E-sports god, don't pull it

Chapter 201 Keep the Cloud Open
Except for the closest people around, no one knew about this period of time. The youthful days, which were as bright as the scorching sun, only showed some pleasant joy through the cracks in the glass, and then they were shattered by the sudden rainstorm.

Lu'er never mentioned the past, most of the time she seemed to really forget it, as if she had never experienced it, but the nightmare was like a shadow, lingering.

She always fell into nightmares in countless dark nights. In her dreams, she saw the boy she was dreaming of day and night sweating profusely on the court on the campus. She happily called his name and ran away, and then all her eyes gradually turned gray. Until the light was completely lost in the end, she couldn't catch up with the boy's figure, and could only watch him drift away.

Waking up from the dream covered in cold sweat, the sadness in Lu Er's heart has not yet escaped, but he is secretly happy that it is just a dream.The vision in the middle of the night was really not clear, and she wanted to turn over and get out of bed to turn on the light, but she lost her footing and fell out of bed.

A sound attracted people outside. She heard a slight "click", which was too familiar, but she couldn't remember where it came from in the dark.

Until she was hugged eagerly by someone, Lu Er smelled the familiar breath of her father. Before she had time to say anything, her father's big hand gently covered her eyes, and his voice was hoarse: "It will be fine. Good girl, don't be afraid. .”

The father's hand trembled slightly, and the moment when the deer's ears were dazzled finally sounded. The sound just now was clearly the sound of turning on the light.

Why is it so dark with the lights on?
The gauze was soaked with tears, and the tears fell silently.
It turned out that it was not a dream.
When Lu Er was found to be mildly depressed, she had been blind for a while, and Lu Er no longer shed tears every day. More often, she seemed to have returned to her original appearance, unwilling to communicate with others, just A person stayed quietly by the window.

The wind passed through the forest, bringing a few strands of coolness, and the things in the ward rattled.

Jiang Xuan came to chat with her as usual, walked to the window and patted Lu Er's shoulder lightly, "Don't blow it, it's cool by the window."

Deer ear didn't respond, she just quietly turned her head and looked somewhere, even though she couldn't see anything.Jiang Xuan looked in that direction, and a corner of the stacked drawing paper on the easel was blown up. There were only a few shapeless line drafts on the topmost white paper, and it stopped abruptly.

Without seeing the light, Luer's only way to express his emotions also collapsed.The paper and colored pens have all lost their color, how should she record the world, or recall the youth in time?
I don't know when the heartbeat started. In this unknown secret love, Jiang Xuan felt more distressed than his heartbeat, and his pity was greater than his pity. Although he had seen life and death, he had never had true affection for the patient, but this time he was so willing bogged down.

He used to think that he only regarded Lu'er as his younger sister, and that's why he had such deep pity. He saw Lu'er's discolored expression several times that day, and he couldn't help thinking that he was the one in her heart.

But Jiang Xuan knew that he could only save Lu Er's body, but not her heart.

"The postoperative blindness is only short-lived, but it is enough to break a little girl's psychological defense. I... We spent a long time doing Luer's psychological communication, but you know that depressed patients are emotionally unstable, and Luer is unwilling Communicating with the outside world, it was a very tormenting period for everyone." Jiang Xuan faced Ji Xinghe, his eyes looked at a certain point in the void, and the expression on his face was not very good, as if he was recalling with.

Ji Xinghe pursed his lips tightly, didn't say anything, just quietly listened to Jiang Xuan's story, which had nothing to do with his participation, but was full of his memories.

Where was he at that time?

During the time when the deer's ear suddenly disappeared, Ji Xinghe frantically used all his contacts to try to find clues about the whereabouts of the deer's ear, and finally only knew that she had left the country.

He was depressed for a while, and the once sweet corners of the campus turned into irony, so when a professional team came to invite him to join, Ji Xinghe ignored Ji Hongtu's obstruction and agreed without hesitation. He used this method to escape.

During the painful days of Luer, Ji Xinghe was also suffering physically and mentally in the high-intensity youth training.

Jiang Xuan picked up the water glass in his hand and moistened his throat. He looked at the man across from him, and then smiled sincerely, "No matter what, it's over, and Lu Er has come out, everything is getting better .”

"Then she is in body now." When Ji Xinghe spoke, his voice was a little hoarse and difficult.

"The sequelae vary depending on the individual's physique. Luer needs to rest and maintain a good mood, so basically there will be no serious problems, but injuries like this one can't happen again."

"I know, I didn't protect her well." Mentioning this, a haze flashed across the man's face.

"Fortunately, it was only mild depression at the time, so it was basically cured, but since then, Lu Er's emotions have become very sensitive, especially about you. We all thought that she would come back to you immediately after recovery, but she didn't , she still can't fully let go of her experience."

"She dare not face you, or in other words, she is afraid of losing you again, so she would rather run away."

But fortunately, there was a lot of mistakes, going around and around, and it was time to meet again, and we still met again.

When Jiang Xuan said this, he felt that he had changed from a crush for many years to an old father, "Today I confess everything to you because of Lu Er, and I hope you can forgive her when she faces you and faces deep feelings. The little helplessness and withdrawal when you love someone, so I choose to tell you the truth from the mouth of others.”

One fine afternoon, Lu Er, who woke up from a nap, received a message from Ji Xinghe.

"Baby, I miss you."

During the recuperation days, in order to protect Lu Er from any outside influence, Lu Zhanfei even disconnected her from the Internet, and all social software on her phone was uninstalled.At first Lu'er protested, but the protest was ineffective. Later, she got used to the days without mobile phones, and she didn't think it was that difficult.

The deer ear transformed into a primitive man naturally didn't know what happened outside.

One day, someone anonymously posted a Weibo on the social network, with only two words in the text: "Harming others and eventually harming oneself" @战鱼-解儿, with several screenshots of transfer transactions, WeChat chat records, etc. attached to the picture.

The people who eat melons are in an uproar, and the real culprit behind the previous vicious injury incident has surfaced.

The threatening letters Lu Er received, being hijacked and hurt at the airport, and being slandered and abused by the Internet, no one thought that everything would eventually point to one person, a little-known little anchor—Xuan Er.

The evidence is overwhelming and irrefutable.

After the public was shocked, they began to search for the reason. It is no less harmful than buying a murderer to kill someone. What is the reason that makes one woman hate another woman so much.

After searching all the clues, people finally discovered that the so-called reason was nothing more than jealousy.

【The heart of the most poisonous woman】

【God, this crazy woman, just because of jealousy, she wants others to die】

【I feel so sorry for my deer, I'm about to cry to death】

[I apologize for the inappropriate remarks I made about Lu Er on the Internet]

[This woman should be blocked by the entire network and industry]

【I really want to hug my Lulu, how sad she must be when she is hurt and raped by the Internet】

[This can be punished, such a bad behavior is just banned, it should go to jail! 】

(End of this chapter)