X-rated simulation

Chapter 28 I'm Unworthy
Su Li was still immersed in the deep influence of synchronous memory, and he couldn't extricate himself.

That kind of cruel experience completely made him see what it means to "live like an ant and die like a mustard", and the scene of the kind soul praying for rain in the light green gauze skirt willing to die to save him also kept hitting his heart, making him unable to get out of this negative state at all.

Although he wasn't desperate, but if this kind of experience happened a few more times, he would probably become schizophrenic and crazy—although he could actually not care about it at all.

But the so-called don't care, after all, is a bystander, and the bystander knows clearly.

Once you become a person in authority, everything is often beyond your control—you can be ruthless or even heartless, and have no memory of this world, but if someone more unfortunate than you is still persisting, still running for love, and dying for you, can you really be indifferent?
Su Li has always believed that the reason why people are human and not animals is that they have human nature after all.

The so-called human nature lies in the fact that human nature is inherently good and beautiful.

And what every person who has gone through vicissitudes of life often misses and warns himself is "never forget the original heart".

Qi Yu lost her original intention, but did not forget it.

In his mind, whether it was the death of the senior sister Mu Yunxi or the junior junior sister, it also touched his heart somewhat.

He himself was very calm, but the resentment deep in his heart seemed to tear apart the darkness, and drilled out from the depths of his heart, so that the tingling pain in his heart that had originally recovered stimulated him again and again, reminding him that this was heartache.

Su Li leaned against the back of the floating cabin, rubbed his face with his hands, inserted his hands deep into his hair, then bent down, and supported his forehead with his hands.

After a brief period of calm, Su Lichang exhaled a foul breath.

The picture of the system being beaten appeared again in his mind, but there was no blame or hatred in his heart—what was there was just indifference.

Everything seems to have something to do with him, but everything has nothing to do with him.

"Mostly I'm really sick, and not mild at all."

"Severe neurosis?"

"Is it real in the cabin of this floating ship? It seems that the sense of existence is really weak."

"Is it... In fact, I am still watching videos in the modern world? But I became a vegetative state due to overwork or something, and now my spirit is swimming in the void? Is it giving birth to all kinds of fantasies?"

"Or...the former Su Li died in the mysterious abyss deep in the restricted area, but encountered some illusion, bound the despair system, and revived the memory of the modern Su Li from the previous life?"

"Or, everything I see right now is the real reality?"

"But the mysterious voice in the ear, the script read out, the thunder that was announced in advance... What's going on?!"

"Could it be that you really forgot the way?"

Su Li tore his hair again, and the tingling pain from his scalp told him that all this was real.

But at this moment, a mysterious auditory hallucination vaguely came from his ears, like a dream, as if it came from the depths of a distant dream.

"The brain waves are fluctuating, hurry up, increase the oxygen intake."

"Nitroglycerin 10mg intravenous infusion!"

"Morphine 10mg intramuscular injection!"

"Continuous ECG monitoring!"

"It's over, it's over! Quick, defibrillate with biphasic wave 200J! Quick!"

……

The hazy voice seemed to come from the depths of memory, and also seemed to come from the ancient modern world.

Was that his rescue before his death, or is it the real situation today?

However, if it was the scene before death, would it still need to be rescued?

Jumping down from the rooftop on the 36th floor, his head exploded on the spot, is there still a chance to save him?

Su Li felt his whole body trembling. After his heart twitched for a while, his whole life felt a severe sense of suffocation.

Just the next moment, another extremely terrifying thunder exploded in the void of the ruined city.

This thunderstorm was even more terrifying.

The entire floating ship shook violently, and suddenly, the alarm sounded loudly.

The chaotic scene broke out again, completely different from everything in the simulation, and somewhat the same as the scene before the hovership was destroyed.

Such violent movements instantly shattered all of Su Li's discomfort.

After pausing for a while, the heart suddenly started beating violently. The sound of "thumping" was like a heavy drum of a war hammer. Every time it resounded, a strong blood flow flowed from Su Li's body, so much so that he gave birth to an unspeakable strength.

Su Li let go of the hand that was tearing his hair, and his face returned to normal.

At this time, he seemed to break free from the gate of life and death.

Afterwards, he discovered that strands of black air slowly flowed out from his chest, forming a cloud of gray mist in the air, in which faint grimaces appeared.

However, when the grimace hadn't condensed, another terrifying thunder exploded outside the floating ship.

"what--"

The passengers in the hovership turned pale with horror, and some even let out horrified screams, as if they were frightened by some weird and ferocious illusions, and only after waking up unexpectedly, they let out piercing and miserable screams.

In the hovership, there was a mess.

