quadruple sleep

Chapter 271 My Girlfriend is Too Pretentious

In Hang Si's opinion, there is no child who doesn't like his parents, and there is no parent who doesn't like their child. Even though her parents often quarreled, she could always find a little sweetness in her cramped and suffocating childhood memories when she thinks about it now.

But that night, no matter how she chased after her mother with her violin in her arms, she just left without looking back. Hang Si then realized that love is mutual.

Later, when she went to the welfare home and saw those children, she realized even more clearly that not everyone in this world is qualified to be a parent.

"My mother cares about her violin the most. That night I was thinking, if she found out that she didn't bring her violin, would she look back and realize that I was pursuing her? But she didn't even want her favorite violin..."

Hang Si's throat choked and tightened as he said this. "Later, my father caught up with me and I realized that I didn't even have shoes on. The soles of my feet were covered in blood."

Lu Nanshen felt distressed, raised his hand and gently stroked her head, smoothing her messy long hair. "Don't blame you, Hanghang, your mother wants to break away from the life she can't control the most. With or without you, she will make the same choice."

People who are immersed in art tend to have strong and sensitive emotions. They will quickly pay the price for a passionate love affair. However, love needs a preservative. Once the preservative is gone, the true face of life will be revealed.

The sudden arrival of a child brings two people who were living in the clouds down to earth abruptly. They have to face the trivialities of life such as food, clothing, housing and transportation, and raising a family. Love is shattered in the trivialities of reality, and even the talent they are most proud of may become a burden in life.

Some people will go against the current, while others will choose to escape and get out of it safely. Obviously, Hang Si's mother is the latter.

Hang Si had a hard life since she was a child, and Lu Nan was deeply distressed by all her various problems. However, her musical talent was so pure and simple, how could a person with such a strong musical talent be buried?
Her resistance to the violin comes from her family. Lu Nanshen does not disbelieve in scientific desensitization methods, but he believes that Hangsi is not a product, she is a person, and people have emotions. So no matter what scientific method is used, she needs to vent her emotions and expose her pain to the sun. Only when all the diseases in her heart are exposed can the sun shine into her heart.

"I understand your pain." Lu Nanshen comforted him softly, "Back then, the entire Lu Clan was in turmoil, there was a power purge, and a soul chanting case destroyed the entire orchestra. It seemed that my past and future were gone all at once. At that moment, I felt like a useless person. How proud I was before, how desperate I was then. As the person in charge of the orchestra, I had to face the families of the deceased. They wanted to eat me alive. In fact, I was thinking at the time that it would be a good thing if I was killed with a knife. It would be easier to die than to live."

"But it's human instinct to live. When my father said this to me and my eldest brother, I was still young and thought it was just a very common saying. But my experience two years ago taught me that no matter how desperate you are or how much of a zombie you are, if you still have the courage and concerns to die immediately, you can only live on. Who doesn't want to live a good life? You have to keep moving forward, and keep moving forward until you get out of the shadow of the past."

Hang Si looked up at him, tears streaming down her cheeks as she could no longer bear the weight. Lu Nanshen sat with her, but he was much taller than her, so when he looked down at her, it was like he was coaxing a frightened child.

There was a faint smile in his eyes, without any impatience or mockery, as if he had scooped up a clear spring, gentle and powerful. "Hanghang, I'm lucky to have met you, which makes me feel that the road ahead is not so difficult, so this time I will hold your hand, okay?"

Hang Si didn't say anything, but his eyes trembled slightly.

"Open your heart and let me in, Hanghang, you have to believe me." Lu Nanshen said firmly.

Hang Si couldn't stop crying, so Lu Nanshen patiently wiped her tears. He had never seen her cry like this since he knew her.

Just like that, one was crying hard, the other was wiping away tears quietly. When Hang Si finally got over the pain in his heart, his rationality gradually returned, and he smiled again when he looked at Lu Nanshen.

Lu Nanshen looked quite embarrassed, his hair was messy, his collar was torn by her, and there were scratches on his face and neck. Hang Si was really helpless, she sniffed and said, "If you go out like this now, people will definitely think you tried to do something to me."

Lu Nanshen was frank and didn't care at all about his unsightly image. He smiled and said, "There is no one else in the whole villa. There is only Jiang Yu, and he has already gone to the piano room to practice." As he spoke, he lowered his head slightly towards her, "He was scared away by you." "Are you stupid? Just let go when necessary." Hang Si looked at the tears on his face and it would be a lie if he didn't feel sorry for him.

Lu Nanshen smiled and asked her, "When is it necessary?"

"Just..." Hang Si couldn't come up with the answer for a moment.

Lu Nanshen said, "When necessary, you can either grab me or yourself. I think I have thick skin and flesh, so it's okay to grab me a few times. If you scratch yourself and get bruises all over your face, people will think you attempted molestation when you go out, which will affect your reputation."

"You really are..." Hang Si was so amused by his words, "You really are a Pisces."

Lu Nanshen had no knowledge of astrology, and didn't know what this had to do with Pisces. He raised his hand and touched her head, "Are you feeling better?"

Hang Si's mood did ease a lot, his eyes were a little swollen from crying, and he looked pitiful. She just stared at him, without blinking. Lu Nanshen felt a little dry in the mouth when she looked at him, and asked her what was wrong. Hang Si said truthfully, "Why didn't you take advantage of me when I was crying just now?"

Lu Nanshen was stunned. He had never expected her to ask this question. He said "Ah?" for a long time. Hang Si turned around and sat facing him, looking up at him. "Girls' psychological defenses are weakest when they cry. You might be able to achieve your goal by taking advantage of this opportunity."

He paused for a long time, "My goal is to make you my girlfriend. Once I take advantage of the opportunity, will you be willing afterwards?"

Hang Si was startled, "No."

"If I force myself on you, I'm just trying to turn you into a fish, and I'm the fisherman. I don't want that, Hanghang. I want you to be a bird, able to spread your wings and fly freely, do what you love, and give full play to your talents." Lu Nanshen said softly.

Hang Si was shocked, but she forced herself to suppress this feeling. She asked, "Aren't you afraid that I will fly away?"

"Don't be afraid." Lu Nanshen suddenly became frivolous again, grinning, "I am your sky, can you fly out of the sky?"

Hang Si was speechless. This man is really... well, he is really a Pisces.

But aren’t you moved?

No, no one had ever said this to her, affirmed her talent, and tried to pull her out of the dark swamp.

"What about the violin?" Hang Si looked at the broken pieces of the violin and felt distressed. "Can it be repaired?"

Lu Nanshen smiled, "I'll figure it out, don't worry about it." He added, "Who told my girlfriend to be so pretentious?"