I die infinitely in the survival game

"Really?" Shi Xiangyuan blinked, obviously not believing what Sui Jing said.

No one had said such rebellious words to her since she was a child.

What parents say the most is: If you can't do this little thing well, what's the use of giving birth to you?

If you are so ugly, who will dare to marry you in the future?

Your father and I have provided you with education since you were a child, but you didn’t end up like this!

You keep making a dead face all day long, why, our family owes you money?Debt collector!

Shi Xiangqi would say: Just like you, no one will take a second look when you walk on the road.

The second brother would also say: Can you please stop crying all day long? It looks unlucky.

At first, she always thought that their family was very poor, so her mother often criticized her harshly.

Later I found out that this was not the case. Not only was their family not poor, they were actually quite wealthy.The only one they criticized was her.

Thinking of the past, Shi Xiangyuan's voice was choked up. "But, everyone said..."

"Everyone?" Sui Jing snorted disdainfully, "Who are you talking about?"

"Your parents, your brothers and sisters?"

"Then your understanding of everyone is too narrow."

"..." Shi Xiangyuan's eyes were filled with tears. He opened his mouth, but he couldn't pronounce a single syllable.

"I have said that the prerequisite for being loved is not to be beautiful, but to love yourself. Only by loving yourself more can you gain love and love others in a better way.

If you just love others blindly and forget to love yourself, you will only become humble. "

"In short, no matter who it is, if the love you give is not reciprocated, it means that the person you love may not be worthy of your love at all."

Even your parents and relatives.

Sui Jing did not say the last sentence.This still seemed a bit too cruel for her.

Children of her age still hope to be loved by their parents.Some things are better to be figured out slowly by oneself.

"Besides, there are many people who don't like me." Sui Jing said in a calm voice.

Not only that, there are many people who want to kill her.If... the NPCs in the game could also be called humans.

"Besides, the two people there really like you." Sui Jing glanced towards the kitchen and said.

"What about you? Sister Sui Jing, do you like me?" Shi Xiangyuan raised his hand and rubbed his eyes.

"..." Sui Jing obviously didn't expect that Shi Xiangyuan would suddenly ask this question.

She was stunned and replied softly: "I don't hate you."

Shi Xiangyuan suddenly giggled. She wiped the tears on her face and said, "I know. From today on, I will slowly learn to love myself first."

"..." Sui Jing raised his eyes and glanced at her, but did not answer.

Being able to realize the point of her words meant that her words were not in vain.

But can you really learn it by just studying?

"It's time to eat, it's time to eat." As soon as the two of them finished chatting, Li Qimei rushed out of the kitchen with a bowl of food.

"Let me help." Shi Xiangyuan stood up immediately and wanted to reach out to take the vegetable bowl in Li Qimei's hand.

"No, no, no." Li Qimei avoided her hand and placed the bowl firmly on the stone table.

"Isn't there a dinner plate here?" Ge Lilai slowly walked over with a plate of dishes in a puzzled tone. "Don't you deserve to be burned?"

"You still say that." Li Qimei refused. "Who told you not to tell me in advance? You didn't tell me until I brought it out."

"It's my fault." Ge Lilai made a face at her and ran towards the kitchen.

"Huh?" Li Qimei reacted and started to make trouble for her.

Shi Xiangyuan looked at the backs of Li Qimei and Ge Lilai with envy in his eyes.

She had never fought like this with anyone else.It feels like pretty good. "Okay, let's go serve the food." Sui Jing said.

"Yes." Shi Xiangyuan nodded heavily and followed Sui Jing towards the kitchen.

"You came just in time." Li Qimei felt that she had been dealt with and she felt much more at ease. "The rice is already served. You can take whatever bowl you want."

"Take this bowl." Li Qimei suddenly snatched the half-filled bowl of rice from Shi Xiangyuan's hand and handed the largest portion to her.

"This bowl is mine." Li Qimei pretended to be serious and said, "I am losing weight."

"It's so funny." Ge Lilai floated from behind her and said with a moderate taunt: "I don't know who said to leave the rest of the meal to her?"

"You..." Li Qimei clenched her fists tightly. "Gelilai, don't bully others too much!"

"Okay, let's go eat." Li Qimei turned around, patted Shi Xiangyuan's head, and said softly.

"Yeah." Shi Xiangyuan felt like crying again.

"Slow down, sister, the lights haven't been lit outside yet." Ge Lilai, who turned back again, saw Shi Xiang walking away quickly, and warned her thoughtfully.

"I know." She quickly ran to the courtyard with her meal, trying to wipe away her tears secretly without anyone else noticing.

However, everyone present was a human being. Everyone could see Shi Xiangyuan's emotions, but they all agreed silently.

"This child has a sensitive mind," Ge Lilai said.

"It must have been like this since childhood." Li Qimei sighed. "Still pitiful."

"Forget it, let's eat first." After that, the three of them walked outside carrying a bowl of rice. "Hey, do you need to get a candle? The moon doesn't seem to be very bright tonight!"

Ge Lilai accidentally glanced at Li Qimei's piled-up bowl of rice again, and couldn't help sweating on her forehead.This is what she calls...losing weight?
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The four of them were eating well, but someone kept showing up uninvited.

"It smells so good!" Shi Xiangqi smelled the aroma of food wafting out of her brother's monastery.

"Is there more?" She ran up and asked directly, not knowing how to write the word polite.

Therefore, no one paid attention to her.

"I'm asking you a question!" She raised her voice, trying to attract other people's attention.

"Shi Xiangyuan!" She wanted to satisfy her own interests by threatening Shi Xiangyuan.

Before Shi Xiangyuan could speak, Li Qimei spoke up first.

"There's only one bowl left." Li Qimei pointed to the kitchen: "If you want to eat, go scoop it out yourself." After that, he stopped talking to her and started eating by himself.

"You guys know what's good." Shi Xiangqi muttered in a low voice, thinking that no one could hear.

But they didn't expect that everyone here could hear them clearly, but no one had any reaction.

After a while, Shi Xiangqi came back with a bowl of rice, but there were only four seats around the stone table, which meant that she had to stand up to eat.

She definitely didn't want to, so she opened her mouth and called Shi Xiangyuan. "Get up and let me sit."

Shi Xiangyuan was stunned. He put down the bowl and wanted to stand up, but was pushed back by Li Qimei.

Li Qimei looked at Shi Xiangqi and said, "If you want to eat, just eat. If you don't want to eat, just leave. Don't be arrogant here."

She was very restrained in speaking, at least he didn't tell her to get out like Li Dun did.

Shi Xiangqi didn't dare to make any more trouble after what she said, so she had to stand aside and start eating.

His teeth were about to crush the chopsticks.Why can Shi Xiangyuan live such a good life and everyone has to take care of her, just because she can pretend to be pitiful?

She had long known that Shi Xiangyuan was not a good person. He pretended to be pitiful and innocent all day long, and she didn't know who to show him.

It's good now, everyone is protecting her.On the other hand, she pretends to be innocent and innocent, which makes people angry.

"If you can't eat it, don't eat it." Ge Lilai noticed Shi Xiangqi's uncomfortable eyes and said.

"No, no." Shi Xiangqi looked away in panic. "Eat this and eat this."

"By the way, after you eat, you should wash the remaining bowls as well." Ge Lilai said. (End of chapter)