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Chapter 79 Jiuyao asks the heart and finally sees the true self

Su Li listened quietly.

His eyes were indifferent, his expression was calm, and his heart was neither sad nor happy.

In the depths of his soul, waves of torrents surged, as if he had lifted the waves of the mist, and saw the rekindling in the ashes.

I also saw the only real me in the world.

Just like Xisui Dan, Soul Origin Pearl, Changqing, and the mysterious cup of Jiuyao Wenxin Tea, completely opened up his reality and the fate of the role in the world of Tianshu.

As the simulator said before - the fog will slowly dissipate, and everything will develop in the direction you expect!

At this time, at this time, Su Li suddenly understood what kind of existence the predecessor was.

The predecessor was really himself.

Su Li has always been Su Li!
He was the one who jumped off the building at midnight.

He was also the one who stepped into Tianyuan from the restricted area of ​​the waste capital!

The one who thought he came through the soul and lost his previous body was still him.

Su Yan represents the past, cowardly and incompetent, working hard like a slave, working so hard that he is moved, but still struggling and desperate, so he is bound to the life despair system.

Su Li represents the present, living in the moment, and moving forward step by step on his own. He is rational but emotional; he is responsible but also courageous.

Changqing, on the other hand, represents the future that is about to be faced, with colorful colors and infinite possibilities. It finally stands at the height of the sky and overlooks all living beings, but it also contains the immortal body of the Tao, the nine-orifice psychic, omniscient and omnipotent. Nature is an infinite simulator.

At that moment, my heart seemed to be cleansed all of a sudden, and then I opened up a nine-apertured and exquisite heart like Chang Qing, which was completely crystal clear and completely understood many problems.

Su Li had this feeling the moment he logged in to the role of Changqing—hearing it in the morning, he would die in the evening.

Now, he has a profound experience in his own reality.

The same is true, he fully understands what is "I opened my eyes in the decadence, and rekindled in the ashes", and even more understands what is "the heart is not dead, the way is not born".

"I made a mistake in this simulation. I should have chosen 'Jiuyao Wenxin Tea'. But Chang Qing made a move. It seems to have come from his instinct—and it seemed to be an intervention that transcended time."

"Of course, it's more likely that the simulator contributed."

Su Li's heart became much softer, and for the first time, he really saw part of the truth about this world.

He no longer felt that life was meaningless.

On the contrary, he feels that everything is full of meaning and bright colors.

Because this time, it's not just self-crossing.

It's a real self-reignition - like him (Chang Qing) and Nimo from the future forcibly guarding the way.

"Perhaps, the desperate situation again and again made Nimo angry after all."

"Opening the invincible hang this time, it is obviously more relieved and more refreshing."

"It's just that the horizontal push still hasn't solved the evil coffin mirror, so that soul source pearl, that cup of tea... wasn't provided by Shen Qiushui, but secretly provided by the simulator."

"But also because I was worried about the simulator, I didn't choose this cup of tea-this is the real two-way rush, even if she is just a simulator."

Su Li's heart was clear.

This sense of insight into the world is really comforting.

An indescribable, intellectual superiority that simply cannot be controlled arises spontaneously.

But Su Li also knew that he wasn't really stupid in the past, he was just struggling in the ashes, struggling in fate and couldn't escape.

The sea of ​​suffering is added to the body, every breath is a struggle of pain and life and death, how can we cross it by ourselves?
But now, the true self is seen at the end of the road, and the delusion is finally rekindled.

"Tongzi, my heart is not in despair after all."

"But—the Word, it was born!"

"I finally understand why you are called 'Yue Zi', you don't need to be in 'confinement' anymore, you can give birth!"

"The simulator is Yang Dao, you are Yin..."

"Hey, in this environment, it's hard to say that."

"However, Nimo once said..."

"Please give those rebels and rebels a little face. It doesn't matter what the little moon is, after all, both pros and cons are moons, and it doesn't seem to be a big deal to be against humanity..."

"In this 'life review', there are three 'anti' characters."

"So, Tongzi's 'life despair system', its real name is reverse!"

"Her name should be—Ziyue!"

"I'm so stupid, really, I only know that the system is full of trust, greed and selfishness, and it needs to be beaten severely. I don't know that it is actually going to be completely reversed."

"I'm so stupid, really, I only know that the simulator has been telling me that the system is very rebellious, but I don't know how to understand these words deeply and reverse it."

"I'm so stupid, really. I only know that this system is extreme, and it's obvious that it's also taking the path of extremes that must be reversed. The previous experience is also in line with the extremes that must be reversed, but I don't know how to use the system in reverse."

"I'm so stupid, really, I only know that negative despair value will make me happy, and I also know how to optimize and guide the system, but I don't know that I can go directly into despair without despair, and truly get out of the mud without being stained."

"I'm so stupid, really, if I knew this, I would have won already. Why do I have to be so entangled in internal friction, getting deeper and deeper in the desperate situation, and still expose the true traces again and again in the desperate situation."

Su Li was quite sad.

It's a very simple truth - what you are afraid of, the more you have to face it!
Isn't it all right to enjoy despair in despair?

In this life, he will indeed not despair, because his heart has always contained strong self-confidence and strong hope.

