I, who disguised myself as a woman, turned out to be a queen! ?

Chapter 352: Even if we are covered in snow together, our heads will not grow white.

God suddenly didn't know why. It was a sunny day, and suddenly it started to snow.

And it rained more and more, and in the evening, the entire capital became covered in snow again.

but

The common people on the streets of Fangshi were not in a hurry to run back, mainly because the heavy snow did not prevent them from enjoying the lanterns.

Although it is just a drop in the bucket of the thousands of lights during the Lantern Festival, many stores have now made beautiful lanterns in order to attract customers, so many people come out to watch them at night.

Xun Kuang and Xu Zuiyin actually didn't stay in Zuiyaju for too long, mainly because what happened today, the more Xun Kuang thought about it, it would be better to tell his teacher in advance. After all, this little old man was going to be here soon. Went south.

So I took the wine and food and went back to the Imperial Academy with Xu Zuiyin.

but.

After a few glasses of wine and a few bites of food, Xun Kuang was kicked out.

In the past, Xun Kuang would have gone to find Yuan Ruxi.

But now, Mr. Shuiyun is taking care of Yuanru River. Although it will be fine if he goes, he is still somewhat in the way.

Xun Kuang was also very discerning, so he didn't go looking for him. Instead, he wandered outside the Imperial College and rethought where he should go.

just

Sitting on the stone pillar in front of the Imperial Academy, Xun Kuang curled his lips and couldn't help but take out the crimson lip rouge that he had kept in his sleeve.

His teacher kicked him out because he was actually asking him to find Ji Shuying. Even a fool could see this.

But the problem is

I don’t dare to go!

The birthday gifts given to Ji Shuying were all given by Xun Kuang to Gu Chiyu, Ji Shuying's student a few days ago.

"Where are you going to hang out?" Xun Kuang put his hands in his sleeves, just like the farmers on the edge of the fields, not caring about his status as a businessman.

Let's go to the flower shop.

No Money!

He, Xun Kuang, could shamelessly buy credit in a study, a literary studio, a restaurant, or even a silk shop!

But the only thing I didn't do was get credit at the brothel restaurant on Huajie Street, not even once.

They are all poor women, and it is not good to owe them money.

So you can't go to the flower shop.

But go home, it’s cold, it’s not much different from squatting here, and you can enjoy the lanterns while squatting here.

"There is no place for my dignified Xun Kuang to go in this great capital!" Xun Kuang sighed with emotion.

But at this time, Xun Kuang, who had his hands in his sleeves, habitually touched the penny sewn on his sleeve.

A small penny, shiny and shiny, was covered in pulp.

Obviously Xun Kuang just held it in his hand and played with it.

Touching the penny, Xun Kuang was speechless and looked at the big lantern of a restaurant not far away.

The person who gave him this penny is now in the capital.

When he went to the Flower Garden to attend Liu Baishi's poetry meeting that day, Xun Kuang saw it. Although he didn't see that person at the venue, he should be in one of the private seats.

Now, it should be in the inn? Or are you talking about business with someone?

Thinking of this, Xun Kuang smiled and shook his head bitterly. Why did he think of her?

But he didn't think too much about it, he raised his eyes and looked at the city in front of him.

Families or young couples can be seen everywhere on the street. The occasional person is in a hurry, not enjoying the lanterns and snow.

Under the light of warm lanterns, the white snow is flying, and there are laughter and laughter. Everything looks very warm.

In such a comparison, Xun Kuang, who was sitting alone at the gate of the Imperial College and looking at Xun Kuang who was lonely and had nowhere to go, seemed a bit out of place.

But Xun Kuang didn't care. He just looked at the scene in front of him and thought that if he went back, he would just get beaten and scolded.

However, Xun Siye did not notice that there was a carriage parked at the corner of the street. There was a beautiful lady who opened the curtain and kept looking at him. She also looked at Xun Kuang with rippling eyes and ordered the coachman to come. Go to Xun Kuang.

At this time, a familiar voice came from behind Xun Kuang: "Senior brother, what are you doing squatting here alone?"

Xun Kuang turned around and saw Su Waner standing there in thick clothes.

