I, who disguised myself as a woman, turned out to be a queen! ?

Chapter 608 Those Feelings Swaying in the Heart
"Sister?" Lian Qiao couldn't help but speak when she saw the person coming.

Yu Jianyi was even more panicked and was about to salute, but he was drunk after all, and when he saw his senior sister, he almost fell down.

Fortunately, Lian Qiao was there to help.

Yu Jianyi, who was already a ninth-rank swordsman at such a young age from Tianzhige, felt a little embarrassed.

But when he saw his senior sister walk up to him, reach out and take the sword from his waist, hanging it like she did when he was a child, Yu Jianyi's heart inexplicably calmed down.

Just like when we were kids, the senior sister looks cold but behaves very gently. At that moment, it seems just like when we were kids.

Especially Lian Wei whispered: "No matter how much you drink, you can't treat your sword so casually."

When Yu Jian heard this, he wanted to speak, but he didn't know what to say.

When my senior sister came to the capital, I was only thinking about how she was doing. I knew that she had someone she liked, so I couldn't wait to follow Master and his wife to the capital. I wanted to see what kind of person her sister liked, and then see how she was doing now.
But when I really arrived in the capital, I didn't see my senior sister. Although I saw Su Linhan, I was very sad. I was thinking about how my senior sister had experienced such a great battle and whether she was seriously injured and whether she was in pain.

But when my senior sister came back, I just looked at her from afar. When I saw her and Su Linhan, I felt touched. It turned out that my senior sister could be just like an ordinary girl.

I felt a mixture of emotions, joy because I saw a face of my senior sister that I had never seen before, and bitterness because I had never seen my senior sister look like this before.

Then, he moved to Prince An's Mansion, fearing that he would see his senior sister at Su's Mansion.

Lian Wei looked at Yu Jianyi's drunken appearance and could smell the alcohol. He also looked at the dozen or so bottles of wine on the table and didn't know what to do. But seeing so many people around, Lian Wei looked at Lian Qiao and said, "Let's leave here first. Go and pay for the wine."

Lian Qiao was a little embarrassed.

Yu Jianyi took out some silver from his pocket and handed it to Lian Qiao.

Then he fell silent, his expression gloomy. He didn't dare to look at Lian Wei. He regretted why he didn't salute just now and was secretly annoyed at himself for not thinking of what to say.

I feel wronged, but I don't know what to do now.

Lian Wei looked at Yu Jianyi and wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say at this time.

Both of them are extremely talented in swordplay.

But now, the two of them discovered for the first time that what they were facing was even more difficult than a broken mirror.

Su Qingning blinked and looked at the two silent people. She thought that Sister Lian Wei was very considerate. With so many people here, something bad would definitely happen if a fight broke out!
Thinking of this, Su Qingning's eyes lit up: "I know a place with no one around, very close, and with great scenery. My sister Wan'er often goes there to read and practice calligraphy."

Su Qingning broke the awkwardness between the senior sister and the apprentice, and Lian Wei naturally nodded.

Then he looked at Yu Jianyi.

Yu Jianyi lowered his head and said nothing.

Su Qingning just thought that Brother Yu, who looked a bit charming after being drunk, had agreed, so she immediately made way and let the two follow behind her.

The ladies around, who had heard that there was a handsome drunk swordsman coming to take a look, all looked at the swordsman, and felt that for some reason, the back of the swordsman in front of them looked even more lonely and handsome.

But looking at Lian Wei and Su Qingning, everyone almost immediately concluded that the person who could make such a swordsman unable to let go should be the girl with her eyes covered with silk.

The girl is beautiful and is the kind of person that any man could dream about.

But the young man was so handsome, why did she just ignore him and let him become like this?

Su Qingning walked in front with great anticipation, because she was finally going to see the rumored fight for the position of the leader, which would surely be exciting!

Lian Qiao walked at the back, looking at her sister's back, then at her senior brother who was walking with his head down, and began to wonder what her sister was doing here. According to her personality, she was not here to beat me, or even her senior brother? But didn't her sister lose to her senior brother and couldn't beat him?
Lian Wei felt nervous and was thinking about what to say next, because this was the first time he had met a junior brother like this.

