tenth year of teaching

Chapter 108 Greed
Chu Xia was very happy to see Hai Xia, who had washed her hair, wore new shoes, and smiled refreshingly at everyone.

Li Na has been in her class for two years, and she doesn't even know when she will break down.Looking at Haixia who was from the same family, she thought about doing something.She recalled the casual chat between the two a few days ago. After being in contact for a long time, Hai Xia finally told her something about herself.

"Before my father married my mother, he already had a child. I don't know whether it was a brother or a sister. Anyway, I don't know how many times he was married. When he was with my mother, he was already in his 30s and came from other places. , because I had the strength to earn money on the construction site. When I was young, the conditions at home were better. Later, when I was 6 years old, my father went out on the street and was hit by a car and died. Then the conditions at home became worse, and I basically My mother raised me by herself. She only had me when she was in her 30s. After my father died, no one in the family made money, so she had to earn money and farm to support the family. When I was young, I was not sensible. Why did I think that others had me? No? Others can play with mobile phones, why can’t I?"

She blinked her eyes and continued: "I made a fuss until I graduated from junior high school, and then suddenly I felt boring. No matter how much fuss I made, I wouldn't be able to play with an iPhone, wear famous brands, get my dad back, or be respected by others. Me. My family is always looked down upon by others. The neighbor’s renovated house has to be several meters higher than my house, and the fence is built higher than my house.”

She was not used to talking so much, so she paused, swallowed and asked Chu Xia a question: "Teacher, tell me. Do I have no other way out except to get into college?"

Chu Xia didn't know how to answer. Hai Xia lowered her head and thought for a while, asking and answering: "I think if I don't go to college, I will never be able to change the current situation of my family. Only by going to college and passing the exam can I make a difference. Only by finding the right path can I get out of my current situation. So, I must go to college.”

She looked at Chu Xia firmly and said, "Teacher, I know that my grades are not good, and I also know that I am not smart. So I can only fight with time, and I will definitely not give up. My mother said, do your best and obey fate."

This girl looks similar to Li Na but not alike. She has a similar family background, a similar personality, and similar efforts but no results.But it was so different, she didn't complain or be frustrated.She spent all her complaining and frustrated time studying. She was the first to wake up and the last to go to bed every day, and she had to ask constant questions during class.Even if the teacher asked a lot of easy questions, she would keep asking them if she didn't understand them. When the teacher got annoyed and avoided her, she still wouldn't give up.She would turn a blind eye to other people's discriminatory looks and just study silently every day. She said: "Time is too tight and I don't have time to think about anything else."

Chu Xia thought that such a child should be rewarded.The shoes only cost her half a month's salary, but they brought a young girl's smile, which was enough.

After evening self-study, the campus gradually became quiet.Zhang Yan came to ask her questions, and the two walked side by side on the playground.Ever since Wang Shaohua was gone, Chu Xia was afraid that he might be thinking wildly, so he would chat with him every once in a while.Zhang Yan is also used to telling her about himself on a regular basis.

September nights are getting cooler and more comfortable.The lights behind the teaching building cast yellow light lightly on the playground, making the shadows of the two people long.

"Did you give Zhao Haixia those shoes?" Zhang Yan asked casually.

Chu Xia tilted her head and looked at him, "How do you know?"

"Everyone said that she couldn't have bought such good shoes by herself. Someone must have given them to her. Some people said that there was a sponsor? Everyone is guessing." Zhang Yan did not answer her question.

"Then how do you know it must be from me?" Chu Xia continued to ask.

"Because you are different from others." Zhang Yan said softly.

"What's different about me?" Chu Xia chuckled.

"You will care about what we are thinking." Zhang Yan stood still and looked at her.

Chu Xia suddenly felt a little uneasy and smiled awkwardly, "I just like my students to be happy. High school is already very difficult."

The two continued walking around the playground, when a dark figure suddenly appeared in the dark corner of the playground.Chu Xia was startled, took a step back, grabbed Zhang Yan's sleeve, and shouted: "Ouch?"

The two took a closer look and saw that it was a hedgehog crawling out of the flowers.Chu Xia smiled and said, "Oh my God, you thought it was a mouse?" Zhang Yan looked at her and reached out to hold her hand.

Chu Xia looked back at him and looked at his hand, stunned and at a loss.For a moment, she wanted to take her hand out, but Zhang Yan held her tightly.The hands were warm, and the boy's clean and fresh smell made Chu Xia feel slightly dizzy.

"This is wrong, I can't do this." She said silently to herself, but she couldn't move.The boy gently hugged her into his arms, and the two stood quietly for a long time.

The hedgehog crawled back into the grass quietly, and the campus was quiet on a summer night.

Li Hai looked at Zhang Yan who was getting better and better recently and was very surprised.Holding up his big head, he sat upside down on the chair and leaned on the back of the chair to look at him: "Boss, it feels like your second spring has come recently?"

"If you fart, let it go." Zhang Yan tidied the desk and rolled his eyes at him.

"Don't you think you like to laugh a lot lately?" Li Hai scratched his head.

"Can you handle it?"

"No, this doesn't look like you. When have you ever given anyone a good look?"

"roll."

"Order."

After Li Hai walked away, Zhang Yan touched his face and wondered, did he really want to be so obvious?It seems that it needs to be restrained.

Chu Xia refused to let herself go to her when she had nothing to do, so she could only talk to her through questions.He knew that he couldn't cause trouble for her, compared to her suspicion that she couldn't tell whether it was gratitude or family affection.He was very clear about his feelings, but at the same time he also understood the awkwardness of their identities. He made up his mind to go to college.

Li Hai was worried about Wang Lulu who was about to go to the United States. That goal was too far away for him.After the last monthly exam, I mentioned it casually because my dad was in a good mood.Dad glared at his glasses and scolded: "Is that a place you can go to? Your mother and I couldn't afford it even after we sold our house. You just go to college for me. How can you get a three-year degree?" , I will be satisfied.”

Li Hai touched his nose and said nothing more. Even he would think it was exaggerated, let alone his father.But my heart has flown away, what should I do?He was lying in front of the desk, dragging his head with one hand and spinning the pen with the other. After much thought, he could not find a solution.

The foreign university courses that flashed on the computer screen were so novel and attractive. The other end of a network cable was very close. It was close enough that you could turn on the computer and see it at any time, but it was so far away that you couldn't even think of stepping on it. way of that land.

He closed the computer and gritted his teeth. No matter what, he would go to college first.

(End of this chapter)