Soul to the Rhine

Chapter 37 Decision
How to do?
After Christmas, she hadn't seen the Nazis for a month. So many things had happened that she really didn't want to come into contact with these demons again.What's more, to apply for a blue card, you have to go to the West Bureau of Warsaw to queue up with your previous employment certificate.The most indispensable thing there is the secret police.

Although the looks of Europeans are not much different, and there are more mixed-race people here, Rosia does not believe that she, a black-haired girl, will be inconspicuous among a group of blond people. If they are found out, neither she nor Lisa will survive.

How to do?
Rosia scratched her hair in worry, and there were several knocks on the door: "Sia, have you brought the sulfa? I'll go back to my place."

It's Ellie, a Polish girl who usually manages medicines.

Dean Fritz has not come back since he returned to the main hospital. I don’t know what happened to hold him back. He didn’t even come to attend Henry’s funeral. He only sent a letter, entrusting Rosia to manage it temporarily. Hospital.

And Rosia's way of getting along with people on daily basis still has the principles of modern people, gentle and smooth but not too sharp. She will not rush to add icing on the cake, but only occasionally provide help in times of need. In this era when women want to be independent, they are still unable to do so. , she was at ease in it.Although everyone knew that she was half German, everyone got on well with her.

Rosia temporarily put aside Lisa's affairs, and opened the door to let Ali come over to get sulfa.

Aly smiled at her, walked in and mentioned the medicines, and immediately exclaimed: "Oh my God, Sia, did you bring all these back alone?"

Rosia nodded, what's wrong?
"You are such a strong man. I heard that all oriental girls are weak!" Ellie was still surprised.

"..." Can she take this as a compliment?

Rosia stretched out her hand to help her lift some. In fact, there were not many medicines. They were mainly put in glass bottles. These were the heavy bottles.

Sulfonamide was one of the most important disinfectants in World War II. In this era before penicillin had yet to show its magical power, the supply of sulfonamide was sufficient and could even save the lives of half of the soldiers.It can be said that this is the only thing that can compete with the level of food.

Ellie carefully took out the medicine and put it gently on the shelf in the storage room. She glanced at Rosia inadvertently and found that she was frowning and didn't know what she was distressed about. She couldn't help but wonder: "What's wrong with you?"

Sia is a mixed race of East and West. She has the mystery of the East and the upright and natural temperament of the Germans. She has never had a bad temper. She has always been very popular with people in the hospital, and she is usually very calm and gentle. There are times when I show this expression.

Rosia came back to her senses, put the medicine bottle in her hand on the shelf, shook her head subconsciously, and suddenly hesitated again, asking: "Ellie, if, I mean if, you have been helped by Jews, now this If a Jew is in trouble and comes to you for help, what will you do?"

Ellie tilted her head, thought for a moment, and then said: "I will help her."

Rosia was slightly startled.

Ellie continued: "Think about Henry. Now most Poles hate the Jews just like the Germans and think that the Jews are the cause of the demise of our country. I used to think so too, but after Henry came over, I no longer think so." Come to think of it, they are really very kind people.”

"Even if you can't do anything, give it a try. Didn't God create us to spread love? What's more, this Jew once helped you."

Even if there is nothing you can do...

Rosia thought of every time before that she was helpless. At that time, there was really nothing she could do.But this time, it seemed that she was already scared before it started, before anything happened.It has to be said that she has fallen into a qualitative evasion thinking, thinking that everything is contradicting survival, which made her gradually lose her original thinking ability.

In fact, this is also affected by various things beyond cognition that have happened since time travel. After experiencing blood and cruelty again and again, she knows that she is not the protagonist, and she does not have the aura of the protagonist in the legend. , she is just an ordinary civilian, she will also be injured and die.

As a modern person, she has been polished away from the passion and selflessness of her predecessors. Even more often, she is cold-blooded, watching Jews who have nothing to do with her being bullied.Because she is not her own motherland, she does not have the profound pain of witnessing aggression and being invaded like the Poles.

All in all, she is afraid of death!In my childhood education, life has always been above all else. When encountering bad people or danger, you must be calm and rational, and do not fight forcefully.All of these.

Rosia looked back on the past, the cruelty and kindness she encountered, and she was a little confused whether she had shrunk too much. Because she was afraid of death, she isolated herself from all dangers. Because she was afraid of the Nazis, even Lisa, who had adopted her unconditionally, met Lisa. When faced with difficulties, she would consider whether to help.

After experiencing the Polish Blitz and various Nazi actions, she has thoroughly seen the weight and unchangeable nature of history, unless she is traveling through Hitler.So, why did God bring her here?
She was timid, so what else could she do?
Rosia looked at the medicine bottle in her hand and suddenly felt that the problem that troubled her had long since disappeared.Her identity is a doctor. After a new war begins, she may be transferred to a battlefield as a field doctor, where there is a narrow escape from death.

Life and death now and life and death hereafter.

Rosia put down the box in her hand and said solemnly to Ellie: "Thank you Ellie, you solved an important problem for me."

Ellie waved her hands hurriedly: "No, I didn't do anything. If you have any doubts again, you can read the Bible and God will tell you what to do."

Rosia: "..."

Regarding that Bible, Rosia only knew that this God worshiped in Europe had been competing with Nuwa Pangu for credit, creating a man, a woman and a snake...

Rosia, a non-believer, had no choice but to thank Ellie again: "No matter what, I still want to thank you. Uh, I once thought you were a vase, and I'm sorry."

The little beauty Ellie is actually a slow person. She is extremely slow in doing things. For modern people who always advocate efficiency and speed, it is simply unbearable. There was a time when she was labeled a vase by Rosia and sent Went to the front desk of the hospital to receive new patients.

"What is a vase?"

Ellie obviously couldn't understand such profound Chinese cultural words from decades later, and looked at Rosia with doubts in her two big eyes.

Rosia had no choice but to explain: "A vase is a bottle that holds flowers. Beautiful, pretty. It means that Ellie is a beautiful girl like flowers."

Aly was immediately happy, her face flushed: "Thank you, Sia, you are such a good person, well, Sia, you are also a vase."

Rosia: "..."

(End of this chapter)