I, who disguised myself as a woman, turned out to be a queen! ?

Chapter 620: The Jianghu is never beautiful
Su Changan didn't expect Liu Xuer to touch him as soon as she opened her mouth.
Somewhat abrupt.

But understand.

Looking at Liu Xuer, Su Changan smiled and said, "If you only touch the face, it's okay, but the neck and other places are not okay, it will cause serious problems."

A joke.

Liu Xuer was stunned for a moment, but then she realized that she was too impatient, so she bowed and clasped her fists towards Su Changan to express her gratitude and to apologize for her rudeness.

I just said it was a small matter.

That's for others.

Not her. For her, nothing is more important than Su Qichi.

It has been like this for decades.

Because of this, Liu Xuer became a little uneasy and anxious.

because
like.

Even though I can't see him, just standing here and feeling the presence of the Queen makes me feel like I'm there.

Especially just listening to the way the Queen spoke to others, it was clearly the first time they met, but for no reason I felt so warm and my impression of her only increased.

Everything is so similar.

After the ceremony, Liu Xuer turned to Su Changan.

Su Changan was quite calm and walked to the corridor and sat down.

The touch must have been on the face, after all, Liu Xu'er was blind. Even though Su Chang'an had heard Yan Yunxiao say that although Liu Xu'er was blind, except for not being able to know other people's expressions and other things, she was no different from ordinary people in terms of people or objects, and in some aspects, she was even more sensitive than ordinary people.

Liu Xuer walked in front of Su Changan and clasped her fists again.

After Su Changan smiled, he watched Liu Xuer raise her hand and put it on his face calmly.

Liu Xuer's hands were very gentle and calm. She gently brushed Su Changan's eyebrows, then his nose, and finally when her hands touched his lips.
Su Changan felt the woman's hand trembling slightly. Her eyes were still closed. She faced Su Changan, but she seemed to be staring at Su Changan in a daze.

Although I couldn't see the expression in her eyes, I could still see sadness and excitement on the girl's face.

Moreover, Liu Xuer's lips were trembling, obviously she wanted to ask something, and her hand was holding Su Changan's cheek, stroking it continuously.

Su Changan said softly: "Is he very similar to the Su Qichi in your memory?"

Just a few words pulled the woman back from her memory. The woman smiled bitterly, then let go of her hand, took a step back, and saluted towards Su Changan: "I am rude, please forgive me, Your Majesty."

Su Changan shook his head and looked at Liu Xuer, and asked again: "Senior, do I look a lot like that Senior Su Qichi?"

Liu Xuer nodded: "Very similar."

Nothing like it
In terms of nose, the Empress is taller than Su Qichi, her cheeks are thinner, and her eye sockets are deeper.

Not at all.

Other places are very similar.

She had been separated from that person for forty years, and even though she had never seen him again after that, she would not have remembered him wrongly. After all, she had been thinking about him for forty years, so how could she forget him?

Liu Xuer looked at Su Changan. Although she was blind, she could see how the person in front of her was sitting, as well as the table on the side, the books, papers, and pens and ink on the table clearly.

But the only thing she didn't know was what the person looked like. But now, she was "looking" at the Queen and could see what she looked like.

Su Changan looked at Liu Xuer, "I know the purpose of your visit, but I also have many doubts about this matter. The only thing I am sure of right now is that I am very similar to that Senior Su Qichi."

Liu Xuer's face was calm. She had been facing Su Changan from the beginning and had never moved away. She had no eyes, but it was as if she was afraid of missing a glance.

After hearing what the Queen said, Liu Xuer did not feel disappointed, or there was nothing to be disappointed about. Instead, she felt satisfied.

I have been looking for him for forty years.

But what we get is always disappointment, countless clues, but in the end it’s all in vain.

There are so many disappointments that it doesn’t matter.

But today, I 'saw' someone who looked so similar to that person, and that made me very satisfied.

It's just like when she first entered the underworld, she encountered many robbers and swindlers, and then she realized that there was nothing good about the underworld. But at this time, she met that man, the man who carried the villagers across the river. Later, after more contact, she found that the underworld was pretty good, at least it was good with this man.

So, there were no other clues about the man, and nothing more.

Just look for it again.

Anyway, I'm still alive.

Liu Xuer turned to Su Changan and said, "My queen, I don't know if you have any relationship with him. After I separated from him, he disappeared from the martial arts world and there was no news of him since then. I only know that he told me that he had a fiancée and that he liked that woman very much, and that woman was not from the martial arts world."

When speaking the last words, Liu Xuer's tone was calm, as if she was talking about something very normal.

When Su Changan heard this, he frowned. He realized that he was indeed very similar to Senior Su Qichi, but it seemed as if he knew nothing.

Originally, Su Changan thought he could learn more about Su Qichi from Liu Xuer, but it seemed that was the end of it.

After all, what happened between this senior and Su Qichi was irrelevant to his confirmation of whether Su Qichi was his grandfather and then placing the tablet next to his grandmother.

just
Su Changan has been looking for Liu Xuer for decades.
The most pitiful people in the world are the ones who are deeply in love.

