They are all bad women!

Chapter 153
Shen Mochen sighed: "For things like test scores, it may just be that you haven't mastered the study method..."

"Actually, I'm ashamed. I can't do anything, not only the test scores, but also learning other things slower than others. I think I'm very useless. When I was a child, when the class was divided into groups, all the groups disliked me and didn't want to accept me. I……"

Cai Yunjian looked down at his knees, slowly clenched his hands on his thighs, and smiled.

"So I have been trying my best to please others since I was a child. I hope that if I am good to others, others will like me. I am a coward. I am always afraid that others will not need me, and then they will leave me... I am actually very afraid of being alone. I Don't want to be alone."

"Because I don't have any strengths, I have always felt inferior. When I grow up, my breasts are still big. People always look at me and make jokes. I have to bend over every day when I go to school... I don't know the meaning of my existence. I do everything. No, it feels like the world is the same without me, but I don’t want to be like this.”

"Only when I help others can I feel useful and worthy of being a human being... I am such a coward. I can only gain a sense of existence by working hard. I am not a good person at all."

"Actually, let me tell you, I really don't want to leave Buque. I found the meaning of existence for the first time in Buque. This is a great thing. I am very happy every day in Buque! I don’t want to retire. If I retire, I’m not a repairer. If I’m not a repairer, I’m meaningless... Why do my abilities decrease? Why can’t I continue to stay in the repairer? Becoming a burden to the team, why do I have to retire...why, I have to rely on the affirmation of others to have the meaning of living."

Caiyun smiled crisply, big teardrops dripped down and wet his hands.

Shen Mochen listened silently, and said calmly: "When I was a child, I was a hooligan. I fought and stole things all day long, and peeked at girls taking a bath. Of course, there are not many normal people in our place. Drugs, alcoholism, violence... …I was often caught stealing things, then I was beaten, scolded and sent to the police station, but I will continue to steal next time. Do you think I am a good person?”

"But that's all..."

"Do you think I'm a good person?"

Cai Yunjian was a little flustered by Shen Mochen's stare, and couldn't help but think of Liu Chaoyan's words: "He doesn't seem like a purely good person, but he is playing a good person."

"I think you are a good person!"

Caiyun said firmly.Liu Chaoyan had only seen him a few times, so he must have missed him.Although she once believed this sentence a little bit, but if Xiaochen is not a good person, how could he help her in his hometown today!

Shen Mochen smiled, he knew Cai Yunjian would say that.Even if he made the other party take off his clothes today to humiliate him, the other party would be grateful for helping him block the group of people in his hometown.

But bad people sometimes do good things, not necessarily because of good intentions, what a fool.

"Even someone like me can be a good person, why can't you be a good person?" Shen Mochen asked back.

Cai Yunjian was at a loss.

"You have too high demands on yourself. Everyone wants to be affirmed by others. Everyone is afraid of one person. You are not special, but most people do not do as well as you."

"Xiaochen... are you too?"

"You know, my mother abandoned me since I was a child because she wanted to remarry, but it is difficult to marry out of the slums with me as a fool. I have always hated her, and I have made up my mind that I will never forgive her in this life, let alone I won't see her... But when I saw Yin Caiyu lying in the hospital, I suddenly wanted to see her. Before that, she was the person I hated the most, but when I was alone, I And I’m looking for someone to trust me with.”

Cai Yunjian stared blankly at Shen Mochen, her tearful eyes became softer.

"I was thinking at the time, I should listen to Yin Caiyu and reconcile with my mother. I am rich now, and I am not the oil bottle back then. I have a better life than her, and she has no reason to refuse. As long as I can bow my head first, go Give me a step down, I will reconcile with my mother, even if she doesn't love me like an ordinary mother loves her child, there will always be a little sincerity."

"If I have a mother, if my mother is here, at least I'm not alone, at least I can cry in her arms."

"I always feel that I have grown up and I am more mature than the average person, but in the end, I am actually a cowardly kid who is afraid of being alone."

Shen Mochen said softly.

"Xiaochen...Xiaochen!" Cai Yunjian suddenly hugged Shen Mochen into his arms, sobbing and gritting his teeth, "I won't leave you alone, I, I am your family, no matter how you blame me, I will always By your side, I will always be good to you!"

"As for Xiaolian, I hated God, monsters, and myself, but I never hated the repairer at that time." Shen Mochen buried his face in Cai Yunjian's arms, and the soft warmth lifted his spirits Relaxed a little, and the smell of coconut milk made him feel happy, "So, I didn't blame you."

Shen Mochen didn't know how much sincerity he said at the moment, how much sincerity he had towards Cai Yunjian, and why he reconciled with her like this.

Maybe he just doesn't want to live alone like this, it's too depressing to be alone.

"If you don't dislike it, you will treat me as Caiyu from now on... I am your sister, and I will treat you as well as Caiyu." Cai Yunjian said solemnly again.

"You don't have to be Yin Caiyu, and I won't treat you as Yin Caiyu..." Shen Mochen gently pushed Cai Caiyunjian, looked at her gradually dimming eyes, and added, "You are you, you are my elder sister Cai .”

Why do you always have to confront Yin Caiyu, you want to sleep with me like her?What an idiot, Yekaterina has never met Yin Caiyu, and she knows about her relationship with me, you still can't see it.

If you can't see it, then you can't see it. It's okay to let her be so confused, but if you really want to explain it, it will only embarrass her.Shen Mochen said heartily.

However, his eyes quickly flicked over Cai Yunjian's body, with huge breasts, thin waist and plump buttocks... If he really had sex with such a top-notch girl, he would be extremely happy.

And with this idiot's IQ, he felt that he could easily trick her into willingly stripping her naked and recommending herself as a pillow.

Shen Mochen's throat rolled subconsciously, but after the hot eyes passed, he still struggled to dispel this thought in his mind.

Forget it, even though it's tempting to pick cloud crisps, it's not worth it.

A sister can be a lifetime, but a lover will break up.

　Regarding Cai Yunjian's character, it is actually described in Chapter 88
　　
　
(End of this chapter)