Rose Manor

Fu Jichen clutched the piece of paper and read it word by word. He didn't know when his eyes turned red until a tear fell on the paper and blurred the writing.

A long time ago, he had a suspicion in his mind about Shen Jia Nian's pregnancy. It's just that he trusted his own judgment too much and felt that if the measures were taken properly, there would be no possibility of accidents, so he didn't bother to verify it.

On the day she returned from Tanfu Temple, Shen Jia Nian felt sick to her stomach after eating too much, so he should have taken her to the hospital for a check-up.

And on the day she went to the airport to see him off, even Lu Yanzhi, an outsider, could tell something was wrong. He made some speculations, but he steadfastly denied that she was not pregnant.

If he had been more cautious and cared more about her, would he have been able to avoid what happened next?

Fu Jichen always felt that he was wrong, but he never knew that he was so wrong.

In the past three years, he had regretted countless times, but never once had he felt such strong regret as now, hating himself for not protecting her well and causing her so much harm.

It turned out that Pei Che was hesitant to speak on the phone that day because he concealed the fact that Shen Jia Nian was pregnant.

She lost a child in that car accident, their child.

Fu Jichen raised his arms and pressed them on his eyelids, leaned back and leaned against the back of the chair, crying repressed and sadly.

He didn't dare to think about how dangerous it would be for her to lie on the operating table in that situation. He still felt scared when he thought that she might die, even if she appeared alive in front of him now.

Pei Che said that the surgery that night involved directors from four departments.

Fu Jichen didn't know how he could have the dignity to claim to love her in front of Shen Jia Nian.

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  In the living room downstairs, the two people who had not seen each other for a long time were silent after they reunited. Pei Che had nothing else to say after asking "Are you okay?"

He had forgotten all the drafts he had made along the way.

At this time, Cheng Jin came out of the kitchen with breakfast. Instead of taking it to the restaurant, he put it on the small table next to the sofa where Shen Jianian was sitting: "You said yesterday that you wanted to eat preserved egg and lean meat porridge. I cooked it this morning and kept using a small spoon. The fire is simmering, and the dumplings are stuffed with shepherd's purse. I won't interrupt your chat, I'll go outside and take a look."

The roses have been blooming vigorously recently. In order to ensure their growth, the gardeners have to prune them every now and then. The piles of flower branches can only be thrown into the trash can if they are not dealt with. Cheng Jin felt it was a pity, so he usually picked some good-looking ones, kept them in vases, and placed them in the house. They were colorful and clustered, and his mood improved when he saw them.

Cheng Jin went out wearing a sun hat and gloves. There were only two people on the first floor of the villa, Shen Jianian and Pei Che.

Pei Che opened his mouth and said to Shen Jianian, "You haven't had breakfast yet. Eat something first."

The soft and glutinous preserved egg and lean meat porridge, the golden and crispy shepherd's purse dumplings, and the sour and crispy beans were originally a satisfying breakfast for Shen Jia Nian, but now she couldn't eat a single bite.

Pei Che was waiting for her. He seemed to have a lot to say. Shen Jia Nian knew him well. He had always been like this since he was a child. Before he said something important, he would always say something insignificant first, with a long preparation.

Shen Jianian picked up the bowl, reluctantly took a few bites, and ate a few dumplings.

Pei Che didn't lay much groundwork this time. He apologized to her first: "I'm sorry, Xiaonian, I lied to you."

Shen Jianian expected it before he spoke. She had not lived in Yunding Palace for a long time, but she knew a lot of things. Fu Jichen told her, Aunt Cheng told her, and Bai Changxia told her.

Bai Changxia would not lie to her. She later found evidence for what Fu Jichen and Aunt Cheng said, proving that they did not lie. Then there was only one possibility: Pei Che had lied to her.

Although Shen Jia Nian didn't like being coaxed around like a fool, that person was Pei Che, and she had no right to complain. She could survive and be where she is today, which was inseparable from Pei Che's dedication.

"You're doing it for my own good, right?" Shen Jianian twitched the corner of her mouth and found a reason for him. Pei Che looked into her clear eyes and hesitated to nod. Is it really for her? Doesn't he have selfish motives?
  He didn't want to lie to her anymore: "My mother was right. She said that if one day you regain your memory and find that the person you really love is not me, you will not be able to resent me because I saved your life. That's true. , Xiaonian, I am not as good as you think, and I also have selfish motives."

Pei Che found that it was still difficult to tell some things: "I think you are still willing to see me, it must be because Fu Jichen didn't tell you how the Shen family was destroyed."

