kiss on his heart

Chapter 120 Hello, I am Jiang Jingyuan (Song Ruanqing)

Small episode:
(1)

Secret love is youth walking alone. In a sunny playground or a crowded classroom, there just happens to be someone who you want to be with day and night.

The first time Jiang Jingyuan met Song Ruanqing, he was still a little boy who had just graduated from kindergarten.

Song Ruanqing's mother was her mother's best friend. Under the scorching sun with the chirping of summer cicadas, he held his mother's hand and looked at his sister who was wearing a light blue sarong.

He thought this sister was so beautiful, her whole body was shining.

I thought this sister was gentle and cute, but after getting along with her for two days, I found that she was not.

This sister loves to be beautiful. She likes to pick up the lipstick that her mother left aside in the bathroom and apply it on her lips when no one is at home.

He seemed to have discovered a new continent, and the soft and crisp "sister" disturbed the girl who was immersed in her own world.

As expected, the lipstick died midway.

Song Ruanqing was really a clever little kid. She directly put lipstick on Jiang Jingyuan's face, and before he could react, she stuffed the lipstick shell into his hand.

She took the tissue aside and wiped off the lipstick on her mouth, and then deliberately smeared it on his mouth twice.

Soon, Jiang Jingyuan's crying attracted his father.His father was a very gentle lecturer. When he saw Jiang Jingyuan, he just gloated and said: "It's over, Jiang Jingyuan, you are going to be beaten by your mother."

After saying that, he went to work on his thesis, ignoring Jiang Jingyuan crying heartbrokenly in the bathroom.

Sure enough, his mother beat him up when she came back.

From then on, Song Ruanqing was a heinous fool in his eyes.

The courtyard they lived in at that time was a staff building in the 80s.

Jiang Jingyuan didn't like to go out, but a beautiful sister came to the house, and the little boys in the yard would come to play with him. He thought those brothers and sisters were very interesting.

The good times didn't last long. After Song Ruanqing became familiar with them, he no longer needed Jiang Jingyuan as a tool.

Every time he goes out, he dislikes Jiang Jingyuan as a hindrance, because Qiao's mother has access control and must go home when the time comes, but there is always a special exception for the gentle and lovely Song Ruanqing.

Because Qiao Yuan felt that Song Song's quick integration would help her adapt to life here better.

Jiang Jingyuan felt that Song Ruanqing was annoying, so he started catching crickets and caterpillars in the courtyard of the community to scare Song Ruanqing. When he was anxious, he would even fight with Song Ruanqing.

Of course, Jiang Jingyuan is the one who can't be found.

Song Ruanqing was so good. Every time Jiang Jingyuan teased her, it was an opportunity for her to frame Jiang Jingyuan. As long as he started playing pranks, Song Ruanqing would always have a way to get Ms. Qiao Yuan to deal with him.

It was difficult to find a solution, but Jiang Jingyuan was depressed for a long time.

On the day when the two were at odds, it was Jiang Jingyuan who was cutting the fruit.

Song Ruanqing deliberately wanted to scare him for revenge. This kid had already discovered it when Song Ruanqing came forward. He held up the knife and pretended to be scared to death, but his hand was not serious. Song Ruanqing's There was a gash behind the ear, and blood was flowing out.

In the end, the nanny found out in time and sent her to the clinic downstairs, where she received two stitches.

Jiang Jingyuan felt guilty for this for a long time, and Song Ruanqing didn't like talking to him anymore.The two were at odds until the end of the summer vacation, when Wu Wan took Song Ruanqing back to Su City.

Although Wu Wan would bring Song Ruanqing to his house to play from time to time in the next few years, the two gradually grew up and became strangers. Jiang Jingyuan was a problem boy. This problem boy didn't like studying very much. He was a stinker all the time. He looked really very good. It looks good, so it has many followers in school.

But Song Ruanqing felt that Jiang Jingyuan was childish and boring, and would always keep a distance from him when he was with him.

Jiang Jingyuan fell in love with playing games, going to Internet cafes, and wandering the streets imitating the most popular young and Dangerous boys in the 90s, thinking that he was the most awesome big brother.

Song Ruanqing hated playing with such a middle school boy. Gradually, he didn't like to walk around here during the winter and summer vacations, and the two lost contact.

Jiang Jingyuan's dark history continued into high school. Because he skipped a grade, he had no one to play with him in high school. He started studying, winning prizes in competitions, and was soon recommended.

