I make a thriller, it's God chasing and feeding

Chapter 246 [You can start going crazy]

Li Chuanxin left Liancheng on a plane that night, and it was impossible for him to stay in the crew of Alien Space forever.

After roughly knowing how to shoot a horror film, he still needs to think about and create the storyboards of the script.

This will take a long time, and Lu Zhengyi predicts that he may have to have a relatively complete script after the year and officially start filming.

"Director Lu, what do you think of my previous performance?"

And wait until night, in the elevator, as the leading actor, Zhou Ziyun finally took advantage of the opportunity to go upstairs and get a chance to be alone with the director.

Ever since the daytime shooting ended, he had always wanted to ask how he performed during the shooting.

But no matter what, there were always other people around Lu Zhengyi, so he didn't dare to go and ask.

Now in the elevator, apart from the two of them, there was only the black cat squatting on Director Lu's shoulder.

Lu Zhengyi, who was still thinking about shooting tomorrow, was a little bit unresponsive when he was asked this question.

After a while, he nodded, "It's okay."

As he said that, he looked at Zhou Ziyun strangely, "Do you feel that it is difficult to try today's scene? As far as my personal experience is concerned, your scene should not be that hard for an actor. And difficult."

"The trouble should be later. Luo Zhan, like the heroine, started to see ghosts slowly during the treatment process."

"Or maybe you have other different ideas about this scene."

Zhou Ziyun quickly waved his hand and replied:
"No, it's not like that."

"The main reason is that I haven't filmed for a long time, so I don't know how my performance will be."

"At the end of the afternoon shooting, I originally planned to go and see how the shooting went, but there were a lot of people there."

Too many people?

Lu Zhengyi looked at his nervous look, and then thought about what Zhang Yu had mentioned to him before. Except for Huang Yunli, the other leading actors in the crew this time seemed to be very shy, introverted, and did not like to talk to the crew. Things other people talk about.

"Are you afraid that you will suddenly become ill and affect others?"

he asked aloud.

Zhou Ziyun's mental illness is not reflected in social aspects. As an actor who meets new faces every day due to various jobs, he is not afraid of strangers.

That's the only reason why he doesn't want to have contact with other people.

"Once I get emotional, I can't control myself, and I often don't remember what I did afterwards." Zhou Ziyun stood nearby and replied, "After getting this disease, I have hurt people around me more than once. He was a man and caused a lot of trouble."

"But if you want to come over and take a look at the results of your shooting, you can still come over." Lu Zhengyi could understand his situation. "Do you still remember what I told you when I informed you that the audition was successful? Even if you have a sudden I can handle any situation in this crew."

"The other people on the crew have seen a lot more than you think."

"In this crew, you don't have to be timid because of your status as a patient."

Zhou Ziyun nodded silently.

The elevator dinged and stopped at the fifth floor.

Lu Zhengyi stepped out of the elevator and said, "After work tomorrow, you come to me and I will show you what we shot today."

"Sorry, Director Lu."

Zhou Ziyun pressed the elevator door to prevent it from closing, "Actually...after entering the set, I found that my condition seemed to have improved a lot."

Lu Zhengyi stopped at the door, a little confused.

"It's been more than a month since I joined the crew, but I haven't had any illness in this period." Zhou Ziyun asked tentatively, "It seems to be because of... you, can I ask, then What happened to us in the conference room one day?"

It was the first time in a long time that he woke up from that painful and trance-like state in such a short time.

Zhou Ziyun couldn't recall the memory of that time.

But until now, when he faced Lu Zhengyi, he would unconsciously appear nervous, panic... or even afraid.

Yes, fear.

He has no memory, but when facing Lu Zhengyi, he is more afraid from his heart, so that sometimes he even hesitates for a long time before he takes the initiative to speak.

Perhaps because of this, he has always had difficulty integrating in the crew.

Could it be that he was beaten?

No, no.

Zhou Ziyun was very sure that he had not been beaten at that time, and there was not even a bruise on his body.