Shen Jia Nian intuitively felt that she couldn't bear what he was going to say, and her heart was already starting to feel uncomfortable.

"It's my father." Pei Che's heart still ached when he mentioned this past. If he could, he didn't want to recall it for the rest of his life. "I don't know who listened to my father's instigation and designed to frame your father, causing Lingyue Group to fall into trouble." During the crisis, your father had a heart attack and was sent to the hospital without resuscitation. Your mother was greatly devastated and chose to leave with him. They did not die in a car accident. I'm sorry, Xiao Nian, I hid this from you. "

Shen Jia Nian's eyes were filled with astonishment, tears sliding down his eyelids and hanging on his chin.

Pei Che's eyes filled with mist, and he continued: "I was still abroad at that time, and was hidden from my family. I didn't know these things. After something happened in your family, you went to Yicheng and went to your uncle. Maybe Something happened, you and..." There was a slight pause in his tone. He didn't want to mention that person's name, but he had to mention it, "You and Fu Jichen came together."

Shen Jia Nian kept inhaling and tried his best to suppress the sobs.

Fu Jichen said that they met in Yicheng. She never understood why she went to Yicheng. Now she has the answer, but it is an answer she cannot bear.

"I couldn't contact you abroad. I sensed something was wrong. I finished my studies ahead of schedule and returned to China. After knowing what happened, I went to Yicheng to find you." Pei Che's voice was choked with sobs. "Between hatred, there is no possibility for us anymore. You should know pretty much what happened next.”

What happened later, Shen Jianian heard from Fu Jichen. He said that they fell in love, but the Fu family did not allow it. His mother secretly forced her to leave. She went to Jiangcheng alone, and there was a car accident there.

"You told me personally that there is only hatred between us and nothing else. You will not forgive me, but I can't end it with you. I can't let you go and will guard you silently. When you have a car accident, Later, I rescued you without telling everyone, and learned that you had lost your memory of the past half year. I knew you had fallen in love with Fu Jichen a long time ago, but I still hid you despicably. I naively thought you didn’t remember, we I can go back to the past and regain the good things. I didn’t realize that a lie is a lie after all, and there will always be a day when it is exposed. Xiao Nian, there is no way we can go back. You must have felt strange before, Why did I stop you from coming to Beicheng, and why did I rush to find Bai Changxia to take you back after you met her, because I was afraid that you would know everything that happened in the past."

Shen Jia Nian raised his head, but could not stop the tears from flowing out.

She didn't believe that things would be like what Pei Che said, and she panicked and made excuses: "You are lying to me now, right? Did Fu Jichen threaten you to say this!"

Fu Jichen walked to the corner of the stairs and stood on the walking platform. He happened to hear Shen Jianian's crying question. Unexpectedly, in her eyes, he became the villain who broke up her and Pei Che.

Pei Che knew that she believed it, she just needed time to adapt.

"Xiao Nian, what I said is true. I came here today to tell you this." Pei Che stood up and prepared to leave, but he did not take her away. "No matter whether you will forgive me now or not, I will accept it." . I know you don’t like to stay in Jiangcheng, but I tied you to stay there. Now that you know the truth, you can choose the city you like and the way you like to live, and you don’t have to compromise for me. In fact, I don’t like it very much either. , I plan to take my mother to travel abroad next. She has worried too much about me, and it is time to take her out to relax. If we meet a town we like abroad, maybe we will settle down. ."

Shen Jia Nian heard that Pei Che was saying goodbye to her, and looked at him with tearful eyes and shook his head: "You want to leave?"

Is he leaving her?
  Aren't they going to get married?
  Pei Che tried his best to smile, but his smile was full of sadness: "I'm not leaving so soon. It takes time to apply for a visa."

Shen Jia burst into tears and held his arm: "Can't I just leave? I didn't compromise..."

"Xiao Nian, don't deceive yourself anymore. Do you really still like me the way you used to?" Pei Che's eyes turned red and he held her hand that was holding his arm. He was reluctant to let go, but there was nothing he could do. , he lost her three years ago, and she does not belong to him. "Is it the dependence that has always made you unwilling to separate from me, or is it the family affection accumulated in the past three years that makes you unable to live without me? Maybe it's both, But there is only no love.”

Pei Che endured the pain and took out his sleeves and left the villa.

"Ache!"

Shen Jia Nian chased him out regardless, but all fell into Fu Jichen's eyes.

The main thing is that all three of them made me cry, oooooooooooooooooooo┭┮﹏┭┮