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Chapter 169 Private Diary
Back at Ma Xiaoliang's house, it was already after 10 pm. Ma Xiaoliang's parents had been waiting. Seeing that Ma Xiaoliang was drunk again and Zhao Cui had taken a taxi to bring him back, they had to help her to sleep in her room on the second floor!Similarly, since Zhao Cui didn't come in, Ma Xiaoliang was too drunk again, so he arranged for Zhao Cui to sleep in Ma Xiaoliang's sister's room, with new sheets and quilts!
Zhao Cui remembered what she had asked during the day. When she helped Ma Xiaoliang to the second floor, she was surprised to find that the bed had been replaced. It was actually a new bed. She thought that Ma Xiaoliang must have said it at noon, but she didn't expect that it would be all the same when she came back at night. New bed, of course only the bed was changed, nothing else had time to be changed!Ma Xiaoliang was so drunk that he was dizzy. Anyway, he was persuaded by all kinds of people, saying that if you bring your wife here today, you must drink. As a result, Ma Xiaoliang not only drank a round himself, but also drank a round for Zhao Cui, and then he drank too much!Zhao Cui was anxious and angry, but there was nothing he could do. After all, he was not familiar with his high school classmates, so he really couldn't stop him by force!Zhao Cui came to Ma Xiaoliang's sister's room. In fact, the room was not big, but it was on the first floor, next to the living room. Since her sister was married, no one had lived there for a long time, so she only arranged to stay when someone came to the family!Zhao Cui was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, but still couldn't fall asleep. She was thinking about how Ma Xiaoliang was upstairs, so she wanted to go up and have a look. Then she thought that Ma Xiaoliang's parents lived on the first floor. She went up directly, not knowing whether his parents would feel bad about her. It was too casual, so I called, but Ma Xiaoliang’s cell phone rang in his bag. I remembered that I had already held it, fearing that Ma Xiaoliang would lose it if he drank too much!Zhao Cui took out Ma Xiaoliang's phone, unlocked it directly, and checked WeChat, but there was almost no news, not even Xiaoya!Opening QQ again, Ma Xiaoliang has less than 10 QQ friends left. Everyone knows it. Of course, Ma Xiaoliang added himself and set it as a special follower. He thought that out of 3900 friends, less than 10 of his 2004 friends were slowly deleted. indivual!Zhao Cui opened Ma Xiaoliang's QQ space, and found that there was a private diary, and she had to answer questions!The question is simple: Which province is my favorite?Zhao Cui entered "Jiangbei" and entered directly. She was overjoyed for a moment, but she didn't expect this person to be so thoughtful!When I opened it, it turned out that it was a diary from 2007 to [-], none of which had been made public because it was kept private, but each one was related to me!
The first article is about the extreme grief and indignation over the breakup. The words are full of grief, anger, rage and helplessness. He even said that he plans to become a monk and practice meditation. Then there are all kinds of complaints, whether he wants to live or die!Zhao Cui's eyes were opened because she remembered that Ma Xiaoliang was very calm and indifferent at that time, and she saw that Ma Xiaoliang actually had another side in the diary!Every article in the future is related to myself. Either I heard what others said about me, or I met him by chance today. Ma Xiaoliang wrote down every time. He tortured himself. He even wrote that it was too tortured, so it was better to kill himself. At the same time, he asked why It's so unfair to treat him like this!One article from my junior year was particularly funny. It mentioned that elementary school girl, saying that although she looked a bit like Zhao Cui, I didn’t know if the people around me had their heads kicked by donkeys or had ulterior motives. I did feel a little cute and wanted to try it and start over. Discovered that this was not Zhao Cui!In addition, now I no longer have the patience to start over again, and I complain that women have too many things to do, which makes me very annoyed. I now have no patience at all, and I continue to eat blah blah blah!Zhao Cui read through the articles one by one, laughing and angry at the same time, thinking about what Li Yi said to Wang Qi back then: This guy is so self-tortured that he doesn't even bother to listen to anyone's advice!However, he was stunned when he saw the penultimate article. Ma Xiaoliang changed his usual