In the male high school, there is only one best friend like Chen Shan, who nags in his ear every day. The rest are all friends in the game. They only meet each other when playing games, not at all on weekdays.

The moment Jiang Jingyuan got the application list, he felt very boring. This university was too far away and he didn't really want to go.

Qiao Yuan asked him in a fit of anger, what are you going to do then?
He thought for a while and said, "My registered permanent residence is still in Sioux City. If there is no recommendation, I will definitely have to go back for the college entrance examination."

Qiao Yuan thinks it makes sense, so let's transfer to another school.

After contacting Wu Wan, it was natural that the two were in the same class.

At that time, he was a transfer student, and she was the high school belle of the high school attached to Beijing University.

He actually felt that as a senior in high school, he could get into a good university just for fun, at least not worse than the recommended schools.

And with Song Ruanqing, his life should be quite interesting.

After two years in high school and half a year off, he went from studying for competitions to being a teenager with gaming problems. The day he returned to Sioux City, his hair was dyed white and he looked carefree, just like the last time the two met during the summer vacation in junior high school, they were in the second grade.

He was thinking of making Song Ruanqing pissed off, until he said the sentence: "The beautiful sister of my childhood sweetheart."

He knew that Song Ruanqing was angry, but he was happy.

Song Ruanqing was a person who liked soft things but not hard ones. When she was so angry, she naturally had to step down. There was the next scene of laying sheets.

She was wearing her training clothes, with her jacket hanging loosely around her waist, like a charming fairy.

He admitted that the little deer did bump into each other at that time, and even began to recall the way girls confessed their love in front of him before, and seemed to feel the same way.

He seemed to really miss Song Ruanqing.

He began to care about Song Ruanqing. Knowing that she was lazy, he made breakfast for her. Knowing that she found it troublesome, he did the laundry for her.

In short, in his world, learning is incidental, and his task is to take care of Song Ruanqing who is perfunctory about something.

He still acted as Song Ruanqing's little follower as before, although the person involved did not like him.

He thought this was good until college, until it was her birthday and he couldn't help teasing her.

He feels that if things come naturally, just let them be together and it will be fine.

Who knew that the two had a falling out and a breakup, and he thought at that time, how about just forgetting it?

The days passed quickly. He went abroad to participate in an international competition and bumped into Song Ruanqing and Zhao Yunchuan. The two talked and laughed. They met for the second time in the hospital.

It was so ironic that he really wanted to let it go.

After returning to China, he became a math teacher step by step.

They met again when she returned to China. Thanks to Wu Yanhan's favor, the two of them had more and more intersections.

He was shaken and wanted to get back.

But the moment he met Song Ruanqing, he couldn't say many words. The two of them had a tacit understanding not to talk about the past, and their words were stiff.

She encountered many things, but Jiang Jingyuan had never heard of them.

Thanks to Zhou Tingting's help, the two confirmed their relationship. Although it was not on the stage, at least he got her. He secretly rejoiced for a long time and treated her better.

But there was a thorn in his heart, and that was Zhao Yunchuan.

He was really afraid of what would happen. He couldn't help but look at her phone. He knew that such behavior was disgusting, but he just couldn't control it.

It was expected that breaking up would happen sooner or later. Everything was mirrored. He lived a dream, which was very good. There were all kinds of compromises and tenderness from Song Ruanqing, and she would also give in to him.

But after waking up from the dream, it was time to face reality. Anyway, it seemed that he had been constantly compromising and taking the initiative from the beginning. He couldn't see that Song Ruanqing liked him even a little bit.

It was his presence that made Song Ruanqing sad and scared, so he should leave.

In fact, thinking about it now, he was afraid that Song Ruanqing was such a proud person, and there were very few moments when he could bow his head to others. If she really didn't like him, she would miss it for the rest of her life.

Maybe God couldn't stand it anymore and gave him a chance. Song Ruanqing came to Nancheng and solved many misunderstandings. The two got married and had children, and they are now happy.

If he could, he would give up his pride and confess his love to Song Ruanqing on the day after the college entrance examination. Maybe on the day of university graduation, the two of them would achieve a positive result.

Jiang Jingyuan looked at the twins sleeping in the crib, and the corners of his mouth curled up slightly. He was so lucky.

(2)

what is love?After losing all her youthfulness, Song Ruanqing realized that her love was Jiang Jingyuan.

She was very naughty when she was a child, pretending to be a gentle and close confidant sister, but she really had a naughty and mischievous little devil inside.

