quadruple sleep

Lu Nanshen didn't speak for a long time. He closed his eyes to suppress the turmoil in his eyes, and it was obvious that he was trying to calm down his emotions.

After a long time, he said softly, "It's all over."

Hang Si was not as calm as him, with his face lowered and his shoulders shaking slightly. "How can we get there..."

She never thought it would be like this, and she never thought she would kill a child with her own hands. He is such a simple and beautiful child. Even if he is in a difficult situation, he still comforts her and says, it will be okay, we will be fine, and we will get better and better in the future.

Later, Hang Si realized that people don’t get better as they grow older. People are destined to bear thousands of hardships in their lives, and then leave with endless pain and regret. She didn't know what others were like, but she was like that anyway.

This myriad of pains may have been planted in her when she was a child, but God allowed her to meet Sinian. It made her believe in the small but extremely powerful power of friendship between children. She confided her concerns to Si Nian and revealed her fears. Si Nian always listened quietly. He was obviously still a child who was inexperienced in the world, but his eyes seemed to be full of snow.

She was wrong, she shouldn't have encouraged him to run away, she shouldn't have done that...

Lu Nanshen already regretted it.

After the great sadness, when he saw Hang Si in a state of huge self-blame and collapse, he blamed himself for not being able to control his emotions just now.

He stood up and sat next to her, comforting in a low voice, "Si Nian's death has nothing to do with you. You also have good intentions. No one would want their friends to die. It is those who committed the crime, they are the executioners, and their crimes are unforgivable. "

Hang Si couldn't get over his sadness for a while and shook his head, "What's the use? Si Nian is already dead..."

"That group of people has already suffered retribution, and those who should be punished have also been punished. Si Nian's revenge has been avenged."

Lu Nanshen was not good at comforting people, especially girls. He wanted to reach out and hold her hand several times, but suppressed this strong thought several times. He felt that such behavior at this time was a deliberate attempt to take advantage.

Hang Si looked up at him.

Her eyes were red, and all the pain gathered in her throat to ferment. She could also glimpse the deep sadness in Lu Nan's eyes, and her heart ached for a moment.

"Don't you hate me?" she asked, choking.

Lu Nanshen is a musical genius. It is not easy for a musical genius to recognize another person's musical ability, especially when he is still a child. Children don't know how to restrain their emotions, so once they admit the other person, they really admit it, not to mention the circumstances at that time.

Si Nian should be the light in Lu Nanshen's life.

Lu Nan looked at her deeply and sighed. When he spoke again, he spoke earnestly, "You are also a victim, why should I hate you?" He paused and then said, "Since you and Si Nian are also good friends, you should get to know him. .”

Hang Si looked at him confused.

"Si Nian has a gentle and kind nature. If there is a spirit in heaven, he will definitely not want to look after you like this."

Hang Si was stunned, "What if he is not alive and has no energy?"

Lu Nanshen was also stunned.

After a long while, he said, "Then you will only torture yourself by being so sad."

"You..." Hang Si didn't know whether he should cry or laugh for a moment.

She was sad inside, but her mood was somewhat relieved by Lu Nanshen's nondescript comfort. At the same time, she felt that she shouldn't go on like this anymore, but Lu Nanshen, who was equally sad, was trying his best to comfort her. It was her fault, and it was shameful for her to be so unrelenting.

"What happened next? Where was Si Nian's family?" Hang Si asked softly.

Lu Nan shook his head deeply.

Hang Si's heart sank, could it be the same as her situation? Although this sentence was not spoken, Lu Nan saw it deeply and said, "I searched for a long time and couldn't find his family."

"Has he told you about him before? Where do he live and what do his parents do?" Hang Si asked again. Lu Nanshen shook his head.

Even though he and Si Nian were both young at the time, they had a kind of sympathy for each other.

They talked about a lot of topics together, but they didn't talk about their family. So many years later, Lu Nanshen always felt regretful when he thought of Si Nian. Why didn't he ask more about his family back then? It seemed that there were too many topics worth talking about at that time, and they wanted to use the only time they had to talk and get along more, and didn't want to waste time on other aspects.

Lu Nanshen asked Hang Si the same question.

Hang Si's situation turned out to be similar to Lu Nanshen's, except that when she got along with Si Nian, most of the time she was talking and Si Nian was listening.

"I only asked him once." She recalled carefully. "When it came to his family, he seemed quite evasive. He was hesitant and didn't say anything. I felt like he couldn't express himself clearly... "

At this point she hesitated.

"What are you thinking of?" Lu Nan said with sharp eyes.

"He has a brother!" Hang Si suddenly remembered.

Lu Nan hesitated, "Brother? Biological brother?" Si Nian had not mentioned any information about this to him.

Hang Si thought about it for a while and was not sure, "He is talking about the elder brother."

Si Nian mentioned it when talking about his family. Xu felt that it would be embarrassing not to tell his family's situation, so he mentioned the people he could think of.

Si Nian's original words at that time were: I have a big brother who is very nice and treats me very well, and he is very powerful and can protect me.

Hang Si asked him, does your elder brother know that you are here?

Si Nian frowned and said, maybe he didn't know. If he knew, he would be very worried.

Now that I think about it, he is such a sensible child. He is so pure and innocent. He is in jail. He doesn't want to ask his elder brother to save him. On the contrary, he is afraid that the other party will be worried.

Lu Nan heard the words deeply and analyzed, "Generally speaking, if the eldest brother is called that, he is not his biological child. The biological person will directly call him eldest brother, brother, or brother."

He only said this out of his understanding, because he is a person with an elder brother, and he is never called eldest brother when he is called eldest brother.

Hang Si also felt that Lu Nanshen's words made sense. Although she had no biological siblings, she felt strange when she heard Si Nian say that.

"The big brother he mentioned has too little information. If you try to find it, you'll be looking for a needle in a haystack." Hang Si frowned.

Everyone said that the deceased was dead, but Hang Si still wanted to find some of Si Nian's marks.

Lu Nan thought deeply for a long time, "Actually, I have been doubting..."

Hang Si looked up at him.

He said, "I suspect that Si Nian is an illegitimate child."

"what?"

"Because I can't find any information about his birth, there are only two possibilities for this situation. One is that his name is not Si Nian at all, and the second is what I said, an illegitimate child."

If you can't find relevant information, you can't find people and things related to him, including the big brother Si Nian talks about.