see you in spring

Chapter 185 Desire for Survival [-]

Sun Yan made breakfast for her children in the morning, but Liu Quantao's door was still closed.

She hesitated for a few seconds, then knocked on the door: "Come out and have something to eat."

There was no movement in the room.

Sun Yan knocked hard a few more times, but Liu Quantao inside still didn't respond.

Sun Yan suddenly thought of something. She twisted the door lock in panic, pushed the door open and saw that Liu Quantao was lying motionless on the bed with his back on his back.

"Quan Tao? What's wrong with you?" Sun Yan rushed to the bed and pulled his body over.

Liu Quantao looked haggard and his eyes were bloodshot. His dull eyes finally turned and looked at Sun Yan lifelessly.

Seeing that he was still alive, the stone in Sun Yan's heart finally fell to the ground.

She was a little annoyed: "I called you so many times, why didn't you?"

Liu Quantao still didn't speak, staring straight at the ceiling.

Sun Yan was furious: "Liu Quantao, what on earth are you going to do? You have been staying in this room since they left. If you were so unwilling, you should not have let them leave at that time."

The corner of Liu Quantao's mouth twitched, his voice was low and hoarse: "Swallow, let's get a divorce."

Sun Yan was startled for a moment, thinking she heard wrongly.He begged her not to divorce before, but now he couldn't bear it when his mother and his brother left, and he wanted to divorce her?

It turned out that in his heart, she was always an outsider.

Just leave, she was planning to leave anyway.Sun Yan stood up slowly, staggered to the door, and suddenly saw her two sons sitting at the table having breakfast.Her heart sank. She had only endured it because of her children.Now he doesn't care, why?
She didn't want her son to hear their conversation, so she closed the door forcefully, turned around and walked towards Liu Quantao angrily.

"I wanted to live and die without you before, but now you can leave if you want. Liu Quantao, what do you mean? Have you ever considered me and the child?" At this time, Sun Yan felt like a joke. She was so determined to convince herself to give him another chance, but she didn't expect that he didn't take her seriously at all.

Liu Quantao's face was ashen, and a tear slowly flowed from his eyes: "I will give you all the money and house in the family. You can live a good life with your children."

Hearing what he said was wrong, Sun Yan was vigilant and said: "Liu Quantao, you don't want to do stupid things again, do you? You want to get everything done, and you make people who care about you heartache for the rest of your life? You are so selfish!"

Liu Quantao sniffed: "I won't do stupid things again, otherwise I will be sorry for the doctors and nurses who risked their lives and tried their best to save me from hell."

"It's good that you know." Sun Yan also had red eyes: "Is it because of your mother and your brother that you divorced me?"

Liu Quantao shook his head and held back the tears behind him.

"Is that to elope with that woman?" Sun Yan lowered her voice and cried.

Liu Quantao covered his eyes in pain: "Yanzi, I, Liu Quantao, will only have you as my wife in this life."

"Then why did you divorce me? Have you considered the feelings of the children? It was for the children that I decided to give you and this family a chance. Now you can leave if you want. What do you think of me and the children? ?" Sun Yan was so angry that she tugged at his collar and asked while crying.

"I have become a wanted criminal now. If you follow me, you will not have a good life except being dragged down by me." Liu Quantao pulled her hand away and finally yelled.The tears couldn't stop anymore. He covered his face with the quilt and started to cry.

Sun Yan finally understood where his heart was.

"You gave me your house and children, what will you do?" Sun Yan asked, wiping away her tears.

Liu Quantao cried in the quilt for a long time. After he vented his emotions, he wiped his tears and nose on the quilt and said in despair: "Find a remote small village and live incognito for the rest of your life."

Hearing his pitiful voice, Sun Yan was moved and funny.

At this time, Liu Quantao, who was in despair, completely took him out of their lives, just so as not to affect the lives of her and the children.She could imagine how uncomfortable it was for him to make such a decision, and how much determination he needed to make.Although his decision was childish, at the most difficult moment, he was not thinking about himself, but thinking about her and the children from their perspective. With this alone, Sun Yan's resentment towards him disappeared.

She had forgiven him before because she had to stay and maintain the child so that he could have a complete home.But at this moment, she sincerely wanted to rebuild this family, and this man deserved a second chance.

Seeing that Sun Yan was silent, Liu Quantao, who was hiding under the quilt, continued: "You are a capable person. You have sacrificed too much for me and this family over the years. If I had been the one who went home to take care of the children, our family would The situation must be much better than now. After I leave, you will definitely be able to get back on your feet."

"Standing up again? You said it so easily. Do you know how difficult it is for a woman who has been out of the workplace for so long to get back? Now that you are letting me stand up again, why didn't you go home to take care of the children like Holly and let me Will you continue to stay in the workplace?" Sun Yan recalled that if she had not come back to take care of her children, she would really have done better than Liu Quantao.

Liu Quantao looked at Sun Yan shamelessly and continued to cover his face with the quilt: "I...I didn't have the courage. At that time, your parents always looked down on me and wouldn't let you marry me. I just wanted to show them that I also had it. Those who can support you and your children can make you live a good life. I have been working hard just to be able to stand up. But I found that no matter what I did in the workplace before marriage, I could not compare with you."

"Why do you want to compare with me?" It was the first time Sun Yan heard him say these words, and it was also the first time she knew what he was thinking.

"I am a man, but I am not as capable as you. How can I support you and support this family? After you resigned, I have been working hard and don't want to admit that you are better than me. But after you gave birth to the baby, you just went out to look for The job salary was higher than mine. I really felt useless at the time.”

"My higher salary means more income for our family. Isn't this a good thing? Why are you comparing yourself to me?" Sun Yan found it incredible.

"You don't understand! I want your parents and you to know that you are right. I, Liu Quantao, am very capable and can make you and your child live a good life." Liu Quantao still feels guilty after saying it now.

"Later, you gave birth to your second child and gave up the workplace completely, and I finally got promoted and finally became an elite in the workplace in everyone's eyes. At that time, I thought I was finally getting ahead, and I was impetuous. In order to keep you worshiping me and looking up to me, Sometimes I deliberately ignore your feelings, hit you, and deny you. I... am just a selfish bastard. You are right to divorce me. Of course you should listen to your parents. If you had not married me, you would have been fine. Much better than now.”

"Yes, if I hadn't married you, I would be countless times better off than I am now." Sun Yan gritted her teeth and said.

Liu Quantao in the bed was silent for a few seconds, tears streaming down again: "I'm sorry."

"But if I hadn't married you, I wouldn't have Lele and Tiantian." Sun Yan was angry and annoyed. She pulled his quilt away and raised her voice: "Liu Quantao, listen to me. I have never regretted it." It's your own choice. If you really feel sorry for me, cheer me up, take good care of this family and the children, and let us get through this difficulty together as a family."

Liu Quantao looked pained: "There is no place that will hire me now. I can no longer bring value to this family, and I can't take care of you. Leaving you is the only thing I can do for you now."

"Fart! You just left like this and left the whole business to me, a housewife. Is this for our own good? This is called escaping! Don't you want me to worship you? Then you stay and show off. .”

Liu Quantao shook his head, buried his face in the quilt again, and huddled up: "...I'm sorry."

(End of this chapter)