This fox fairy is too inhuman

Chapter 47: Is it time to give up?

kill!

kill kill kill!

Everyone can be killed!

Crazy killing intent surged in her mind, urging Jing Yueqin to reach out to everyone in the formation.

Kill them and build castles out of their bones.

"Do not……"

At the critical moment, Jing Yueqin raised her hand and pressed her palm.

"no!"

No!

Absolutely not!

I want to protect them, not kill them.

Duan is she safe?
Jing Yueqin didn't dare to look back.

She was afraid that the moment she turned around, she would no longer be able to restrain her desire to kill.

For her state, she is clear in her heart.

Enchanted.

Or being unaware of it during cultivation, or encountering a major blow, or being invaded by foreign demons, etc., all of which may make monks be possessed by demons.

Devouring, bloodthirsty, ruthless...the possessed monks will do things that were unimaginable before.

Patricide and rebellion are just the most common things. The real frightening thing about being possessed by demons is that they are unable to detect their own abnormalities.

It's not that you forget on purpose, but you really feel that your actions are correct.

The monks who have been enchanted, although their bodies do not change, their souls no longer belong to them.

It has been completely distorted.

And Jing Yueqin's situation is even more special.

She didn't become obsessed during cultivation, but she was obsessed on her own initiative.

But at that time, she was just a helpless child who had lost her master.

She has no choice.

"Ah ah ah..."

She opened her mouth, letting the blood on her cheek flow into her mouth.

It's the smell of blood.

Sweet and intoxicating.

How long has it been since you felt this way?
She can't remember clearly, she just remembers a long time...

Jing Yueqin had suppressed it for too long, and once she broke the precept, the degree of pleasure far exceeded her expectations.

If it hadn't been forcibly turning the claws into palms by relying on consciousness at the last moment, Duan Hong might have died in Huangquan.

"kill……"

What else is there to kill?

The enemy has been slaughtered by her.

In order to delay time and obtain the maximum pleasure, she did not use Taoism, but crushed the intruders one by one with punches and kicks.

But the blood of those invaders was not enough to calm the madness deep in her soul.

She's still hungry for more kills.

And now, the life closest to her is not far behind her...

"Ahhhhh!!!"

Click!

Tears of blood flowed from the corners of Jing Yueqin's eyes, and she bit her own arm hard!

Roaring like a beast from her throat, she knelt heavily on the mountain of corpses at her feet.

Since he could no longer hurt others, then... Jing Yueqin chose to vent this madness on himself.

Because if she didn't do this, she was really afraid that she couldn't help but rush in and slaughter them all.

Biting her own arm, her eyes began to slowly sink into darkness.

The world was dark, and she was the only one who existed.

Can't hear anything.

Can't see anything.

Can't smell anything.

In this darkness, there is nothing.

In this space, even the desire to kill that had been tormenting her disappeared.

peaceful.

The peace that had been away for hundreds of years came to her soul again.

Jing Yueqin stared blankly at the darkness in front of her, and suddenly had a question.

why?
Why on earth should I be in such pain?

What am i doing wrong?

Is it because I have not been a good disciple that the master has gone and never returned?
Is it because Xiaojian is trapped by love that he doesn't take half a step towards Luoyue Peak because I haven't been a good senior sister and helped him in his most difficult time?

The headmaster failed to ascend to immortality for the sake of the sect and was trapped in a stone statue. Is it also because I failed to be the peak master of Luoyue Peak?
Is all this misfortune all because of me?
"I have no idea……"

In this deserted world, she finally took off her mask and howled wildly:

"I really do not know!"

"I don't want to be in such pain either!"

I don't want to be enchanted, I don't want to lose myself, I don't want to become a beast that only knows how to kill.

I do not want!
I do not want! !

I do not want! ! !
"I……"

"I just want Master to come back, I want Xiaojian to be able to laugh again, I want Master to be able to recover..."

Her voice became smaller and smaller, and finally only sobs were left:

"But I can't do it. I can't do anything."

All those associated with me have suffered a dire fate.

Am I really a lone star of evil?
Parents, relatives, masters and apprentices, sects... But no one who has been involved with me will have a good death.

Hahaha……

Crazy laughter came from a distance, echoing in Jing Yueqin's ears.

She listened and realized it was her own laughter.

She is laughing.

"Hahahaha! What a ridiculous woman!"

She is crying.

"Who will tell me what on earth I should do!?"

She wailed and prayed to the gods, longing for an answer.

Jing Yueqin was also a member of the Shinto sect and once had his own Taoist god.

But her dao god is dead.

300 years ago, she was killed by her own hands.

At this moment, what lives in her heart is no longer a god, but a long suppressed demon.

Therefore, you can only pray to other gods.

But the gods did not respond.

What responded to her was a illusory phantom from the past.

"Little Qin."

"Master..."

The missing master appeared in front of her and said with a smile:
"Xiaoqin, don't hold on anymore, give up."

The master's face seemed to be right in front of her, gently stroking her hair.

"You've worked so hard, you can give up."

"I won't blame you, just forget about me."

Do not!
Do not……

This is not the first time she has seen the vision of Master in her dream, and she has heard the same words countless times.

But this time, Jing Yueqin's answer was not as firm as before.

"Do not……"

She is tired.

She is really tired.

"Master, where have you been?"

She lowered her head, trying to feel the warmth that didn't exist in the palm.

Like a child who did something wrong, tears fell from his eyes.

"I miss you so much."

"But I can't find you, nowhere..."

"I'm so tired, really tired."

Finally, in the depths of despair, she raised her head and begged:

"Can I give up already?"

The master smiled, and the figure disappeared.

yes……

There is no need for Master to speak anymore, she is just a phantom of his own imagination.

She already knew the real answer.

"give up."

"I'm just a little sorry for my junior brother. I clearly promised him not to be possessed by the devil again."

I am sorry.

But this time, forgive my sister.

"I'm so tired……"

After she had the will to die, her consciousness gradually fell silent, and her senses gradually peeled off.

But at that moment everything was about to turn into smoke.

Jing Yueqin heard laughter.

That familiar chuckle full of helplessness.

"Got you."

!!!

Jing Yueqin opened her eyes suddenly, and the young man in white stood quietly in front of her.

"you……"

After looking up and down, he said helplessly:

"It's fine if you don't go home in the middle of the night, why are you falling asleep in a place like this?"

Stretching out his hand to her, the boy smiled naturally.

他 说:

"Come on, come home with me."

(End of this chapter)