I can hear the voice of Chinese medicine

Chapter 181 A road that pushes oneself into an abyss

Fan Qiyun hung up the phone, her chest still heaving with anger.

It wasn't until she calmed down that she saw that the director had sent her a message on WeChat, asking her to call back when she had time, so she dialed the department director directly: "Director, what's wrong?"

"Why didn't you come today?"

Fan Qiyun patted her forehead: "Look, I forgot to tell you. The dean asked me to take a compulsory leave. I originally wanted to tell you, but I forgot because of some things."

"What, family matters?"

"Director, how do you know?" Fan Qiyun sounded surprised.

Although everyone in the hospital knew about his own affairs, the affairs of the past two days were only mentioned to the director Zhang Jiwei in the morning, and others did not know.

At this moment, the director directly mentioned this, which also shocked Fan Qiyun.

"How do I know? Your dad has called me. How can I not know?" the director said angrily.

"these people……"

Fan Qiyun felt helpless. Her parents didn't know when they asked for the phone number of her department director. They had never called her before. She didn't expect that her cell phone was turned off, and these people were so shameless as to call her department director.

"You'd better block them. There's also a landline. It's best to change it with the office, otherwise you'll be annoyed by them in the future."

The director heard the implication: "What, your parents are asking you for money again?"

"Not only do they want money, they also want my life."

Fan Qiyun had never complained about her family members like this before. This time, the resentment was so great that it surprised Ma Xiaoyi, the director of the Department of Respiratory Medicine.

Fan Qiyun, in his opinion, is the kind of particularly miserable character played in some TV dramas. She struggles hard but doesn't get what she wants, and makes more and more mistakes.

Her native family is not a beautiful thing for Fan Qiyun, but has become a burden. As he said when chatting with the dean before, Fan Qiyun will be where she is today. In fact, she likes this kind of family. Dependence is inseparable. For this dependence, Fan Qiyun sacrificed more and more.

Fan Qiyun's original family not only left hurt, but also gave her a distorted value system, that is, you can only get our recognition when you give. Other than that, you are nothing.

Not as valuable as a son, not as valuable as other people's daughters, no matter what life and marriage are, the important thing is that you must devote yourself to this family and save this family.

In this suffocating family, Fan Qiyun slowly lost herself. She hated her family while loving them deeply, like a quagmire, slowly, slowly, she fell into it.

Sometimes when I see Fan Qiyun and Ma Xiaoyi as leaders, I feel distressed and speechless.

Especially when he heard the words that Fan Qiyun often said, "Mom, I don't blame you for being partial," Ma Xiaoyi seemed to feel a thunder explode in his heart. He also said this to his parents in high school. However, only when you truly feel your parents' favoritism and unfairness can you pretend to be upright and say this.

But in fact, Ma Xiaoyi could feel how desperate the protagonist Fan Qiyun was who said this. However, with the passage of time, the scars in Ma Xiaoyi's heart had long been healed by her existing family. flat.

But Fan Qiyun did not. Not only did she not, but she was still being persecuted continuously.

Endless and increasingly intensified persecution.

"I don't blame you" is a sentence we often say in life. If something you lent to a friend is lost, it doesn't matter. I don't blame you.

If your lover betrays you, it doesn't matter. I don't blame you. If you get stabbed in the back by a friend, it doesn't matter. I don't blame you.

We just can't say "fuck you" or "fuck you uncle" to blame each other. We always seem to want to be calm and understated, but it is often heartbreaking.

From Fan Qiyun, Ma Xiaoyi saw her former self.

But Fan Qiyun was even more pitiful than him.

While worthy of sympathy, I also feel that Fan Qiyun is actually bringing it upon herself sometimes. She could obviously choose to live the life she wants, but she finally chooses this path that may seem happy, but is actually muddy, with no end in sight, and in the end It's still a path into an abyss.

However, Ma Xiaoyi also knew that he was not qualified to say anything about Fan Qiyun.

He was also such a person before.

However, after the death of my parents, these pains were forgotten.

However, as a colleague and leader, Ma Xiaoyi couldn't help but asked with concern: "I can hear you complaining. To be honest, I'm very happy for you. At least it's changing."

"Director, do you know why they are looking for me today?"

Ma Xiaoyi said nothing, he was going to be a loyal listener.