Su Waner wrapped herself up very thickly, but it was actually her mother, Hong Eleven, who did this. She was mainly afraid that Su Waner would freeze, but she was a little overly concerned.

But in fact, Su Wan'er knew that she was too ugly and overheated, but her mother was very happy after dressing her like this, so she wore it like this. Anyway, it was just uncomfortable, but her mother was happy, and in her heart Also happy.

Seeing that it was Su Waner, Xun Kuang immediately smiled and asked, "Did you come out from your master?"

Su Wan'er nodded: "Well, I came out. There is a teacher accompanying the master. I will go home early today."

Xun Kuang immediately scolded: "That bastard Yuan Ruxi, what do you think! Let a little girl like you run around in the cold!"

Su Waner immediately shook her head: "No, neither the master nor the teacher will let me come, but I think the master is alone. Although there is a teacher to take care of him, I am the closest person to him. I came to see more, he Once you feel better, your body will recover faster."

Xun Kuang was naturally joking just now, but when he heard Su Wan'er's words, Xun Kuang reached out and rubbed Su Wan'er's head with great curiosity: "She was born from a mother's womb, look at that little bastard Zhaoxin, and look at you, there is a gap too big."

However, after saying this, Xun Kuang smiled and asked, "Senior brother, will you accompany me for a walk?"

Amelia Su grinned: "Okay!"

Xun Kuang reached out and took Su Waner's hand.

The relationship between Xun Kuang and Su Waner is different, so they are called senior brother and master. Su Waner was very awkward at first, but she gradually got used to it.

As for Xun Kuang, he doesn't care about these things!

Su Waner looked at Xun Kuang and asked, "Senior brother, is it because he has no money and no place to go, so he squats at the gate?"

In fact, this is true, but when asked directly by a little girl like Su Waner, Xun Kuang definitely couldn't nod, so he immediately said seriously: "Nonsense! Senior brother is enjoying the snow! Just before you called me, I was still thinking The sentence written by our queen is like a sudden spring breeze coming overnight, and thousands of pear trees are blooming!"

As he said that, Xun Kuang looked at the heavy snow in the sky and said, "With such heavy snow, I'm sure thousands of pear trees will be in bloom tomorrow."

Su Waner snickered and said, "My brother said that senior brother, you ran out of money the day before yesterday and wanted to deceive him, so I met you, but you must be careful!"

Xun Kuang smiled when he heard this, but he was already thinking about how to deal with Su Zhaoxin.

However, Su Waner lowered her head and took out a small money bag from her arms, then handed it to Xun Kuang and said with a smile: "Here, there is no need for senior brother to lie to me, I will give it to you myself, and senior brother will have a good meal."

Under the heavy snow, the little girl smiled and looked innocent.

And with this smile, the snow seemed to be falling with pear blossoms, and the cold wind turned into a spring breeze, which was warm.

Xun Kuang lowered his head to look at Su Waner, pushed Su Waner's hand back, and then sighed again: "You said that Su Zifan has a daughter like you, and Su Zhaoxin has a sister like you, how much virtue he accumulated in his previous life!"

Su Wan'er smiled, then thought for a moment, and said politely: "That's right, you have accumulated great virtues!"

Xun Kuang was amused, and then said: "Take it back, brother, you are not short of money. The sage said that scholars should not be seduced by money! Let alone deal with people who use money to charm others."

Su Waner chuckled when she heard this: "My eldest sister said, senior brother, you are very knowledgeable, but you often talk nonsense and use the name of a saint to deceive others."

Xun Kuang heard that Su Waner had seen through his nonsense. After all, these words were not said by a saint, but he had just made them up.

But now I have to say casually, ‘What does your elder sister know! ’, but he reacted in time, which is beyond reproach!

I have just offended Your Majesty today. If I offend the Queen again, things will be even bigger!

However, Amelia Su definitely couldn’t ask for money, so she refused directly.

When Su Waner saw Xun Kuang like this, she naturally didn't do anything to push him around and took it back.

One large and one small, they walked towards Fangshi, where Su Mansion is located, in the snowy weather.

