Top-notch, he wants to make it public every day

Xu Sisi checked her cell phone and froze in shock.

Paroxetine is a drug for treating depression!

Why does Sister Banxia suffer from depression?

She couldn't believe it.

But thinking back carefully, Sister Banxia's mental state was indeed very poor during this period.

On the way to the hospital, Xu Sisi was in disbelief.

Came to the ward half an hour later.

Li Banxia fell asleep, and Mu Weiliang stayed by the bed to accompany her.

Xu Sisi walked lightly, put the portable bag in her hand on the bedside table, lowered her voice and whispered: "These are Sister Banxia's clothes and daily necessities."

Mu Weiliang thanked him.

Xu Sisi hesitated again and again, but finally took out the medicine from the bag, "...and her medicine."

Mu Weiliang frowned and took it. When his eyes touched the words on the medicine box, he suddenly stopped, tightened his fingertips, and asked in a low voice, "How long has she been taking these medicines?"

Xu Sisi shook her head, "I don't know either."
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Mu Weiliang contacted the most authoritative psychology expert and would return to China in two days at the earliest.

Li Banxia's condition is getting worse and worse. She can't eat anything and relies entirely on nutrient solution.

She often sat by the window in a daze for hours. She couldn't fall asleep at night. She finally fell asleep but couldn't sleep for long before being woken up by nightmares.

Mu Weiliang could do nothing but stay with her, not daring to let her out of his sight for a moment.

Seeing her already slender body now even more frail, her heart felt like it had been hollowed out.

At night, Li Banxia dreamed of being beaten and scolded by Qiao Hui when he was a child.

A curse-like sound circled around her ears.

"Why did you come to this world?"

"You don't deserve to be loved in this life!"

"Ah -" Li Banxia suddenly sat up from the bed, sweating profusely, and his empty eyes were filled with shock.

Mu Weiliang woke up with a start, and immediately put her in his arms to comfort her, patting her back gently, "Don't be afraid, baby, I'm here."

Li Banxia tightly grasped the hem of his clothes, and her rapid breathing gradually calmed down.

Mu Weiliang freed up a hand and took out a tissue to wipe her sweat, "Can I tell you a story?"

Li Banxia didn't make a sound, Mu Weiliang hugged her and lay down.

The magnetic and gentle voice sounded in the quiet ward, enveloping it with an aura of peace.

He told a story about a mermaid, but the ending was different from what Li Banxia had heard before.

In order to be with the mermaid princess, the prince asked the sea god to turn his legs into fish tails and protect the princess forever.

Li Banxia fell asleep while listening.

The sound of even breathing came, Mu Weiliang kissed her forehead, and her tense heartstrings relaxed slightly.

Must get better soon.
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At eight o'clock in the morning, it was rare that Li Banxia was still sleeping.

Mu Weiliang quietly got out of bed, picked up her mobile phone and went to the balcony to make a call, deliberately lowering her voice: "Have you found it?"

Yu Yang replied: "Ms. Li saw a psychiatrist last year, but she was only mildly depressed. She gradually recovered until she relapsed more than a month ago."

It probably started when mother and daughter Qiao Hui and Li Yue returned to China.

Mu Weiliang still remembers that night when she said sadly that she didn't want to go home, not at all. "Keep an eye on Qiao Hui's every move." There was a chill in her deep eyes.

"Okay." Yu Yang asked, "Professor Yi has returned to China. Can we make an appointment at three o'clock this afternoon?"

"Ah."

Seeing Li Banxia waking up from the corner of his eye, Mu Weiliang hurriedly hung up the phone, opened the balcony door and went in.

Li Banxia didn't see him just now, and felt a huge sense of disappointment in her heart. She lowered her eyes in a daze, and then raised her head when she heard footsteps.

"I just made a phone call." Mu Weiliang explained to her, taking three steps at a time and walking to the bedside. He held her back with one hand and picked her up with the other under her knees. "Let's brush our teeth and wash our face."

Li Banxia let him hold her.

After washing, Mu Weiliang helped her comb her hair and tied it into a loose, lazy low ponytail with a ribbon.

At first I was clumsy and couldn't tie the bow properly, but now I'm very proficient.

Mu Weiliang asked her to look in the mirror and asked for praise: "Is it better than yesterday?"

Li Banxia nodded lightly.

After receiving her approval, Mu Weiliang curled her lips in satisfaction and bent down to carry her back to bed.

"Still don't want to eat today?"

Li Banxia shook his head.

Mu Weiliang had no choice but to give up.

Thinking of the psychiatrist's appointment in the afternoon, he was worried that she would resist, so he communicated with her in advance, "I have hired a psychiatrist and I want to talk to you this afternoon, okay?"

Li Banxia was stunned for a while but did not refuse.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Yu Yang brought Professor Yi to the hospital on time.

Professor Yi is a well-known domestic psychology expert and a doctor of medicine. He has been studying depression for more than 20 years.

Mu Weiliang told her the general situation in the corridor and said sincerely, "Sorry to trouble you."

Professor Yi could see that he was worried and raised the phone in his hand, "If you are worried, keep talking."

Mu Weiliang was grateful, "Okay, thank you."

Professor Yi opened the ward door and went in. Li Banxia was sitting by the window looking at the park downstairs.

"Hello, Banxia, ​​can I talk to you?" She had a kind smile on her face, which was very approachable and made people less defensive.

Li Banxia turned his head slowly and said softly: "Yes."

Professor Yi pulled up his chair and sat next to her, and spoke casually: "I have watched your TV shows and movies, including your interviews. I appreciate what you said before. The world is very noisy. , cover your ears to move forward, some things are not your fault, don't let those malicious people and things interfere with your life."

Li Banxia was silent for a moment, moved his lips, and whispered softly: "But I can't hold on anymore..."

She lowered her eyes and said to herself: "Am I really not supposed to be in this world?"

Professor Yi held her hand and said gently: "You can't think like that. Everyone has a meaning of existence. You have helped many people. Do you still remember the little girl with the birthmark on her face? She is now because of your enlightenment. Be lively and cheerful, you are the light to many people, you are really great, don’t doubt yourself, okay?”

Li Banxia squeezed his palms, "But my existence itself is a mistake."

Professor Yi comforted her, "No one can decide their birth and family background. You are also a victim. I can understand your feelings, but we have to move forward, right? Bad things will pass..."

Li Banxia shook his head, "I can't live with it. I have nightmares every night about being bullied by them. Everyone is blaming me. I don't know what the meaning of living in this world is."

This is a common thought among patients with severe depression, forcing themselves into a dead end with no way out.

Professor Yi did not rush to refute her, but slowly guided her, "Of course it makes sense. There are many people who like you, your boyfriend loves you very much, and the friends around you also care about you. You have warmed many people. If something happens to you, will you?" Have you ever thought about what to do with those who care about you?”