They are all bad women!

Chapter 368

Xiao Xingshuang immediately took off his glasses almost subconsciously.

"Shuang, this is your comrade-in-arms, why don't you say hello well?" Xiao's mother said with a bit of reproach in her tone.

"Oh, Hello."

Xiao Xingshuang dressed plainly as always, with jeans and a white T-shirt, but even leaving aside the majestic chest, the slender waist and hips were simply nosebleeds.

"Are you in a hurry? If you're not in a hurry, just take a walk?" Shen Mochen raised his eyebrows.

"Yes, yes, let's go for a walk, I don't know when we will see each other again this time!" Mother Xiao said hastily.

Xiao Xingshuang was silent for a long time, then nodded.

In the early summer afternoon, there was no one outside. It just rained in the morning, and the garden was filled with fresh floral and earthy scents. The shrubs and lawn showed more and more green under the hot sun.

There is a small fountain in the garden, and the water column gushing from the center of the fountain falls into the pool, making a soft sound of running water.

Shen Mochen said lightly: "You left very quickly, without even saying hello, is Roman in such a hurry?"

Xiao Xingshuang shook his head silently.

Shen Mochen said again: "Captain and the others are all thinking of celebrating your birthday, you should know it too, why don't you leave like this?"

Xiao Xingshuang was still silent, but this time he didn't even nod his head, and drooped his head, which was rare, with a listless look.

Shen Mochen was also speechless when he saw this, and suddenly felt like he was bullying the little girl.

"I don't mean to blame you, I just think...it's not good." Shen Mochen sighed, "They all treat you very well, right, I thought you were all friends."

"I..." Xiao Xingshuang finally spoke. She was sitting on a bench in the garden, looking down at the grass growing between the cracks in the cement road, "I don't know."

"You don't know what, don't you know if you are friends?" Shen Mochen was inexplicably annoyed, "Should I call them first and ask if they regard you as a friend? But I guess they will be very angry with me Asking such a boring and obvious question."

"No, that's not what I meant..." Xiao Xingshuang shook her head softly, "I don't know why I left, I didn't think of that, I just didn't want them to hold a birthday party for me."

"why?"

"I don't know why, maybe I just don't want to bother them. I wanted to stay until the end, but when I heard them discussing the birthday party, I got scared... I was scared that they were so nice to me, so I ran away gone."

Shen Mochen was a little surprised and surprised, and was speechless for a while.

"Are you so unaccustomed to being treated well by others?" Shen Mochen's voice was slightly soft.

Xiao Xingshuang hesitated for a long time: "They are all good people, I am not worthy."

"I don't think there is anything worthy or unworthy. I think you are excellent and worthy of other people's friendship. Are you in the shadow because of the previous team?"

"Do you know anything about my past?"

Shen Mochen shook his head: "I don't know, but I can probably guess that you fell out with others in the previous team, right?"

"Not just in the previous team, I have always been, I have always been stupid, I have never been very good at interacting with others, and I have always been hated by others."

"If it's just being hated by girls, I don't think it's strange. People always instinctively hate those who are threatening to them, and at the same time show tolerance to those who are far inferior to themselves to show their kindness. I was often Boys hate it, I know it's because I'm handsome, but it's not my fault that I'm handsome, they just envy and hate."

Xiao Xingshuang thought for a while, then smiled softly: "... There will always be a lot of conflicts, and they will hurt others inadvertently."

"Let's think about it, for example, a girl blames you for stealing her boyfriend, for example, being called a slut and a vixen, for example, being given special preferential treatment by boys makes everyone angry, for example, being entangled by the opposite sex feels very irritable but there is nowhere to tell , because others will only think that you are showing off? For example, because you are too prominent, you are bullied, isolated, slandered, and rumored?"

Xiao Xingshuang was stunned for a long time, but she didn't expect that Shen Mochen understood it so well. Could it be that he is the same as himself?

"You are right. I am the same as you. I have experienced what you have experienced...Of course, I have a relatively high emotional intelligence, so I know how to deal with these things, and I fight fiercely. Over time, Then no one would dare to offend me." Shen Mochen shrugged, "But I can understand your troubles, your character is indeed a good doormat."

"Thank you for understanding, maybe because of this, I dare not accept their kindness, I don't know how to repay, my mind is messed up these days... They are really good people, only 0819 can do this Accept me."

Perhaps it was because she was about to leave, Xiao Xingshuang talked a lot more than usual, she spoke a little fast, maybe it was a sign of excitement.

Her fists were clenched tightly, her shoulders trembled slightly, as if she was crying: "I'm sorry, I'm an irresponsible coward."

"Don't take it to heart..." Shen Mochen sighed heavily, then smiled again, and patted Xiao Xingshuang's shoulder, "Run away, at least you didn't leave because you hated them."

Xiao Xingshuang said in a low voice, "Please, say sorry to them for me. In fact, I am very grateful that they are willing to accept me. It is the first time that I have not been betrayed by my friends. Especially Xia Qingrou, she has always been very kind to me. But I am unilaterally hostile to her, I am such a bad woman."

"I can feel your hostility towards her, but may I know why?"

"...There is no particular reason." Xiao Xingshuang licked his lips, feeling his throat was a little dry, "I'm just jealous of her."

"Jealous of her?"

Shen Mochen was taken aback for a moment, thinking that you are jealous that she has a handsome boyfriend like me?

But it's not right, Shen Mochen felt that Xiao Xingshuang didn't like her very much from the first day.

"Her family conditions are very good, her parents are so good, she can learn piano and dance since she was a child in the capital, she will be able to take the National University of China in the future, she knows so much about fun, she is so happy and free, even if she has no awakening ability , will also have a brilliant life... I am so jealous of her, why are we different? Why do I have to work so hard, why do I have such a family, why can't I learn piano and dance, why..."

Xiao Xingshuang clenched his fists as he spoke, a trace of resentment and undisguised jealousy appeared on his face again.

Looking at Xiao Xingshuang's distorted expression, Shen Mochen couldn't help stretching out his hand to gently smooth her face.

In that case, isn't Liu Chaoyan more worthy of resentment?But Xiao Xingshuang didn't even have the courage to be jealous of Liu Chaoyan, because it was absolutely out of reach.

What a pity.

(End of this chapter)