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"April 1960, February [-]st, [-], night, heavy snow, I was in Tilurag"

"In the second month of the new year, I finally came to Tilurag. (The update speed is the fastest, remember this site to find this site)"

In a room that looks like a hotel, a woman is sitting on a table near the entrance writing a diary. Under the reflection of the fire in the burning fireplace behind her, it can be seen that this is a very thick notebook. There are also some wear and tear between the pages, obviously it has been used for some years, but the graphite pen in the woman's hand is indeed new. Although there was a raging flame burning in the fireplace, the woman still seemed to be afraid of the cold, and she was still wearing a thick coat made of fur and fluffy cloth.

Some people say that you can tell whether a person is healthy by looking at her hands. Obviously, the woman who is writing the r with a graphite pen in her hand does not seem to be in good health, because her hands are very pale. Especially on the back of the nails, there is no white crescent. Although there is no professional doctor in the world of Faerun, there are still many medical things, but no one organizes it into a system. One of them is When a person does not have a little white crescent in her nails, her body is not very good.

Accompanied by the faint flame, after seeing her face, it can be proved that the previous guess is correct, because the lips of this beautiful woman seem to be bloodless, and under normal circumstances, the lips of a healthy person are She is rosy, if the color is lighter, it proves that her blood circulation is worse, and naturally, her body is more unhealthy. [

"Ahem~" Accompanied by a few coughs, this woman seemed to take off the hat on her head in order to let herself breathe more smoothly, her long black hair flowed down like water, and the two Only slightly elongated and pointed ears prove that the woman is a half-elf.

Obviously, half-elfs who dare to walk alone in the world of Faerun have some skills. If not, they would have been captured by the ubiquitous slave traders. Seems to feel a lot more comfortable, picked up the graphite pen on the table, and continued to write.

"I wanted to come to this legendary beautiful and peaceful country for a long time, but I have a characteristic. I like to appreciate any beautiful things at the end. This will give me an inexplicable expectation. Just like in the past, I used to expect that man."

"Facts have proved that five years have passed. To be exact, it has been four years, two months and one day since I left the British Empire. If today is counted, he has not contacted me once, giving me a kind of It feels like he is a gust of wind, blowing past me, but never staying."

"However, there is some black humor in that his gust of wind stayed with my sister. I will never forget the emotion that those eyes looked at my sister. That is what I have always longed for. Actually I don't care how many women he has, and I have never been jealous of my sister, maybe as he said, I am just a child in his eyes, and he always treats me as a younger sister."

"But to be honest, I'm still a little bit jealous of my sister, and I don't know how far she has developed with that man. Although it's been five years, I haven't contacted her, but whenever I meet When bards, I would ask them if the Queen of the British Empire is married, it makes me angry that this bastard man delays me and my sister, I know very well, my sister likes His, unfortunately, I don’t know why, the two of them haven’t moved much in the past five years, if it’s because of me.”

After writing this, the woman paused, as if she wanted to calm down, but of course all she did was wipe the corners of her eyes.

"Forget it, let's not mention him, I found that his shadow appears in my notebook almost every once in a while, so the damn nature of the half-elf is really what my sister said, yes Damn it then."

"Let's talk about my favorite Tilulag. This country has the famous Sky Mirror in all of Faerun. Because the lake contains a lot of salt, no matter it is winter or summer, even if it is snowing heavily Ice is the same as my favorite Nathan Lake. Standing by the wide lake, or even walking into the shallow water area, you will have a feeling that you are stepping on the sky, and the shadow on the ground is another you. "

"Of course, I haven't seen that magical lake yet, because I just arrived in Tilurag today and rested for one night. I will go there tomorrow whether it is sunny or snowy, because I can feel it, it seems My life is passing by, so this is another hateful part of half elves, they are too sensitive to everything, so sensitive that they can even notice the passing of their own life, but I don't care, as the princess of the British Empire, After all, I have to make some choices. I would rather choose to die in another country than marry someone I don't know."

"Ahem~" The woman who wrote this, of course she is actually the little princess of the British Empire, Aselia, coughed again, but this time the cough was more violent and lasted longer.

"Pfft!" A mouthful of dark red blood spewed out from Liya's mouth and nose, but luckily she covered her hand with her hand, so only a few scattered drops of blood fell on the letter, obviously this little princess It was really sick, and the disease was not clear, but under some kind of psychological blame, even after Liya knew that she was sick, she never told anyone. During this period of her life, she seemed to be sick. She enjoys this kind of life very much, she has the joy of being free to do what she wants, and also has the faint pleasure of revenge. She even fantasizes about what expression that man will use to attend her funeral if she really dies , if they can find their own body.

