tenth year of teaching

Chapter 194 Leave
Not long after the wedding, Dabei was about to leave, and the two of them were somewhat reluctant to part with each other, after all, they were newly married.Before leaving, Chu Xia proposed to buy another house in Yuyang, but Dabei was silent for a long time without responding.

The two had a disagreement over the house for the second time.What Chuxia thought about was that Dabei could live alone when he came back, but what Dabei thought was why he bought a house in Tongzhou since he decided to stay in Yuyang for a longer time?The two just communicated briefly, and Chu Xia was a little angry, "Then you agreed to buy a house in Tongzhou at the beginning. Isn't that one cheap, and the other one is for you to live in? Who knows that you will stay abroad later."

Dabei didn't say anything. He was used to Chu Xia being anxious and shouting when things happened.Usually he stops talking at this time, and all he wants to do is avoid quarrels.But Chu Xia became even more angry. Dabei's silence and no response seemed to her to be a sign of inaction and complete refusal to communicate.

There seems to be a disconnect between the two from the very beginning. Falling in love is one thing, and marriage is another. The two are completely different.

Dabei left emotionally. It wasn't that he didn't want to buy a house anymore, but he just felt that Chu Xia didn't communicate many things at all, or told him to do so.Buying a house is such a big decision, and it's all decided by one person. Besides, I just paid off my previous debt in less than a year, so I only have some spare money in my hand.When buying a house, there is another key question: whose name should be written on the house?
Guan Min looked at his house book, which clearly marked An Lei's name.At the beginning, I actually wanted to insist on adding my own name, but then An Lei found an acquaintance to explain to her that whose name is written is the joint property of the husband and wife, and if there is a divorce in the future, it will be half of one person.

Guan Min wondered why she believed him so easily?She has never been able to feel at home in Yuyang. She wonders if it has something to do with the house without her name?No matter how hard I try, I always feel like an outsider in this family.

The two remained indifferent and treated each other as guests, talking and sleeping together.It just seemed like something had disappeared. Guan Minjing stopped and thought, she couldn't tell what it was?trust?love?Or appreciate it?For An Lei, I initially had a feeling of admiration, including all kinds of scheming pursuits.

The initial longing and unavailability made me worry about gain and loss, and felt that as long as this man was by her side, it would be best.When did it change?It's unclear, it seems like the headband is just a breaking point.Maybe everyone lost patience with each other a long time ago?

An Lei also noticed something strange about Guan Min. In the past six months, she had changed from the clingy little goblin to being cold and cold.Including wanting to be intimate at night, there was no response.Guan Min would only reply: "I can't have children anyway, so why bother?"

An Lei fell slumped on the bed, thinking, 'When did this woman become so mean and mean? 'But the two of them still rely on each other to live their lives. I don't know if the remaining feelings are still there, or if they have become accustomed to each other's presence in life.

On the first day of summer vacation, Guan Min bought a ticket and boarded the train home alone.She felt uncomfortable staying in Yuyang for even one more day.The test tube has been used for the second time, but it still failed to implant in the bed. The psychological pain is far greater than the physical pain.

The day after Guan Min left, there was something wrong with An's mother's physical examination.The family was shocked by the advanced stage of uterine cancer.Dad An was the first to react and immediately contacted the doctor for consultation with experts and prepared for surgery.

When Guan Min arrived home, the phone calls came after him.She sat on the sofa in a daze, and her mother carefully asked her what happened?After being married for more than four years, my uncle never came home with me every holiday. In addition, the two of them still had no children. Even the dullest person could feel what happened.

But Guan Min didn't say anything, and Guan Ma and Guan Dad never asked. It wasn't that they didn't dare, but that they were reluctant.They didn't want to hear the news that their baby daughter was not doing well, so they were like ostriches who didn't ask or didn't know, preserving the last bit of dignity for their daughter.

Guan's mother quickly packed her luggage, and Guan's father went out and finally got a ticket from the ticket seller.The two pushed Guan Min onto the return train, which was full of greenery all the way through the cool Northeast and back to the hot BJ.

When Guan Min rushed to the hospital, An's mother had already completed the hospitalization procedures.The daughter-in-law didn't say a word, she just sent the two men out of the house, saying that since it was a holiday, she would be completely responsible for her mother's affairs.

Dragging on old connections, I asked for a single room.Every night, she could put on her clothes and curl up on the empty bed next to her mother-in-law. From ordering meals and laundry to scrubbing, turning over, and feeding after surgery... Guan Min worked hard and served this mother who was not related to her by blood.

Even the doctor couldn't help but admire: "You really gave birth to a good daughter."

"Yeah, my daughter is better than my son." The old lady moistened her eyes after all. After the doctor left, she took Guan Min's hand and said, "I was wrong, you just think I'm an old fool, we Lao An's family is sorry for you. If you don't have children, then you won't have them. It's destined to happen. You and An Lei will live a good life in the future. "

Guan Min held her mother-in-law with her backhand, and slowly pulled away without any trace. She comforted her mother-in-law softly: "It's okay, the doctor said, as long as the excision is done, it can usually be cured." She thought, what's the use of saying sorry?In the end, isn't it selfish that you want to accompany your son until he grows old and dies?You are not happy to have no children, but who has ever asked me if I am happy?

The old lady didn't make it through in the end. It only lasted a month from the time she was diagnosed to the time she left. Because it had spread throughout her body, there was no point in surgery.

During the cremation, An Lei hugged Guan Min and cried like a child.This mama's boy has to be independent.Guan Min only felt relaxed. After all, they could live out the world they wanted for two people, and no one would force them to have children again.If not, there won't be anything, she thought, but she won't let An Lei go. After all, this is the meaning of her existence in BJ, whether it's emotionally or in terms of face.

Because Guan Min did a good job in front of and behind her mother-in-law, An's father admired this daughter-in-law so much that he directly transferred the ownership of the old house to his daughter-in-law.Then he said to his son, I also want to find my dream. I don’t know that one day I may lie down like your mother and never get up again.

The old man's dream was to be his dance partner. He quickly remarried, but there was no financial dispute, so An Lei and Guan Min couldn't say anything.I can only watch the old man let himself go and live a comfortable life for as long as he can in his later years.

The campus of No. [-] Affiliated High School was quiet, with students leaving one after another and new ones coming in one after another.Leaving also means starting over, and soon, a new school year will begin again.

(End of this chapter)