or else he always breaks up with me."

Yunyun groaned and asked her for a long time, "How can you meet such a person when you are so beautiful?"

"It has nothing to do with whether you are beautiful or not. It can only be said that you are unlucky to meet such a person." Hang Si looked sad.

"Then leave quickly."

Hang Si looked at Yunyun with lonely eyes, "But I love him, I just can't live without him."

Yunyun was stunned for a moment, her mouth opened, but she didn't say anything for a long time.

"You can't understand." Hang Si sighed again, with a look of pain on his face, "I also know that being with such a person is very internal, but I can't control myself. Every time he breaks up with me, every time he talks to me When I was in the cold war, I almost went crazy. I always wanted to find him and see what he was doing. I was afraid that he would never love me again, and I was even more afraid that he would fall in love with someone else."

Window sill, Lu Nanshen's side.

He was quite upset when he heard Hang Si's words at first, but until he heard what she said, he no longer pretended to look at the scenery outside the window. He simply turned his head and looked at her with one hand on his face.

"Yunyun, I won't hide it from you when we met. I usually don't say these things to the public. I'm afraid that others will call me a love brain and call me a bitch. But I think we are quite destined. As soon as I see you, I fall in love with you. Very kind." Hang Si gently held her hand, his eyes filled with grievance and unwillingness.

When Yunyun heard this, she felt uncomfortable in her heart, "It's okay, it's okay, I won't laugh at you. I can understand that in love, whoever is tempted first will lose."

"Yes." Hang Si said quietly with a look of resentment, "I didn't know the beginning of my love for him, but I was deeply in love with him, and he didn't know the end of my love for me, but I didn't know the end of my love."

Over at the window sill, Lu Nan carefully savored what she just said——

"You don't know where the love comes from, but you are deeply in love..."

Nian Baixiao heard something wrong and muttered, "What a bird can't afford to do."

Yunyun felt even more uncomfortable when she heard what she said.Hang Si continued to push forward and gently rolled up his sleeves, "Yunyun, look."

Yunyun lowered her eyes and was shocked, "You..."

There are healed scars all over Hang Si's arms. One of them is quite long and deep, and the scar is particularly conspicuous.Yunyun was so frightened that she realized that her reaction was too great, so she lowered her voice and looked at her in disbelief, "Have you ever committed suicide?" Hang Si hummed and then put down his sleeves.Seeing this, Yunyun quickly helped pull her sleeves, as if she was afraid of being seen by others.

Seeing Yunyun's action, Hang Si didn't expect it, and his heart softened for a moment.

"We have had many quarrels, and several times when the quarrels got so severe, I couldn't help but hurt myself. In fact, I just wanted to attract his attention and concern, but Yunyun, do you know what's so funny?"

Yunyun looked at her with an air of dignity.

Hang Si lowered his eyes, "The funny thing is that every time the person who takes me to the hospital is my roommate, it's never him. In his eyes, my behavior is extremely ridiculous." She put her thumb on her arm, "The longest and deepest one was my latest incision. When he found out, he told me that he had to break up because he fell in love with another girl."

"This scumbag!" Yunyun gritted her teeth with hatred.

Hang Si lowered his face, "I know he is a scumbag. When we were together, he had some agenda and didn't love me at all, but I still jumped in. Yunyun, I'm in pain. Although I Now it looks like nothing on the surface, but I’m feeling extremely tormented inside, and I can’t wait to drag him to die with me.”

"Don't." Yunyun saw that she was very emotional and hurriedly comforted her, "You still have family and friends, why would you ruin your bright future for a man like that? And look at you, you are young and beautiful, there is no need If you hang yourself from a tree, that means he doesn't know how to cherish it, and he can't see your goodness, so what's your fault?"

Hang Si raised his eyes and looked at Yunyun, the sadness that initially squeezed out of his eyes gradually turned into solemnity.

Seeing her expression, Yunyun was agitated and hesitated in a low voice, "Did I... say something wrong?"

"Yunyun." Hang Si sighed.

This sound was very sincere.

"You know, you are very lucky. It has nothing to do with whether your family is well off or not. You have parents who love you the most in the world. In this aspect alone, you are already better than many people." Hang Si said softly.

Yunyun heard the clue and asked cautiously, "What about your parents..."

"Not all parents love their children so much." Hang Si smiled slightly, but there was bitterness in the smile. "They will give up their children for various reasons, and they are not willing to give anything sincerely."

She looked at Yunyun, "So you see, your parents have been worried about you being sick these days. Auntie has been with you all day long, and your father has tried every means to cure you. How enviable .”

Although Yunyun doesn't know what's going on with her these days, she can tell from the state of her parents.She nodded and said softly, "I did make my parents worry about me."

"Because of feelings?" Hang Si found the entry point just right.

Perhaps it had something to do with her previous foreshadowing and empathy, but Yunyun showed no sign of rejection when she heard her asking this question.She just let out a long sigh. When Hang Si saw this posture, he knew that the matter of clichés was settled.

Yunyun lowered her eyes and said, "Actually, I'm not qualified to advise you. Compared with your situation, I'm not much better, except I'm not like you..." She pointed at Hang Si's arm and smiled bitterly, "I think I am I don’t have the courage to pick up the knife because I’m afraid of pain and blood, although I’m also in terrible pain.”

When Hang Si heard this, his heart fell to the ground.

Okay, as long as there is no self-harm.

"What's wrong?" Hang Si asked softly, "Is he also a scumbag?"

Yunyun snorted, tears streaming down her face. "He is just like the boy you like. He especially likes cold violence. Every time we quarrel, I am the one who comforts him. He never listens to my explanation when he misunderstands me. Every time we break up, he is the one who takes the initiative. I cry until I faint." Secretly, he is good, partying and traveling. I have never been willing to prove one thing, that is, he doesn't actually love me that much..."

Hang Sixin said, Damn, there are so many scumbags like this.

"Are you... classmates?"

Hang Si originally wanted to say colleagues, but when he thought about her colleagues, she had just graduated not long ago.

Yunyun shook her head, "We met in a group of travel friends. He also likes to go outdoors. We participated in a few activities together, and then I fell in love with him. Later, he took the initiative to confess, and I was with him... …”

She sniffed, "He is a very funny and talented person. I was actually very happy to be with him. But later, after we spent time together, I discovered that he is particularly sensitive and has too many wanton traits in his personality. Things, and then we always quarreled. The difference between him and your boyfriend is that he has masochistic tendencies. He will always lock himself in for several days without seeing anyone, and when he shows up again, he will be completely thin. The kind that weighs several kilograms and looks very haggard."

"I can't open his heart and enter his world, which makes me very painful. My boyfriend, I love him to death, but I don't understand him at all..."

"Then one day he broke up with me, saying that this relationship made him very painful, made him lose all inspiration, and made him no longer so good..." Yunyun's tears flowed down like beads. "I went home angrily, but he stopped contacting me from that day on. No matter how I tried to find him, he never responded to me."

Hang Si found the key words from these words——

"What do you mean he lost his inspiration?"