I can see hell in my left eye

Chapter 501 Desperately thinking that he doesn't want me anymore

The dream is so real, every night, I feel that I have killed Qinxue again, and at the same time, I will taste the heart-piercing pain again.

This night again.

Woke up from the nightmare, drenched in sweat.

The night was cold and silent, the moonlight shone in through the window, and the room was wrapped in desolation.

Sighing, I lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and went straight to the bathroom.

Turning on the light, the dazzling light made my eyes a little painful.

I narrowed my eyes, and it took me a while to get used to it before I dared to open them.

Standing still in front of the sink, I washed my face with cold water, and my brain became more or less awake.

After coming out of the bathroom, I went back to bed, picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table and checked the time, it was 44:[-] in the morning.

I have to wake up once or twice almost every night, and sometimes I can only fall asleep when it is dark. I have to admit that I am more and more afraid of closing my eyes. As long as I fall into a deep sleep, nightmares will definitely haunt me.

Putting down the phone, staring at the gray ceiling with open eyes, emptying the mind, not thinking about anything, just tranced like this.

This is one of the things I have done the most recently, and my brain seems to be very adapted to this state of emptying.

Gradually, the eyelids became more and more heavy...

In a trance, a cloud of Yin Qi permeated the surrounding area.

I sat up and looked around the room, and there seemed to be a dark figure standing in the corner.

I instinctively thought that the black shadow was Ming Si, and sat up from the bed as soon as I stumbled.

But when the black shadow slowly walked out of the darkness, under the moonlight, his outline became clearer, with strange eyes and a strange face, it was not the underworld, but a male ghost who came suddenly.

In the absence of the underworld, ghosts and ghosts often appear at night. I have become accustomed to this kind of situation.

Most of the time, ignore it, and the ghosts will not react too much. Basically, they will disappear at dawn.

I didn't pay much attention and lay down again.

The male ghost stared at me coldly, his face was blue and white, he was a fierce ghost.

Just about to turn around and not look at him, he actually rushed towards me, I stared at him with wide eyes, his body froze, and he froze in place, wondering if he was shocked by my eyes.

"Stay away from me." I said indifferently.

He was still in a daze.

After a while, he said hoarsely, "I want your body."

"No."

"It's not something you can't give if you don't want to. I'm going to make a decision." He had a decisive attitude, and as soon as he finished speaking, he rushed forward.

I reached out to touch the ghost-suppressing talisman under the pillow, and seeing him jumping up and trying to strangle me, without thinking, I slapped the talisman on his forehead. He hissed, and immediately became motionless like a statue.

Even though he was calmed down, his sharp eyes were above my head at the moment, and his hands were also propped on both sides of my cheeks. Such a posture made me extremely disgusted.

I pushed him hard, and he fell on the side of the bed, his body was tense and stiff, and one arm was inadvertently resting on my stomach.

For some reason, an inexplicable irritability came to my heart, and I kicked him out of bed, turned over and continued to sleep.

However, in the second half of the night, I almost tossed and turned in bed. When it was dawn, I felt a little sleepy, but when I thought of the class in the morning, I simply got up.

After washing up, I went into the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

I am the only one left at home, and I have three meals a day, and sometimes I even order takeaway directly, and I don’t bother to cook.

While cooking porridge, the phone suddenly rang, and the caller was Shang Liqi.

Recently, his phone calls came in from time to time, and he said a lot of comforting words, but the words that came out of his mouth, even if they were comforting, would change their taste a bit.

After pressing the answer button, I attached the phone to my ear and answered lazily.

He said, "Wake up early enough!"

"There is class in the morning."

"I'll take you to school."

"no need."

It's still early now, and after breakfast, I just walked to school, and there was no time left.

"No trouble, I'll see you off."

"Why did you wake up so early?" I was surprised.

With his daily routine, before ten o'clock in the morning, he couldn't open his eyes at all.

"Didn't I have something to look for you?"

"When you come here, bring the ghost bag with you. Last night, you suppressed a ghost."

"OK."

……

After breakfast, I looked at the clock on the wall, it was only 07:30 in the morning.

It's too early, in fact, I can go back to sleep again, but I am afraid that I will continue to dream about Qinxue once I close my eyes.

I don't remember how many times I had that dream again and again. I was really afraid to taste that painful feeling to the bone again.

Sitting down on the sofa, staring at the blue sky outside the window, my head felt a little dizzy after a while.

I was trying not to fall asleep when the doorbell rang.

I got up to open the door, and it was Shang Liqi who came in, waving the ghost cloth bag in his hand, and walked in carelessly.

Looking around the living room, he asked, "Where is the ghost?"

"The master bedroom upstairs."

"I went to collect him."

He went upstairs unhurriedly, and came down slowly within a few minutes.

"Come on, please have breakfast." He stepped forward and put his arm on my shoulder naturally.

I raised my hand and pushed his arm down, "I've eaten."

He smiled, raised his wrist to look at his watch, and murmured, "It's too early to go to school now, I'll take you out for a drive."

I didn't say no.

Blowing the morning breeze, maybe the brain will be more awake.

However, in the car, Shang Liqi mentioned to me the business he had just received.

"Does Shenghui High School know?"

"Ah."

"The principal there approached me two days ago, saying that since a girl in the school committed suicide, there have been rumors of ghosts. He felt that the influence was not good, so he wanted to entrust us to visit the school."

"Ah."

"Do you have time this afternoon?"

I didn't say a word, but he knew my class schedule very well, he knew that I didn't have class in the afternoon.

"Then have lunch together at noon, and then we'll go to Shenghui High School in the afternoon, okay?"

He frowned, his tone was soft, and he asked for my opinion very politely.

I am his assistant, there is no reason to refuse him.

After getting my affirmative answer, he laughed: "Then it's settled."

……

The car was driving at a constant speed on the cold street.

The car window was open a slit, and the cool morning breeze blew in, making her hair a little messy.

Since I cut my hair short, I have been trying to grow it back, because Ming Si said that I look better with long hair.

Suddenly, what Ming Si had said flashed through his mind, and his heart sank for no reason.

It has been more than two months since Qinxue's incident. In these two months, Ming Si has not come back to see me. In fact, I need him very much, more than ever.I think he is by my side, and I want to go through this difficult and painful period with him, but he didn't choose to face it with me, but closed his heart and hid in the underworld for so long without coming out.

I can't help but think wildly, thinking desperately more than once that he might not want me anymore.

(End of this chapter)