Along the way, someone occasionally looked at the two of them and couldn't help but mutter something like, "What a cute little girl, this person is really lucky to have such a cute daughter."

When Xun Kuang heard this, he naturally smiled and wanted to explain, but felt it was unnecessary.

Su Waner, on the other hand, smiled and told Xun Kuang not to explain, and if others misunderstood, just let it go.

Xun Kuang smiled.

But looking at Su Wan'er's smiling face, Xun Kuang felt ripples in his heart.

at last

When they arrived at the corner of Fangshi where Su Mansion was located, Xun Kuang asked Su Waner to go home, and even said that he would accompany her here.

Su Waner couldn't tell that in fact, Senior Brother Xun said he was accompanying her, but he was actually sending her home.

So he invited him to his home, but Xun Kuang refused.

So Su Waner had no choice but to bow and thank her, then turned and left.

Before leaving, he wanted to give the money to Xun Kuang, but Xun Kuang urged him to take it back. He mainly wanted to collect money from the little girl, and he couldn't afford to lose that person!

Su Waner giggled, turned around and went back. Before leaving, she asked Xun Kuang to wear two more clothes. It was cold!

Xun Kuang nodded in agreement.

Then the little girl turned around and was about to leave, but after running out for two steps, she ran back and signaled Xun Kuang to bend down.

Xun Kuang knelt down and looked at Su Waner.

Su Waner whispered: "Senior brother, please find a sister-in-law quickly, so that you won't be alone without a place. I heard from my mother that my father just wandered around back then, but since he got married, he has been sticking to my mother. "

After saying that, Amelia Su turned and left.

Looking at Su Waner's back as she skipped home, Xun Kuang smiled, thinking that this little girl, if not the Queen's sister, was so rare!

but.

When thinking like this, Xun Kuang decided to leave with his hands in his sleeves again.

But when he looked at his hand, he was suddenly startled.

Mainly I thought about the little hand I held just now, the person on the street, and the misunderstandings of others.

Also thought of

When he was young, he also dreamed of having children.

The girl's name is Xun Yuebai, named after Qiu Yuebai in Jiangxin.

As for the boy, his name is Xun Junyi, named after I have never seen a gentleman, and my heart is sad. When I saw it, I stopped, and when I stopped, my heart became confused.

But

I thought about what Su Waner said about finding a junior sister-in-law or something like that.

Xun Kuang couldn't help but think of Ji Shuying.

But it only took a moment, and he immediately shook his head, unable to think about it.

then

I couldn't help but think of that girl, and even more so, I thought of the name of my daughter and son together with that girl, and there was even a fuss at that time.

but.

It's all over, after all, she has her days and I have my dirty days.

Then, Ji Shuying appeared in his mind for no reason, thinking that he should be celebrating his birthday now. After all, there was Gu Chiyu accompanying him.

Thinking of this, Xun Kuang showed a self-deprecating smile on his face, and then shook his head.

Xun Kuang, Xun Kuang.

It is said that literati are very sad at night. If there is some snow and rain and the scenery is beautiful, the sadness will be even stronger.

What kind of layman are you, Xun Kuang, and you still imitate the literati?

Thinking this, Xun Kuang turned around, hey! Let's go to Qingya Restaurant. Your Su Zifeng family has a great business. Why don't you treat me to more meals and drinks?

Thinking like this, Xun Kuang has a place to go.

just

Just after Xun Kuang turned around, he froze on the spot.

Xun Siye, who was regarded by Yang Shanchang, Su Wenqing and other ministers as the most sharp-tongued and sharp-tongued person in the court, at this moment, did not know what to say. .

Just holding the penny in my sleeve.

The penny given by the woman in front of me.

For more than ten years, from the beginning, I miss the woman heartbrokenly, and then later I feel relieved. I don’t know whether it’s the woman I miss or the woman I just want to see once and can’t forget.

At this moment, Xun Kuang's face was complicated, his expression was stunned, and he didn't know what to do.

This Lord Si Ye, this great talent who is calm in trouble, was a little confused at this moment.