In front of Su Li, the gray mist had completely dissipated and disappeared without a trace.

Su Li instinctively called up the system panel and glanced at his actual data.

[Su Li:
Age: 18.

Height: 187cm → 189cm.

Martial arts state: primary warrior (skin refining perfect) → intermediate warrior (passing classics perfect).

Soul realm: intermediate soul master → first level soul master.

Cultivation methods: Derivation of Heaven's Mysteries (First Sight), Mystical Channeling (First Sight), and Heavenly Secret Soul Appraisal (First Sight).

Talent: unknown time system. 】

The actual strength has been greatly improved-the soul realm, this is the improvement of the soul quality inherited after the previous selection of simulation, which directly makes the soul step from the intermediate soul master to the first level of the soul master realm.

At that time, the height did not increase.

Instead, after this simulation, I chose memory synchronization, which seemed to have caused some changes, and then the nutrient solution I took before, the method of hitting the superintendent I practiced, and the follow-up effects of "Eight Vajra Skills" came out.

Moreover, in the process of meridians, Su Li has not even practiced the meridians, but the meridians have already been fully penetrated!

In this regard, there is obviously a reason why the quality of the soul becomes stronger - this is the feedback effect from the high quality of the soul.

It's like the powerhouse of Wuzong, even if he doesn't have any talent in spiritual practice, but it's easy to become a soul master.

Su Li felt his body carefully. This time, all aspects of his body were better than he had imagined.

Among them, what satisfies him most is that the eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and mind have become much sharper, and the memory has become a bit exaggerated.

The memories that were once vague in the past life can now be flipped through at will and used at any time—it’s just a pity that the clear memories are only information related to words and knowledge, while the information related to life and communication is all fuzzy, like looking at flowers in a fog.

In other words, the only thing he can remember in terms of life and communication is the scene of jumping off the building-that should also be thanks to the repeated playback of the video at midnight, which made him remember deeply and never forget.

Su Li tried to think about it, and found that any text he had read, even if he had flipped through it casually, could be presented very clearly.

Even all the scenes of some film and television dramas and so on.

"Young Ah Bing's high school grades are not ideal..."

"In the sky of fate, You and Kong are a pair of brothers and sisters who were born prematurely. They..."

"Erbajia's body is like a crisp, and she cuts a fool with a sword at her waist. Although no head is seen, the bone marrow of the teacher is dry..."

"The word says: black hair is hard to keep, beautiful face is easy to change, life is no better than green pine... kings and grandchildren, listening to songs and golden hazel, falling in love with fragrant medicines early. The world is really happy, counting back and forth, and counting in the room..."

Thinking about it, Su Li suddenly felt something was wrong.

No, what am I thinking about?
"It's a pity that this world is not a prosperous and prosperous world of singing and dancing, otherwise I can be a great writer at any rate."

Su Li's thoughts went astray for a while.

It went off for a while.

It went off for a while again.

The screams, cries of fear, desperate wails and angry curses of the passengers all around were mixed.

The joys and sorrows of human beings are not connected, Su Li only thinks they are very noisy.

As far as Su Li was concerned, the entry of "Sky Fiend and Lone Star" existed, and the group would perish sooner or later.

He will die sooner or later. If Queen Ziyu, a giant female ghost, appears, the hovership will be blown up. No matter how hard he struggles, it will be useless.

Su Li had personally experienced that kind of existence, so he didn't even have any interest in struggling, let alone despair.

It's a good idea to leapfrog and kill monsters, but in reality, it's as ridiculous as a clown.

In this world, different realms are different life levels, different soul levels.

Ants can challenge elephants only when they become elephants.

But if the ant just becomes an ant king, sorry, that is the result of an elephant being trampled to death, with almost no exceptions.

In the simulation, he hunted and killed Fen Xiao, not by leapfrogging, but by relying on soul master-level mental attacks and sneak attacks, and he still hasn't killed the other party just like that.

Fen Xiao's soul dao cultivation base is also the spiritual realm, and it is only a high-level soul master, one level lower than him - although Fen Xiao's warrior realm is the first level of martial arts.

"Boom--"

The thunderstorm is still continuing, even more terrifying.

Su Li came back to his senses, and looked out of the transparent window of the cabin with a calm expression.

In the sky, violent thunder roared and purple lightning flashed like a raging dragon snake hovering and roaring in the air.

Under the rage of thunder and lightning, the hovership was crumbling, as if it would be swallowed by Thor's wrath at any moment!

Inside the ship, the screams and cursing gradually subsided amidst the sound of sirens, scolding and threats from the captain.

Everyone's faces were pale, and their hearts were terrified. They clung to everything around them, and their bodies shook with the violent turbulence of the ship.