She bullied Jiang Jingyuan for a long time, just because he was two years younger than her, Jiang Jingyuan was really easy to bully, and he blocked a lot of unnecessary troubles for her.

However, she hated Jiang Jingyuan ever since the stitches that day. The doctor's uncle said that there might be scars and asked her mother to be careful.

How could she love a beautiful girl so much and have such an embarrassing scar? At that time, she swore in her heart that she would never see Jiang Jingyuan again. That little brat was really as annoying as she was.

She gradually didn't want to go to Nancheng. During the winter and summer vacations, her mother would ask her if she wanted to go to Aunt Qiaoyuan's house to play, but she always refused.

I would rather be alone in an empty villa than be with Jiang Jingyuan.

So, during her winter and summer vacations, she would do her vacation homework at home. Every day, her aunt would come to cook her three meals a day, and her mother would fly to her father. The two of them would have a chat every time The two of them traveled around the world.

She's used to it too, anyway, she's by the way.

She doesn't have many friends, and she doesn't like to take the initiative to contact her friends. She doesn't like to talk at school, and she doesn't know how to socialize. She does have friends, but they are not close friends. She doesn't think it is necessary.

Until high school, during the long and lonely days, she accumulated a lot of experience and occupied the top spot in the ranking list. She suddenly became a famous figure in the school. It was hard-won, and she cherished it very much.

Although she doesn't study hard often, she is also what the teacher calls a good girl, which makes people worry-free, and the teacher also likes her very much.

Except Xu Tian.

Not long after these days, the annoying Jiang Jingyuan who only followed her behind and called her sister every day came again.

Jiang Jingyuan is good-looking, better looking than any boy in the school, of course, the premise is that he doesn't put some messy things on his head.

Obviously, she is a pretty girl, and Jiang Jingyuan happens to be in her aesthetic point. This is why she did not confront Jiang Jingyuan after so many years.

The little boy who used to only have a runny nose grew into a handsome older boy, and she could spend some time with him in a pleasant manner.

Jiang Jingyuan is very knowledgeable and knows how to behave when living in other people's homes. She enjoys a lot of benefits and feels that she deserves it.

But there was one thing that annoyed her. Jiang Jingyuan had effortlessly pulled her down from the altar. She began to hate Jiang Jingyuan again.

When she was angry, Jiang Jingyuan said that she would help her with homework, and Chen Shan also came in. For a while, Song Ruanqing couldn't tell whether she was incidental or Chen Shan was incidental.

For a moment, she was jealous of Chen Shan. She was obviously the one who met Jiang Jingyuan first, but without exception, brothers were closer than childhood sweethearts. The three of them each had their own ideas and made rapid progress in their own fields.

The effect of the extra lessons was obvious, and her grades improved quickly.

Every time she takes the exam, she can find that the distance between herself and Jiang Jingyuan is shrinking a little bit. She seems to have discovered the advantages of Jiang Jingyuan.

Song Ruanqing even felt that she was about to be conquered by Jiang Jingyuan. Such a handsome and highly intelligent man was actually her brother!You can brag about it for a long time!

Everyone has vanity, and Song Ruanqing is no exception.

Jiang Jingyuan was very patient when lecturing the topic to her, and he didn't laugh at her, especially his eyes were shining with confidence, which made people even more addicted to it.

Song Ruanqing felt that she must be crazy to worship a kid who was two years younger than her.

She doesn't admit it!

The bastard!
Even though she said that, something happened to her that made her think about it one day.

One of the things that moved her the most, and one that softened her heart, was that this boy went to get her ID card on the day of her college entrance examination.

Really, my heart is so soft.

She still remembers crying miserably, because she was afraid that she would not be able to catch up with the exam. When Jiang Jingyuan handed her ID card in front of her eyes, she felt that Jiang Jingyuan was wearing glory, and her heart was instantly stable and the deer bumped.

She even felt that she had done too much in the past and should not treat her brother so badly. She struggled with this for a long time.

She told Wu Wan that she would hold a celebration banquet and invite Jiang Jingyuan to have a meal.

But it was a pity that Jiang Jingyuan returned to Nancheng after finishing the exam. She was thinking that she might as well go to Nancheng to study.

Go to the city where he lived and feel the place where he lived.

She didn't know what it was before, but she took it for granted as the friendship between childhood sweethearts.

But whose friendship is like this?
By some strange combination of circumstances, she went to Beijing University and studied medicine because of a good friend of her father.

