kiss on his heart

Chapter 107: Gone, not coming back

It was unspoken that she was referring to that night of testing and the beginning of a confirmed relationship.

Jiang Jingyuan didn't speak, but his slightly trembling hands exposed his heart at the moment, and then he felt relieved again.

Really... it's over.

Yeah.

"Well, there is a beginning and an end."

She said what she said, and he was afraid that what he said would make her unhappy.

Song Ruanqing got out of the car, and a cold wind blew through them, and both of them calmed down.

"Stop following, let go."

Song Ruanqing was no longer nostalgic, and her shoulder bag fell on her arm. She walked up to it, then put her hands in her pockets and entered the community facing the north wind.

It was probably because the weather was cold, and the wind was like a knife. The coldness penetrated my bones and blinded my eyes.

Song Ruanqing's eyes were red, and she didn't know what had blurred her vision. Finally, she couldn't help it anymore, found a corner where no one passed, and cried silently.

It's just a breakup, why is my heart still hurting so much?
But she also had knots in her heart. She suddenly didn't want Jiang Jingyuan to know how embarrassing her blank years were.

The sound of quarreling could be heard, and Jiang Jingyuan knelt beside her, his words like knives made her crumble.

Yes, how mean. She doesn’t want to live a good life. She goes abroad and is looked down upon by others. Her thesis was robbed and her graduation was delayed. She is also in the social news. Oh, what a rotten person she is...

"Mom, this sister is crying here, let's go comfort her, shall we?"

The little girl was holding a white plush doll, holding her mother's hand and pointing at Song Ruanqing.

"Baby, sister doesn't want to be disturbed. How about we go buy some candies for her?"

"Ok!"

As the voice faded away, Song Ruanqing raised his head, tears streaming down his face, looking pitiful like a little tabby cat.

She wiped her tears haphazardly and looked down for a tissue from her bag.

Turning her head, she saw straight black suit pants falling in front of her eyes. She looked panicked and raised her head in surprise.

"Isn't it embarrassing? You are such a grown-up person, and you are still crying?"

Song Ruanqing ignored him, got up and ran away, but his legs were numb after squatting for a long time.She stumbled and almost fell to the ground. She buried her head in the collar of her windbreaker and dug her toes into the soil, not daring to look into his eyes.

"Shall I take you up?"

Jiang Jingyuan stretched out his hand, and seeing that she didn't move, he immediately went around her waist and supported her: "I regret it, sister, I don't want to break up with you."

He sat in the car and watched the woman disappear from his eyes little by little. Just as he was about to start the car and go home, a little daughter passed by his car and said, "Mom! Does that beautiful sister eat candied haws? You give it to me when I cry." I won’t cry if I buy a candied haws, and my sister will definitely do the same!”

"Then what flavor of candied haws do you want to buy for your sister?"

"Chocolate flavor! I know where my sister lives! The last time she gave me delicious strawberry cake, she was sliding down the slide downstairs!"

"Okay, let's buy some for my sister and send them over?"

……

Jiang Jingyuan chewed on his cigarette and his expression darkened. The person who just passed by... wasn't Song Ruanqing?

He seemed to have no time to think, so he turned off the engine and ran away.

At the gate of the community, looking at Song Ruanqing huddled together in the corner, his heart collapsed and he was so weak that he suddenly did not dare to go in.

There was a fruit shop nearby, and he bought some before appearing in front of her.

"My mother asked me to give you some home-grown fruit, but I forgot to give it to you just now."

Song Ruanqing was stunned.

Really, I wouldn’t even lie. This shopping bag is from the supermarket downstairs...

She took it, nodded, as if she didn't want to talk to him, avoided his kindness, and turned to leave.

But he was also very strange. He said he wouldn't let me follow him, so he still followed him upstairs.

When the door closed, Song Ruanqing didn't really want him to come in, "Go back."

"Inconvenient? Is there anyone at home?"

A very ordinary sentence instantly ignited Song Ruanqing's sensitive area.

She stared angrily, like a hedgehog hissing, covered in thorns: "What? You still want to come in and see if there is an extra man in the house? Who are you? Jiang Jingyuan? We just broke up! You don't know Is it okay to be a little self-aware in life? Do you care if there is anyone in my family? Who is it? What does it have to do with you? "

Jiang Jingyuan's pupils shrank suddenly, he opened his mouth, and was choked and unable to speak.

He really didn't mean anything else.

Song Ruanqing seemed to be irritated. Her mind seemed to be stuck on the night when the two of them quarreled. She couldn't get out of her thoughts. She said at the first moment: "Is there someone, are you coming in? Yes, I deserve it." .”

