High cold goddess?Oh, love brain!

Chapter 87 I'm Not a Junior!She is!
Xu Xu still remembered that Song Enyan had told him about her past.

Her family, her childhood, even her teenage years, were ruined by cheating.

If he hadn't heard it with his own ears, Xu Xu couldn't believe that what he said just now would come from a girl like Song Enyan.

"I thought, Yanyan, you would hate this kind of thing."

"People change."

Song Enyan lay on Xu Xu's chest, and gently planted strawberries on Xu Xu's neck.

"Just like before I met you, I always believed that it was impossible for me to sleep with a man in my life."

"To be honest, I even thought about finding a girl to spend the rest of my life with than those stinky men."

"It's all your fault, it's all your fault~"

"You, the root of all evil."

Song Enyan picked up a pair of stockings from Xu Xu's pillow, and put them on her hands. The hands in the stockings were like ghosts, walking on Xu Xu's body. The warm little hands rubbed Xu Xu's body through the silky silk core. The skin is so itchy to the touch.

However, on the mobile phone, the owner of the bed below him, classmate Huang Xiangyun, is still there to keep taking pictures of various clothes and shoes in the store for Xu Xu, asking Xu Xu which one he likes.

"Permission, I think, judging by your temperament, this one will suit you better, what do you think?"

Literally typed so that Huang Xiangyun didn't have to spend money for him. The two had just met each other not long ago. If they had this money, they would spend more on themselves, but Huang Xiangyun refused and insisted on buying it for Licensing.

Seeing that Xu Xu's attention was not on her, Song Enyan became angry all of a sudden, and reached out to grab Xu Xu's mobile phone, Xu Xu quickly avoided it.

"What are you doing? Didn't you agree that you won't mess around?"

"I didn't want to mess around~"

Song Enyan smiled and said:

"I just want to tell her, I'm sorry, I stained your bed sheet~"

"To be precise, it should have been dirty by me and your boyfriend."

Seeing the solemn expression on Xu Xu's face, Song Enyan let out a chuckle as if her wish had been fulfilled.

"Yo, are you so nervous? Don't worry, I'm just kidding you."

"The game has just begun, and I can't bear to end it so early."

After speaking, Song Enyan lay on Xu Xu's body and kissed Xu Xu's mouth again.

"Speaking of it, yes, during the National Day holiday, have you guys slept?"

"How is it? Is Huang Xiangyun particularly coquettish on the bed? Is it very different from the ladylike appearance she usually pretends to be?"

"What are you talking about? Guoqing is not with her, and she said she is going back to Suzhou to take her driver's license test."

"Oh? Then who did you go to see on National Day?"

Before waiting for permission to speak, Jiang Yunuo sent a voice message on the phone.

"Coco, are you alright?"

"I woke up early this morning and saw that you were not in bed. It almost scared me to death."

"How is it? That classmate of yours didn't hurt his life, did he?"

"You're done with your work, are you still coming to Shanghai?"

Jiang Yunnuo's sweet voice came from the handset of the mobile phone, and Song Enyan could tell that it was not Huang Xiangyun's voice.

get up in the morning?Not in bed?
Every word spoken by this strange and pleasant voice was stimulating Song Enyan's heart fiercely.

"Yo, you know how to play!"

Song Enyan gritted her teeth and glared at Xu Xu fiercely.

"I just made a girlfriend on September 9, and went to Shanghai to have sex with another woman the next day."

"Who is this woman? It's okay, it's so sweet."

"Is she flirty in bed too?"

Xu Xu glared at her, and said angrily:
"Don't talk nonsense, this is my sister, my own sister!"

"I told you before, my sister was studying in Shanghai and was bullied in the dormitory. Guo Qingcai went to accompany her and helped her rent a house outside."

"Really?"

Song Enyan still couldn't believe it.

"You still tell me the truth?"

"believe it or not."

"So permission, your first time, is mine?"

Li Ke didn't speak, just nodded.

