In the outer room of Hou Men, she took advantage of her beauty to commit murder

Chapter 109 Studying hard in a cold window is not as good as paving the way for predecessors
"My heart is all on the child. As long as I haven't really met him, I won't let go of my heart!"

"You care about the child, but I also care about you!" Looking at his wife who had left him behind since giving birth to the child, Zhang Bingwen felt a little uncomfortable.

"I don't want you to have an accident!"

"I know!" Mrs. Zhang patted the back of his hand, and leaned softly in his arms, "I know my body, it's fine!"

"It's the doctor's words that make me believe it more!" Zhang Bingwen didn't believe her nonsense.

They have been sleeping together for decades, how can they not see the changes in her!

Since giving birth, she has been haggard. After the child disappeared, she couldn't eat well, couldn't sleep well, and she seemed very anxious.

The hair she had carefully maintained for many years fell out in handfuls, and many gray hairs appeared, and her healthy body also lost a lot of weight!
His speech was weak, giving people a feeling of being out of breath, and he would cough dryly from time to time...

Thinking of these changes, Zhang Bingwen's eyes flashed with distress. He gently knocked his chin on the top of her head, "Just rest for three days, three days, okay?" There was pleading and hope in his voice.

"We will set off in three days!" After three days of rest, he asked the team to move slowly. It would take two days to reach the capital!

Mrs. Zhang refused without thinking, "No, it's too long!" She wished she could fly to the capital right now, where she could lie down for three days.

Mrs. Zhang raised her head and looked at Zhang Bingwen, who had not slept soundly for a long time, and her eyes were already black. Her heart that was not going to give in suddenly softened.

When she saw the pain and self-blame in his eyes when he looked at her, she never hated herself so much as she does now.

Why is she so useless, why can't she stand up to the capital and then fall down!
Why would there be a big problem as soon as it fell down, why can't you just grit your teeth and persevere, forget it if you can't help your husband, and make him worry about her!

She stopped thinking about it, hugged his arm tightly, pressed her face against his chest, and listened to the steady and powerful heartbeat in his chest.

After a long time, she said sullenly, "Then take a day off, okay? I know you're worried about me, so you definitely don't want to leave tomorrow!"

"Then take a day off!"

"We'll set off early the day after tomorrow!" As long as she rests for a day and recovers, I believe she will be able to reach the capital safely!

"We can't delay it any longer, husband. I can hold on. Let's set off the day after tomorrow, okay?"

"...As soon as night falls, I can't help but think about the child, whether he can sleep peacefully, whether he has been bullied, whether he has eaten enough, whether someone has coaxed him..." She couldn't control herself, As long as she thinks about it, her heart aches, her head hurts, and her lower abdomen hurts too, but the more it hurts, the more she can't help thinking about it.

She knew that she couldn't procrastinate any longer, and if she procrastinated any longer, she would really collapse!
"When I get to the capital, I will definitely listen to you and take good care of myself, okay?"

"it is good!"

"I must... what?" Madam Zhang raised her head in disbelief.

"I said yes!" Zhang Bingwen smiled, took out a clean handkerchief from his arms, wiped her tears, and said, "We will rest for one day and set off the day after tomorrow!"

"Just three more days, and you'll be able to see the baby!"

"You promised me that when you get to the capital, you will be obedient and take good care of yourself!"

"I want to spend the rest of my life with you and grow old together, so you have to be good and don't hold on. I have already obeyed you this time. I will definitely not be able to do it next time. Otherwise, if I lose my life because of this, then... "Speaking of this, Zhang Bingwen's expression changed as he thought of something.

"What's wrong?" Why did she stop talking in the middle of the sentence? Mrs. Zhang looked at him curiously.

"No, I just suddenly thought of something..." Zhang Bingwen tugged at the corner of his mouth, "Let's not talk so much. You just drank the medicine not long ago, so lie down and have a good rest!"

As he spoke, he held Mrs. Zhang's shoulders and let her slowly lie back on the bed!
"Ok!"

Mrs. Zhang, who had already been guaranteed, was completely relieved, she didn't think too much, and obediently followed Zhang Bingwen's strength and lay back on the bed.

As soon as she lay down, she immediately felt tired, her eyes felt heavy, and she felt like she couldn't open them.

Looking at Zhang Bingwen standing by the bed, she tried to open her eyes, forced a smile, and whispered.

"You don't have to be busy for too long!" Struggling to finish this sentence, before she had time to say that he also needs to have a good rest, she couldn't hold it anymore, closed her eyes, and fell into a deep sleep!

Looking at her sleeping face, Zhang Bingwen quietly tucked her in...

"Really?" Luo Siyun's eyes widened, "So fast?"

Liu Ma smiled and nodded, "Really!"

"It's not too soon, after all, it's been almost a year!" It has been more than half a year since the person with connections took office.

If there is a little more strength, it is estimated that the effect has already been made.

Therefore, even if everyone is given a seemingly fair path to the imperial examination, there will still be unfairness.

Especially for children from poor families who have studied hard for more than ten years in the cold window.

You have studied hard for more than ten years and got a good score in the exam, but when it comes time to receive an errand, you are not as good as the bottom one in the exam.

The children of the rich and powerful, even if they don't know if they can pass the exam, they are already thinking about where they will work at that time, so they pave the way in advance.

After passing the exam, you can go wherever you want, as long as it is not too much.

So, being an official... isn't it important that the predecessors plant trees and the descendants enjoy the shade?

But even if it is unfair, in any case, the imperial examination gives ordinary people a channel for advancement, which is better than having no hope.

It's just that there is no one to lead the way, and there will always be some inevitable crooked paths!
If you don't turn back in time, it is estimated that you will go all the way to the dark!
This is not an uncommon thing either!

"Then I won't see Xiao Zhengke in the future?" Although she couldn't chat with Mrs. Yuan who was too strict in rules, she liked the serious little Zheng too!
Thinking that I just met this obedient, well-behaved, serious-looking little Zheng Ke, who was about to leave within two days and hadn't had time to make friends with him, Luo Siyun pouted, a little discouraged!
But after a while, she was reminded of a question.

"How did you know this news?"

Liu Ma tugged at the hem of her clothes, smiled awkwardly, and said, "This is really a coincidence!"

"When I went to the market, I met Grandma Wang. She said that Mr. Wang came back on an errand this time. If nothing else happens, his family will move to the place of employment. I don't know when he will leave. They just came back, so they are planning to sell the yard where they live now.”

(End of this chapter)