long live together

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"What is this?" Artest strangely found a photo album from Lei Luo's glove box, opened it with interest, and said wow: "A beautiful girl." Then he said with ulterior motives: "Lei Luo I always thought you were a man with a sullen appearance and an even more sullen inside, but I didn't expect you to have a beautiful side. Who is this lady?" Lei Luo walked up to this bastard strangely and took a look: " Oh, this is my high school classmate."

"It's the first love you mentioned."

"Yeah!" Lei Luo nodded and said, "That's her."

"I have a question." Artest said.

"No doubt." Lei Luo knew that his dog couldn't spit out ivory and said, "I don't have any doubts. If you have any questions, sorry, I won't answer them."

"Every man has a first love. I just want to ask, is it your secret love or your first love."

"What do you mean?" Lei Luo asked strangely.

"Love is mutual, even first love should be mutual, she knows you like her, and you know she likes you." Artest shrugged and said: "Unrequited love is your unrequited love alone, it should be regarded as The loneliest sorrow of a man."

Lei Luo thought for a while, then raised his hand and said, "Throw me a bottle of beer." Artest threw a bottle of beer to him, Lei Luo opened it, looked at the faint white steam coming out of the beer can, and suddenly sighed He said in one breath, "Until now, this is still a mystery in my heart." He looked at Artest and said, "I always think that she likes me, just like I like her. But I have never been able to confirm it."

"You talked to her about it?"

"Of course not." Lei Luo said: "I'm not as thick-skinned as you. That was high school, and I spent my high school in a very strict middle school. I remember that if male students and female students walk side by side If not, the school teacher will fine you 50 yuan."

"My God!" Artest said in shock, "Did you study in the Middle Ages in Europe?"

Lei Luo nodded and said: "A perfect middle school era, all my fun at that time was playing basketball after class, and having lunch with her. She was a very cute girl, but also very lonely, as if she had never been in my life. I don't have any friends." Lei Luo smiled, as if he had gone back to the past: "The problem is that I didn't have any friends at the time. When I was in high school, my grades were not good, and I was bad at sports. After that, I also belonged to the kind of small role with no money. It’s the kind where you can’t find anyone in the crowd. Some teachers even look at me for a long time when they roll their names, wondering if I’m his student.”

"Poor childhood." Artest said heartlessly, "I have a question for you."

"Go ahead."

"If this girl suddenly returned to your face, what would you do?" Artest said seriously: "As perfect as before, like an angel, then she needs your help, without your love, she You will die. Do you choose to make up for the lost love, or pretend you didn't see her and hide far away in the ends of the world?"

Lei Luo froze for a moment, "Can't we be friends? Friends, I can help her. You know I can't pick up girls anymore. I'm just a man locked on the cross of life."

"If she would die without your affection, what would you do?" Ataiqi asked persistently.

"She is abroad, so this problem cannot exist." Lei Luo said.

"What if she comes back to find you?"

"impossible."

"You are avoiding this question." Artest looked at Lei Luo with a disgusted expression that saw through the vicissitudes of life: "You still love her, you have always had her in your heart, and you may have seen her in your dreams, but you Now that there is a woman, you are afraid that her appearance will ruin your current happy life, so you dare not face this reality, like a tortoise."

"Fuck off, I have that kind of pure relationship with her." Lei Luo scolded.

"You put these photos in the dormitory because you are afraid that your girlfriend will see them and force you to throw them away and burn them, right?" Artest's bright eyes seemed to see through Lei Luo's intentions, "You can't hide it from me. I've been through that too."

Lei Luo fell silent.

Although people know it well, they often yearn for absolute love and hold some unrealistic fantasies.It doesn't really matter whether you die together or not, but it's extremely good to die for the one you love.The fulfillment of being able to love someone for the rest of your life is unparalleled in anything.In a sense, such a strong life experience is rare in a person's life.

The city and the country will stay together forever, like a song on a rainy night.

This is also a beautiful realm that men pursue.

"Didn't you realize that she looks a bit like Lin Yan?" Artest said again, "So you want to maintain your relationship with Lin Yan. You call it friendship, but you hide it in your heart. The deepest love in the depths, a heavy feeling of first love."

