tenth year of teaching

Chapter 204 Secret Love
Charlene knew that Guo Xu liked Xiaobai, and it was for this reason that she could not decide to go back to Hebei to take the college entrance examination.

Seeing Guo Xu's bitter crush, Xia Lin was very anxious and wanted to help her find out, but Guo Xu stopped her every time.Looking at Xiaobai's serious profile in class, and seeing him laughing and playing with his classmates after class, she was already very happy.

At night, when no one is around, I will write some diaries by myself.

'I couldn't remember the tune of "You at the Same Table", but when I heard it suddenly today, I naturally thought of you at the same table.

I thought I had always been an easy person to get along with, and others said they envied my relationship with everyone. It was only after we sat together that I realized that I was not good enough at all.

At first, as expected, I was able to successfully make you like me, and as expected, I became a friend who talked about everything with you. We studied together and went to self-study together.Even when I am alone in the classroom, you are willing to hold a book and keep me company.Haha, I was so grateful to you then.I still remember that you often brought me dinner, ordinary egg fried rice, but you would never forget to add vinegar and leave out the green onions.I still remember the two of us eating instant noodles in the classroom because we were lazy. There was a packet of sauce missing from my noodles. You said you didn’t like this kind of sauce, so you added more than half of it to my bowl.But recently it feels like these things are far away from us.

That day you started not talking. I thought it was because you were in your second year of high school and you were under too much pressure, so I understand you.I know you have a working father, and you are the only hope for the family to get ahead.So I didn't speak either.I feel sorry for you when I see you working so hard every day, but we can never talk like we did before.In fact, everyone knows that you and I are always competing in study. Because I see you studying hard after class, just like you, I never waste 10 minutes after class. You know that I finish my homework at 1 o'clock in the evening. , I worked hard until 1:[-]. Because I saw that your math scores were always among the top in the class, I never stopped practicing math problems.Because you saw that I was good at English, you memorized the words and read the text every morning.Such competition makes us all exhausted.Finally, on that day, you said to me: I'm sorry, I don't want to be my roommate anymore, it's too much pressure.
Yes, I may not have noticed that you, who were always at the top every month, have made mistakes in the exams since we were at the same table.I think this is also contrary to the purpose of the class leader to let us sit together. At the beginning, he told me that we specially asked us to be together and make progress together.But looking at it now, it seems that we are not doing well enough.I admit it. I promised to separate from you and help you find a new deskmate. However, as the college entrance examination is approaching, no one is willing to change seats, and no one is willing to sit in the second row, which particularly attracts the teacher's attention. position.You failed to change seats in the end. You were almost crying at that time. I was also very sad. If your normal performance in the college entrance examination was affected due to my reasons, then I would be the sinner of your whole family.So I smiled and said to you: If you see me unhappy, let me change it, and I will go to the teacher.I don't think you will know how helplessly I laughed at that time.You said, nothing, forget it.

From then on, I tried hard to control myself and not let the atmosphere between us become tense.What's more, I don't say unnecessary words to you, for fear that you will find me annoying. Haha, I have never worked so hard to get along with my classmates since I was a child. Only you make me feel that I can also be annoying.Two weeks before the final exam for the first year of high school, you gave me a letter, saying that you didn’t hate me, but that you felt that you had done something wrong and that you shouldn’t have proposed changing your deskmate. You also said that you wanted to go back to the way we used to be. , you can joke without scruples.I didn't reply to you because I didn't have time, but also because I wanted to show that I was willing to go back in time with you. The next day, I took the initiative to talk to you, and you cooperated with me to mess around. However, why I feel sick when I laugh with you.Is it because we are all too fake? Maybe we all realized that after a few days like this, we didn't talk again. I think I should be blamed this time, because I really don't want to spend more It's time to repair our friendship. We all know that no matter how hard we try, it will be in vain.

One week before the final exam, I thought it was over between us because neither of us wanted to say a word to each other. If I had any math questions, I would just go to the teacher directly instead of sitting on the table obediently like I always did. Listen to your talk.You, too, haven't said a word to me. But we have written a lot of words on each other's classmates, and no one knows who means those words sincerely.
We met in the teacher's office after the final exam. I smiled at you, but you seemed to be having a hard time deciding whether to smile back at me. I thought no, you may not know, I only smile when I meet you. Only the most ordinary classmates in school would greet me with a smile.It's time for us to go back to where we started.'

"Why did you write such a childish article again? If you like it, why don't you just go over and tell him? Maybe they don't even know you like him, and they might agree after telling you." Xia Lin always felt that Guo Xu This is very frustrating.

Guo Xu looked at his waxy hair and dull skin.Taking another look at Pei Xueqing's dazzling appearance not far away, she still shook her head resolutely.She would rather dream by herself than let Xiaobai know her thoughts.

As everyone knows, the more this happens, the deeper he sinks.

"I think we should wait until after the college entrance examination. Besides, I really don't have much confidence."

"Hey, you can do it."

Guo Xu knew that Xia Lin and Tao Li were in love, and their relationship experience was legendary.

One quiet afternoon, Charlene woke up and wiped the saliva from her mouth.He looked up in a daze and saw Tao Li walking into the classroom. He looked particularly attractive under the sunlight.

So Charlene shook off her wrinkled clothes, stood up, walked to Tao Li, and said to him, "Tao Li, I think you are very suitable to be my boyfriend. How about we give it a try?"

Tao Li's eyebrows twitched twice, and he opened his mouth and said, "Okay, just give it a try."

So the two fell in love like lightning, compared to the thunderbolt of the two.Guo Xu's secret thoughts for a year seemed to be a joke, but no matter how much Xia Lin persuaded him, he still refused to take the initiative.

Even Tao Li was depressed and often reached for Xia Lin's shoulders to persuade Guo Xu.

However, no matter how much Tao Li hinted, Xiaobai never realized that he had been secretly in love with him for a year.

The stories of youth are very touching, some are passionate and unrestrained, and some are subtle and fragrant.Each of us has experienced youth. Where will the story go this year?
(End of this chapter)