President, please respect yourself

That late spring night, Hu Xiaowei, who had already fallen asleep, was surprised to find that her white silk pajamas were stained with a pool of bright red, and the unspeakable dull pain deep in her lower abdomen made her terrified and inexplicable.

She rushed into the bathroom recklessly, sat on the toilet, and cried uncontrollably, what to do, what to do, she felt that she must have some terrible terminal illness, otherwise, why would she keep bleeding and hurt so much... …

Is she dying soon?Hu Xiaowei thought of her parents who were sleeping soundly at the moment, and her brother who had always protected her like a baby. She felt unspeakable pain at such a young age.

She is still so young, she hasn't enjoyed all the wonderful things in this world, she hasn't fallen in love or married yet, she wants to have a bunch of cute children like a mother, how can she just die like this!Dad, Mom, you must be very sad!

Hu Xiaowei sat on the toilet and worked hard for an entire hour. She thought it was just a terrible nightmare. When she woke up from the dream, she was still a clean little girl, but the bright red blood in the toilet reminded her ruthlessly that this was not a dream. , this is not a dream.

Trembling, Hu Xiaowei walked back to her room, clutched her stomach and carefully found out the beautiful letterhead that she had treasured for a long time, and began to write her "will" sadly with tears in her eyes.

"Father, mother, and brother, when you read this letter, I may have left this world. I am very sad, and I believe you are also very sad now! It's okay, I just went to live in another place, where It should be very beautiful too! I have a terminal illness, but I can’t figure out why. I have never done anything bad, except peeking at a classmate’s love letter. Mom, do you think I will go to heaven or hell? That’s all Well, God shouldn’t let me go to hell, right! Mom, don’t be sad, my kitten will be raised by you in the future, just treat it as me and stay by your side all the time. Dad, don’t talk to me Mom talks back; brother, you have to study hard and improve every day..."

The next day, Hu Xiaowei skipped the first class in her life, went to the snack street near the community, and ate a lot of roadside stalls that her mother would not let her eat. She even thought about doing the last thing for this society. A good thing, go to the orphanage to help the old ladies wash their hair and cut their nails!

When I went home at night, there was no accident. My parents were sitting on the sofa, watching her come home anxiously. Mother Hu turned her back and forth a few times, and let her go after she found nothing wrong. , asked with a dark face: "You played truant today, what's going on?"

It's okay not to say, Hu Xiaowei looked at her parents' faces, shed a string of tears in an instant, and cried loudly uncontrollably.

Seeing his daughter's sad appearance, Papa Hu was so distressed that he hurriedly grabbed his daughter and asked, "Xiaowei, what's the matter, what happened?"

Hu Xiaowei threw herself into her father's arms, buried her head in her father's warm chest, and burst into tears: "Dad, I'm going to die."

Papa Hu pulled his daughter out, bent down to look at her, and looked at her with a pale face: "What nonsense are you talking about? What happened?"

"I bleed a lot, and my stomach still hurts. I'm afraid I have cancer and I won't live long." Hu Xiaowei's tears fell on the front of her pajamas.

Papa Hu was stunned, his originally pale complexion suddenly turned crimson, he looked away uncomfortably, and motioned for his wife to come over quickly.

"Xiaowei," the gentle smile on Hu's father's lips is like the reflection of the new moon reflected in the pool of clouds outside the window at this time: "You are not sick, you just grew up. Every girl will have such a day. From now on, you It is no longer a child. Hundreds of years ago, girls at your age were already preparing to leave the cabinet. This is a happy event, and Dad congratulates you on growing into a big girl."

"Really?" Hu Xiaowei opened her tear-filled eyes and turned to look at her mother: "Am I not going to die?"

"Of course not." Mother Hu laughed: "Why is Xiaowei afraid of death?"

She shook her head: "I'm not afraid of death, because I haven't done anything bad except peeking at my classmates' love letters, so I should be able to enter heaven after I die. But if I die, I won't be able to see your door, I... ...I miss you so much." Hu Xiaowei was pitiful with tears still on her face.

"No, our family must live together forever and never be separated!" Mother Hu pulled her daughter up and took her to her bedroom. In this small room, she taught Hu Xiaowei to be a big girl. The first thing for a girl is how to deal with the various situations of her aunt...

Hu Xiaowei's consciousness gradually became clear, the dream just now was just the scene of her menarche.At that time, she had just turned 14 years old, and she was still a simple white girl who was so unfamiliar with the pain that she was afraid.But now, that similar but more severe pain rose again in her abdomen.But, mom and dad, where are you?Do you know that your daughter is very vulnerable now?

The cold woke her up completely, and Hu Xiaowei found herself lying on the white snow.The majestic Longmen Snow Peak was still standing in front of her.Only then did Hu Xiaowei recall that she must have fallen off the rock wall and fell unconscious here.

