I can see hell in my left eye

Chapter 506 If I can, I want to take care of you
"Are you angry?"

He denies: "No."

"You're clearly angry."

"I'm not angry, I just don't want you to go..."

"Why don't you want me to go?" I asked.

He suddenly became dumb.

Meeting his gaze, he turned his head in a panic and stared out of the car window, his eyes wandering.

"What's wrong with you? Don't you want Ming Si to come out of the pain as soon as possible?"

"Of course I hope, but I believe Ming Si can do it himself, he just needs time."

"How much time does he need? Half a year, one year, ten years, or 100 years? If it takes too long, I can't wait. I will be born, old, sick, and die. My life is limited."

What I said was the truth, and it was also a question that I was very worried about.

Shang Liqi was silent, and after sitting quietly for a long time, he finally turned his face to look at me and said, "Is that why you like Mingsi so much?"

"Yes, I like it."

"When you needed him the most, he wasn't by your side, so you still like it?"

"Ah."

I answered Shang Liqi's question almost without any hesitation.

He sneered and said hysterically: "Ji Sixi, there are some things you need to see clearly and understand. You are separated from Yin and Yang by the underworld. Your combination itself is a mistake. He will not be born, old, sick, and die. When you become an old woman, he will still be the same as now, and will not change at all..."

"Shang Liqi, what exactly do you want to say?" I interrupted him.

He took a deep breath, and became extremely emotional, "I just want you to know that what happened to Qin Xue, I think it would be better for you to separate from Ming Si."

Hearing this, my heart stabbed severely.

I can't believe that these words came out of Shang Liqi's mouth. Wasn't it because of him that I got married with Ming Si?I have given my whole heart without reservation, and now he tells me that Ming Si and I should separate...

impossible!Absolutely impossible.

I can't separate from Ming Si, the separation in front of me is only temporary, he will come back.

Looking down, seeing the Ming ring in his hand, he couldn't help but think of all the past with Ming Si.

From the first time we saw him at the age of ten to now, we have experienced too much.

He has done a lot for me, even if it is a small thing, I will deeply engrave it in my mind.His kindness, his domineering, his gentleness and capriciousness all flow through my body like blood, and they have long been integrated with me, and I can't let go of him no matter what.

I can't imagine life without him, even though it's been over two months, but it's temporary, he won't avoid me forever.

Although on the surface it doesn't matter if he pretends to be a dress, in fact, I miss him very much.

"Even if you get out of the Qinxue incident, if you want a child later, the probability of giving birth to a ghost fetus is 90.00%, and it is even possible to create another demon. Earlier, I didn't expect things to develop to this point. If I knew, I would not marry you and Ming Si."

Shang Liqi said quietly.

His words seemed to come from the heart, but if he hadn't made this relationship, I wouldn't have lived to be ten years old.

Maybe, I have already entered the next reincarnation.

"Sixi, I always wonder if you really like Ming Si. I think you are too dependent on him, because you are used to him." He swallowed his throat and continued: "Habit and liking are two different things."

"I'm used to him, maybe I really just rely on him, but I know without him..." Before I finished speaking, he suddenly leaned over.

The slender fingers gently lifted my chin, and kissed me very suddenly.

His lips were soft, with the slight sweetness and fragrance of popcorn.

My brain froze, and for a moment I forgot to push him away.

When I came back to my senses, his lips had moved away from mine.

He kissed very lightly, like a gentle wind blowing past, but it made my heart beat violently.

I was a little at a loss, seeing him leaning towards me again, out of instinct, I raised my hand and slapped him.

With a 'snap', the palm was numb and painful.

One cheek of Shang Liqi turned red instantly.

He was stunned, and it took him a while to react when he touched his slapped cheek.

"Do you think what I said is wrong? You and Ming Si cannot grow old together, even if you can live to be a hundred years old, your final destiny is just to let him watch you die..."

"Stop talking."

His words hurt me deeply.

I have known for a long time that there will be a day when I die, Ming Si can only watch helplessly, I am mentally prepared.

But I can't give up the right to love just because one day I will grow old and die.

To love someone is to be brave enough to love, right?Even if there is only one day, one hour, one minute or even one second left, you should love very hard, so that this life is not in vain.

"Sixi, I know I shouldn't tell you these things now, but... I don't know when I started, I found that I care about you very much, very, very much."

He frowned, his expression was very serious, and his tone didn't sound like he was joking at all.

"If possible, I want to take care of you."

He finally spoke his mind.

Just like Ming Si once worried, he really has feelings for me.

After listening to his words, I didn't feel very surprised, maybe I heard too many words from Ming Si about how much he likes me.

Sure enough, Ming Si was right.

I was upset, and when I met Shang Liqi's gaze, I felt inexplicable pressure and embarrassment all over me.

I have always regarded him as a friend!

Suddenly being confessed, I didn't know how to react at all.

The atmosphere became more and more dignified.

The car was very quiet, and I could hear my own heartbeat clearly.

"You don't need to give me an answer right away, I know you need time." He broke the silence first, "But I hope you will seriously consider it and give me a chance."

At this moment, the brain has become a mess, and there is no way to think at all.

I wanted to get out of this environment as soon as possible, so I opened the door and got out of the car immediately.

I was planning to go to the side of the road to hail a taxi, but in an extreme trance, I was hit hard by a passerby.

He staggered a few steps and nearly fell.

Steady in shape, I saw Shang Liqi get out of the car and chase after him, my heartbeat that had calmed down a little bit started beating wildly again.

This feeling is different from the heartbeat feeling when you are with Ming Si.

Shang Liqi scared me a little bit today, I was too nervous and my heart beat so fast.

But the feeling that Ming Si gave me was a heartbeat, a real heartbeat.

"boarding."

Shang Liqi couldn't help but grab my hand and tried to force me into the car.

I subconsciously shook off him, trying to be as calm as possible: "No, I'll take a taxi back."

"You are stupid, I will drive you, why do you take a taxi!" He said impatiently, his brows were raised.

For a moment, I felt that careless Shang Liqi seemed to be back again, but a few minutes ago, he did confess his love to me.

He didn't say anything nasty, but used the word 'care'.

(End of this chapter)