tenth year of teaching

Chapter 274 Reflection

The road of life is full of thorns, but a successful person illuminates his journey with the light of hope and burns away those thorns with the fire of patience. --contradiction

How many successful people have burned out so many thorns, Chu Xia doesn’t know. She only knows that in 2018, she and all the teachers and students who graduated from the No. 2018 High School in [-] faced a road full of thorns, but they still failed to overcome it.

I haven't finished watching the movie, and the moment I stepped out of Bona, I felt discouraged. Not to mention a breakthrough, the goal of 300 people that I had reached before was not completed.The class that had always been promising turned out to be the worst. Everyone was stunned and could not accept such a result.

Xu Shengchun's condition has improved a lot, and he still managed to save his leg, which is considered a blessing.The doctor said that it was a miracle that he could recover like this, and it would all depend on his recovery later.He never cried out about pain. Whether in front of outsiders or in front of his own family, he always smiled and made excuses.But in the dead of night, when I was trying to find feeling in my limbs, I was sweating profusely in pain and biting my lips.

The city will only remember the heroes of the moment and will not know the pain behind you and the mental and physical torture you endured during the long recovery period.However, fortunately Xu Shengchun survived the initial difficulties and will eventually get better in the future.

Chu Xia hesitated before dialing his phone number and informed him of the statistics.There was silence on the other end of the phone for a long time before I remembered his hoarse voice.

"It's already like this, accept the reality, and do a good job in student work in the future."

"This has never happened before. No matter how bad the Haidian line was in the mock test, I never got such a result. I asked about it and found that many borderline students, especially girls, who worked hard but were not flexible enough, all dropped out this time. Online There are dozens of people with a score of 10. If it is lower than [-] points, we will not only complete the task, but also achieve the best results." Chu Xia was very frustrated.

"Just accept that there is nothing you can do about it."

After hanging up the phone, Chu Xia kept thinking about what went wrong in her mind.One phone call after another, one message after another, the phone screen lights up and dims, dims and lights again.

It wasn't until evening that she finally regained her composure and responded to messages from the students.

"Don't be discouraged. You can choose to apply for a junior college later, or if you are still unwilling, you can choose to repeat. However, our public schools are not allowed to accept repeat students. You can ask outside training institutions or schools in other districts. For a while. But this requires you to endure hardship and persist in studying hard. "

"Yes, if you want to apply for the exam next year, you can apply directly to the Education Committee."

"Sorry, the school no longer accepts repeat students. There are regulations and it is not allowed."

"Yes, some of the better junior college majors may have been admitted in advance during the recruitment process, but that doesn't mean that they are all filled. We will issue the admissions brochure immediately, so you can take a closer look."

"Yes, we will arrange a parent-teacher meeting for each grade immediately. Students can also come in person. We will issue admission brochures and admission scores for previous years. We will also hold a detailed explanation meeting on the application options. Don't worry, we will explain it in detail."

After replying to the messages from students and parents, I started reading messages from teachers bit by bit.

"It's so strange. I've never had such a bad result in an exam. Is it abnormal, director?"

"Our current class of students can be said to be the best I have taught in the past few years, but with such poor results, there must be something wrong."

"The gap between the suburbs and the urban area is getting bigger and bigger. There is no way around it. Director, did you know? In Chinese language assessment, in the past, suburban counties were relatively strong in dictation reading, and students would be deducted whenever they appeared in consecutive words. We can't take any advantage at all. As for the test questions that flexibly test ability, we can't compare with the establishment."

"Reform, as long as there is reform, there will be policy changes. How can we in the suburbs know these changes so clearly? MD is just bullying people."

"BJ has a paper, Haidian Xicheng 985 accounts for more than 90% of the admission rate, what else are we trying to do?"

"This year has been in vain again."

"You wake up early every day and work hard at night, and you don't even know why?"

"The key is students. Should they be used as cannon fodder for reform? Should they be at the bottom?"

“Isn’t Yuyang a BJ person? Why don’t we get attention?”

"Director, did you know? Our teaching and research staff said that the city held a research meeting on reforming the college entrance examination without notifying the suburban counties, and they didn't take us seriously at all."

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Chu Xia understands the teachers' frustration. They have nowhere to vent, so they must give them an outlet.I am like a trash can, accepting complaints, anger and unwillingness from different people at different levels.

The most distressing thing is not these, but the messages sent by the students.Except for those who announced the good news, many students who were online only sent messages after a delay.

"Brother Xia, I regret it. I shouldn't have listened to you. I should have just worked hard in my freshman year of high school."

"I'm a little frustrated. I feel too embarrassed to go out."

"I'm going to work. If I can't pass the exam and I don't make any money, I'll be drowned in spit during this holiday."

"My mother called me a loser. I couldn't even get into college after studying for 12 years, so why should I date someone? Haha."

"Brother Xia, do you have to take the college entrance examination before entering high school? Do you have to die if you don't pass?"

"Brother Xia, I regret going to high school. What's the use?"

"I had an argument with my dad yesterday, and he whipped me again. He said I was useless and that I would eat and drink every day and wait to die. One day I would die and let them see who was more ruthless?"

Chu Xia's fingers hurt when pressed, and she was afraid of speaking out. These children didn't look at her. Many of them pretended to be strong, but behind the scenes they were actually extremely childish and weak.She tried to persuade her one by one. When the phone was unreachable, she sent messages, asked the class teacher for comfort, and asked the parents to do some work.

"Are you the grade director? What a shabby school. Didn't you say it was online before? Why can't you pass the exam? You are all living for nothing!"

"If I had known, I would have sent our children to find private schools in the city. What they say is better than what they sing. The online rate has exceeded 85%. Now I have seen through it. You people who are eating from public schools are all trash."

"Oh, teacher, our daughter is fine. Anyway, her father is Baoshan, so he won't pass the exam. Don't let her laugh at her. Then she can find someone to marry."

"Don't persuade him, it's trash. We don't blame the teacher. Whoever tells him not to work hard, I owe him death."

June of this year is engraved in the heart of early summer like a brand. No matter how long it takes, all that is remembered is pain, unwillingness and annoyance.The entire country's education reform is intensifying its efforts. Not only BJ City, but also other provinces and regions are moving forward crazily. Reform will inevitably require sacrifices. 6 will eventually pass, and 2018 is coming soon.

The country needs a large number of innovative talents, but as the terminal of basic education, high school is a question mark as to where to go?After graduating in early summer for ten years, I have undergone three major textbook revisions, and now I am at the forefront of more complex changes.After bidding farewell to 2018, the new class will soon take over the subject selection process, but will they leave the class?How to leave work?How to learn from the experience of 2018, what can be done and what cannot be done?There are too many questions lying in the middle of the crossroads, waiting for schools, teachers, parents and students to find answers.

(End of this chapter)