quadruple sleep

Chapter 302 Then I Will Become Qiao Yuan

Didn't push him away.

To be more precise, I failed to push him.

Lu Nanshen seemed to ignore her words and just stared down at her face. His drunken eyes were particularly deep, and Hang Si felt uneasy when he looked at her, and she could understand his thoughts from his tense state.

His thoughts were even obvious, leaking out without any concealment in his dark eyes.

"Hanghang," Lu Nanshen whispered her name, softly and slightly drunkenly, but his voice was sexy and hoarse. He lowered his head and moved his thin lips to the corner of her lips.

Seemingly unintentional, yet provocative.

Hang Si's heart was stuck in his throat, but was still beating wildly.

Until he kissed her.

It was gentle at first, just a taste, but this gentleness did not last long before it became a torrent. Hang Si was very stiff throughout the whole process, but Qiao Yuan's face inadvertently appeared in his mind.

It was clearly the same face and the same body, but she had to think of Qiao Yuan.

The more Lu Nanshen and her were intimate, the more clearly she could remember every detail of what happened between her and Qiao Yuan. She could even remember every detail of the process, which caused a huge emotional impact in her heart. She didn't know why it was like this, as if even she herself felt that she should belong to Qiao Yuan.

So when Lu Nanshen's big hand reached into her clothes, she trembled all over and almost protested weakly like a kitten, "Nanshen, don't..." and grabbed his hand.

Lu Nanshen raised his head slightly and looked into her eyes. She held his hand tightly, and it was trembling slightly. His eyes were dim, and he wanted to lower his head to kiss her again, but she suddenly turned her face away and said in shock, "No."

This rejection was clearer than the previous one.

Lu Nanshen didn't get up, but he didn't try to force her. He just stared at her profile and asked in a low voice, "Why not?"

Hang Si pursed her lips and said nothing. Her cheeks and ears were burning and her breathing was rapid. She couldn't tell why, but she felt a sour feeling in her heart. Lu Nanshen reached out and turned her face over, holding her face, forcing her to look at him, and asked again, "Why not?"

Hang Si's red lips moved, and his slightly swollen lips were trembling, "I..."

She hated herself for being like this. She happened to think of Qiao Yuan at this moment.

Lu Nanshen lowered his handsome face and almost whispered, "You know I am Lu Nanshen, and you know I like you. I know you feel uncomfortable, so I never want to force you. The only thing is that I admit that I was a little mean in asking you to be my girlfriend. But Hanghang..."

His voice was low and magnetic, and although he hid his lust, his sexiness was still there. "Outside, you never denied that you were my girlfriend. I can feel that you care about me, but why don't you accept me, huh?"

Hang Si's eyes gradually turned red, and when she looked up at him, they were covered with a layer of rain and mist. After a long while, she said, "I... don't know how to say it, Nan Shen. I want to accept you and I am trying to accept you, but every time you get close to me, I... I still get nervous."

She swore that she had tried hard to overcome it, and she also knew that Lu Nanshen was actually intentionally invading her life, trying to make her adapt to his existence. During this time, they would behave intimately, physically touching, hugging or embracing, and Lu Nanshen had given her enough sense of security.

But when it came to this tonight, she still backed down.

Lu Nanshen did not apologize for scaring her like he did before. Instead, he stared at Hang Si and asked her, "Think about it carefully. I want to hear your true thoughts."

Hang Si lowered his eyes and his gaze fell on the man's protruding Adam's apple. The young and energetic man, his skin was flushed with lust, he was obviously restraining himself, restraining his desires and emotions.

"I will think of Qiao Yuan, and I won't know how to accept you..." She mustered up the courage to meet his gaze, "I mean, acceptance in this matter."

Lu Nanshen stroked her head gently, but his expression was very solemn, "Hanghang, I want to ask you a question."

Hang Si felt a vague sense of uneasiness in her heart. Lu Nanshen asked her word by word, "What you really can't let go of is what Qiao Yuan did to you, or Qiao Yuan?"

Her breath caught and her eyes suddenly became panic-stricken.

The light in Lu Nanshen's eyes gradually dimmed. Hang Si reacted and hurriedly denied it, "No, it's not..." But his voice was weak.

There was a hint of pain in Lu Nanshen's eyes. After a long while, he said softly, "Hanghang, people's first reaction is the most real. So, Qiao Yuan has always been in your heart."

Hang Si was in a state of panic. She shook her head but couldn't utter a word.

Her body felt lighter, and it was Lu Nanshen who sat up. He finally couldn't bear to embarrass her. Hang Si propped himself up and sat up, grabbing her messy collar, feeling upset. Lu Nanshen reached out, gently pried open her fingers, and straightened her clothes, his eyes softened.

Hang Si's throat tightened. When Lu Nanshen helped her put her clothes in order and was about to withdraw his hand, she gently held his hand and whispered, "Nan Shen, although I think what you said is wrong, I can't refute it. Can you... give me some time?"

After saying this, I felt that my request was ridiculous. Why should I ask others to give me time? Why should I ask others to wait for me?

Lu Nanshen looked at her quietly.

This made Hang Si feel flustered. She didn't dare to look up at him when she said the above words. Seeing that he didn't say anything, she thought he was angry. When she raised her eyes, unexpectedly, his eyes were calm, like a dove.

"Even if you don't agree——"

"It's okay." Lu Nanshen spoke softly, interrupting her.

She looked at him, her breathing quickening.

Lu Nanshen raised his hand and rubbed her head, as if he was treating her like a pet. His tone was so gentle, but it made Hang Si inexplicably feel a sense of calm madness.

"If you can't let go of Qiao Yuan, then I will become Qiao Yuan."
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When they returned to the villa, Fang Sheng couldn't bear it any longer and stepped forward to block Nian Baixiao's way. "Aren't you going to tell me yet?"

Because she was worried about Hang Si's situation, Fang Sheng jumped into his car without saying anything. As a result, he kept silent all the way in the car about what the urgent matter was. She asked several times, and this guy just said, I'll tell you when I get home.

Now that he's back, Nian Baixiao seems to be ready to run away.

The main thing was that Fang Sheng called Hang Si, but she didn’t know whether her phone was out of battery or the signal was bad where she was, but the call didn’t go through.

Nian Baixiao found her tense state quite interesting, so he poked her cheek with his finger, "You look so puffy, just like a pufferfish."

"Fuck off!"

"okay!"

"Come back here! Did I let you go?" Fang Sheng stomped his feet in anger.

Nian Baixiao said seriously, "Didn't you just tell me to get lost?"

"You won't tell me, right? Nian Baixiao, let me tell you, if you don't tell me, you're dead. I'm not kidding you." Fang Sheng's eyes were burning with anger.

Seeing that she was really unhappy, Nian Baixiao stopped teasing her and cleared his throat and said, "Actually, Hang Si is fine. I lied to you."

Fang Sheng narrowed his eyes slightly and clenched his fists, "You think your life is long, right?"