The snow under her body was gradually melted by Hu Xiaowei's body temperature, forming a small puddle. Hu Xiaowei's whole body was soaked, and it was so cold to the bone.Any longer in the water and she would freeze to death.

Hu Xiaowei tried to support her body with her right hand, but a sharp pain in her ribs made her let go immediately and fell back into the water.Did she break a bone or an internal organ?She had never experienced such pain, it seemed to tear her whole body apart.

At this time, Hu Xiaowei also felt a pain in her left hand.Raising the palm of his left hand to his eyes, he saw that at the first joint at the top of the little finger, the little phalanx with the nails had been folded back into a terrifying obtuse angle.It was probably broken when the hand was scratching on the rock face just before the fall.

Hu Xiaowei was feeling sad, and a hot current rose slowly from between her legs.I turned my head and looked under me, and saw clusters of bright red slowly spreading with the snow, like a red lotus blooming in a snow-white world, alluring and eye-catching.

child!It's her child!

At this moment, Hu Xiaowei could not feel all the pains in her body, because the pain of thousands of arrows piercing her heart had overwhelmed everything.

The child, the child who made everyone ecstatic, who Gu Qing rescued from danger, and who she was willing to protect with her life, failed to protect him in the end.

Hu Xiaowei burst into tears.The shrill cry echoed in the lifeless valley.

She lost a child whom she loved more than her life.Hu Xiaowei didn't know what kind of sin she had committed. God wanted to punish her like this?If her crime is really unforgivable, it is better to take her life now, because the living Hu Xiaowei can no longer bear such a deep pain.

That icy snow-capped peak still stood beside me, watching the tragedy it created in cruel silence.

"Gu Qing..." Hu Xiaowei remembered Gu Qing who climbed the snow peak together with her. Where is Gu Qing?Hu Xiaowei looked around, but couldn't find anyone. Could it be that Gu Qing had already left?Hu Xiaowei desperately thought about this possibility, and fell powerlessly in a pool of blood. She had lost all hope, and any blow was nothing to her now!

Anyway, the children are gone!

Hu Xiaowei lay upright like this, feeling the blood slowly flowing out from under her body. It was her child, which was disappearing bit by bit.

"Wen Fan, our child is disappearing bit by bit, tell me what should I do to keep him?"

If you stay here overnight, you will freeze to death, and if you return the same way, you will meet Li Yuanba's pursuers.In any case, Hu Xiaowei is doomed to die today.

Let her die then, and let her go and keep her child company, so that he is not too alone.

Hu Xiaowei closed her eyes, let the cold snow water flow over her body, wishing to die.

In the ice-cold numbness, Hu Xiaowei suddenly heard a cracking sound coming from a distance, it was a sound only made when walking, and Hu Xiaowei became vigilant instantly.

Could it be that Li Yuanba's pursuers have arrived?Hu Xiaowei moved her heavy body uneasily, no, she couldn't fall into the hands of a beast like Li Yuanba.

The voice gradually approached, Hu Xiaowei opened her eyes in fear, staring at the gradually clear figure in front of her, that person gradually approached...

"Xiaowei, where are you?"

It was Gu Qing's voice, the big stone in Hu Xiaowei's heart fell to the ground, it was Gu Qing who came back, he did not leave her alone!

"I'm here." Hu Xiaowei slowly crawled out from the leeward side, dragging a long line of blood from under her body.

Seeing this, Gu Qing hurriedly dropped the things in his hands, ran to Hu Xiaowei's side, and hugged her by the waist: "Xiaowei..."

A big man, a man who has been through life and death several times, at this moment, he couldn't help crying anymore, his voice was trembling, full of pity and pain.He knew that Hu Xiaowei's child could not be kept!

Hu Xiaowei let Gu Qing hold her in his arms. At this moment, she was really, really tired, so tired that she didn't want to talk or think.She doesn't care about the differences between men and women anymore, a mother who has no children, how can she pay attention to these love affairs and love affairs.

"Xiaowei, wait a minute, I'll light a fire to keep you warm right away." Gu Qing put Hu Xiaowei next to him, lit the elephant's fur, and put a few thin bones on top of it. After a while, the flames became weak. Burning up, with their long-lost temperature, they became a bright sun in the white snow.

Hu Xiaowei snuggled into Gu Qing's arms, her body temperature gradually rose, but the blood stains under her body also deepened little by little, which looked shocking.From time to time, Gu Qing put his hands on the fire to warm them up, and then pressed them tightly against Hu Xiaowei's stomach, barely covering her to relieve the pain.

Hu Xiaowei stared blankly at the fire in front of her without blinking, she looked like a compact porcelain doll, beautiful as she was, but soulless. "Gu Qing, do you think I should still live?"