The woman, or the beautiful woman who had been married for a long time, looked at Xun Kuang, smiled softly, stepped forward and saluted: "I wanted to come out to see you when you were at the gate of the Imperial College, but seeing that the Su family The lady came out and didn’t come to disturb me.”

After explaining this, the woman was a little annoyed, explaining what she was doing, but she also knew that it was because she was nervous. Even though she had thought about the scene of meeting Xun Kuang again in her mind countless times, she still felt a little uncomfortable.

But after a slight adjustment, the woman looked at Xun Kuang and said, "Long time no see, Xun."

"Brother Xun" was called more than ten years ago, but now it's a little inappropriate, so the woman changed her name: "Long time no see, Xun Kuang."

Xun Kuang opened his lips slightly several times, but finally didn't know how to speak. But when he heard the woman calling his name, Xun Kuang suddenly calmed down. He smiled and bowed, "Long time no see, Mrs. Xin."

Hearing Mrs. Xin's words, self-mockery flashed across the woman's face.

Then, the woman smiled and said, "Can we talk?"

Xun Kuang nodded, but only when he wanted to go to Qingya Restaurant.

The woman pointed to the noodle stall in front: "Go there."

Xun Kuang looked over and didn't object.

But Xun Kuang looked at the woman's appearance, thought about it and broke the awkwardness, and said with a smile: "I haven't seen you for more than ten years, and you are getting more and more beautiful!"

The woman smiled softly: "You have changed a lot."

When Xun Kuang heard this, he immediately smiled: "You have more temperament."

The woman laughed a few times, then just looked at Xun Kuang, reached out and pinched Xun Kuang's clothes, and then frowned: "It's so cold, so don't wear more clothes."

Xun Kuang said with a smile: "Isn't this the habit of being thick-skinned and thick-skinned? But for a wealthy businessman like you, can you eat noodles?"

The woman laughed and scolded: "Rich businessmen don't eat? Besides, didn't you and I like to eat from these street stalls before?"

Xun Kuang nodded: "That's right. It doesn't count where you eat. It's all about a bowl of rice."

The two hadn't seen each other for more than ten years, but apart from the slight embarrassment at the beginning, they didn't know why at the moment. Maybe it was because it had been too long, and they had already figured it out. Maybe it was some other reason. In just a few words, they... There is no sense of embarrassment anymore.

After sitting on the noodle stall and ordering two bowls of chopped green onion noodles, the woman looked at Xun Kuang and said, "Why don't you ask me why I came to see you?"

Xun Kuang shook his head: "It's not like before. There aren't so many things to ask."

Hearing this, the woman was startled.

It reminded me of the time when Xun Kuang stood at his doorstep and asked heartbreakingly, "Why?"

Thinking of this, the woman wanted to say the three words that she had not wanted to say all the time for more than ten years, but she did not say them after all. However, she noticed Xun Kuang's sleeves as he picked up the hot noodle soup and drank it. After a pause, he said : "I still have it with me."

Xun Kuang was stunned for a moment, looked down at the money in his sleeve, and said with a smile: "Aren't you used to this?"

The woman smiled, then nodded and said: "It doesn't matter if you take it with you. You spend money lavishly. Even if you become a high-ranking official in the court now, you still have no way of spending money. If you leave a penny, you can always buy a sesame cake and steamed buns."

Xun Kuang looked at the woman and asked: "You are not going well in business and want to ask me for help. Tell me, who can you ask for? I can ask the queen. Now you have the ability, unlike before No ability."

The woman immediately laughed and scolded: "What are you talking about? No matter what I do, I still have some ways to do business. Moreover, when I came to Beijing this time, I also wanted to talk to the rosy-lipped Shopkeeper Su about the transfer of my shops in the south. Which way to go?"

Xun Kuang frowned: "Is there something wrong with the business? Why should we transfer the shop?"

The woman shook her head: "The man died of illness last year, so I thought about transferring it. The business in the south is controlled by people from the two major chambers of commerce. We either join or give up. I thought about giving up, and then went to Nanyang to see Look, I’ve always heard about how good Nanyang is and I’ve always wanted to go. The price offered by Shopkeeper Su is right, which is more suitable than the two major chambers of commerce, so I came to Beijing to have a chat.”