Jiang Jingyuan stretched out his hand, trying to comfort her and stabilize her mood.

"Go away!" Song Ruanqing's eyes were dull and irrational. Her voice was sharp and desperate: "Jiang Jingyuan, are you cheap? You act like a licking dog all day long! Don't you have your own job and your own life circle? What kind of man is he who hangs around women all day long! Me! Song Ruanqing! Really! I’m so tired of you! Can you get away? Don’t let me see you!"

'boom--'

The door was slammed shut by Song Ruanqing, and she fell to the ground as if all her strength had been drained. Panting for air, she hurriedly opened the bag and swallowed the pills dryly.

She, a loser, should fend for herself, why bother dragging others down?No one likes to be with an emotionally unstable person, hurting each other will only increase troubles.

Jiang Jingyuan stood in front of the door for a long time. He didn't have the courage to knock on the door again.

If it's good for her, then so be it.

He knew that Song Ruanqing must be listening, and he didn't know who he was trying to persuade to let go: "Song Ruanqing, before I met you, I never thought that the word "poster" would appear to me. It's quite ridiculous to say it.

Forget it, you are just a stone that cannot be warmed, cold-hearted and cold-hearted. After all these years, it should be enough.

Go away, be well. "

Jiang Jingyuan didn't notice that something was wrong with her just now. It turned out that he made her so disgusted.

"Hey! Brother Yuan! Where have you been! Go back to school! Something happened!"

Chen Shan's excited and impetuous words almost broke Jiang Jingyuan's eardrums.

When Jiang Jingyuan arrived, the girls' dormitory was surrounded, and a cordon was set up outside the dormitory door. The incident happened suddenly, and the school leaders had just arrived. Some timid people saw this scene and started retching while holding on to the tree.

"Brother Yuan, He Jiajia...is dead."

The word 'dead' was so cruel that Jiang Jingyuan's mind went blank. He suddenly ran over and knelt on the hillside, holding on to the tree trunk and retching.

It was so miserable that my brain collapsed.

Blood spattered all over the ground, and her body fell to the ground in an extremely twisted posture, her eyes staring at the sky.

Jiang Jingyuan only felt a numbness in his scalp. He tremblingly took the tissue handed over by Chen Shan. He could not hide his shock. A man in uniform walked up to him. The two of them didn't move until he asked. Wake up with a start.

"Are you the deceased's class teacher?"

Jiang Jingyuan nodded and was immediately pulled aside by the police for questioning.

They asked and answered whatever they asked. When it came to He Jiajia's suffering, Jiang Jingyuan couldn't help but shed tears. He squatted on the ground for a while, feeling sad and in pain.

It's all him, if he cares about the students recently, especially the students from poor families like He Jiajia, it won't be...

Jiang Jingyuan couldn't hide his regret. Various thoughts came together, and for the first time, he thought of avoiding it.

"Comrade policeman, he has had too many troubles recently, please tell him to slow down."

Chen Shan patted Jiang Jingyuan's shoulder heavily, then handed the cigarette to the police and confiscated it.

Chen Shan gave up angrily.

"Things happened, nothing can be changed, Brother Yuan."

The words fell on his ears, and for a moment he didn't know what he was talking about.

Jiang Jingyuan gave a wry smile. After the police cleaned up the scene, they followed him to the police station.

It was initially determined to be suicide.

Jiang Jingyuan nodded and accepted the result.

The police station was very efficient and found out that He Jiajia had a phone call with her father before she died.

It’s also true that things in the world are unpredictable and fate plays tricks on people.

He Jiajia's mother was robbed of all her money by her father, and then she was hit by a car while scavenging. She was devastated. The last phone call seemed to be another conflict with her father, so she jumped off the building without thinking.

This incident also hit Jiang Jingyuan hard. Although the class went on as usual, there was always something missing.

Jiang Jingyuan always slows down social activities between teachers.

Smelling the smell of meat, he thought of the scene of He Jiajia's tragic death.

In just a few days, I lost a lot of weight.

Qiao Yuan has seen life and death in the world, but she doesn't know how to persuade her son. The knot in her heart is so difficult that she can only overcome it by herself.

Jiang Jingyuan suddenly felt that it was no longer interesting to be here, so he submitted his resignation.

　Necessary plot, although he was quite cruel to my Brother Jiang
　　Rumor refutation: Yesterday the author said something about love giving rise to hatred. It is a new article. When I read what I posted today, I felt that it was very ambiguous.

　　
　
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