So what happened during those few minutes when I was in chaos?

"Did something happen that day? Well... Of course, you are the person involved and you should have the right to know." Lu Zhengyi hesitated for a moment, "If you want to ask, then come out first. It is not good to always occupy the elevator."

You can't just chat here and let the elevator stop on this floor.

"Want tea?"

Taking the person to the room, Lu Zhengyi first boiled hot water, and then took out a small bag of tea from the suitcase, "Here is Fenghuang Dancong, Chaocheng's famous green tea."

On his shoulder, Ayong jumped out of bed neatly and walked towards the room on his own.

He likes to drink milk tea, but he doesn't like to drink this kind of bitter tea.

"Sorry, Director Lu."

Zhou Ziyun did not refuse and found a chair to sit down.

After all, it was a hotel, and the layout of the room was the same as his room, so he was not unfamiliar with it.

"Before I explain to you what happened that day, I would like to ask that you should have a more or less understanding of your situation." Lu Zhengyi took out two more glasses and a glass from the suitcase. A teapot with a strainer, "As a patient and as an actor who plays the psychiatrist Luo Zhan, you should be aware of your situation, right?"

"I know."

Seeing Lu Zhengyi coming over with a hot water kettle and a teapot, Zhou Ziyun quickly stood up, took it with both hands, and put it on the table, "With those organs that have suffered brain damage and central nervous system disease due to long-term excessive drinking and drug use, Sexual psychosis is different.”

"I have a functional mental illness. It is not a disease caused by abnormalities in the brain or nerves, but an emotional disorder. It can also be said to be a 'heart disease.'"

"In addition to prescribing me medicine to relieve anxiety and calm my nerves, the doctor also suggested that I travel when I have time..."

He briefly explained the doctor's advice to him.

Clearly, as a patient, he was well aware of his situation.

It's like when a child deceived adults and said he had a stomachache, but ended up shouting that his stomach really hurt.

This is not a problem with the child's organs such as the intestines and stomach, but a psychological effect.Just like in the alien space, Luo Zhan explained the existence of "ghosts" to those students. If the human brain obtains wrong information and conveys wrong responses to the limbs through nerves, it may cause the nerves of the organs to produce wrong responses.

"Then since it is a heart disease, there must be a cause." Lu Zhengyi sat down on the chair opposite him, "This kind of tea cannot be soaked in hot water and poured in hot water like those instant teas outside. Finally, you have to pour out the tea as soon as possible."

As he spoke, he threw the tea bag into the teapot, covered it with a filter, and poured hot water into it.

Soon, the strong aroma of tea came from the teapot.

With the hot tea from the first wash, he boiled both glasses.

"Director Lu seems to like drinking tea."

Zhou Ziyun watched his movements. It was not easy to bring his own teacup and teapot when going out.

Even if many people are not used to drinking coffee, they just deal with it with bagged black tea.

"You're wrong about this. I can't say I like tea, but I can't say I hate it either."

Lu Zhengyi pushed the glass of tea over, "My wife likes to drink tea."

"My wife put these teapots in my suitcase when she was helping me pack it. As for the tea bags, she also bought small bags and filled them herself. She likes tea very much, but the high-end black tea on the market is not suitable for her. taste."

"If it's me, I'm usually not that particular. Before I got married, I preferred drinking boiled water."

Zhou Ziyun was a little surprised when he heard these words, "I can see that you love your wife very much."

To be honest, seeing Lu Zhengyi, a rough and vicious man say these words, he was a little surprised.

"What did you say just now, right, the inducement."

Lu Zhengyi smiled and poured tea into his glass, "Since it is a mental illness caused by an emotional disorder, there must be a psychological trigger."

"But emotional causes are much harder to find than organic causes. The latter only require examination with sophisticated instruments to get the results, but the former requires the patient to find the answer himself."