Xun Kuang understood and nodded: "Well, things have turned around. There is going to be a commotion in the south. Although the Xin family is not a big family, it is still considered a small force in Gusu City. It would be beneficial to disperse earlier."

The woman naturally understood that Xun Kuang was trying to wake her up, but she didn't say much and just looked at Xun Kuang.

He is much older and sloppier.

but.

It’s still the same feeling of reading and herding, and it’s also the same feeling that I was full of curiosity and affection when I first saw it.

Can.

I am no longer worthy.

Thinking of this, the woman smiled, looked at Xun Kuang and said, "That one penny, is that the one I gave you before?"

Xun Kuang was drinking noodle soup. When he heard this, he nodded: "Well, I have a lot of friends in the capital, and they are all willing to treat me to dinner. If I don't need them, I will keep them."

From the initial shock, then the confusion, and now the calmness.

Xun Kuang thought about what he would do when he saw this woman countless times, but now that he saw it, he just felt relieved for no reason?

do not know!

Anyway, that uneasiness, as if I was worrying too much, was gone at this moment.

Moreover, my state of mind was suddenly relieved, and my thoughts became clear.

When the woman heard this, she was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "That's not very good, I'm afraid it's not the one I sent!"

Xun Kuang frowned: "Girl, you think I'm living in poverty? I'm good or bad."

At this point, Xun Kuang realized that he had used the title he used to address the woman in front of him, so he wanted to apologize.

But the woman smiled and said: "I am going to Nanyang this time and will not come back again, so I want to come and see you before I leave. I am afraid of seeing you for so many years, so I have to see you. And I know you I know how you have been these past few years, and you are not disappointed at all. Although all the money has been given to Lord Jijiu, your life is more comfortable than anyone else’s. Every time I think of you being so cool and unrestrained, I can’t even envy you."

When Xun Kuang heard this, he looked at the woman in front of him who was smiling as beautifully as before, but even though she was smiling, she felt a little more sad.

After the woman finished speaking, she continued: "I'm just curious. Do you like Miss Lan Yuan or Miss Lan Qing from the Flower Shop? It can't be Bu Yao. I've heard from those girls in the Flower Shop. We have said that you will definitely ask Bu Yao to drink with you every time, but I have seen that Bu Yao is not as good-looking as Lan Qing and Lan Yuan. As for Liu Baishi, although I know you like it very much, But you don’t have the money to touch her.”

Xun Kuang suddenly heard this and was immediately embarrassed. He couldn't help but said, "Well, we haven't seen each other for so many years. I'm a little embarrassed when you suddenly mention this."

The woman chuckled, then coughed and said: "I also heard from the people at the flower shop that you are not only favored by the girls in the flower shop, but there are also many girls in other brothels who like you. They are jealous. They are really looking forward to you being able to help them redeem their lives, and some people even say that if they can redeem their lives for you, even if they can’t be their wife, they would be willing to be a maid and maid by your side.”

Xun Kuang was ashamed, and immediately said: "Actually, I also try hard not to make myself likeable, but there is no way, there is no way. To use the words of our queen, if you are so good and born, what can you do!"

The woman laughed when she heard this, and then said: "If the Queen knew that you were using her holy words like this, she might have something to do with you."

Xun Kuang immediately shook his head: "No, our relationship is strong! We met and chatted with me today."

After saying this, Xun Kuang looked at the woman, thought for a moment and asked: "Aren't you thinking of finding another one? I heard that after your master left, many people pursued you, including Ouyang The woman was stunned for a moment, then shook her head: "I won't look for you anymore. I will never marry anyone again. It's fine to be alone. And my family doesn't need me to marry anyone anymore."

When she spoke, there was a smile on her face, but the sadness was clearly revealed. It was not intentional on the woman's part, as if she had thought of something and could not help but feel this way.

Like

It's like the smile on his face has been covering up the sadness inside all these years.

Xun Kuang looked at the woman, smiled and said, "It's good, I'm free after all, and I also have the niece and nephew you adopted, so I'm not lonely."