complaints and described this incident with a hint of sadness: I went back to school for the last time today and saw her for the last time. I thought I would be calm, but now She has learned from others that she is someone else's woman, absolutely!At that time, she was supported by Li Yi and walked slowly, with a sad look on her face!I was thinking, where did her boyfriend go?Why was Li Yi accompanying him? At that time, he felt that his beloved was not only kidnapped but also bullied. Although Li Yi didn't say anything, he guessed that Zhao Cui must have been bullied, but he could only be extremely disappointed because How could the treasure that I once regarded as Bai Yueguang end up like this in the hands of others!Seeing herself in a daze, Wang Qi quietly told herself that now is when she is at her weakest. You must not miss the last chance. Even if she has just had an abortion, you must not give up the last chance. After all, people always have you in their hearts. , you asked me for your new contact information some time ago but I didn’t give it to you!I was angry at that time, extremely angry. Week after week, I chased her for half a year without touching her hands. I went to someone else's place for just one week, and even went to have an abortion. When I thought about her having sex with someone else, I became extremely angry. Is this fair to me? ?Wang Qi said anxiously: Are you willing to miss it for the rest of your life?You said that losers only make excuses, but only winners can embrace beautiful women. You are willing to be a loser!Graduation is about to come, go and tell her that you love her, at least you have loved her before. No matter how she treats you, don’t leave any regrets to yourself!At that time, I was extremely sad and angry and refused to obey, but I was still dragged over. Looking at the girl in front of me who once made me unforgettable, I felt complicated. I thought of all the past, and I wanted to take it back, but at the moment she was closed. Both eyes don't want to look at me. I would rather give it to others than look at me!Forget it, I want to say it, whether she listens or not, I have to say it, but I was taken away by my roommate before I could say it, but I really want to say, give me one more minute! ! !When I arrived at the station, I wondered if she would suddenly appear, but when the southbound train pulled into the station, I realized that it was really late and there was no chance!Forget it, I was alone when I came, and I will be alone when I leave, that’s all. It’s so uncomfortable to say goodbye to the woman I love most after four years of college life!Seeing this, Zhao Cui thought that he knew everything back then. Until the last moment, Li Yi and Wang Qi still wanted to create the last chance. He closed his eyes at that time because he felt that he was not perfect anymore and had no shame to see Ma Xiaoliang!But you said it, silly boy, bastard, I agreed immediately after you said it. I was thinking that I would agree no matter what you said, but it's a pity that you didn't say anything!Hey, what's the last article?Zhao Cui was curious, so she opened it and saw that it was from the Luoyang Peony Festival not long ago. The title was very simple: "This old woman who tortured me for ten years is back!" It said in an accusatory tone that she was back again, and that she had just died in one day. I fell in love, I thought I had completely forgotten it, but I didn’t expect that after seeing her appear in Hanfu, I felt like I was in a dream, as if I had never left. This bastard-like old woman has tortured me for ten years in the past. Is it possible that she will come back again? She has to torture me for ten years, but I still feel the same as when I first met her. I have a feeling that my fate is destined to fall into her hands, and then I try to cheer myself up!At the same time, I found an encrypted folder in Ma Xiaoliang's QQ mailbox. The password prompt was: Favorite woman's surname. Zhao Cui entered Zhao and opened it directly. It was actually full of various photos taken of Zhao Cui back then. They were all there. He had deleted everything he had said before, leaving not a single word behind. This liar, a big liar!There was also a document in it, which made Zhao Cui laugh out loud: I want to masturbate myself, but I don’t watch Japanese movies. I just want to see the woman I like most. I have never gotten it, so I want to do it the most. , I am particularly unwilling to do so. Even if I can no longer jerk off when I am 1 years old, I will still have a look and try to jerk off one last time!
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