the emperor is my uncle

I have imagined countless times in my mind how I gained glory when I was still a baby. Maybe it was because my father was valued by the late emperor. I've got it... It's a pity that none of these countless fantasies are right.

Jiang Huai said that back then, the Qian King Kong Society of Heshun Palace called parents, and the princes and concubines loved them very much, but the family happiness under Cheng Huan's knees did not last long, and a disaster came.

That Fu Xingan suddenly got smallpox, and the prince and princess were in great pain and refused to leave each other, so the late emperor had to order Fu Xingan to be isolated and sent to Puruo Temple for treatment (waiting for death).

At the end of autumn, King Heshun took back his heart and liver from Puruo Temple. The first emperor was quite shocked, thinking that the child would not die from smallpox, but could survive it. The child's life was really hard.Immediately afterwards, the late emperor bestowed Fu Xingan as Princess Xiyuan, meaning to cherish the rare fate between you and your parents, and even more to cherish the fate of rebirth protected by the Buddha...

The story is not long, and Jiang Huai didn't try to exaggerate it when he told it, but every time I heard a sentence, my face became more gloomy.The amazing miracle of life of Princess Xiyuan, unfortunately, is not a miracle, not hers, and of course not mine.

The rain outside the window is continuous, the night is still in the house, the wine is still drunk, and the heart is sealed with fat.

Negative emotions hit me fiercely like mountains and seas, and they were about to overwhelm me, and the wine in the pot under the candlelight was the only bright color in my sight at this time.

"Sweetie," Jiang Huai looked at me, the knuckles of his right hand holding the flagon turned white, "You...would you like to come with me?"

As if he was afraid of hearing the answer of rejection, Jiang Huai used the imaginary future to continue to seduce me before I opened my mouth, "You lose your identity as princess and follow me. No, all troubles and sorrows will be gone. We will disappear, and I can take you far away, Qiantang, Yangzhou, Chang'an, wherever you like, we will go, I will buy you a lot of delicious food, let you You have endless silks and satins. If you get tired of playing, we will settle down wherever we go. You will be my wife and give birth to my baby. You can rely on me for life, and I only want you in this life. , okay, darling?"

That's great. After listening to the sad story, Jiang Huai also told me such a gentle story. I sighed a long time, and my heart was like a torrential rain. "How many times have I told you, don't buy that Bad wine."

It's so choking, it burns all my internal organs...

I didn't get entangled because I was afraid that the Dong Chuang incident would happen, nor did I feel disappointed that I was not a relative of the emperor after all, I just thought that my mother and father were so good and so good, but I was not their own, but I thought so, so I'm sad.

"Cry in my arms, it might feel better if you cry." Jiang Huai opened his arms to me, and his voice was tinged with pity, "My dear, I will do whatever you want, but you must not hold back like this." With emotions, beware of getting bored."

It's not that I'm holding back my emotions, it's just that my tears flowed all over my chest, and there wasn't a single drop left for me to spill out of the corner of my eyes.

……

Of course I didn't sleep well that night. I woke up early with a buzzing headache. I thought it was a hangover, but Jiang Huai thought I was suffering from a cold.

He went to the proprietress to beg some ginger syrup to keep me from the cold, but I didn't want to drink it, so I pushed it away, "The rain stopped, let's go back."

"Have you really thought about it?"

"Really." I answered without the slightest hesitation, "When I go back, if my mother... the princess asks, you will say that I went to play with you. You should be able to tell such a simple lie, right?"

Jiang Huai's brows were frowned so ugly that even his voice was smug, "I want you to be nice to me, but you are so unwilling? I'd rather go back and accept that man's—" He cut off the words in time.

I felt a chill in my heart, "Who?"

"Forget it, it's up to you." Jiang Huai walked away full of unhappiness.

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I was speechless all the way, and the wind poured into my internal organs. Not only did I have a headache, but I also felt sore and weak all over. Sometimes I felt very cold and at other times I felt extremely hot.

When I finally arrived at the palace, I couldn't see anyone in front of me, I fell down on the bed and didn't want to move an inch.

This illness caused the whole palace to panic, but they really did not expect that this time the emperor came faster than the imperial doctor.

A high-pitched "The Emperor is here——" suddenly woke up my muddled mind.

I have to say that people's potential is really infinite. I, who couldn't use any strength at all, was able to force my weak body to get out of bed when I heard Fu Donglou coming. I pushed the door shut when a group of people were about to approach. dead tight...

Eunuch Wu shouted anxiously, "Hey, why is Princess Xiyuan so ignorant, the emperor will just come out to salute, why did he bark the door!"

I leaned against the door and breathed slowly.

"Stay back!" Fu Donglou's voice was full of anger. After the surrounding movement gradually subsided, he continued to order to the door, "Open the door obediently, I don't want to say it a second time!"

In the past, I acted very afraid of Fu Donglou. In fact, it was only because my acting skills were too exaggerated. Only now, I am really afraid. I don’t want to open the door, and I dare not open it, as if there is a man-eating monster standing outside the door. He wants to take out my heart and drink my blood.

"I already know," Fu Donglou pushed the door again, his voice seemed to be restrained, "What do you think?"

Although this sentence was not cruel or violent, it hit my eardrums with a dull pain.I was panting for a long time before I could only utter a small voice, "Caomin, don't dare to think."

He said he had no idea, but he obviously already had an idea. The reason I didn't call myself a courtier was because I wasn't worthy.

------------------------------------------- (The author has something to say: please be patient and let me put Let me tell you about this absurd life of my heart, don’t rush.)

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