When Su Changan learned about Liu Xu'er from Yan Yunxiao, he asked, "How much do you like Senior Su Qichi?"

Yan Yunxiao didn't say anything, but after a long while, Yan Yunxiao said, 'She has never regretted it. For her, liking that person is a top priority that is more important than her life.'

Su Changan stopped talking.

When love is deep, one knows how to regret and does not want to regret.

As if this is a matter of course.

I just think, yes, if it wasn’t for the love, who would search for it for so many years and not give up.

And now, looking at Liu Xuer who came from thousands of miles away just because of a "look-alike".

Su Changan stood up and clasped his fists towards Liu Xuer: "I don't have many clues here, I'm sorry to disappoint you."

It has nothing to do with status, it’s just the younger generation talking to the older generation.

Even though I didn't get any news, my guess was too small compared to the loss of a lovesick person.

Liu Xuer was stunned for a moment, then smiled softly: "It really looks like him."

Su Changan was stunned for a moment.

Liu Xuer raised her hand and gently placed it on the side of Su Changan's face, and said, "That person always said it was his fault when something happened. He often said, 'It's not others' fault, it's my fault.' Many people, including me, scolded him for understanding it wrongly, but he always smiled. But in fact, he knew the truth, better than anyone else, he was just too stupid."

Liu Xuer gently held Su Changan's other cheek with her other hand: "Moreover, just like you, Madam, that person always makes people feel good about him for no reason at first sight, and they say whatever they want to him. Although I can't see him, I just heard your conversation with Su Wan'er and I know that you are exactly the same as him."

Su Changan looked at the woman in front of her. She knew that Liu Xuer was actually over sixty years old, but in terms of age, she could have been his grandmother. However, because of her martial arts and her deliberate efforts, she looked like a woman in her thirties.

Why waste energy maintaining your looks?

He must be thinking that when he finds Su Qichi, he won’t let the person he loves see him old.

The martial arts that Liu Xuer practices are related to the three poisons, seven emotions and six desires of human beings, so she is extremely sensitive to human emotions. At that moment, she could feel Su Changan's sadness, not the sadness of loss, but the sadness for herself.

I couldn't help but smile. That person always thinks about others and sometimes even sheds tears for others.

Brother Qi Chi, I met someone who looks very similar to you.

When Liu Xuer left, Su Changan saw her off to the door.

Before leaving, Liu Xuer told Su Changan that according to the conditions between her and Yan Yunxiao, she would listen to Su Changan and do one thing, and she would stay in the capital for the time being so that he could give her orders at any time. If she wanted to give her orders in the future, she could also send someone to Luoying Mountain at any time.

Su Changan wanted to refuse, but Liu Xuer just smiled and left.

Looking at Liu Xuer's back, Su Changan was secretly sad. How many times of disappointment would he have to experience before he would be so happy just because he 'met' someone who looked like him.

While thinking this, Su Changan sighed, as if the people of the world often cannot do without the word love.

Yan Yunxiao personally saw Liu Xuer off.

Lian Wei was also there. Yan Yunxiao walked beside Liu Xuer.

Liu Xuer said softly, "That queen is indeed a queen who will be deeply loved by everyone."

In her heart, Liu Xuer added, after all, even for me, someone he met for the first time, he would feel sad for me.

Yan Yunxiao replied, "Nonsense."

Liu Xuer was not annoyed, she just smiled.

However, Lian Wei looked at Liu Xuer with respect.

Thank you Zeng Yan, Yan Yunxiao is a strong woman, but if there is someone I admire, it is still Liu Xuer, that woman, who is impeccable in her work and behavior.

Liu Xuer noticed that Lian Wei was peeking at her, and when she turned her head to look, she smiled softly.

Lian Wei was frightened and turned back immediately.

Liu Xuer smiled again, and then looked forward, feeling the warm sunshine within the palace walls.

People say that the palace walls are cold.

But it seems that is not the case.

Thinking like this
Liu Xuer thought of the Queen again.

After smiling gently, I thought, it's really like you.

Thinking of this, Liu Xuer looked up at the sky.

Maybe, your grandson?

After all, he is a man. Although I don't know why he is dressed as a woman, it doesn't matter. In terms of age, it can be counted with the time when you left.

Thinking of this possibility, Liu Xuer's calm expression showed some movement.

When I was young, I met Su Qichi. After spending a long time together, many things were influenced by him, such as how I look at people and things.
Sometimes, even when something goes wrong, I will think it is my own problem.

Including liking someone.

When she met Su Qichi, Liu Xuer, who had already lost faith in the world, looked at the man who helped the villagers cross the river back and forth time and time again without any regrets.

Especially the man who washed his face and showed his good-looking face said, "I am a man of the world. When I see them in trouble, I should help them. I use my own money to build a bridge for them. I don't want to pass by here next time and see them still worrying about crossing the river. I'm sorry to make you laugh."

Liu Xuer thought that this man might be a fool.

But as time went by, watching what this person did, even though they were all trivial matters, he never cared about anything and would always help.

It seems that this kind of world is pretty good.

