I, who disguised myself as a woman, turned out to be a queen! ?

Chapter 624 Sister and younger sister, sister and younger brother

After hearing that Su Zhaoxin had returned, Su Changan thought about going back to the Su Mansion.

However, the Su family sent in a message, which was a petition requesting to enter the palace, saying that they would come today.

So Su Changan did not go out. After Su Changan woke up in the morning, he started to run around and even asked someone to get a rabbit and some rabbit heads.

I still remember that Zhao Xin liked these things very much at the beginning, and he always begged me to make them myself.

As for the fact that Su Wan'er obviously has a brand, she still has to send such a letter.

The reason is simple: we cannot overstep our authority.

The badge was given to Su Wan'er by His Majesty, but it does not really mean that Su Wan'er can enter and exit the palace at any time and anywhere, and can enter whenever she has something to do.

Especially Su Wenqing had carefully instructed these things. Some of these things were granted to Su Changan by the Queen, and also granted to the Su family by His Majesty, but that did not mean that the Su family could do it. The grant was for others to see, and it was their business whether to do it or not.

Therefore, the censors in the Censorate reported on the private affairs of many civil and military ministers, but they could not find any fault with Su Wenqing and the Su family.

Su Zhaoxin and Su Wan'er entered the palace together at noon. They brought a lot of things with them, and it was still Su Liu and Su Zhang who were busy with the arrangements.

When Su Changan met Su Zhaoxin.
Su Changan looked at Su Zhaoxin's hideous scar. The scar was somewhat shocking. Especially now that Su Changan had some research on the matter of stabbing people, he could see that the knife was affected, otherwise it would have been a fatal blow.

Su Zhaoxin, who is so fierce and outspoken, always expresses his disdain for Su Changan, but he never says it with his mouth. People around him can see that the tenderness in the eyes of the Queen Mother when she looks at Su Zhaoxin is no less than that of Su Wan'er.

Seeing such a scar, Su Changan still had some lingering fears. Moreover, Su Changan heard from Xia Fengxiang last night that Su Zifan had reported the whole process, which included a knife wound on Su Zhaoxin's body, which was on the back and longer and more hideous.

Su Zhaoxin looked at Su Changan, pursing his lips. He knew that the elder sister had gray hair, and she was amazing to have won so many first places in Shuya Building. But seeing that the elder sister with gray hair was still so beautiful, and there was nothing wrong with her as usual, Su Zhaoxin couldn't say the caring words he wanted to say, and he didn't want to say polite words. There were so many things he wanted to say in his heart, but he knew he couldn't say them, so he just looked at Su Changan like that.

After half a while.
Su Zhaoxin grinned and said, "I don't know what to say because of what a beautiful elder sister does to me."

As soon as these words were spoken, everyone in the yard, who had originally looked distressed, suddenly smiled helplessly. These words really touched the heart of the Queen.

When Su Changan heard this, he waved to Su Zhaoxin.

Su Zhaoxin blinked and walked in front of Su Changan.

Su Changan sighed: "I haven't seen you for so long. You've become more honest. You're better than Wan'er in this respect. Come, give me a hug."

When Su Changan hugged Su Zhaoxin, Su Wan'er blinked and asked, "What's wrong with me?"
Su Zhaoxin was also stunned. The elder sister had never hugged me, but when he felt Su Changan's embrace, Su Zhaoxin blinked and subconsciously reached out to hug the elder sister.

In the past, I felt a little envious when I saw my elder sister hugging Wan'er from time to time, but as a brother, I could not envy her for this.

But today, after being hugged like this, Su Zhaoxin felt a lump in his throat for no reason.

It was just like when I was in Wuying Pass and just woke up, thinking about how Brother Huzi and the others had left, and I hugged my mother and cried.

But it’s different now, because he and Brother Huzi have been talking about what the big sister is like, and she also said that she would introduce them to her in the future.

It's different now.
Brother Huzi and the others left. They left first to protect themselves.

The elder sister’s hair has turned white, and she looks like nothing’s wrong, but how can she be fine?

Su Zhaoxin felt like she was about to cry again, but she sniffed and came out of Su Changan's arms, then said, "Sister, I scolded my third sister. What did you say was that you were going to die because of your gray hair? I said it two or three times. That silly girl didn't know anything. So don't worry. You will live a long life. It's okay if your hair is gray. You'll look good."