Yu Jianyi lowered his head, looking even more listless than before. His drunkenness made him sway from time to time, but fortunately he was able to stand steadily.

Finally, Su Qingning brought Lian Wei and the others to a willow tree by the river. There was no one around, but there was a stone.

As Su Qingning said, Su Wan'er often came here alone to read.

Now the spring breeze is blowing and the willows are swaying, but the school girl is still on her way back home.

Su Qingning said to Lian Wei: "You guys stay here, we'll go there."

As she said this, Su Qingning pulled Lian Qiao and ran to the side. Fearing that she would be hurt by the sword energy, Su Qingning deliberately moved Lian Qiao in front of herself.

Lian Qiao didn't know what Su Qingning was doing, but looking at her sister and senior brother, Lian Qiao frowned.

When he was young, Lian Wei was a head taller than Yu Jianyi when he stood in front of him.

A few years ago, Yu Jianyi and Lian Wei stood face to face because of an unknown sword-fighting match, and he was taller than Lian Wei.

At this moment, the two of them stood here, shedding the immaturity of their youth and the youth of a few years ago.

Look at each other.

The two spoke almost at the same time.

"Sister."

"Junior Brother Yu."

But after they both spoke, they were stunned for a moment and then stopped talking.

Yu Jianyi moved his lips and stood still.

Everything is quiet.

The gentle spring breeze seemed to be frozen at this moment.

Yu Jianyi looked at his senior sister.

Lian Wei looked at Yu Jianyi.

Lian Wei sighed softly, thinking of what the Empress said, that some things should be said directly, not all words will work if expressed euphemistically, and not all words should be said directly.

Lian Wei understood what the Empress meant, and it seemed that he should be more direct now.

Lian Wei looked at Yu Jianyi and said softly, "Junior brother, Senior sister has someone she likes."

Yu Jian was stunned for a moment. Senior Sister also knew about it, but it didn't seem to matter anymore, because now Yu Jian felt suffocated and wanted to breathe deeply. It was a bit uncomfortable, a suffocating feeling, but even though he knew that Senior Sister had someone she liked, he still felt uncomfortable.

For some reason, Yu Jianyi felt a little regretful. He regretted that he had followed along even though he felt uneasy on the road.

Lian Wei looked at Yu Jianyi and saw that his junior brother's face was flushed after getting drunk. He could see that his junior brother had become much more haggard these days. After biting his lips lightly, Lian Wei said, "Yes."

But then he spoke.

Yu Jianyi said: "Miss Su is a very nice person, and she is a good match for me. She also likes you very much, I know that."

Yu Jianyi's voice became lower and lower, and he felt more and more uncomfortable.

How to let go
When the person you like tells you in person that he likes someone else, you can't get over it.

Can't let go.

Lian Wei said softly: "I used to think that you hated me, or didn't like me. After all, you have always been avoiding me, and every time you talk to me, it's to ask me about the sword. So I don't know what you mean."

Lian Wei bit his lip lightly, not knowing what to say because he felt a little reluctant.

Yu Jian was stunned for a moment, then looked up at Lian Wei: "What if I was with..."

At this point, Yu Jianyi hesitated, looked away, not daring to look at Lian Wei again, and said in a hoarse voice: "If... If I had expressed my feelings to you before, would you have liked me?"

Yu Jianyi's voice became smaller and smaller, until it seemed to be covered by the sound of the willows being blown by the wind.

However, Lian Wei heard it clearly and didn't want to deceive his junior brother, so he said softly, "No."

Two words.

Lian Wei showed a trace of sadness, but it seemed that this was how things should be.

Yu Jianyi smiled bitterly. He knew the result, but still wanted to ask this stupid question that would hurt others and himself.

Yu Jianyi said softly: "This is the right way, there is no such reason in the world."

Lian Wei heard this, stretched out his hand to take off the silk in front of him, and looked at Yu Jianyi: "Junior brother, that's right."

Yu Jianyi knew what Lian Wei was going to say and looked at Lian Wei, but just as he was about to speak, he saw Lian Wei taking off the silk with clear eyes.

