Xueba also wants to fall in love

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"If your ears are full of what others say about you all day long, if you even speculate on what others think about us, then no matter how talented and powerful you are, it will not help. Because for human beings, fear and jealousy are the deadliest It is also the most proficient weapon, you will be regarded as a lonely monster, living in isolation, completely isolated..."

"So, you learn to ignore them, let's ignore them completely, and turn a deaf ear to all their whispers, doubts, condemnations, fears and loathing behind our backs, and don't even think about them."

"But if you can't stand this kind of loneliness, then do something that everyone agrees with. Of course, you have to remember that you don't become Hokage to be recognized by everyone, but you become... er, just now I didn’t say that sentence. What I mean is, if you wake up and suddenly become the legal emperor of a super interstellar civilization that has been sleeping for a long time, then you should learn to be cute, learn to play soy sauce, learn to complain, learn to be embarrassing, and learn to fling Save the world by the way. Then people will think 'although I don't know who this sad passer-by soy sauce man is, but he seems very powerful', and then they will start to like you, because although you are strong, you have the essence He is still a passer-by soy sauce man. After all, the success of disabled people is usually not easy to attract envy, because they have flaws, which makes people happy to tolerate their success and harem without attracting fff gangs."

"Of course, if you can't make everyone like you, you can also make them fear you."

"How to do it? To make a person die is to destroy their body, but to make a person fearful is to play with their soul."

"To play with the souls of several people, you are scum, Nobita, villain, Athena, Nasu Kinoko."

"Playing with the souls of the whole world, you are the leader, mentor, tyrant, big bald head, and Emperor Yuri."

"The specific method? This kind of thing has to be experienced by yourself to be profound. To play galgames, to be able to handle all the characters with ease, to meditate on the laws that manipulate people's hearts... Find it from there, and play with all the souls in the palm of your hand The way to make the world dance at your fingertips, and then you can decide whether it pleases you or you destroy it.”

There is no doubt that the girl who taught me to play galgames when I was 13 years old is the chief culprit who led me to the road of trembling s and black-bellied madmen. For the past three years, I have been shivering under the dead light of my glasses Everyone should thank her.

——From galgame, find a way to play everyone badly... Cough, play with it in the palm of your hand.

But I don't know her name—yes, it should be a passer-by in my life that I know occasionally.It was only a little bit of a conversation in a chance encounter. She acted as my audience, listened to my distress, and made such a proposal.

Wearing a strange dress with a classic and seductive style, a strange hat, a young and beautiful girl with long golden hair, holding a small umbrella, and always smiling, she can be regarded as a friend for the time being. They didn't even exchange names.

... I don’t know what’s going on, but when I recall that person, my brain always compulsively emphasizes the word “young”. Really, a beautiful girl of that level should be at her young age .

The beautiful young lady disappeared after she finished her last sentence, like an unrestrained wind, it dissipated as soon as it blew.Although, if I want to remember something, I will never forget it, but over the years, my brain has been deceiving me under the control of the subconscious, and gradually modified the girl back then into a different appearance, Like a dream weaved in my heart, it became more and more perfect, so perfect that I realized that it was an illusion, but when I came back to my senses, I had already forgotten her original appearance-this is really a pity The thing, you know, I haven't seen her in years.

Thanks to Minase, I recalled this past in the conversation with her, and then lamented my false memory—if I just followed her advice when I first played galgame, then now, Shaking has become something that I instinctively, and it gives me pleasure when playing with people's hearts.Playing galgames has also become a daily habit rather than a task. Regardless of whether I will embark on the path of making the world dance for me in the future, in short, I have found a way forward. From this point of view, the little girl My sister is really my mentor in life.

There's actually nothing wrong with being a jerk and a black-bellied guy... except that it's embarrassing not being able to find a girlfriend. < I have been working in the direction of life for three years. I am afraid that I started my first love for a few minutes when I was 13 years old... But it is a pity that I haven't seen her since then.

On the way back home from Minase’s game store, I kept recalling related memories. Unfortunately, there were very few memories in the first place. After years of subconscious revisions, they have already changed beyond recognition.

Going back to the room and turning on the computer, the mouse stayed on the sao icon for a while, but in the end I didn't click on it. I took out the three galgames I bought today.The next task is to clear the level, collect all the elements, write down comments and experiences, decipher the contents of the disc and scan it into the mobile hard drive, repackage the disc-then send the comments to the game magazine that has been cooperating, and then I can sell the repackaged game with my comments and experience at ten times the price to the bully who has been in contact with me. In the end, I will receive a large amount of remuneration and purchase money, which is usually the amount of the game purchase fee. ten times.These will be used as action funds for private expenses, such as buying new games, buying new game consoles, buying new mobile hard drives, and the cost of usury, the capital of petty profits to buy people's hearts... and so on.

For Xueba, there are actually many ways to make money, and loan sharking is just my hobby.In fact, ninety-nine out of ten loans to Sakata Yinpachi would never be recovered, but the original purpose of the money was to buy pleasure, the pleasure of debt collection.

——By the way, the person who always likes to buy the games I played and the experiences I wrote down at a high price seems to be an excellent girl. No matter from the other party's words and sentences or her graceful handwriting, she can be seen to be extraordinary. The only thing that makes people speechless is her terrifying painting skills. She is a scary guy who can paint a small round face like Stallone... And it looks like a lady from a famous family. It's really strange that such a guy is actually a house girl.

Twelve o'clock, sleep.

I put down the pen, compared to Minase's book which is always in my hand, I have always been used to the stream of consciousness, thinking in my head, and writing in my hand - I packed up the draft paper full of drawings and threw it into the box next to me. Stretching, he took off his glasses.

The figure of the purple skirt and parasol finally flashed in my mind, and I fell into a deep sleep.