As soon as these words were spoken, Aunt Sun and others in the courtyard laughed. They hadn't seen this child for several months, and how could he speak so well?
Su Wan'er also looked at her brother, a little surprised, because it was not like this at home.
But I also breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, that didn’t happen, otherwise I would have deserved to be punished!

Su Zhaoxin pointed at his scar and said, "Besides, we are siblings. Look, one of us has white hair and the other has a scar on her face. When we go out, one of us will be a white-haired witch and the other a scarred person. It's awesome! People in the area will go around us. So it's okay if we keep it this way. This is called growth!"

After saying that, Su Zhaoxin looked at Su Changan arrogantly.

Su Changan looked at Su Zhaoxin and sighed. It was still the same Su Zhaoxin, he hadn't changed!
Everyone in the courtyard couldn't help but laugh. He looked grown up, but still the same. However, Aunt Sun looked at Su Zhaoxin. For some reason, she felt more comfortable seeing Su Zhaoxin like this. It was so heartbreaking when he was like that just now.

But then
Su Zhaoxin pursed his lips and said, "Sister, your hair is so white, you are not dead, right? I was shocked when I saw it for the first time. It is whiter than our grandfather's hair. And look at your face, it is also scary white."

hear the words
People in the courtyard who were familiar with Su Zhaoxin shook their heads, saying that he was still the young master of the Su family.

Shentu Kuyue looked at Su Zhaoxin and whispered to Aunt Sun beside her: "This little boy can really talk."

Aunt Sun looked at Shentu Kuyue and smiled, which was considered restrained.

But looking at Shentu Kuyue, Aunt Sun thought to herself, it’s actually the same as you.

Snapped!
But at this moment, Su Wan'er had already kicked Su Zhaoxin in the butt.

Su Zhaoxin rubbed his butt and looked back at Su Wan'er.

Su Wan'er scolded: "I told you not to talk nonsense."

Su Zhaoxin looked aggrieved and said, "I told you."
Su Changan looked at Su Zhaoxin and pointed to one side of the table: "Go sit there, away from me. Wan'er, come here."

As he spoke, Su Changan had already sat down and patted his side.

Su Wan'er was originally quite troubled by what her elder sister had just said about how she was not as good as her brother, but when she heard this, she immediately glared at her brother and sat down next to her elder sister.

Su Zhaoxin was stunned for a moment and looked at Su Changan: "Why, didn't we just hug each other?"

Su Changan said: "I just remembered that I am allergic to you."

Su Zhaoxin was a little anxious, hesitating to speak, mainly because he didn't know what to say. He still remembered the allergy thing! ?
Su Wan'er chuckled, as if she was remembering what happened a few months ago.

Su Changan looked at Su Zhaoxin standing there, angrily, and immediately scolded: "Come and sit down!"

Su Zhaoxin was happy when he saw Su Changan taking a picture of the place next to him.

There were actually only a few dishes on the table, only five or six, but they were all Su Zhaoxin’s favorites.

After the three of them sat at the table, Aunt Sun and the others left the yard. After all, they were the sisters and brothers gathered together, and it was not appropriate for them to be here.

Shentu Kuyue rarely had a craving for food, and the reason was that she had enjoyed it so much when Su Changan made it in the morning.

But when leaving, Shentu Kuyue looked at Aunt Sun and said, "What did the queen say about allergies just now?

Aunt Sun looked at Shentu Kuyue and said jokingly, "The queen will tell you sooner or later."

Shentu Kuyue looked confused.

What the three siblings talked about at the dinner table was not how Su Zhaoxin was doing in Wuying Pass. Su Zhaoxin never said anything about his time in Wuying Pass or in the army.

Su Changan didn't ask anything.

Su Zhaoxin kept talking about some things he encountered on the road, and also asked Su Changan whether it was fun in the south and what his fourth brother was doing.

When I learned that Su Liheng had gone to Raojiang for Youli.

Su Zhaoxin looked down on him and scolded him for being useless, saying that he would do such a thing for a woman. He himself would never do such a thing.

Su Changan smiled and said nothing.