Later, Liu Xuer also began to help, but as time went by, she fell in love, and Liu Xuer was bold, so she directly asked the man, "Can I like you?"

The man was stunned for a moment, then said bluntly, "No, I have someone I like."

Liu Xuer was angry. I liked someone, but I was rejected and told no?

After that, Liu Xuer could feel that the man was somewhat distant from her.

She was so angry that she went up to him and said, "It's my business that I like you, why would you ignore me?"

The man said, "It's not that I'm alienating you, but I don't want to make you sad."

Liu Xuer didn't understand and said directly, "You don't like me, why should I be sad? I just like you. And why would I be sad!"

The man said, 'Because things like this are the saddest.'

The young Liu Xuer didn’t understand, but she still looked for a man.

Because I just like this man.

Even if the man is hiding from him, he will go find him.

Then one day, Liu Xuer asked, "Who is the girl you like? Is she prettier than me?"

The man said truthfully, "Yeah, it looks good."

Liu Xuer was sulking and asked again, "How did you know her? Does she like you too?!"

The man said, "When I passed by the field, I saw her working on the field and wanted to help. She thought I was a bad person and scolded me. But I don't know why, seeing her say that I was meddling in other people's business, I became fascinated. So I went there every day. After many days, the woman knew that I was not a bad person and agreed to my help. Then I realized that when I saw her, I didn't want to help, but wanted to work on the field with her."

The man then added, "I didn't dare tell her that I liked her, for fear that she would avoid me."

Liu Xuer said "Oh". It was obviously she who asked the question, but for some reason, she felt a little uncomfortable.

Later, she left and never looked for the man again.

But she found that she couldn't seem to forget the man, especially after hearing the news in the martial arts world, saying that he had become the Palace Master of Miaoyin Palace and became a candidate for one of the top ten people in the world.

One day, she couldn't help but go find him.

When they met, she found that he was more handsome, but the first sight also made her feel more uncomfortable.

Because this man doesn't like me.

Liu Xuer greeted cautiously.

The man remained friendly and told her, "I am engaged to the woman from the field."

After hearing this, Liu Xuer lowered her head and was speechless. When she saw the man handing her a handkerchief, she realized that she had already been crying.

I also heard the man say 'I'm sorry'.

Liu Xuer shed more tears and looked up at the man, "I have always liked you. No matter if you say yes or no."

The man clasped his hands towards Liu Xuer and said, "I can't stop you from liking me, Miss Liu, but I can only like one person."

Liu Xuer returned to the mountain gate and hid in her room.

Liu Xuer finally understood that liking someone can really make you sad.

Later, the girl met the man, but found that the man was avoiding her. She also found that the man looked a little embarrassed this time, and there was something wrong with his breath and energy.

But Liu Xuer didn't care about that, she chased after him and scolded him, "It's my business that I like you, it's your business that you rejected me, why are you hiding from me! We can't even be friends anymore? Just because you don't like me?"

The man looked at Liu Xuer and said, "Because I don't want you to like me anymore, Miss Liu, because I don't want to see you cry because of me anymore."

In the martial arts world at that time, the man's way of dealing with people was admired by even the demons and devils. But when it came to something like this, the man didn't know what to do and could only say these words.

And Liu Xuer got even angrier, 'Why do you care whether I like you or not? I'm telling you, Su Qichi, it's my business that I, Liu Xuer, like you. If you don't like me, it's our fate, not that I like the wrong person. I won't think that you will change your mind and look for me, let alone regret not liking me. Because I like you, I will only think that you are getting better and better, whether it's with that woman or your own martial arts path. And I won't be entangled with you, so you can rest assured. As for you saying that you shed tears, today is the last time I will cry! From now on, I won't cry because of you, but you are not allowed to hide from me. At least let me know that you are living a good life, with a son and a daughter, and let me know that you are very happy with that woman.'

While speaking, Liu Xuer's eyes were filled with tears.

And that was the last time Liu Xuer met that man.

It was also after that time that Liu Xuer returned to the sect, volunteered to practice the sect's extraordinary skills, and dug out her own eyes.

When Liu Xuer was feeling the sunshine, Yan Yunxiao's words "wipe it" brought Liu Xuer back from her memories.

When you want to speak.
Liu Xuer felt herself crying.

After laughing at herself, Liu Xuer wiped away her tears.

Lian Wei saw it all, but said nothing. He just lowered his head and thought about the day when the commander-in-chief told the queen about Senior Liu.
The last words that the Queen said while looking at the moon were, "Those who are deeply in love are often accompanied by suffering. And the word infatuation is always accompanied by betrayal."

Yan Yunxiao glanced at Liu Xuer and said, "It's been a long time since we last met. Tonight, you play the music, I drink, and Shentu Kuyue dances."

Liu Xuer smiled and nodded.

Age gap doesn't mean you can't be friends.

Yan Yunxiao then said, "His Majesty Su Qichi is also investigating. It concerns the Empress. I will tell you when there is news."

Liu Xuer looked at Commander Yan, who had a sharp tongue but a soft heart, and nodded again.

(End of this chapter)