Upon hearing the news, Song Enyan's heart suddenly cleared up a lot, and she really wanted to send a message to Huang Xiangyun right now.

"Sorry, I won."

Song Enyan stretched out her arm covered with stockings, gently hugged Xu Xu, and said softly:
"Permission, you are mine, and no one can take it away."

It was already afternoon, but it was still gray outside the window, and it was really hard to tell the time with the naked eye if you didn't look at your phone.

"The rain has stopped."

Song Enyan lay beside Xu Xu's ear and said softly:

"Ke Ke, go out for a walk with me, okay?"

Li Ke hesitated for a while, but said:

"Only my sister can call me that."

"I do not care!"

Song Enyan became angry when she heard this.

"Why?!"

"Is your sister as beautiful as me?"

"She was prettier than you."

Xu also stood up, planning to get dressed.

Song Enyan was stunned when she heard this. Since she was a child, she has never seen anyone dare to say that other girls are more beautiful than her.

"I, I don't believe it!"

"Do you have a photo of your sister? I want to see it!"

Of course, Xu Xu didn't want Jiang Yunnuo to get involved in his messy affairs, and insisted on refusing to give Song Enyan Jiang Yunuo's photo.

"Anyway, she is the most beautiful girl in the world in my heart."

"Humph!"

Song Enyan said unconvinced:

"No matter how beautiful she is, so what? Can I sleep with you? Can I play with your stocking legs?!"

"Song Enyan, if you talk nonsense about my sister again, I won't go out with you!"

"Humph!"

The two of them got dressed, Xu was still dressed as before, Song Enyan changed into a new pair of silk stockings, the previous pair was torn, and she changed into a pair of dark brown stockings, which were the same as the ones Jiang Yunuo wore on her legs before. A pair is the same.

Looking at Song Enyan's beautiful legs in stockings, Xu Xu's mind unconsciously came up with Jiang Yunnuo's pair of stockings legs. Although she was not as tall as Song Enyan, her long legs were not inferior at all.

"Really, what are you thinking?"

Xu Xu shook his head quickly, and drove these strange pictures out of his mind.

The rain outside stopped, but it didn’t stop completely. Under the gray sky, there was still a little drizzle. Xu was holding an umbrella, while Song Enyan was holding Xu’s hand, half of her body was tightly pressed against Xu’s. Like a pair of loving young lovers, strolling on the campus of Normal University after the rain.

After the rain, the Normal University is more beautiful than usual, like a beauty without makeup suddenly put on a layer of makeup, the humid air is filled with the fragrance of flowers and plants, and the temperature is not so hot, it is very pleasant, especially The artificial lakeside after the rain really has a delicate feeling of a mini version of the West Lake.

It’s already time for dinner. Normally, the Normal University at this time must be very lively. There must be a couple of men and women by the artificial lake, but now it’s the National Day holiday, and the school is much quieter. The streets are quiet, and even feel a little lonely.

"Is it okay to walk?"

When she just went downstairs, Xu Xu noticed that Song Enyan's steps on high heels were a bit pretentious. After all, she was so thin after a new career, her body must have been too much for her.

"Fortunately."

Song Enyan leaned on Xu Xu's shoulder and said softly:

"It's just that my waist is a little sore."

"Then let me hug you, and you hold the umbrella."

As he said that, Xu Xu changed into a princess hugging position, and handed the umbrella to Song Enyan, and Song Enyan was snuggled up in Xu's arms, her pair of silky legs swaying wantonly.

"license."

"Ok?"

"Coffee-colored stockings, do you like them?"

"With beautiful legs like yours, I like stockings of any color."

When Xu Xu hugged Song Enyan, he wiped the oil on Song Enyan's beautiful legs in stockings uncontrollably.

"Heh, man, you really only think with your lower body~"

Xu Xu ignored Song Enyan's ridicule and asked her where she wanted to eat.

"I'm not hungry for the time being, I have no appetite."