Su Wan'er rolled her eyes, too lazy to pay attention to her brother who still liked to talk nonsense.

After eating a rabbit head, Su Zhaoxin's face turned red from the spiciness. After taking a big gulp of water, Su Zhaoxin said, "Sister, it's not that I don't like women, I just think it's unnecessary, and I'm going to the red-light district later!"

Su Wan'er kicked Su Zhaoxin, then glared at him fiercely, "You're talking about this in front of my elder sister!"

Su Zhaoxin said immediately, "Dad has promised me, why do you care? And why can't I tell you? My elder sister has been there several times. It must be that my elder sister is under house arrest. Otherwise, I would have asked my elder sister to take me there. She is very familiar with the place and has a wide range of connections. She is also very familiar with the people in the Shihua Pavilion. The Shihua Pavilion still has my elder sister's poems posted on the wall."

Su Changan felt ashamed, and was somewhat glad that Xia Fengxiang went to the imperial study because Zhao Wuxiu encountered an assassin on the road. If he had been there, what would have happened?

So he immediately took another rabbit head and put it in front of Su Zhaoxin: "Eat and talk less."

Su Zhaoxin looked at her and grinned, thinking that the elder sister thought what he said was good, and looked at Su Wan'er proudly.

Su Wan'er clenched her fist in anger. She didn't know what was wrong with her. She said she wanted to go to Huajie. The most important thing was that her grandfather and father agreed.
Even though Su Wan'er knew that it seemed like everyone in the world, regardless of gender, liked to go there when they reached a certain age.

Thinking of this, Su Wan'er glanced at Su Chang'an, then looked at Su Zhaoxin: "Big sister always goes there to do things, she has the same idea as you. And my sister-in-law knows where big sister goes, not to mention that big sister always leaves poems and so on wherever she goes, can anyone compare with her?"

Su Changan heard this and thought it was correct, but he also felt something was wrong.
But there is one thing that Su Changan knows, this topic cannot be discussed anymore, it is very dangerous!
So he said, "Wan'er, go get some kimchi or something."

Su Zhaoxin glanced at the kimchi plate: "Isn't there still a lot?"

Su Wan'er immediately said, "Big sister wants to eat, so she must fill it up. You have to tell me!"

Having said that, Su Wan'er stood up obediently, picked up the plate and ran towards the backyard.

Su Zhaoxin ate a bite of the bunny head with a depressed look on his face, then looked at Su Changan: "Sister, Wan'er treats you and us differently, and the third sister thinks so too."

Su Changan looked at Su Zhaoxin: "Is this true?"

Su Zhaoxin drank another sip of water because of the spiciness. "Even my second sister said so." Su Changan was surprised. Lin Han also said so? But what's the difference?
However, Su Zhaoxin obviously didn't care about this. He turned around to look at Su Wan'er who had not returned yet, and immediately put the rabbit head down. Then, after wiping his hands, he took out a wooden hairpin from his arms and handed it to Su Changan. There was a small peach blossom on the hairpin, which was specially made with thread, but it was a bit ugly.

Su Zhaoxin grinned and said, "Sister, this is a gift for you, made by myself."

Su Changan took the hairpin and saw the words "peace" written in a haphazard manner on it. Su Changan couldn't help but smile.

Su Zhaoxin said a little embarrassedly: "Don't let Wan'er see it, you are the only one who made it by hand."

After Su Changan smiled, he glanced at Su Wan'er who was hiding over there. It was obvious that the little girl had just returned and hid after seeing her brother giving her a gift. The little girl was so smart, how could Su Zhaoxin hide it from her?
However, Su Changan didn't reveal it.

Su Zhaoxin continued, "I will be leaving soon tomorrow, so sister, I don't know when we will meet next time, so I just want to tell you that Wan'er looks sensible, but sometimes she can be naughty. After all, she is a little girl. Don't be angry. If you want to scold me, just write a letter to scold me."

Su Changan smiled when he heard this, but did not answer directly. Instead, he said, "Marshal Zhao will return to Dunhuang soon after he comes back this time. You guys will..."

Just saying this, Su Zhaoxin shook his head: "That doesn't make sense."

Su Changan was stunned for a moment.

