out of control wildfire

But he just smiled and looked at her with flowing eyebrows, his handsome face seemed to be dyed with charm.

She had never seen Shi Wan showing such confusion, infatuation, and deliberate seduction in his eyes. It was very different from his usual cold and distant appearance, which was not related to love. It seemed that he was not the same person.

When she was young, she thought that Shiwan would not be contaminated by the so-called love, but it turned out that she was.

Even this object is still her.

All the hope in the dark world can be met by raising your hand.

But when he greeted her with clean hands, she would definitely not reach out to receive him again.

Because those wounds hurt.

How can a person lose his memory after being hurt?
Unless his hands were stained with blood and haze, she would be able to help him up.

Zhou Mian tilted her neck back and deliberately moved away from him: "Forget it if you don't say it."

But Shi Wan laughed softly, and the laughter sounded lightly: "Let's go, it's very late, I will take you back."

Zhou Mian did not respond to him.

Stepping deeply and lightly into the night, her dark hair was blown up. He looked at her soft side face, his heart sank a little bit, and he couldn't help but fall in love with her even more.

But she suddenly felt very sad.

When he threw away the school badge, she should have known that he didn't like her at all.

He didn't lift her up in front of thousands of people, knowing that she would always be nameless and nameless to him, and could always be ignored and kept away.

Even after many years, the sadness and pain still stretched out their whips and tentacles to hit her.

She used to be devastated because of him, but recently he just felt a little uncomfortable, and she felt a little intolerable because she thought about the young man who risked his life for her back then.

But it was not the 21-year-old Shili who was her hero in the first place.

It's a 17-year-old delusion.

All her love came to an end long after she finished filming the series of short films about secret love.

That short film was her graduation gift to herself.

She graduated from admiration for time.

Tell her that she finally no longer has to look down on herself, no need to like just for the sake of liking, no need to lower her principles, no need to deliberately flatter, and no need to force herself to do anything.

Shi Wang suddenly said: "How do you feel when you know I like you?"

His voice is clear and low, but it is refreshing and magnetic. It is a little bit mute but it just seems refreshing because of it. There is no artificiality in deliberately lowering the voice. It is very special and can be heard from countless voices. It is consistent with his appearance.

Zhou Mian didn't even raise her head. She felt a little cold. She hugged her chest and walked slowly: "I feel very good. I can finally torture you."

Shi Wang stared at her, with a faint smile and doting indulgence in his eyes: "How are you going to torture me?"

Zhou Mian suddenly sat down on the edge of the flower bed.

Shi Wan said warmly: "Why did you sit down?"

Zhou Mian lowered her eyelids: "I'm tired talking to you."

Shi Wan looked at her: "I will carry you back."

Zhou Mian waved her hand: "No need." She said no, and Shi Wan followed her and sat on the edge of the flower bed.

Shi Wan said softly: "You haven't answered me yet."

At first, Zhou Mian looked at the ants on the ground without even looking at him. She seemed to speak easily, with a cold and calm voice: "Do you know how much I have been wronged because of you?"

Shi Wan looked at her long and curled eyelashes and the soft and smooth curvature of her profile. Her profile was gentle and not sharp: "Can you tell me?"

Zhou Mian raised her head to look at him, she smiled, tears flashed across her eyes, as if flowing in his heart, corroding his atrium.

She smiled and tears suddenly fell.

When he wanted to wipe her, she resolutely avoided him, and her retreating posture was defensive, which suddenly made him wake up from his charm, and all his thoughts were blown away by the cold wind.

It was the first time that Zhou Mian was so serious and honest with him, as if it was for the moonlight that she once loved deeply: "Shi Wang, frankly speaking, if I met you today in a desperate situation, I would definitely not do anything about it. I hesitate to save you, but if you are fine, I will only hate you, loathe you, and alienate you."

Shi Wan didn't understand what she meant, but was hurt by her eyes.

Her eyes were filled with guarded wounds, as if she was afraid of him, because in her eyes he was a person who would hurt her infinitely: "I won't rush forward just because you are a little nicer to me, now. It is already the most appropriate distance. If you get closer, I will definitely feel it is unfair, I will definitely hurt you, and I will definitely find all my unwillingness in you."

When she dreamed of him countless times, she would wake up crying and hating him in pain.

She said without hesitation: "I know you won't have the patience to listen if I say this. You can leave right away. Just like before, you don't need to do so much."

Shi Wan just looked at her in shock and confusion.

When Zhou Mian saw the look in his eyes, she knew that he had no idea how disgusting what he did was, and he had no empathy at all. He thought that as soon as he turned around, she would follow him again as before.

After a long while, he spoke softly, as if falling into a cold pool: "Can I ask you why you like Gu Qingxu?"

Zhou Mian felt that it was indeed the case, and she smiled: "Look, you will only avoid the problem. You will not face your mistake and ask me how to solve it. Instead, you will ask another irrelevant question."

Zhou Mian didn't want to talk to him anymore. She stood up to leave. Shi Wan also got up with her: "Zui Mian, can we have a good talk?"

Zhou Mian suddenly slapped him.

The loud and clear slap echoed in the night, and he couldn't believe it.

But she didn't bother to bother anymore. As soon as she met him, she felt that all her bad sides would be brought out.

She started to walk away, and Shi Wan held her wrist.

There were still tears on Zhou Mian's face, but she asked firmly: "I've already beaten you, don't you have any self-respect?"

He seemed to be aloof from the matter, but tried hard to understand her reluctance: "It will be fine after tonight. We will solve it properly and there will be a future."

Zhou Mian suddenly laughed: "I hit you, I proved to you that I am a mess, and will also make you hurt, and I am not worthy of your liking. Don't you know it yet? This is because I have liked you. , I give you the greatest tolerance.”

But he looked at her steadily: "I'll let you choose."

Zhou Mian didn't understand what he meant: "What?"

He said loudly: "I am not the person you once liked, I am your suitor. You don't have to treat me as the person you once liked. There is no need to protect my self-esteem. I know there are many people chasing you. I I will bear all the responsibilities I should bear. I will not dislike you because of what happened tonight. You can do anything to me, even lose your temper and act rogue."

Day sleep stagnated for a moment.

And he said categorically: "You can treat me as your first love, or you can treat me as a mature and responsible man. There is no need to praise me so highly, I am not that fragile and noble."