When the woman heard this, she looked at Xun Kuang in surprise.

Why do you know that they are your adopted niece and nephew?

And

He also knew that he was being pursued by people from the Ouyang family.

Thinking of this, the woman's sad smile appeared again.

Oh, it turns out that he has been paying attention to me.

She has been paying attention to him.

But I couldn't see him because I was ashamed, because I couldn't, and because I was dirty.

However, now I know that he has been paying attention to her and even knows about such secret things.

At this moment.

The stall owner brought the noodles.

Xun Kuang was naturally rude.

But after taking two bites, Xun Kuang looked at the woman who was still eating in the same orderly manner as before, and said: "I want to make it clear first, I only have one penny on me now, so I will still be the same as before. , you pay the bill.”

The woman smiled and said, "Don't I always pay the bill?"

Xun Kuang chuckled, not feeling embarrassed anymore, mainly because for some reason, everything suddenly became more open-minded.

Then of course there is no such thing as restraint.

So, I immediately continued eating noodles.

The woman watched Xun Kuang eating like this, and while smiling helplessly, she wanted to reach out and help Xun Kuang do his hair, like before.

But when he raised his hand, he finally took it back.

He said with a smile: "My hair is almost getting into the noodle soup."

Xun Kuang was stunned for a moment when he heard it. He remembered that Ji Shuying had been helping him before, but after he did it, he remembered that it was the woman in front of him who helped him before.

So he couldn't help but smile and looked at the woman: "When are you going to Nanyang?"

The woman said: "Shopkeeper Su said he would send someone to go back with me. When the land deeds are signed, we will probably set off in the spring. Anyway, the ship is our own merchant ship, so we can leave at any time."

Xun Kuang nodded, then lowered his head and continued eating.

Finally, he couldn't help but said: "How about moving to the capital, the capital will be peaceful now."

The woman laughed when she heard it and nodded: "I won't come. It's all decided. We prepared it at the end of last year. Someone at home has already gone over to prepare it."

Xun Kuang looked at the woman and wanted to say more.

But the woman changed the topic and talked about other things.

The two of them were not in a hurry to leave, so they just chatted, but the things they talked about were some of the things that happened to them. The two of them had a tacit agreement not to talk about the things that happened between the two of them in the past, and why the woman wanted to get married suddenly. things.

It was like two old friends who hadn't seen each other for more than ten years. The more they chatted, the awkwardness and restraint they felt when they met no longer disappeared.

but.

After all, there is a separation.

After all, the snow is getting heavier and heavier, and the noodle stall owner is closing down the stall.

Two bowls of noodles, eight cents.

However, when the woman took out the money, no more, no less, seven coins!

Then, the woman looked at Xun Kuang: "Give me that penny. I only brought eight penny."

Xun Kuang was stunned for a moment, but looking at the woman, Xun Kuang stopped talking.

He couldn't see what the woman meant, so he hesitated a little, but suddenly, he felt relieved and stretched out his hand to pull gently. His sleeves were torn a little, but Xun Kuang didn't care and handed the money to the woman.

As soon as the woman looked at it, she knew that the money had been held in her hand countless times. After being stunned for a moment, she merged it into the seven coins and handed them to the shop owner together.

Get up and leave.

Standing under the heavy snow.

The woman's coachman saw his wife coming out, so he was ready to leave.

Xun Kuang looked at the woman and saw that snow had fallen on her head and turned white.

The woman looked at Xun Kuang and saw the snow falling on Xun Kuang's head.

Xun Kuang, she didn’t know what she thought.

But this afternoon, she heard that the Empress said that if we are exposed to snow together today, we will grow old together in this life.

Thinking like this, the woman smiled and looked at Xun Kuang: "Xun"

Before she spoke, the woman thought for a moment and then showed a playful expression: "Brother Xun, good-bye. I wish Brother Xun good luck in literature!"

At this moment, the woman no longer looked like a girl, just like she had returned to more than ten years ago.

When Xun Kuang heard this long-lost address, he looked at the woman and bowed: "Xun Kuang, Woniu Village, send sister Wenyuan off and wish her a happy journey."

