tokyo soulful legend

Chapter 137 Past【2K4】

Under the cold light of the piano practice room, the tea in the teacup was steaming.

"So, Xuesha, you basically didn't have time to play when you were young?"

Holding a cup of hot tea, Beichuan Che's eyes fell on Morishima Yukisa in front of him.

This pot of tea was made by him just now.

However, he was a little surprised that Morishima Yussa, a girl who never touches the sun, can make tea. Originally, she meant that she came, but Beichuan Che still declined her kindness, saying that it is fine to come by herself. .

"……Um."

Morishima Yukisha nodded. To be more precise, she had not remembered any recreational activities since elementary school. After arriving home from school and having dinner, she would start practicing the piano. Maybe it was the only time she could talk about it. For leisure, probably only before officially starting to practice piano, my mother would occasionally turn on the TV for about ten minutes.

For most children, such a childhood life is undoubtedly tight, but for Morishima Yukisha at that time, she found it acceptable.

——As long as she can be with her mother, no matter how tired she is, she doesn't feel anything.

But as time changed, my mother changed, and so did she.

Beichuan Che considered his words and asked, "Don't you feel very tired?"

"Actually, it's okay." Morishima Yukisa smiled and said it's okay, "Now that I think about it, I don't think there's anything wrong, it's just that I don't have much time to relax."

Of course, compared with those children who play as much as they want, it is definitely a lie to say that they have no regrets, but if they are all regrets, they have not reached that point. There will be no current attainments in music.

Yukisa Morishima likes one sentence very much

——If you want to get something, you have to pay something.

There is never a so-called good thing that you want at the same time. If you want to go far in music, apart from talent and calming down, the most important thing is persistence.

Three days of fishing and two days of drying nets, no matter how talented you are, it is all in vain.

From a certain point of view, impetuousness is the biggest enemy.

Kitagawa Che smiled in agreement, with some complexity flashing across his eyes.

The influence of the original family on people is visible to the naked eye. The sense of exclusion that Morishima Yukisa showed in school, or the feeling of deliberately keeping a distance from everyone, is obviously influenced by the past and belongs to It's very insecure.

Since there is a chance of getting hurt when socializing with others, then cut off the possibility directly and not communicate with others.

Beating him to death with a pole is extreme, but it doesn't make anyone say anything.

"But this is actually not the biggest problem." Morishima Yukisa smiled sassyly, "After all, no matter how much you talk about it, it's just how tired you are, and it's just like that when you get used to it."

"What is that?" Kitagawa Che asked this question just right.

Morishima Yukisa keenly captured the flashing complexities in Beichuan Che's eyes before.

Maybe it was because of the phone call just now, or maybe it was because of her trust in the partner in front of her. This was the first time in her history that her friend talked about past events that she didn't want to mention, "It's getting better and better after returning home." Late mother and her gradually changing attitude."

"Is the former because of some entertainment?"

Kitagawa Che asked tentatively. As for the latter, he wisely did not mention it.

"There must be a part of the reason." Morishima Xuesha shook her head, her voice was very soft, "But in fact, who knows."

From the perspective of a listener, Kitagawa Che felt that he was not qualified to dictate the Morishima family's household affairs.

So at this time, all he could do was remain silent and listen to her quietly.

When most people talk about unhappy things, what they need is not constructive advice. They just hope and need someone who can listen to their grievances and whether they can solve the problem is secondary in the final analysis.

Or in other words, if someone is willing to listen to your grievances, 80.00% of the problem has been solved.

Morishima Yukisha calmed down her thoughts, picked up her cup of tea, and took a sip, "Later, as I grew older, went to junior high school, and had the basic ability to take care of myself, I also That’s when I officially started living alone.”

"At this point, you are already better than most of your peers."

Beichuan Che praised the girl without thinking.

"Thank you." Morishima Yukisa showed a bright smile, with a bit more relief in her expression, "There are good things and bad things. The living conditions are much better than before, at least they are no longer so tight. .”

Bei Chuan Che nodded slightly, silently acting as a listener.

He could tell that for Morishima Yukisa, she had obvious complaints against Morishima Yukie at that time.

Even if her tone was full of relief, if she was really relieved, she wouldn't say that.

And, most importantly, this inseparable complaint is the starting point of the conflict between Morishima Yukisa and Morishima Yukie.

Irreconcilable conflicts under the same roof can never be accumulated once or twice, not to mention Morishima Yukisa and Morishima Yukie are still mother and daughter.

The formation of estrangement is always the accumulation of disappointment again and again. Countless disappointments and sadness will pile up together into explosives called cracks. Until a certain point, a certain incident, the fuse is ignited, and there is an explosion of "boom". Later, the cracks turned into rifts, and what was once a step away became out of reach, just like ice floes floating on the sea, which would only get farther and farther away.

"Although mom would come back occasionally at that time, but in my opinion at that time..." Morishima Yukisa put down the tea cup, raised her head, and let the cold white light shine on her cheeks, she laughed at herself He chuckled softly, and a hint of sadness flashed across his brows, "The place I live in is more like a hotel where she rests than a home. If I remember it, I will come back. If I can't remember it, just let me To fend for itself.”

appeal.

Having said this, Morishima Yukisa took a deep breath and her chest rose and fell slightly.

"Sorry." She was silent for a moment after she came to her senses, knowing that she had made a mistake. "I said some irrelevant things."

"No, it's not irrelevant." Beichuan Che waved his hand quickly, and said half-jokingly, half-seriously, "I'm still very interested in my partner's past."

"Even if this past is not so glorious? With quite strong negative emotions?"

Yukisha Morishima pursed her lips, raised her head and met Kitagawa Che's gaze.

She knew what kind of person Kitagawa Che was, and she also knew that he would not lie at a time like this.

But people, that's how it is sometimes.

What you know is what you know, and it is another matter to hear it from the other party's mouth.

"People are not gods. Isn't it normal to have negative emotions?" Kitagawa Che shrugged, "Furthermore, it is a good thing that the parties involved can talk about the past. Negative emotions are always necessary. People are not high-speed machines when they are vented. They are always thinking about digesting negative emotions on their own, but who can digest them completely?"

If you can digest and let go of any negative emotions by yourself, then you are not a human being, but a saint.

Morishima Yukisa was silent for a while, and quietly glanced at Beichuan Che in front of her.

She could feel that he was sincere when he said these words.

"Don't always think that this is causing trouble for others." Beichuan Che coughed lightly, "For most people, people need to support each other to go further."

After saying that, his gaze fell on the teaching material that Morishima Yukisa put on her lap.

The latter noticed his undisguised gaze, and his fair and beautiful face turned red unconsciously, but his slender legs did not dodge.

Can I say that you are overthinking...

Beichuan Che complained in his heart, and then said his next words.

"Just like you taught me music, there's nothing wrong with it. It's normal to help each other."

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　　Thanks to teacher 8070 for the reward, vo1d, and the five teachers of White Knight under the Sentinel Wall, Passerby, Confused Man, and Yunzhi Moyou for their monthly passes. Your support is the motivation for my writing.

　　
　
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