The beauty of the woman you like is extremely moving at first sight. She is the only one in your beautiful sight, and even your eyes cannot contain her. You can only invite her to stay between your heart and above your mind.

But he also looked at Lian Wei and smiled sadly: "Senior Sister."

Then, he looked at Lian Wei and said, "I know that Senior Sister came here because she didn't want me to have a demon in my heart, but Senior Sister, you don't have to do this. I like you, and this matter is very important to me, but it is not important to Senior Sister. Because if I don't like you, Senior Sister, then Senior Sister has to like me."

"and"

Yu Jianyi paused for a moment, glanced at the ripples on the water, and said with a wry smile: "The senior sister I like never says sorry to anyone."

Lian Wei bit his lip lightly, feeling helpless about the matter and not knowing what to say.

just
After thinking for a moment, Lian Wei said, "If you start to hate me, I don't care, but I will still treat you as my junior brother."

Even though Lian Wei knew that he was not Yu Jianyi's opponent, it was because Yu Jianyi's swordsmanship was honed by the word "hide the edge" and he would only draw the sword when he drew it, but it had nothing to do with the strength of the opponent.

The relationship between senior sister and junior brother is just like that between sister and brother, it's that simple.

Upon hearing this, Yu Jianyi smiled miserably and wanted to say something, but stopped abruptly. He just clasped his fists towards Lian Wei and said, "Yu Jianyi, hello, Senior Sister."

A gift that should have been performed a few days ago.

It only works when you see it in the moment.

It's not a relief, it's just an explanation.

You treat me as your junior brother, so why wouldn't I want to continue to treat you as my senior sister?

But
Anything else to say?

It seems like there is nothing to say, because just a few simple sentences explain everything.

Lian Wei clasped his fists in return and wanted to speak, but bit his lips lightly. He felt that there was no need to say anything because this was enough.

Not far away, Su Qingning frowned: "Do masters have to keep looking at each other before fighting? And I can't hear what they are saying clearly."

Lian Qiao looked at Su Qingning with a strange expression.

Su Qingning was surprised: "What's wrong?"

Lian Qiao shook her head: "They are not going to fight, it's just that my senior brother likes my sister, and my sister likes your sister, so we came here to make it clear."

Su Qingning blinked: "Ah?"

When Su Qingning, who was full of confusion and doubt, said "Huh?", Lian Wei said: "Qingning, let's go."

Su Qingning looked at Lian Wei, pursed her lips, looked at Lian Wei, then looked at Yu Jianyi, and while she was hesitant to speak, she ran to Lian Wei, looked at Lian Wei carefully, then looked at Yu Jianyi. She really wanted to speak, but didn't know whether she should say it or not!

Yu Jianyi stood there, unwilling to move for a long time.

If you can't let go of something, it's impossible to let go of it, even if you say it out loud.

But after saying this, I wanted to drink even more.

The wine tastes so bad, but I just want to drink it. It's really weird.

Lian Qiao walked to Yu Jianyi and said, "Senior Brother."

Yu Jianyi looked at Lian Qiao and asked, "Would you like to drink?"

Lian Qiao frowned, looking at her tearful senior brother, feeling a little distressed: "Well, drink."

Lian Wei felt complicated because he had finally talked it out, but when he thought about Yu Jianyi's expression just now, Lian Wei finally understood why the Empress looked at Miss Pei with a bitter smile that day outside Jiangling City.

It turns out that this kind of thing sounds easy to do, but it is so painful to actually do it.

It is incomprehensible and extremely difficult to let go.

Su Qingning looked at Lian Wei and pursed her lips: "Sister Lian Wei, I think..."

When Su Qingning spoke.

Lian Wei looked at her and said with a smile: "Let's go find your sister."

Su Qingning nodded immediately, then shook her head: "She will punish me by making me copy books!"

Lian Wei smiled and said, "No."

People in the underworld have their own underworld.

Some things cannot be explained clearly, nor can they be explained thoroughly.

However, just a few miles outside the capital, Maomao, Yan Ruyu, Ruyu's father and a one-armed man were looking at the capital.

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PS: I said 12 o'clock, but it was 13 minutes late. My apologies.

(End of this chapter)