"Because when you were in a situation, you kept saying that there were many people approaching with knives, so I guessed that you had suffered injuries in this area before, which led to the current situation, and I It seems that in addition to schizophrenia, you also have a bit of persecution paranoia."

It's like asking Taoist Guanshan for help when taking the photo of my eyes.

In order to make this film well, he did a lot of homework in this area.

"Is this so?" Zhou Ziyun was a little disappointed, "I have had hallucinations like this before, and I have learned about it from the doctor, but it seems that my illness has nothing to do with it, and I have indeed never suffered from it. harm."

Over the years, he was not always alone when he got sick.

And when there are other people around, even if he forgets that memory afterwards, others around him still remember it.

It was not the first time that he had hallucinated that someone was coming with a knife.

But beyond that, there are other hallucinations.

Looking for answers from the hallucinations produced does not seem to be a good way.

"Then let me tell you my solution at the time."

Lu Zhengyi continued, "Because at that time, in addition to seeing hallucinations, you could also see me."

"This also means that although I can't see those hallucinations, I am in the same lens as those hallucinations in your field of vision."

"So I punched you, and then you woke up."

Zhou Ziyun: "..."

He had a confused look on his face, as if he didn't understand what it meant.

It took a while before Zhou Ziyun responded, "Is it that simple?"

In this case, wouldn't it mean that the next time he gets sick, he will punch those hallucinations and knock them down, and his illness will be cured?
"This is not easy. If you want to try it yourself, how can you tell whether you are hitting a real person or a hallucination caused by mental illness?" Lu Zhengyi could guess what he was thinking, "In your field of vision , you stabbed the hallucination to death with a knife. But in reality, your knife stabbed a stranger."

As soon as he said these words, Zhou Ziyun's thoughts that were still a little eager to try stopped.

Indeed, if he really tried this, his illness would probably be even worse.

"What I did was not so much that I defeated your illusion with my fists."

Lu Zhengyi explained, "It should be said that your fear of me defeated the hallucinations caused by your illness."

The point is not the fist, but that Zhou Ziyun's fear of himself is greater than the triggers of the disease.

Zhou Ziyun obviously couldn't understand this answer. "...so what do I do?"

"Are you asking me how to treat it?"

Lu Zhengyi's expression was a little subtle, "Teacher Zhou, do you still remember what I do?"

"...Director Lu, I have been on the set for a month." Zhou Ziyun replied hesitantly, "Although I have had very little contact with you in the past month, I have only been watching from the side, and you have given me everything. I have a very special feeling, so whether you are a doctor or not, I would like to hear what suggestions you have for this situation."

His tone was sincere.

"Is that so..."

Lu Zhengyi was quite helpless, "Let me tell you first, I am not a doctor. I am just giving you some ideas based on this matter."

"If you really can't find the cause of your illness, you might as well try to make your mental endurance stronger."

"Just like some people have been frail and sick since childhood and often catch colds. Some people will choose to inject Rongshengjing B every six months to improve the body's immunity and resistance. But some people will choose to improve themselves through exercise. resistance."

"The former method may be more scientific, but the latter method may not be effective. But if it is effective, it is definitely better to solve the problem by strengthening oneself than by relying on external forces."

"As for how to strengthen your mental endurance, I can't give you any advice."

After all, his own psychological endurance was gained through repeated hardships.

Lu Zhengyi can try, but he cannot pass on this experience to others.

He can bear it, but others may not be able to.

Zhou Ziyun was silent for Lu Zhengyi's words for a while, and then nodded sharply, "I understand, Director Lu."

As he said this, he stood up and said, "Thank you very much for your advice."

"Director Lu, would you mind if I suspend the medication prescribed by the doctor during the next period of time and try to regulate my emotions on my own?"

"This may cause me to have an impact on the crew's filming."

"Go ahead and try if you want. I said before, you won't have any big impact on this crew." Lu Zhengyi smiled and waved his hand, "Besides, the plot we are going to shoot next is also very important. A patient, isn’t he?”

(End of this chapter)