The crown prince's favorite girl, she found another good match

Chapter 212 Extra: Zhao Yi’s Monologue [Puzzle Solving]

My name is Zhao Yi.

I was born in the palace, a place that everyone envies and fears.

When I was born, I had an indifferent temperament and was not interested in anything around me.

My titular mother-in-law drugged me and she wanted my father to come and see her.

Many of the servants in Fengming Palace knew about this. When they saw the queen pouring medicine into me, they looked at me with pity.

As if I was something in need of pity.

It's ridiculous.

I hate everyone in this palace, and I don't want to be a prince, or an emperor.

What do I care about the life and death of people in this world?
until I met her.

She has a really strange temperament.

Even though he was caught, even though he was in such embarrassment, he could still laugh.

Like a little fool.

It was only the first day I met her, and she treated me with all her heart.

I often want to bully her severely, so that she will know how stupid she is to be nice to me.

But she was so happy that I felt a little jealous when she was happy.

Every day I thought about how I could die quickly, hoping that the Queen's medicine would be stronger and kill me just right.

After seeing her, I suddenly became interested in her.

I wonder what kind of family could raise such a fool.

I returned to the palace and kept people observing her. I was eager to know who she was.

It turned out that her family wasn't that good either, with a stupid mother and an eccentric father who couldn't handle it.

Although I was disappointed, my interest in her grew stronger.

Apart from going to class every day, dealing with political affairs, and watching those idiots jumping around in front of me in the court, the happiest thing for me was to hear what my servants reported about what she had done after returning to the palace.

She was punished every day, and she secretly went out to play in dog holes. She also liked to buy dirty garbage on the street and eat it happily.

I also like to laugh.

I find that laughter relaxes me and puts me in a better position.

I looked as harmless as that little fool.

In days like this, I grow up.

Mr. Li gradually had other thoughts. He wanted to betroth that little fool to me.

I find it very interesting.

Putting her in front of me, her happiness seems to be contagious to me.

She comes to deliver soup every day, and she seems to like me too.

Unfortunately, what happened next was far beyond my expectations.

I suddenly had the ability to read minds, and I saw her rich and flexible inner world that puzzled me.

She seems to hate me a little, why?

I confessed my love to her during the Lantern Festival, but she rejected me.

On this night, I was reborn.

I remembered that I was already married to her. In my previous life, I failed to grasp the only light in this world.

She disappeared before my eyes.

I can't control myself, I want to be with her.

What a throne, what a prince, I don’t want anything, I just want her.

I forced her against her will.

I forced her to marry me.

She must hate me so much.

God may want to favor me once more, she has lost her memory.

I took this opportunity to lie to her, and she happily married me.

But I am very worried. I am worried that she will leave me again after she recovers her memory.

I tried to pretend to be what she liked, tried to please her, and tried to make her like me.

I am a very calculating person, calculation seems to be engraved in my soul, and this is no exception in my relationship.

I used my calculations to win again and again, winning power, status, everything I wanted.

But for her, I am still worried about her. Every time I open and close my eyes, all I think about is whether she will leave me.

I love her.

But I just realized that I am a person who will not live long.

I did something wrong in my last life, maybe God wants to punish me and make me disappear.

When she was kidnapped by Zhao Qiong, I vaguely felt that maybe I should leave.

Even if this didn't happen, God would never let me go.

But I am so unwilling to do so.

Why, why did both lives end like this?

I wrote a farewell letter, but not with a death wish.

Tiandao just wants the prince to disappear, and the prince has done too many wrong things.

Maybe I can exploit this vulnerability.

When I stabbed myself with the sword, I missed it slightly.

Maybe I will die from this injury, maybe I won't. If it's good, I can rest for half a year and maybe I can come back again.

And I also had other secret thoughts.

I know that Jiajia has recovered her memory and she is still pregnant with a child. I am afraid that she will hate me and leave me.

When I fell down, I saw her crying figure running towards me and couldn't help laughing.

I know that this time, I won again.

(End of this chapter)