Su Zhaoxin looked at Su Changan and said, "There are people from all over the place in the military camp, and they all miss home. My father and I were beaten with military sticks this time, and we will have to be beaten again when we return. This is the military rule. And we must hurry back tomorrow so that we won't be delayed on the road and can reach Dunhuang Yumen Pass with the army."

Su Zhaoxin said, "There are no rules in the world because I am a member of the Su family. My grandfather is Su Wenqing, my father is Su Zifan, my mother is Hong Shiyi, and my sister is the Queen Mother. I don't have to follow military regulations. I am just a little soldier and must follow the rules. And I also know that you don't want me to go back. My aunt talked to my uncle last night, but I refused because there is no rule that I, Su Zhaoxin, cannot go to the battlefield."

"People will die on the battlefield. I didn't understand it before and thought it was just a scare tactic. But after experiencing it, I know people really die. One moment we were sitting together eating roasted lamb legs, and the next moment we were dead. It was very sudden, but this is the battlefield. I might die too, but if others can die, I can die too. I am your brother, the son of my parents, and other soldiers are also the brothers and sons of others. There is no reason why I can't go to the battlefield."

At this point, Su Zhaoxin realized that he was talking nonsense, and looked at Su Changan: "I didn't study well, so I can't say these words well. Anyway, we can't break the military rules. If we say we should go back tomorrow, we should go back quickly."

Su Changan looked at Su Zhaoxin and said, "It's my fault. I shouldn't have said that."

Su Zhaoxin shook his head again: "They are all right. I just chose this path myself, and I made everyone worried. In fact, I know. But. It's these things that I just understand. Some things have to be done by someone. I know an old grandfather who is a soldier. I used to hear him say that soldiers yearn for Luoan the most. I really didn't understand it before. I didn't think there was anything to yearn for, but now I understand. I am still young, and there are many things that I can't explain clearly. I can't figure it out myself. How can I explain it clearly? But I understand that feeling. It doesn't matter if I'm there alone, but if I'm there, my family can live comfortably in Luoan City, so I should be there even more."

At this point, Su Zhaoxin pursed his lips and said, "Actually, I want to stay in Wuying Pass. I want to kill the Tibetans. I have two older brothers and a sister. They died protecting me. I want to kill the Tibetans, that's me."

Su Zhaoxin suddenly stopped talking, looked at Su Changan and grinned: "Why are you talking about this? It's a long way to go. When I grow up, I will definitely go and kill him. And I won't talk about this."

As he spoke, Su Zhaoxin turned around, picked up the rabbit head and started eating it again.

Su Changan looked at Su Zhaoxin, smiled, and helped Su Zhaoxin pour water.

At this moment.
Su Zhaoxin suddenly remembered something, looked over there, and saw that his sister had not come back, so he looked at Su Changan and said, "Sister, did it hurt?"

Su Changan was about to pick up some food for Su Zhaoxin, but when he heard this, his chopsticks paused.

He turned his head to look at Su Zhaoxin.

Su Zhaoxin said with a melancholy look on his face: "When I saw the newspaper, I thought it must be very painful. After all, how could it not hurt after being beaten like that? Especially when I heard my father say that you had to lie down all the time, I thought it must be more painful than my knife wound. But it doesn't hurt now."

Su Zhaoxin looked at Su Changan, looked at the white hair, and looked at Su Changan's face which was whiter than before.

Su Changan looked at Su Zhaoxin.

I used to hear elders say that some children are very naughty. Don’t be fooled by their appearance, but if you haven’t seen them for a while, you will find that these kids have grown up in a short time.

Su Changan was just thinking that Su Zhaoxin was probably like this.

But now
He knew he was wrong.

Because I remembered some things about the kid Zhao Xin.

A child who helps his sister turn pages of a book when his sister's hand hurts.

A child who knows that his elder is in poor health and stays by his side serving him tea and water without complaint.

A child who smiles all day long, doesn't care about others criticizing him, and only wants others to praise his sister.

It seems like I have grown up.

Especially this kid, who has all the qualities to be a dandy, but he is dismissive of those things. He can use his status to rob a horse, but he still honestly saves up money to buy it. He can get whatever he wants, but he never forces it. If he can't get it, he will only envy. When he sees someone being bullied, he rushes up regardless of his status.
Even though he was a bit mean and made many people unhappy, no one had ever said anything really bad about Su Zhaoxin.

