hunter commando

Chapter 1106 Don't Want Me
In the morning, Feng Yuye got up and saw Li Mu already half leaning on the head of the bed, looking in front of him as if in a daze.

"When you wake up, I'll fetch water for you to wash up." Feng Yuye put on her coat and shoes and headed to the bathroom.

The ward is very high-end, with a large suite of more than 70 square meters.

Li Mu said, "Open the window and let me look outside."

"it is good."

Feng Yuye walked over, opened the curtains, and opened the windows. Sunlight and wind poured in softly, and the air in the ward became clear.

Li Mu took a greedy breath, "Comfortable."

Feng Yuye smiled happily, "Wait, I'll get water."

There are special care personnel, but Feng Yuye has no chance to let them into the house. She does all the care herself.

Today is already the 30th day. Li Mu has been in the hospital for a full 30 days, and it will last longer.

He couldn't stay away from the bed, and Feng Yuye needed to massage various parts of his muscles every day. Every time he did this work, Feng Yuye couldn't control his tears when he saw scars all over the places he massaged.

Being left useless, Li Mu felt depressed.Feng Yuye couldn't be happier to see Li Mu in good spirits today.

After Feng Yuye washed up, he brought a basin of warm water over and wiped Li Mu's face, hands, body, feet, and every part of his body very carefully as usual.

Li Mu held Feng Yuye's hand distressedly, looked at Feng Yuye who seemed ten years older, and gently touched the wrinkles on her forehead, unable to say a word.

In just this month, Feng Yuye looked so haggard that he looked like a different person.

Li Mu was heartbroken, but his self-blame was getting deeper and deeper, and he believed that he, a useless person, had dragged down his wife and children.I take care of everyone, but I can’t take care of my family.Many, many times, that might have been a slogan.On many occasions, Li Mu also made full mental preparations.

Death is nothing, it's what he looks like now that makes him uncomfortable.He never thought that he would become like this, it would be better to die.He could die cruelly and leave his family to Feng Yuye, but there had to be something to pay for.But he couldn't be like this and still accept it calmly.

Yes, there are more than 200 million people. What is missing from you? Without you, the army will not fight?Of course not, it’s just that if someone has to die, what’s the difference between dying yourself and others?Don’t others have families or children?

We all understand and have such a deep understanding.

Therefore, Feng Yuye said it several times in the past few days and stopped talking about it.To be precise, as a child of a military family, Feng Yuye had already had this awareness. As a military relative and an active soldier, she had this awareness even more.

"It's good. If he can't stand up, he won't bother. I'll take care of him for the rest of his life." Feng Yuye said to Chief Zhang Ning.

Chief Zhang Ning, who had gray hair, got into the car and left, leaving behind his old tears.

"I'm going to make breakfast. What do you want to eat?" Feng Yuye asked.

Li Mu smiled and said, "I want to poop."

After giving Li Mu a blank look, Feng Yuye said, "Be more disgusting."

After saying that, he helped Li Mu up in a familiar manner, let him sit on the wheelchair, and then pushed him to the large toilet. Then he helped him sit on the toilet and then said, "I'm going to make breakfast. You can do it yourself." solve."

"No problem, go ahead, wife." Li Mu's smile was bright.

After closing the toilet door, Feng Yuye walked out, tears streaming down her face.

In the toilet, Li Mu held his head, cried violently, silently, and beat his right leg hard, but it was of no use at all.

The couple seemed to have a tacit understanding. He didn't want her to see him cry, and she didn't want him to see her cry.Going to the bathroom is just an excuse that everyone knows.

Li Mu raised his head and wiped away his tears. He slowly regained his strength and took a deep breath. He raised his hands and tried to stand up with the strength of his legs.He seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and his right leg was motionless, without any feeling.Again and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again failed.

He gave up, sat down heavily, and stared blankly ahead.

Completely obsolete.

He slowly closed his eyes, and said to himself slowly, stop tossing, stop tossing, miracles will not happen to him again and again, admit it, the rest of his life will be spent with wheelchairs and crutches Let’s deal.Do you still have any regrets? Yes, there are many, many regrets, and there are still many, many things that have not been done.

But so what, Li Mu, you are not the savior, you are just a mortal, and there are times when you cannot stand up.

So, so be it.

He was relieved and at peace, although he knew very well that it was just a pretense.

admit it.

He struggled to sit on the wheelchair with his arms, slowly moved out, came to the window, and looked out.There are many tall trees outside, as well as grass and flowers. Unknown birds are chirping and flying around. The morning sunshine is very good.

There was a call in the distance, and the troops were going out for exercise.Next to the Army Hospital is a barracks where military songs are played loudly every day.Thinking that he would no longer be able to drill and train with the army, Li Mu felt a sense of loss and extreme sadness.He is only 30 years old. An officer of his age is the main cadre in the army. He should be fighting in the front line of the army's training. How can he be accompanied by a wheelchair.

There were footsteps, and Li Mu quickly wiped away the last traces of tears, adjusted his mood, and made himself look happy.Feng Yuye came in with breakfast, set it on the coffee table, and said, "Rice porridge, millet porridge, pickles, steamed buns, soy milk, deep-fried dough sticks, buns, eggs, and a few side dishes are all your favorites."

After placing it, Feng Yuye came over and pushed Li Mu over.

Li Mu said, "Eating like this every day makes me almost like a pig."

Feng Yuye gave him a bowl of porridge and wanted to feed him. He took it and scooped it out little by little with trembling hands.

"I'll give you a massage when you're full to make sure you won't gain weight," Feng Yuye said.