After washing off the dark red blood on her face and hands, Liya sat back at the table indifferently, and continued to pick up the pen, because she hadn't finished writing the letter.

"My life is my own decision, although it may be silly to do so, but if I guess he will cry, regret, and blame himself, this is his character, and my sister will be the same. "

"Oh, I'm really a two-tailed scorpion in Nathan Lake Forest. Maybe that's not the case. Maybe it's just that I simply feel that life doesn't seem to be meaningful anymore. Whether it's people or life, why should I live? All of a sudden, I It seems that all existence is meaningless, and it seems that the whole world has no meaning.”

"Looking forward to tomorrow's itinerary, and wishing my sister and that bastard to be happy together, and I miss Simba who accompanied me throughout my childhood, and I don't know what happened to it, by the way, and Uncle Merlin, it seems that I haven't seen him for a long time I saw him, I wish you all the best."

After wiping off the few drops of blood on the notebook, Liya received the notebook and graphite pen in the space ring with satisfaction. After all, this is her most precious wealth. Almost most of the records in the past five years are In this thick notebook, if it is lost, it will definitely be a big blow to Liya.

Because she lives in a hotel, Liya, who has the same obsession with cleanliness as her elder sister, uses her own quilt. Back on the bed, Liya took off her coat. With the faint light of the fire, she could see a string of simple but beautiful necklaces hanging around Liya's neck, who was combing her hair.

A chain made of some kind of silver-white metal, a small leaf-like pendant that is also silver-white hangs in the middle of the necklace, reflecting real silver light under the firelight. [

"It's really warm." Liya, who got under the blanket, held the frayed and somewhat black lighter in her hand, and then fell asleep with peace of mind.

In China, the hometown of Don Quixote, there is a miraculous medical system that has been passed down for thousands of years, traditional Chinese medicine. This medical system has always been full of mystery, and many things cannot be explained by Western science, such as acupuncture. From the medical point of view, acupuncture and moxibustion are simply nonsense, and there are no so-called meridians in the human body, but in fact, in China and even in foreign countries, countless people have been cured by acupuncture and moxibustion. , there is another theory, of course, this theory also exists in Western medicine, and that is Yu Jiu Chengji.

Whether it is Chinese medicine or Western medicine, it seems that there is a consensus on this area, that is, a person should be happy and have few negative emotions in his heart. Using the words of Chinese medicine to explain it may confuse many people, but in fact, Western scientists really It has been confirmed by some experiments that negative emotions, such as depression, anger, sadness, and fear, the long-term existence of these emotions will really cause abnormal secretion of various hormones in a person's body.

For the fragile human body, hormones are indispensable, such as adrenaline. Without it, human beings can't avoid danger at all. However, scientists have also proved that adrenaline is a highly toxic substance.

Therefore, she has been surrounded by various negative emotions for a long time. For example, Liya seems to have fallen into a strange circle of thinking, and even accidentally walked into the ultimate problem of human philosophy.

"Who am I? Where am I from? Where am I going?"

Of course, it sums up Liya's sentence, "What is the meaning of human existence?"

Moreover, due to innate reasons, Liya's health has never been very good. Even this time when she came out, Arthur Pendry put a lot of water of life in her space ring, pure water of life, not those The blended wine of life.

But none of this seems to be of much use. Liya, who wants to die but not survive, has been in a strange mood for the past few years, and finally her body responds. Even in the world of Faerun, she can be regarded as a few One of the terminally ill diseases, cancer.

In fact, in the world of Faerun, cancer exists, but it has not been discovered, because it is too hidden. People can only judge from various diseases, whether a person has that strange and fatal disease, of course, Now that the Temple of Life, where death is the final chapter of life, has been opened, it can cure cancer, but Liya has never planned to cure the disease. Maybe this is the revenge of a woman after her love was taken away.

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There are white snowflakes in the sky, and Liya feels that she is stepping on the thick snow with bare feet. Not far in front of her is the mirror lake in the sky that she has always wanted to go to. Unfortunately, Liya found that, It seems that no matter how far I go, I will always be a little bit away from that lake.

Not reconciled, she seemed to have given up her plan to go back, but walked forward with all her heart. A gust of north wind blew the snowflakes past. No matter the footprints on the ground or Liya in the distance, they were gone. lost sight

"Snap!" Liya's hand floating beside the bed may have lost the support of her muscular strength. The slightly heavy lighter inside broke free from her hand and fell to the ground (to be continued.)