Su Changan looked at Su Zhaoxin and gently touched Su Zhaoxin's scar, "I should be the one asking you if it hurts."

Su Zhaoxin smiled and said, "Why are you asking? I don't feel any pain. It's normal for a brother to feel sorry for his sister."

Su Changan was stunned for a moment, then asked back: "Shouldn't I feel sorry for you?"

Su Zhaoxin was stunned for a moment, then grinned, but after thinking for a while, he said: "Sister, wait for me to come back next time, and then you can be my boss."

When he said this, Su Changan covered Su Zhaoxin's mouth and said, "Don't say anything like that, including what I'm going to do after this is over. Do you understand?"

Su Zhaoxin blinked, not understanding, but what the elder sister said was right, so he nodded, and then stopped talking.

But he turned around and looked at the middle courtyard: "Why hasn't Wan'er come back yet?"

Su Changan said nothing.

However, Su Wan'er, who had been hiding, heard it and came out immediately.

She was there just now, but she could feel that her brother wanted to whisper something to her elder sister, so she hid on purpose.

But after listening to her brother's words, Su Wan'er felt very lonely. She didn't want her brother to leave. She saw the scars on her brother's body, which were very scary, but her brother insisted on leaving.
Dad said nothing will happen to my brother.

Su Wan'er was still lonely.

But it seemed there was nothing I could do, I could only hope that nothing happened to my brother.

There is
Always behave as usual in front of your brother so that he will be happy.

Su Zhaoxin looked at Su Wan'er who had made a large plate of kimchi and said, "Sister, I can't eat so much. It will be wasted."

Su Wan'er put down the plate and looked at Su Zhaoxin: "How do you know that I can't finish it? Besides, it's not a waste if I can't finish it. I'm sure I can finish it."

Su Zhaoxin pursed his lips and said, "Then I'll serve more rice, and you'll say it will be a waste if I can't finish it. Why don't you waste it, big sister?"

Su Wan'er immediately replied: "Because she is my eldest sister."

Su Zhaoxin pouted and looked at Su Changan: "Sister, you take care of her!"

Su Changan was stunned for a moment, looked at the pickles, and then looked at Su Zhaoxin: "Wan'er is not wrong."

Su Wan'er immediately became proud and looked at Su Zhaoxin: "Look!"

Su Zhaoxin's face twisted. What can I say? We are all siblings, why does Wan'er discriminate against us?

Have eaten.
After sitting for a long time, Su Zhaoxin and Su Wan'er were about to leave, after all, they still had things to do.

Before leaving, Su Zhaoxin secretly slipped a note to Su Changan.

After Su Zhaoxin left
Su Changan opened the note.

'Sister, don't scold me. I know it's ugly, but I really don't have money to buy you anything. Don't be angry. I wrote you an IOU. It means I owe you a gift. I will buy it for you as soon as I get my military pay.'

Looking at the content of the note, Su Changan smiled, thinking of Su Zhaoxin who had just left and bowed to him. After shaking his head, he took out the hairpin from his sleeve and looked at the two words "peace" written all over the hairpin: "Isn't this pretty?"

Shentu Kuyue walked up to Su Changan at this time and said, "If you are allergic to something, Sun Shanggong said you would tell me."

Shentu Kuyue was holding a rabbit head in her hand, with her little red mouth, and she was sitting next to Su Changan.

Su Changan looked at her, sighed, reached out and pushed Shentu Kuyue away, and said, "I'm allergic to you now."

Shentu Kuyue blinked and said, "What?"

At this time, Maomao came back with some medicine and scar removal ointment. He looked at Shentu Kuyue and said, "It means I dislike you."

Maomao is in a bad mood because of Su Zhaoxin.

She also held a piece of paper and a hairpin in her hand.

So at that moment, Maomao's mouth was terribly poisonous. After saying this, he looked at Shentu Kuyue and added: "Tell me about the disease you have. If you continue to eat rabbit heads, you will die faster."

Snapped!
The rabbit head in Shentu Kuyue's hand fell directly to the ground and she stared at the cat.

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PS: It’s a long chapter, so it’s a bit slow.

(End of this chapter)