She knew that what he cared about was his physical strength. The muscles in his body had begun to show signs of atrophy due to a month-long lack of exercise.Feng Yuye insists on massage three times a day to alleviate this phenomenon.

"Daughter-in-law, you don't have to keep an eye on me every day. It's time to go to work. I have a nurse watching over me. It's no problem. Besides, I can do it on my own even if I have a broken leg." Li Mu said.

Feng Yuye brought him some side dishes and said, "I have resigned from my job, and now I am just an ordinary cadre waiting for arrangement. There are Liu Ma and Chen Chunying at home, and I don't need to worry about the children. You can rest in peace of mind, and I will take care of you if you are lame. Your whole life."

Li Mu drank the last bit and put down the bowl, "I was the one who dragged you down."

Feng Yuye looked at him and said, "Then you will listen to me obediently for the rest of your life and make it up to me."

After breakfast, Feng Yuye said, "Stay well, I'll go out for a while."

At the attending doctor's place, Chen Tao was already waiting and chatted a lot with the attending doctor.He arrived at the hospital early and asked about Li Mu's condition.Also coming with him was Shi Lei.Others wanted to come over, but Wen Chaoyang stopped them.This is also what Li Mu meant.He didn't know how to face his old comrades and subordinates.

Seeing Feng Yuye coming over, Shi Lei was about to cry again, "Sister-in-law, they are sending the squad leader to the Invalids Hospital."

The attending doctor said, "Mr. Li's recovery is good. He is recovering well from his trauma. The problem with his left leg is not serious, but his right leg... has undergone several surgeries and all the shrapnel inside has been removed, but... Judging from the current medical conditions, I can only say that there is a possibility of standing up, but the probability is very small."

Chen Tao said to the attending doctor, "Thank you, doctor."

The attending physician goes out.

Chen Tao looked at Feng Yuye guiltily and said, "Xiao Feng, Li Mu's current condition is no longer suitable for any position. It is the intention of the headquarters to send him to the Invalids Hospital."

"Vice President Chen, you know, sending him to that place will cost his life. He can't live without the army. He has become a bigger and bigger official, but look at it, when have you ever left the front line? You guys These leaders should have stopped him long ago, but you didn't. Now that he is disabled, just throw it to the Rongjun and ignore it. His will is very depressed now. If you do this, he will be completely disabled!" Feng Yuye stared at Chen Tao and said .

Shi Lei glared at Chen Tao angrily, his chest heaving violently.

"Xiao Feng..." Chen Tao said with difficulty, but he couldn't finish a single word.

He turned around and strode towards the ward, followed closely by Feng Yuye and Shi Lei.

Chen Tao opened the door and saw Li Mu sitting in a wheelchair. When he saw him, he smiled and raised his hands in salute, "Hello, sir."

Chen Tao, whose face was sinking into the water, walked up to Li Mu, looked at him, and said in a deep voice, "Li Mu, your third division is going to be handed over to someone else."

Li Mu nodded, "I can't be a teacher like this."

"The organizational reform has officially begun in an all-round way, and the three armed forces will undergo large-scale reorganizations. Your old unit, the 107th Brigade, will be merged with the 701th Regiment you led and reorganized into the Army's first air assault division. The [-]st Border Guard Regiment you led It must be changed into the Armed Police. The Army Aviation Regiment of the Third Division of the Armed Police must be transferred to the Armed Police Corps. The Marine Corps must be expanded and the paratrooper force must be reformed. Li Mu, the biggest wave of reform has arrived."

Chen Tao stared at Li Mu and said slowly, "The doctor said that your hope of standing up is slim, slim, but as long as there is a glimmer of hope, you can't give up. Haven't you been looking forward to the day of large-scale reorganization? Now this The day has come, and you, if you don’t stand up, you will miss the most exciting moment in your life forever!”

Li Mu's expression did not change at all. He shook his head slightly. His voice was low and tired, without any energy. "I'm a little tired and want to rest. After fighting for so many years, it's time for the army to support me."

"Fuck you!" Chen Tao pointed at Li Mu, "I tell you, the headquarters has decided to retire you and send you to the Veterans Hospital or a nursing home. You will be retired for the rest of your life. Let’s spend time together, old man and old lady.”

Suddenly, Li Mu in front of Wu Shenping turned to stare at Chen Tao, anger gradually emerging from his chest.

Shi Lei wiped his tears and said, "Squad leader, they want you to take off your military uniform. If you don't stand up, you will no longer be a soldier, squad leader!"

Li Mu said angrily to Chen Tao: "Why! Why should I retire! Why! I will never retire! I absolutely won't! Chen Tao, what the fuck is you saying that I was born to be a soldier!" It's you who said I can't do anything but be a soldier! Why don't you want me when I'm disabled! Why! Damn it, why don't you want me! You lied to me! You deceived me! I'm disabled You don’t want me! Chen Tao, you’re not a fucking Communist Party member!”

Chen Tao let out the loudest roar in his life: "Then you fucking stand up!!!"

"Chen Tao, fuck you!!!"

Li Mu stood up suddenly, stood firm, and stood there firmly.He pointed at Chen Tao and yelled, "You have nothing to say! You are a bastard! I will not retire! I will die!"

Chen Tao, Feng Yuye, and Shi Lei looked at Li Mu blankly with tears streaming down their faces.

In anger, Li Mu didn't get the answer he wanted. He cried. He cried and said to Feng Yuye, "Daughter-in-law, I won't retire. I won't retire. I can do whatever you want. I can do whatever you want. Wife, you follow me." Tell your dad, don’t let me go…”

Feng Yuye walked over and hugged Li Mu.

　Monthly pass

　　
　
(End of this chapter)