She doesn't really like studying medicine, but compared to her father who is a lawyer, studying medicine doesn't seem to be traveling often, and she can stay in one place stably. She has witnessed his father's busyness and her mother's following since she was a child. , she didn’t want that, so she agreed.

She soon regretted why she wanted to study medicine. This was the thing she regretted most in 20 years.

Because she was studying medicine, she almost missed the opportunity to be in the same school as Jiang Jingyuan, and missed the youth between the two when they first fell in love. She came abroad alone and suffered a lot.

Fortunately, everything happened in a hurry, and she finally escaped from the sea of ​​suffering. The first thing she wanted to do was go home, so she bought a ticket non-stop and returned to Sioux City.

On the plane, she struggled with many things. She didn't know how to face Jiang Jingyuan, so she didn't tell anyone about her return, for fear that the slightest hint of trouble would fall into Jiang Jingyuan's ears.

Jiang Jingyuan should return to Nancheng after finishing college. After all, that is where he grew up. She took a chance and joined the job, working and doing scientific research.

I thought the days would just pass like this.

However, she met Jiang Jingyuan again, and he was more mature and stable. There was no expectation in her eyes, only exhaustion and resentment.

She was timid, so she deliberately kept a distance from Jiang Jingyuan.

The day Jiang Jingyuan sent her back, she remembered the slap she gave him before studying abroad. She didn't know if Jiang Jingyuan had forgotten it, but she hadn't. No one allowed her to step down, so she just stood there, never coming down.

Yes, even though she has gone through so much, she has not changed at all, and she lives to save face and suffer.

She thought of many things. She couldn't control herself and found lies one after another to get close to Jiang Jingyuan.

She is not afraid of those who make trouble, but she can take this opportunity to take a step closer to Jiang Jingyuan.

But she didn't think about it that much. She just wanted to get back together and continue to be friends. How could she just say no to the friendship she had when she was a teenager?
She knew about her cat hair allergy abroad. Her roommate had a British shorthair that loved to shed its hair, and was admitted to the hospital for this.

Zhou Tingting didn't know about this because after she went abroad, she never talked about many things for fear of worrying those close to her.

Zhou Tingting said she would take care of the cat, and she agreed without saying a word. She wanted to know if Jiang Jingyuan would care about her as always.

She was right, Jiang Jingyuan was still the same Jiang Jingyuan, so gentle that he couldn't bear to say a harsh word.

She didn't realize what it was, and the two got closer.

She thought, this time, we should be able to reconcile, right?
But Xu Tian said that she was acting and standing...

Zhou Tingting also said that Jiang Jingyuan liked her.

What do you like?she does not know.

She only felt that the two of them had known each other since childhood and had experienced so much. They relied on each other like family members. Although Jiang Jingyuan did some things wrong, she thought that Jiang Jingyuan was young and curious about the opposite sex.

Under Zhou Tingting's instigation, she began to doubt herself, Jiang Jingyuan, and everything and everyone.

Zhou Tingting asked her to test it out, but she didn't refuse.

The two fell in love with a kiss, and even the air was filled with love that smelled of grapes.

Just let nature take its course and do everything you should and should not do.

But one day, Jiang Jingyuan looked at her phone as if he had taken the wrong medicine, but she didn't say anything.

Later, everything went wrong, and sure enough, the sixth sense was accurate. Within a few months, the two broke up, and their breakup kiss ended with a grape smell.

It's a beginning and an end.

She fell ill again, and the situation was very bad. The feeling of isolation and helplessness came like a wave. She was very proud and didn't want others to see herself in such a bad state, so she just got through it.

She recovered, but Jiang Jingyuan disappeared.

Seeing him again, there was a woman beside him, whose style was completely different from hers. Maybe she really wasn't the one he liked.

She wasn't hysterical or heartbroken.

During the long night, although Jiang Jingyuan appeared in countless nightmares, she refused to admit defeat. In the past, it was Jiang Jingyuan who coaxed her, and she did not want to bow her head.

This time, she felt that she was right and it was Jiang Jingyuan's fault.

She endured it day after day, and Jiang Jingyuan seemed to really want to forget her. She would no longer be the follower who came and went when called upon.

She seemed to find that she really liked him, and she felt sad when she thought that in the future, Jiang Jingyuan would have a new lover and possibly get married and have children.

She showed her cards, took the money from her parents, and Aunt Qiao introduced her to Nancheng Hospital. Everything went smoothly.

She came to Nancheng alone.

Like a pervert, she lived across from Jiang Jingyuan, spying on his every move.