Lying in Xu Xu's arms, Song Enyan said softly:
"Permission, I want to go for a walk by the lake, to the place where I first revealed my heart to you."

When Xu Xu heard this, he was slightly surprised.

Because, in fact, he really wanted to go there.

The two came to the east side of the artificial lake of the Normal University, beside a bench, they promised to put Song Enyan down.

Song Enyan held Xu Xu by her arm, silently looking at the sparkling waves on the lake, looking at the big white geese wandering in the center of the lake, a little lost in thought.

Xu Xu didn't bother her, and silently stayed by her side.

"license."

After a long time, Song Enyan spoke slowly.

"Ok?"

"Remember what you said to me on the phone that night?"

"What?"

"Tell me, in fact, you don't have that special, heart-wrenching feeling for Huang Xiangyun."

"Is what you said true?"

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Li Ke was silent for a long time, but still nodded.

Now that they have all come here, to the place where Song Enyan opened her long-closed heart to him for the first time, Xu Xu does not intend to hide anything from Song Enyan anymore, after all, he has already slept.

To be honest, Huang Xiangyun is indeed very beautiful, but for some reason, Xu Xu does not have that heart-pounding feeling towards her.

A gleam of light flashed in Song Enyan's eyes, she raised her head, looked into Xu Xu's eyes, and said seriously:

"Then since you don't have feelings for her, why do you want to?"

Xu also guessed that Song Enyan would ask such a question, and sighed lightly.

"Then when you girls are faced with a boy's pursuit, do you dare to say that you have a heartbeat for that boy?"

"But even if you don't like it, you still have to hang on to him. Don't you women often like to do this kind of thing?"

"In the final analysis, what you girls enjoy more is to enjoy the feeling of being sought after and looked up to by others."

"On this point, so do I."

"I'm not like you. I have been pursued by so many people since I was a child, and so many people like it."

"Before college, my youth was a blank slate."

"It is undeniable that the appearance of Huang Xiangyun has indeed made up for part of my regrets when I was a teenager. Who doesn't like the feeling of being liked by others and treated as an important person by others?"

"But."

Before Xu Xu could finish speaking, Song Enyan argued:

"I can give you the feeling you want! And I can do better than her!"

"Permission, do you know how important you are to me?!"

As Song Enyan spoke, her voice became louder and louder, and tears began to well up in her beautiful eyes.

"I have no friends or family until now. You are my only concern in this world."

"Do you know how much I love you?! Why do you."

"But why didn't you say you took the initiative to export it?"

Song Enyan had just uttered half of her words, and she choked up when she was allowed to ask such a question.

Indeed, in this battle between her and Huang Xiangyun, the main reason for her defeat was that she was too late to speak up and waited for permission to confess her love, but in the end Huang Xiangyun took the lead?
"me."

Xu sighed and said softly:

"I know that in most love affairs, the boy is the one who takes the initiative to confess, and the girl just needs to put up her airs and wait, because now there are more men than women, and high-quality girls will never lack suitors."

"But have you ever thought about it? Not all boys have such courage, or are thick-skinned."

"Then that me"

Song Enyan reached out and rubbed her red eyes. When she spoke, her chest rose and fell with her breath.

"Then... if I had been ahead of Huang Xiangyun and confessed to you, would you have agreed to me?"

"of course."

This time, Licensing didn't hesitate at all.

"Because, Yanyan, I really, actually like you."

These words broke through Song Enyan's psychological defense.

She couldn't bear it anymore, hugged Xu Xu, and cried out with a "wow".

"Why is this happening?!"

"Obviously I like you, and you like me too!"

"Is it because I'm a step behind Huang Xiangyun?!"

Xu Xu hugged Song Enyan with his backhand, and sighed helplessly.

"Actually. It's not just because of this."

Xu whispered in Song Enyan's ear:
"Didn't I tell you before, I'm actually, more, worried that people like me really don't deserve your liking."

