Traveling through the 1980s: The female supporting role is changing the plot again

Chapter 104

Speaking of these secret stories hidden deep in his heart, Chen Chen's speaking speed gradually slowed down.

In fact, he also wanted to take this opportunity today to make a confession to Bai Lu.

Since Bai Lu has published several more books than him, it is equivalent to living in this world for almost hundreds of years longer.She has experienced war and survived for decades in the prosperous age. She has been to a more distant future and even practiced immortality.She has so much experience, and her thoughts change from simple to complex to simple.She has experienced the supreme power in the world in this book, and perhaps small love and love are already weak in her eyes.

But what about having supreme power?What about after exhausting all the mysteries in the book?Bai Lu pursues the secrets in the book and longs to be able to control her own destiny, but what's the point?If it is for immortality, then several of them here can basically achieve it.For greater freedom?Freedom always has boundaries. It is just a relative term and never has an absolute meaning.

Chen Chen thought that Bai Lu was suffering from paranoia. Maybe she didn't realize that what she wanted was illusory.Chen Chen has also experienced a lot of "life". The longer time goes by, the clearer he understands that beauty and ugliness are all bones in the end, and power and wealth are nothing but fleeting clouds.The only thing that truly exists in this world and lasts forever is emotion.

The status of the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl is very different, and the immortals are different, but their stories can be passed down through the ages, not because of wealth and status, but because of the sincere feelings between them;

Although the story of the prince and princess is a fairy tale, it is popular, isn't it also because of the dreamy love and friendship?

If you get the right person.Life is long and meaningless. If you want to give it some meaning, Chen Chen believes that only feelings are long-term.

Chen Chen hoped that his feelings could impress Bai Lu, but he didn't expect that he would just scare Bai Lu away and get further and further away from him.It was rare for Bai Lu to meet Yang Muchun, who had such strong mental power in his first life, otherwise there would be no chance for her to sit here quietly for so long.

Chen Chen may have chosen to commit suicide out of empathy that day. What made him even more determined was also his selfishness.At that time, he was also a little moved by Bai Lu's statement. It was not that he had not thought about it carefully. For so long, Chen Chen had not made any progress beyond his deplorable fate, and he only gained a little extra power in this car accident.He wanted more and couldn't rely on Bai Lu's help.

He thought that if he could stand side by side with Bai Lu, he might be able to understand Bai Lu's thoughts and accept Bai Lu's proposal.

Chen Chen also understood that he didn't have as much experience as Bai Lu, and he couldn't let go of the feelings he couldn't get.This feeling has lasted for decades, and it is not easy to let go of it suddenly.If he had stronger power, he would not only be able to deal with his feelings and destiny more powerfully, but he might also be able to influence Bai Lu's choices.

So, how do you become stronger?Break free from the shackles of the author?Chen Chen had no choice but he dared to try.As a supporting character "on the list" of the author, even if he succeeds in committing suicide, the author will resurrect him.

After making such a hasty decision, Chen Chen jumped from the tall building without hesitation.

After Bai Lu left, Chen Chen seemed to be emotionally injured and jumped off the building. Bai Lu didn't know about it.Chen Chen lost his self-awareness for a period of time and followed the plot in the book.He didn't even wake up when he saw Bai Lu again.

Bai Lu quickly realized that something was wrong with Chen Chen. She spent a lot of effort and finally awakened Chen Chen's self-awareness.Chen Chen, who had just woken up, was shocked by the memories in his mind and fell to the ground.He held his head in pain, enduring the impact of memories from the past and the secrets of this world.At this time, Bai Lu looked at Chen Chen thoughtfully.

"After I left that day, you purified yourself? How did you do it?" Bai Lu was most curious about this question.

Presumably Bai Lu also cherishes life and has never attempted suicide.Chen Chen lay on his back and burst into laughter after he recovered.

It turns out that after committing suicide, the author will resurrect the character, but it will be like reloading the game. The previous equipment and skills must be practiced again. Of course, the luxury of self-awareness will not be restored at the same time.

Chen Chen asked instead, "How did you wake me up?"

Bai Lu frowned, not very happy with Chen Chen's question.Before she could speak, Chen Chen said first, "I still have a little impression. Are you telling me the story about when I was about to die in the first two books? You also have an impression of the book in which we were together for the first time in ancient times. ?"

Bai Lu had not developed self-awareness when she read the book. Logically speaking, she would not know what happened at that time, nor would she know why Chen Chen felt unwilling and painful.

Bai Lu raised her eyebrows slightly and simply sat next to Chen Chen.

This is in Chen Chen's office.The sun shone in obliquely, covering Chen Chen's books, tables and chairs with an orange veil.Bai Lu had just stood on the side, her face still soft, but now she sat down, but she was sitting in the shadow of the bookcase. Chen Chen adjusted the angle for herself and lay still on the ground, quietly waiting for Bai Lu's answer.

Bai Lu said angrily, "You feel quite comfortable lying on the ground?"

Chen Chen bared his teeth and smiled, "At least you are here to care about me."

Bai Lu rolled her eyes and answered Chen Chen's last question.There is nothing to hide in this matter, Chen Chen will also discover this method. "I looked up books written by authors."

"All the books by the author?"

"Yes. We can only survive in the pen of this author."

Chen Chen suddenly realized it, and then asked: "How many books does the author have now? How many worlds can we go to?"

Bai Lu said, "Except for the world where you and I live together and the few worlds I have been to, there are not many worlds left. And many of them are imperfect. Maybe the author didn't want to write about it halfway through."

Chen Chen said "oh".Then he showed off, "I heard that you discovered so many mysteries about this world, and you never mentioned suicide. At that time, I felt that if you didn't love me, then I wouldn't have much to live for, so I tried to commit suicide. back."

Bai Lu opened her eyes wide in surprise, "Are you crazy? Are you committing suicide casually? What if the author thinks the plot is good and directly kills you? What's more, if your self-awareness completely disappears, then your character's life will be There's no point in coming here, you're already completely dead! This is too bold!"

(End of this chapter)