But just like the monks who cultivate their hearts in the world of mortals, they often need to enter the world before they can truly be born.

Just like in the face of despair, you must first truly understand it—only when you can fully understand despair without sinking in despair, can you destroy the old system and let a new order come!
"The system is not universally trusted, and it is not down. It is my thoughts that are generally trusted, and my thoughts are down."

"I admit I'm still superficial."

"Little fat man, even though you are stupid, you were beaten for no reason..."

"But as a system, you are really too bad and not good at guiding. So, when I really become the so-called 'Supreme VIP' later, let's see how I beat you."

Although the system was stupid, Su Li felt that Tongzi still couldn't escape the severe beating he deserved.

Because if the owner changed, he would probably have been beaten to death—just like that, it wouldn’t be wrong to beat him a few more times.

There are two great pleasures in life—simulating with a simulator, and then beating Tongzi severely.

Su Xin felt extremely comfortable.

Inexplicably, he feels that life has opened up a new way of growth—although it is most likely the "cultivation inheritance effect" brought about by that cup of mysterious and terrifying "Jiuyao Questioning Heart Tea".

"Changqing can drink it, and I can probably drink it too."

"But you don't need to think about it for a short time. Since you have inherited the effect of Jiuyao Wenxin Tea, then continue to drink this kind of thing... I guess it's not Yong's problem."

Su Li's thoughts gradually calmed down completely.

His thoughts returned to the strange figure in the depths of the Dao Palace between the brows.

He knew that it was time to solve this last so-called "demon", or "No. 1 grid".

This personality is obviously going to die - this means that Su Yan is going to die, and will be suppressed by the Soul Requiem Tablet.

This also means that this personality has been polluted by the soul-suppressing monument, and the soul is suppressed!
Therefore, there are some stains on this personality that need to be removed.

The so-called "heart never dies, Tao never lives", isn't this very reasonable? !

Su Li already fully understands that the reason why Master Shen Qiushui mentioned "for an unknown reason, the memory has been lost for ten years, and at the same time, the fate has become the fate of 'Heavenly Fiend Lone Star' and 'Deep Love and Longevity'" is here .

This is a "secret against fate" by the "soul suppressing tablet"!
But the predecessor was also very brave. After activating the "life despair system", he chose to "ban" himself, and has been living in a humbler, more true, kinder and more positive energy way.

This is what he vaguely thinks of as "smiling depression".

In fact, this is precisely the true peerless wisdom!

That is to say, after the age of ten, the "predecessor" has been living in a very special state of "benevolence, righteousness, propriety, wisdom, trustworthiness, gentleness, courtesy, thrift and concession".

This is really amazing!
If he couldn't see clearly before, then this time, because he has truly awakened, he can see clearly.

Therefore, Su Li was absolutely certain that he was not taking the house, nor was he wearing the soul.

Instead, the memory of the previous life was awakened!
In his previous life, he jumped off a building and died, and the last scene became a nightmare, lingering in the depths of his predecessor's dream, and gradually triggered a second personality.

The result is that the second personality is getting stronger and stronger, and it is more and more affecting the No.1 personality.

And in Tianyuan, something important must have happened, so that the previous body awakened all the memories of the previous life, so in one fell swoop, the second personality reached a terrible perfect state, and released it perfectly!
The so-called second personality, without a doubt, is naturally the current main personality - Su Li!
……

All in all, perfectly clear.

Su Li's heart was also in a state of being unable to stop thinking.

The sound of thunder that often appeared in my ears, as well as the disillusioned sounds of "rescue", "defibrillation", etc., all completely disappeared.

Like a dream bubble that has been severely crushed, it is like dew and electricity after all.

"Is this piercing through Zuo Wang Dao and killing Xin Su?"

"It turns out that I was once really consummated—but not in strength, but in heart and soul."

"So the opening of the second avatar of Tianshu World is completely a matter of course!"

"For me, this world is infinitely wonderful, and this infinitely wonderful has just begun."

A comfortable smile appeared on Su Li's face.

Then, he looked at the "predecessor" of the gray mist figure in front of him, that is, No. 1 grid, and his smile was also extremely gentle.

Time, as if the slightest passage.

Because, in Su Li's eyes, the words that the "predecessor" of the gray mist figure was still talking about were very funny.

"This time, it's also my last appearance."

"Actually, you shouldn't have come."

The pale face of the front of the gray mist was eerie and terrifying like a hanged ghost.

"Su Li, that's who I used to be—haven't you understood yet?"

"It's never anyone's emotions that torment you, it's your fanciful expectations."

"Everything in the world is healing you, but you refuse to let yourself go!"

"Come on, come to my arms, whether you are dark, bloody, terrifying, cruel, or desperate, lonely, decadent, or lonely, I will accept you."

"Because you were originally me, and I was originally you."

"You don't have to die, because you have seen me, and I have seen you, which means that you will see the real me at the end of the road!"

"I am your true self! You are mine too!"

Su Li walked over, and embraced him under the stunned eyes of the "predecessor" of gray mist and black shadow.

At that moment, Su Li, who was standing in the forbidden area of ​​the secret room in reality, was glowing all over.

With his arms folded around his chest and his eyes lightly closed, he was embracing himself, like embracing the warmest sunshine in the world.

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