Their eyes were full of fear, as if seeing the end of life.

Their breathing was rapid and their sweat was pouring down like rain, but no one spoke at this time, only the roar of the thunderstorm, the trembling sound of the hovership, the rupture of the cabin, and the ear-piercing sound of the electric blast echoed in their ears.

Suddenly, a blazing blood light cut through the darkness and hit the hovership directly.

In the light, Su Li saw the giant female ghost—it's still here!
The effect of the mass destruction engine carried by Tiansha Lone Star is still coming.

"Relieved, cool."

Su Li's eyes were calm, and he breathed out silently, feeling an indescribable peace of mind.

Through the transparent window, his eyes fell on the eyebrows of the female ghost covering the sky, and he instinctively thought of Zijin again.

At that moment, his heart twitched inexplicably, and there was a faint sense of reluctance—although the reluctance was quite groundless.

Thinking of Zijin, he couldn't help thinking of praying for rain.

Thinking of praying for rain, he thought of Shi Huijing, and then suddenly thought of the simulator and the warm and beautiful picture of azure in the warm small forest, and thought of the elf Nimo.

There was an inexplicable sadness in my heart, and an inexplicable reluctance.

"I'm gone, will she choose a new master, a new Tianjiao to bind?"

"Sorry, I'm not worthy of being an ant."

Su Li didn't despair, he just didn't miss it, didn't miss it.

For him, if you don't bring it with you, you don't take it with you when you die.

"Elder Sister, Junior Sister, your junior brother is already dead, but this time, let's say goodbye in advance."

Su Li silently said something.

After experiencing it in the simulation, he understood one thing.

The elder sister is indeed tea-like, but she is actually spoiled, she has no thought of thinking about others, and she is very face-saving. The so-called high-coldness is just pretending.

As for the younger junior sister, she is actually jealous and competitive, but she is also spoiled, and she feels that all her efforts are taken for granted.

Moreover, this little junior sister Mu Shuangshuang is very naive and stupid!
Mostly because he was protected too well by his master Shen Qiushui and him, Su Li, and had never suffered, so...stubborn and self-righteous.

But let's not talk about the facts.

The four masters and apprentices depend on each other for life, they are not relatives, they are better than relatives.

Su Li had no love in his heart, but he also had no hatred.

It was the same as when he watched his senior sister Mu Yunxi and junior junior sister Mu Shuangshuang die without saying a word of intercession in the simulation.

To let go, in fact, is to no longer care about, no longer be tempted, and no longer go deep into the soul.

Forgetting each other in the rivers and lakes, like a stranger, is the best way to let go.

Now that we are parting, we will never see each other again, nor in the next life, and he doesn't want the next life either.

While contemplating, in the depths of the abandoned city in the distance, above the restricted area, a huge female ghost suddenly rushed.

The bloody light of destruction suddenly enveloped the entire hovership.

At that moment, this terrifying power tore apart all the black clouds in the sky, turning the sky and the earth into a bloody mess, and this kind of power, like the wrath of nature, is enough to destroy everything!
The hovership has not yet been shrouded by this force, just being impacted by the momentum, a large number of cracks began to appear on the outer layer of the hull.

All kinds of harsh sirens and crackling electric currents were connected together.

The entire floating ship vibrated even more violently, as if it had been hit by a huge hammer, rumbling and bursting loudly.

This time, the passengers in the hovership seemed to see the endless hell in the depths of the blood at this moment, as if they saw the endless howling of fierce souls and screams of ghosts, ferocious and gloomy, vicious and bloodthirsty.

"Ahhh-"

The crazy screams of the passengers echoed in the hovercraft.

The blood light covered it, and the entire hovership seemed to be reduced to ashes in the next moment.

Life in such a scene is as fragile as thin paper.

Su Li's sixth sense even matched the scene in the simulation, as if seeing their lives extinguished like candles at this moment, as if hearing their screams stop abruptly in the air, and then dissipate quickly.

Then, in this area, only endless silence remained.

However, when the light covered it, a stream of azure light suddenly burst out from the floating ship.

After the streamer shook, an incomparably thick and huge azure-colored thunder appeared in the sky above the endless purple thunder.

The azure thunder suddenly exploded, tore through the sky, and directly hit the giant female ghost's forehead.

"Boom--"

The sky burst.

A catastrophic storm swept across the void in all directions, and all the black clouds disappeared in an instant.

But after the huge female ghost froze for an instant, the giant sword "Juewu" between her eyebrows broke in half, and fell from the void with a "click".

When the half of the sword shattered and fell, it suddenly turned into nothingness, and turned into an invisible streamer, which suddenly shot towards Su Li's eyebrows.

(End of this chapter)