When the woman heard this title, she laughed in the snow.

The old coachman looked at his wife's smile and was stunned for a moment. This old man who came from his wife's family had not seen his wife smile like this in many years.

The woman looked at Xun Kuang: "Then I'm leaving."

Xun Kuang did not raise his head, and still kept his bowing movements. He did not dare to raise his head for fear of crying.

The woman looked at Xun Kuang pursed his lips, smiled, and tried his best to endure something, and continued: "Wear more clothes, it's very cold, and don't drink too much to cool down. It's good for your health to warm up, and there are other things." Sitting alone on a snowy day again, Mr. Ji likes you so much, you should like her too, obviously Brother Xun, you have her in your heart."

When she said this, the woman smiled and said, "I'm too talkative. I'm really leaving!"

Xun Kuang did not raise his head and still maintained his bowing posture.

The woman smiled playfully: "I obviously tolerated it at first, but in the end it suddenly happened. Let's go. Goodbye Brother Xun."

The woman looked at Xun Kuang.

Goodbye, never see you again.

After turning around, the woman endured something, but when she turned back to look at Xun Kuang, she saw Xun Kuang looking at him, his hair dyed with white snow.

The Queen is always good at lying.

Ming

Even if we are covered in snow together, our heads will not turn white.

With this thought in mind, the woman did not dare to look back at Xun Kuang, but directly got into the carriage.

But just got on the carriage

The woman pinched her sleeves and tried not to cry.

Don't cry, Wenyuan doesn't cry, this is your fate, I have decided before, you are not worthy of him, this is your fate.

don't cry

But thinking about it, the woman looked down at the money in her hand, and even at the embroidery of Xun Kuang's name embroidered on her sleeve.

Douda's tears finally couldn't be held back anymore.

She came to see him because she was leaving, so she came to see him one last time.

But before coming, she thought about a lot of things.

I want to tell him that I didn't want to leave him back then.

It's because there is no other way.

I still remember my promise to him to have two children, a boy and a girl. The boy's name is Xun Junyi and the girl's name is Xun Yuebai.

Therefore, when she had to marry that person, she took medicine to make herself unable to have children because she did not want to be pregnant with that person's child.

She wanted to tell him that she knew everything about him.

She wanted to tell him that when he yelled at the door of Lai Wen's house that day, she was listening and crying at the door.

She wanted to tell him that she had planted a large field of laurel flowers at home.

She also wanted to tell him that the name Xun Kuang was embroidered on the cuffs of each of her clothes, because she had heard a saying that a woman embroiders the name of her beloved man on the cuffs, which means that it is always in the palm of her hand.

But when I really saw Brother Xun, I couldn't say anything, not even a single thing.

He's so good.

Why do you want to disturb his life by speaking out?

The truth is that it's me. I don't have that life, my body is dirty, and I'm not worthy of him.

Wenyuan pinched her sleeves tightly, tightly clutching the place where the word Xun Kuang was embroidered, and even more tightly clutched the money.

I cried and cried, and suddenly started laughing.

It wasn't the smile she had been using to cover up her sadness all these years, but the smile she was extremely happy when she finally saw the person she didn't dare to see.

Tears fell on my hands.

Brother Xun, you must be happy from now on.

Xun Kuang looked at the carriage going farther and farther, turned to look at the noodle stall that was being cleaned up, and walked up to the boss. If he wanted the money back, he could exchange it for anything.

But when the boss took out the few pennies he had just received, and when Xun Kuang saw that his pennies were not there, he was stunned for a moment. He couldn't help but look at the carriage that had disappeared into the snowy night, and smiled bitterly.

Then he pointed to the bench on one side: "Should I lie down on the bench first? You can clean it up later?"

When the boss heard this, he smiled and nodded: "You can do whatever you want. We'll clean it up at the end."

Xun Kuang bowed his head and thanked him, then lay down directly on the bench and looked at the snowflakes outside.

He didn't expect that she would come to him suddenly.

It was sudden and unexpected.

but.

It's more of an indescribable feeling.

It's like, finally letting go.

But something feels wrong.