"My brother was getting married, and my mother actually asked me to provide the bride price and a house. She had no money to buy a house, so she asked me to give up the house for my brother to live in. Even though I only had a few thousand yuan in savings, She could actually say such cold-blooded words. Even a stranger would probably be warmer than her. For the first time, I knew that in their eyes, I was not a relative, but just a cash machine."

Speaking of ATMs, Fan Qiyun laughed at herself: "Now that ATMs cannot withdraw money, they have become white-eyed wolves, cold-blooded animals, and the most hated person in their eyes."

"Before, you always tried to persuade me to leave that cannibalistic and blood-sucking family as soon as possible, but I still didn't want to. Now it seems that I was wrong. I chose a path that pushed me into an abyss."

Ma Xiaoyi opened his mouth, suddenly not knowing what to say.

At that time, although his parents were partial, they at least regarded him as a son. However, compared to his younger brother, he, as the older brother, obviously had little status at home.

But not so cold-blooded.

Moreover, Fan Qiyun's parents are no longer just cold-blooded.

Even cold-blooded animals have already been warmed up.

But obviously, Fan Qiyun's parents not only were not warmed up, but instead became more and more cold-blooded.

The son's wedding gift money and house must be paid by the sister, and what they have in hand is less than a few thousand yuan.

Is this coming from the mouth of a deputy chief physician in a tertiary hospital?

If it were anyone else, Ma Xiaoyi wouldn't believe it.

It's impossible for the deputy chief physician of a tertiary hospital to be paid less than 1 yuan, but if he put it on Fan Qiyun, he believed it.

Over the years, colleagues like Fan Qiyun know how much blood she has absorbed from her family of origin.

Moreover, what they know is only part of it.In fact, Fan Qiyun's parents sucked more blood from Fan Qiyun than he knew.

Ma Xiaoyi opened his mouth. He didn't want to say anything, but he couldn't help but said at this moment: "Qiyun, this is your family matter. I shouldn't interrupt and say anything, but after hearing what you said, I feel Your parents are no longer cold-blooded, but they don't treat you as a daughter at all.

You are 37, you are not married yet, and you have nothing to do with your parents. No one would dare to approach you when they see you being sucked by your parents.

You are so outstanding and could have had your own happy life, but it was completely ruined by your parents.

If you still allow your family members to lie on you and suck your blood, I'm afraid your life will really be over. You will suffer the consequences if you have to stop. I have said what you should say. It is your business to listen or not.

Since the dean asked you to rest, you should have a good rest at home. "

"Ah."

Fan Qiyun nodded and agreed.

In the past, she would definitely have wanted to refuse. After all, although she would still be paid during her vacation, without the commissions from surgery consultations, her money would be much less. But now, she feels that there is no need to live so tiringly for others. Whatever she has to do, she can still do it if she just has to bear the mortgage payment for her own house.

As for her mother's behavior, Fan Qiyun plans to stop the loan from today and let her mother pay it back by herself.

It doesn't matter if he doesn't pay it back. At most, he will be kicked out by the bank. But how can a family who has become accustomed to living in the city give up that house.

Now, Fan Qiyun sees clearly.

After struggling for nearly ten years, it’s time to give yourself a good rest.

In the evening, Fan Qiyun had just finished cooking for herself, but before she took off her apron, she suddenly received a call from her father, Fan Zhen.

Seeing the call, Fan Qiyun thought for a long time and finally answered the call.

After all, they are his parents. Even if he doesn't want to be sucked by them anymore, can he really stay away from each other forever?If she could really be so cold-blooded, she wouldn't be Fan Qiyun.

After all, she was just an ordinary person, and she didn't expect to understand it before.

Now that she figured it out, she didn't mind taking this opportunity to talk everything out.

However, as soon as she answered the phone, Fan Qiyun heard her mother crying:
"Fan Qiyun, you are happy now. Your brother was unconscious because of your anger and is being sent to the hospital for rescue..."

Hearing this, Fan Qiyun's first reaction was disbelief. She didn't know what was going on with her brother. He was so heartless, so how could he be so angry with her?

However, it was true that Fan Qi was not in good health. She had always suffered from emphysema. She had seen it before and told Fan Qi to pay attention to his health. But when she heard the sound of an ambulance rushing in her ears, Fan Qiyun knew this. Mother Cima didn’t lie to herself.

My good-for-nothing brother might really be sick and is now being sent to the hospital for emergency treatment.