"Yanyan, I'm actually not a wooden person, I can feel that your love for me is hot and pure."

"But what about me? I'm worried that I may really not be the kind of man who will be particularly emotionally involved. "

"I don't want you to get hurt because of me in the future, maybe I... I really can't bear your feelings for me."

Song Enyan didn't speak, she raised her head from Xu Xu's arms, raised her tearful eyes, and asked softly:

"Permission, can you finally answer my question seriously?"

"Well, you said."

"At the welcome party, who was the song "Written to the Girl I Liked First" written for?"

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After a long silence, Xu Xu finally spoke and said:
"Of course, it's for you."

Now that the matter has come to an end, Xu Xu feels that as long as it can make Song Enyan happy, more or less, it can be regarded as a little compensation.

And, to be honest, he wasn't talking nonsense.

If you exclude the girl at the same table in middle school when you were young and ignorant, and Zhao Jiayu in the previous life, then in this life, there are only two girls who made Xu Xu feel his heart throbbing.

One was Song Enyan, who was crying and pouring out her thoughts to herself at the same place by the artificial lake of the Normal University in the afternoon of September. Playing the game by himself, Xiong Er finally fell asleep leaning on his shoulder.

According to the sequence of events, it is indeed true to say that Song Enyan is the first girl in Xu's life who has had a crush on her.

"So. So I like you first, and you like me first, right?!"

Song Enyan grabbed Xu Xu's clothes, cried and said:
"So I'm not a mistress, the matter between me and you is not an affair, right?!"

"Huang Xiangyun is the latecomer, that's right! Huang Xiangyun is the junior!!!"

"I knew it, she's actually a bitch who likes to steal other people's boyfriends!"

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Facing Song Enyan's logic, Xu Xu didn't know what to say for a while.

He knew very well in his heart that because of his past experience, Song Enyan hated the title of mistress.

She certainly doesn't want to become the kind of woman she once hated the most.

As long as she can seize the slightest chance, she is unwilling to admit that her behavior will be linked to words like mistress or cheating.

Xu Xu actually understood this in his heart, so he didn't say anything.

"Yanyan, in fact, it doesn't matter what I think. The problem is the people around you. If they know what happened between us, what will they think of you?"

"I'm worried about that."

"Hmph, who cares what they think?!"

At this moment, Song Enyan suddenly had a feeling that her empty and lonely heart had found a home again.

She slightly tiptoed her little feet in short boots, brought her close to Xu Xu's ear, and said softly:

"Permission, stay with me for the next few days, okay?"

"Well, I promise you."

Xu nodded and said:
"Okay, it's getting late, are you hungry? Let's go eat first, what do you want to eat?"

"As long as you bring me to eat, anything is fine~"

There was nothing delicious in the cafeteria during the holiday, so the two took a taxi, went to Baolong City to find a local restaurant for dinner, then found a supermarket, and bought a lot of snacks and drinks as a place to spend the past few days in the dormitory. stockpile.

Originally, it was allowed to go out to the hotel to get a room, but Song Enyan said that it was only in the girls' dormitory, especially in Huang Xiangyun's bed, which was exciting enough.

When she came to the cash register, Song Enyan gently tugged at the corner of Xu Xu's clothes, and asked sweetly:

"Husband~ Have you forgotten the most important thing?"

"The most important thing? What?"

Song Enyan smiled mysteriously, not shying away from the cashier next to her, and took a pack of condoms from the shelf next to the cashier.

"I don't even take this. Could it be that you want me to be pregnant with your child as soon as I am a freshman?"

As soon as these words came out, the lady cashier next to her was stunned. With a code scanning gun in her hand, she looked at the boy and girl in surprise.

Xu Xu glanced at Song Enyan, and raised the corner of his mouth.

"How can one pack be enough? Who do you look down on?"

With that said, Xu Xu said to the waiter:

"Take ten packs, and a small toy."

(End of this chapter)