The action is over before it even begins.

Jiang Jingyuan caught her. Although the man was as cold and hard as ever, the two of them still had sex tacitly.

She felt at ease, because she could tell that he was still the same person.

While sleeping on the bed, she smelled Jiang Jingyuan's pleasant cold fragrance.

He seems to only love this perfume, and I have never seen him change it.

She was embarrassed to ask Jiang Jingyuan, so she asked Chen Shan, but got an unexpected answer.

Chen Shan bought the perfume, especially for Jiang Jingyuan a few days before her birthday.

Later, he also asked Jiang Jingyuan why the perfume he sent was so popular with him.

Jiang Jingyuan only said: "Because of it, I seem to have obtained Song Ruanqing."

The day he sprayed perfume was to keep an appointment, and it was also the day Song Ruanqing said in class that he was Song Ruanqing's boyfriend.

This man really pays attention to details.

Knowing this matter gave Song Ruanqing great courage.

She was ready to rush to him enthusiastically, but her illness made her heart very sensitive. She could cry just looking at Jiang Jingyuan, so she didn't need acting skills at all.

Once again, he relented. She didn't want any formality. She just wanted to get married as soon as possible. She wanted to tie the person in her hands.

She confessed that the dress she wore that day was bought by herself. She did not receive the dress Zhou Tingting brought over. When asked about it later, Zhou Tingting said that she had already given it to her and hung it on the door.

It's a pity that it was the most beautiful dress Jiang Jingyuan ever praised.

Married, Jiang Jingyuan's everything belongs to her, she occupies all the items in the master bedroom, and her clothes are also in the closet, Jiang Jingyuan's shirts are pitifully in a corner, she rummaged through the box for a long time, and there is a white bag with A gift box. After opening it, she found that the skirt Zhou Tingting gave her was at Jiang Jingyuan's place.

She laid out the two dresses and asked Jiang Jingyuan: "Which one will you wear today?"

"I'm not going out today, so wear this."

It was the sexy and interesting clothes he bought in the mall.

Song Ruanqing cursed and cursed, but still let him succeed.

No protective measures were taken that day, maybe the baby was also there at that time. I remember that after the incident, Jiang Jingyuan once made a wish in her ear: "Song Song, it's too hard to have a baby. It's okay if you don't have a baby, but if you want to have one, I hope it will be a baby." Little sister."

Song Ruanqing held his head in his arms in a daze. His hair was not prickly and was very soft.

"You have to give birth, but you have to be a full-time dad after giving birth."

"Well. I won't let you suffer."

Making wishes is really effective, they are really twins.

He was so happy that he almost threw her out that day, hugging her around and around, he was happier than the day they got married.

Song Ruanqing really felt that she was very happy.

After thousands of sails passed, the boy had been waiting for her and never gave up on her.

How lucky she is.

Song Ruanqing entered the house and watched the man leaning against the crib and dozing off. She went up and kissed her. Who knew that the man was not asleep at all? He held her head and held her in his mouth again and again. Mu Mu: "Song Song, I just had a long, long dream. It's great that you are still here."

"It seems to be a very beautiful dream."

"Yes, super good."

　Thank you all for your continued support.

　　This book ends here.

　　I've written a lot about the beginnings of secret love, but this one is the only one that makes the whole story complete.

　　It is my white moonlight. Maybe radish, greens and vegetables each have their own preferences, but I hope that the two of them can support each other in the long run.

　　The author is a person who doesn't like to quarrel very much. Libra people really hate quarreling, but they will be cold and violent when they disagree, hahahaha, they just don't like to talk.

　　So I always wanted to write a tolerant and gentle boy as my first book.

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　　I don’t know if there was a boy or girl who treated you well when the little cuties were studying. If so, say happy holidays to him.

　　If not, I wish you all the best to find a boy (girl) who is nice and gentle to you, who can be reasonable, willing to listen, and provide you with emotional value.

　　(The broken thoughts are here)
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　　This book was drafted at the beginning of the year, and I wrote 16 words before it was published on China Literature. I am also very grateful to my editor for picking it up for me. Hehe.

　　In fact, the more I write, I feel that there are indeed many problems. The follow-up rate and subscription ratio are not very good. I only passed the first level once when I recommended playing pk, but it can be regarded as a beginning and an end. I finished writing! (sprinkling flowers)

　　Thank you very much to the little cuties who have always supported me~ You are all little angels~~ (Sarah hey~)

　　


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