However, even so, Fan Qiyun has no intention of taking care of it. This kind of thing is not something she can take care of. She has no money now, and even if she goes to the first city hospital for rescue, the surgeon will not be able to turn to her, and she will have to lead it in the end. Ma Xiaoyi needs to take action.

Thinking of this, Fan Qiyun's face darkened: "Why did you call me when he was in a coma? Are you angry with me? I haven't said anything yet. Mom, are you embarrassed to say this?"

"Fan Qiyun, you are still not a human being. He is your biological brother after all!" My mother did not expect Fan Qiyun to say such things, and she was extremely angry.

"Brother?"

Fan Qiyun sneered: "I treat him as my brother, but does he treat me as his sister? In front of him, I'm probably just an ATM. Now that the ATM can't withdraw money, what's the point for him? What's the use? He was angry with me. I think he was angry with his own incompetence.

And he was sent for rescue. Why are you telling me this?Go talk to the doctor! "

"You go to the First City Hospital. Your brother has emphysema. You are the deputy director of the Department of Respiratory Medicine. You have to be there to save your brother." Fan Zhen, who had been silent for the whole time, spoke up, his tone unquestionable.

Fan Qiyun wanted to refuse directly, but no matter how different Fan Qi was, he was still his biological brother. If he didn't go, he didn't know how long his parents would complain about him in the future. After thinking about it, he agreed: "You guys go there first. I'll be there soon."

After talking, he hung up the phone. He didn't even have time to take a bite of food, so he picked up his things and went straight to the No. [-] Municipal Hospital.

Fortunately, the house Fan Qiyun bought was not far from the First Hospital of the City. It was only ten minutes' drive away. When she arrived, Fan Qi had just arrived, and the emergency department had already begun rescue operations.

As the deputy director of the Department of Respiratory Medicine, Fan Qiyun also quickly got into the emergency room after putting on her white coat: "How is the patient?"

"Coma, incontinence, blood pressure cannot be measured at all. We asked the patient's parents on the way. He was diagnosed with obstructive emphysema and cor pulmonale for a year or two, but it was not serious before. , this time I heard that I was feeling a little unwell before, and it suddenly broke out in the evening, and even after several minutes of resuscitation, there was no sign of waking up."

Not long after Fan Qiyun arrived, Ma Xiaoyi, director of the Department of Respiratory Medicine, also hurried over. After asking about the situation, he said: "Use penicillin to control the infection, keep oxygen inhalation and airway open, and correct carbon dioxide retention."

"No, the symptoms of heart failure have not improved. Lao Ma, we have used everything you mentioned, but it still doesn't work."

"Then use diuretics, vasodilators and cardiotonics to improve the symptoms of pulmonary heart disease and heart failure. There is no need to worry about it now, saving lives is important."

"Give it to the patient immediately."

The nurse quickly found the medicine Ma Xiaoyi mentioned and injected it into the patient. At this time, Ma Xiaoyi looked at Fan Qiyun: "Why are you here too? Didn't I tell you to have a good rest at home?"

Looking at Fan Qi lying in the rescue room for resuscitation, Fan Qiyun felt helpless: "My brother."

"This is your..."

Ma Xiaoyi originally wanted to say that this is your blood-sucking good-for-nothing brother?But thinking that the other party was still in the process of resuscitation, he took back the words that came to his lips.

Fan Qiyun said: "Director, please tell me, it doesn't matter. This is the truth anyway. I have seen through it now. If I didn't know that he was rescuing me, I wouldn't have come here."

The two of them were chatting, and Zhou Qihua, who was rescuing him, suddenly lost his expression and turned to look at the two of them: "Old Ma... can't survive. The patient has pulmonary heart disease, heart failure, respiratory failure and cerebral crisis. He cannot be saved. Let the family members Please sign the critical illness notice, I can’t guarantee that I can save you from the current situation.”

To be honest, when he heard Zhou Qihua's words, Ma Xiaoyi wanted the guy lying in the rescue room to die, so as not to look back and yell at his subordinates.

However, as a doctor, Ma Xiaoyi really couldn't make this decision. He gritted his teeth and said, "Qiyun, let your parents sign. This is the only way the current situation can be."

"I'll sign it." Fan Qiyun didn't care so much at this time.

"Have your parents sign it." Ma Xiaoyi shook his head and motioned for the nurse to meet the patient's family.

The nurse also knew about Fan Qiyun. The alliance quickly walked out with the critical illness notice. Fan Qiyun thought about it and finally followed him out.

(End of this chapter)