"You should really be a psychiatrist, you can coax you into living if you are dead, and you can fool a normal person into a lunatic." Lei Luo sighed, "But you are right, because Lin Yan It is true that she looks like her, so I have a good feeling when we are together. However, they are not alone, and their personalities are also very different. Lin Yan is a very outgoing and lively girl, and my first love, she She is a very lonely woman. She likes to walk in the rain, even if she is sick. She likes to write poems by herself, then read them to me, and slowly talk about her dreams. I think, one day, she will Appearing in the Sahara desert, marrying a foreigner as his wife, wandering like Sanmao, looking for her eternal emotional destination. She is really such a woman, obsessed with everything that seems like a dream, and then she really She is willing to lose her life. She is so stubborn."

"You said before that you bought a bouquet of flowers, but you didn't give it away." Artest said: "If you had a chance to be reborn now, and go back to your high school days, what would you do?"

"I don't know, I should make the same choice."

"What if you go back with the experience you have now?"

"I don't know, I think, maybe I will!" Lei Luo smiled: "But it's fine now, I have a woman I really like."

"Don't talk about the current one, just talk about the previous one. That's the point."

"I'm afraid." Lei Luo looked at Artest: "I'm really afraid. If I really let me go back to the past, I have such a chance, I think I will give her the flowers, and then beg her to stay for me. But I am also afraid that one day she will find that I am not the man she wants at all, and then leave me, taking away my love and friendship. I have nothing, what should I do?"

"Maybe..." Artest took a sip of wine and said softly, "Maybe you are another me, lingering in love, looking for your own meaning every day, but because you can't find it, you can only choose anesthesia."

"What would happen if your favorite didn't leave you, but chose to be with you now?" Lei Luo looked at Artest.

"Hum." Artai hummed softly, with a happy expression on his face, he said: "I will not become you, I will seriously only love one. Accompany her slowly, stop being childish, and grow up desperately, Let her be happy, let her be happy, let her be willing to wait for me." He looked at Lei Luo: "You are actually the same as me, there is no difference between us, it's just that you chose the way to make everyone suffer, obviously you can't see In the future, they still force themselves and them to keep moving forward on this endless road."

"I really didn't expect that I, Lei Luo, would also be looked down upon by your lover Artest because of his fickleness." Lei Luo said, "Maybe."

"Maybe what?"

"Maybe just maybe, it's not the future, it's just maybe."

"Christmas is coming, how are you going to spend it? I heard that you want to take them to the school Christmas party?"

"Lin Yan wants this, but actually I don't want to. If I had to choose, I'd rather go to a ktv with them, have a good time singing, drink champagne, eat a big Christmas cake, and then at twelve o'clock , kiss together."

"Then you can do what you want." Artest said seriously, "Have you seen War and Peace?"

"The tragedy of love between Anna Karenina and Vronsky?"

"Yes." Artai sighed: "Lin Yan is too ignorant, she doesn't understand, it's fine to do some things in private, if it's brought up on the table, those jealous eyes, those fake moralist's A poisonous tongue will kill you and your loved ones, not even a single hair will remain."

Lei Luo nodded with a smile, his eyes full of gratitude.Artest is not the best friend, but he is the most practical friend. He dares to say things that others don't like to hear.

Lei Luo's cell phone rang, and when he picked it up, it turned out to be Teacher Guan Shijing.

"Lei Luo, where are you?" she asked.

"I'm in the bedroom."

"Can you come here?" She seemed to have something to hide.Lei Luo was a little surprised, and said: "Yes, but it's so late now, and the lights in the dormitory are almost turned off."

"But I need your help now." She said firmly.Lei Luo agreed and hung up the phone.

"who?"

"Teacher Guan."

"That lonely young woman in the boudoir." Artai had a disgusted expression on his face, with a mocking smile on his lips, "Teacher-student love, you are so amazing, it really looks like Aunt Qin Yao wrote outside the window, but the hero and heroine have changed. gender."

"Don't talk nonsense. I have to go out now." Lei Luo put on his coat and sighed, "Forget what I just told you, or I won't forgive you."

Artest made a motion of sealing his mouth, and then gave him a thumbs up.Lei Luo scolded: "Beast."

In the dark night and the cold wind, Lei Luo walked out of the school and stopped a taxi.

"Where are you going?" The taxi brother looked at him with a smile.