When he heard the news that Wen Yuan was getting married, he hurried back at night and night without even attending the conferring ceremony.

But after returning.

Didn't meet.

He could feel that Wenyuan was behind the door, and he could feel that Wenyuan was listening to his heart-rending screams, but he still didn't see her.

Then, he was told by a local friend that Wen Yuan's family business was in ruins, and the eldest son of the Xin family wanted to marry Wen Yuan before he was willing to save the Wen family.

Only the Xin family can save the Wen family, otherwise Wen Yuan's father and uncle will be imprisoned and exiled.

Even Xun Kuang, who had just passed the top exam that year, couldn't save him.

Xun Kuang wanted to go to the wedding, but was stopped and got a note from Wen Yuan that said, "I can only marry him."

Xun Kuang was heartbroken, but he still wanted to find Wenyuan, but it was all in vain.

later

Xun Kuang returned to the capital and could do nothing.

Because Wen Yuan was already a woman, she wanted to ask a teacher, but it was too late and nothing could be done.

When she wanted help the most, he had none.

When he was at his most capable, she no longer needed help.

And

It turns out that the reason why I still can't forget it after so many years is because I want to hear her say goodbye in person, and I want her to say goodbye to him in person.

Then, just now, I said goodbye.

But why.

It’s better not to see you!

Xun Kuang thought of the Queen's words: 'Ask what love is in the world, and you will learn how to make love between life and death'.

I couldn't help but smiled wryly.

Everyone says he is infatuated and romantic, but he knows what love is.

But think of this

I just thought about how your Majesty, who is so sweet, could write such heart-wrenching poems.

"Ah!"

Xun Kuang suddenly tilted his head and looked at the direction the carriage was leaving. He couldn't help but smile, a little self-deprecating, but mostly relieved.

But look over there

suddenly!

A cold wind suddenly blew.

Xun Kuang's expression suddenly condensed, he stood up from the bench and ran towards the direction of the carriage.

but.

After only running a few steps, Xun Kuang fell down because the snow was frozen on the road under his feet.

When people around saw this sloppy scholar falling down, many people laughed.

Especially when I saw this scholar lying on the ground laughing loudly and bitterly, his voice sounded like crying and laughing at the same time. I couldn't tell what it was, so he said things like "crazy" one by one.

But a female gentleman holding an umbrella and holding a food box walked up to Xun Kuang and looked down at Xun Kuang.

Xun Kuang also saw her.

Female teacher Ji Shuying asked: "Do you still want to pursue her? I know where she lives."

Xun Kuang looked at Ji Shuying, suddenly smiled, and then sat up.

The cold wind had stopped at this time.

Xun Kuang smiled, stood up from the ground, and looked over at the carriage. Maybe he felt that he looked ridiculous just now. After all, he said goodbye to him, and he still wanted to chase him. His only thought was taken away, and he immediately shook his head. : "Going home. It's over, it's all over."

Ji Shuying said "Oh" and left with Xun Kuang.

Xun Kuang looked at the food box in Ji Shuying's hand: "What are you doing with the food box?"

Ji Shuying said: "I want you to celebrate my birthday."

Xun Kuang was a little embarrassed: "I have no money."

Ji Shuying smiled and said, "So I brought it myself."

Xun Kuang was even more embarrassed.

But Xun Kuang looked at Ji Shuying: "Just now."

But before she spoke, Ji Shuying said: "It's my birthday today, don't tell me these things."

Xun Kuang sighed, but kept walking, turned back and looked at the direction the carriage was leaving. After smiling, he sighed and looked at Ji Shuying: "Shuying."

Ji Shuying looked at Xun Kuang.

Xun Kuang said, "Can you borrow some money to buy wine?"

Ji Shuying said softly, "I won't borrow it." ’

……

That year outside the small village, he was herding cattle and reading on the back of the cattle.

She followed her father to collect rent from the fields and saw him.

That year, the wind was very soft, and the two children met like this.

……

That year he was nineteen and she was seventeen. Under the laurel tree outside Gusu City, she sent him to Beijing to take the exam.

The wind is warm and sweet.

……

That year he was the top pick, but she got engaged.