After being reborn, I found out that my deskmate was secretly in love with me

Chapter 245 Extra: People trapped in memories

It was a ridiculous late night when Lin Yi met Tao Xinyi.

At that time, Lin Yi was 19 years old and a sophomore in the Department of Mathematics of Peking University. He was always thinking about the meaning of life, but he couldn't think of any meaning.Anyway, he felt hopeless every day in the future, as long as he made enough money.

What's the point of money?
For Ji Yi, money has no meaning and cannot bring him happiness. Every time he eats ice cream, he eats little pudding. He eats brown sugar buns in the morning, which is no different from when he was a child.

Those ice creams with more than ten pieces are much richer in flavor than puddings, and the meat buns are more nutritious than steamed buns.

However, Ji Dong remembered Wang Siyu, that's why he was alive, and that's why he was still eating and living. It didn't matter what he ate, the important thing was that he would feel that Wang Siyu was still by his side.

Beijing University is the highest institution in the country, and there are many amazingly talented people, and their eyes look bright.

Ji Yi doesn't envy them, he just feels sad and feels sorry for himself.

In the middle of the night, he occasionally walked out of the dormitory building, left school, and wandered on the streets where there were almost no people.

At two o'clock in the morning, the delivery boy was still outside asking for a living, just to make money and sell his time for money.

Ji Dong found a crossroads and sat down, looking up at the moon with no expression on his face.

Selling your time for money is actually a good thing, so that when the money comes in, at least you will be happy.Ji Dong will not be happy or sad, he just lives rationally.

When receiving the admission letter from Peking University, everyone around them was very happy. They seemed to be so satisfied that they even forgot to cry.

Ji Yi was very sad as he watched his shattered family unite closely for this acceptance letter, just to celebrate. He thought that those who laughed should kneel down and repent.

However, they are laughing, only I am sad.

Ji Dong felt that such a mentality was cowardly and hypocritical, but he couldn't be active, and lived like this unconsciously.

Fortunately, professional mathematics is too abstract and requires immersive thinking. He is also a blessing in disguise. He is in the top three in his major and has a bright future... Thinking of the bright future, Ji Dong smiled as if crying, and there was no sign of tears.

He thought he was probably crazy.

A madman shouldn't pretend to be normal in a crowd.Lin Yi took out his second-hand 5G smartphone, used taxi-hailing software to call a luxury car, and went to "Jingshan Cemetery".

A normal person would think it is unlucky to go to the cemetery at this time. If it is unlucky, the extra money spent should be regarded as consumption.

Money, I am not happy holding it, but others are happy holding it, so they can take it too.

There was no traffic jam in the middle of the night, and it took less than an hour to reach more than 30 kilometers. Lin Yi shivered as soon as he got off the car.Death is the cool wind in the night, caressing the cheeks of young people.

There was no one in the cemetery, at least he didn't see anyone.

Not seeing anyone, Ji Yi felt very relaxed. Most of the troubles in the world can only be solved by getting along with people. Of course Siyu is different, she is a god.In Lin Yi's memories day after day, Wang Siyu was deified and became a symbol of happiness and beauty.

"The house dog, it's me."

Lin Yi's soliloquy echoed in the cemetery, connected together, is it a short poem?

"I compare myself to everyone else,
All are better than me.

The peach tree planted in the school was cut down,
Can you treat me to a little pudding? "

Thinking like this, Ji Dong felt more and more pathetic and lonely. Tomorrow would be eight in the morning, and he had to go back to school.Normal people don't skip class and stay in the cemetery. Ji Dong knows what normal people want and won't make himself abnormal.

He took out the taxi app and ordered a luxury car back to Beijing University.

Starting from the cemetery, the driver who takes the order will think too much, but if you wait a little longer, there will always be people who are short of money and are not afraid of ghosts and gods.

Poor ghosts are the worst ghosts.

28-year-old Tao Xinyi followed Li Xingzhou to Lu Ming's cemetery. He was not buried in his hometown, but in a part-time job. It's ridiculous.I heard that his body was badly decomposed when it was found, so it was disposed of nearby.

This time, the classmates in Jingbei had a brief gathering. Theoretically, Lu Ming was working here, so he would come. He died, so he didn't come.

Tao Xinyi thought she was so pitiful, she cried just now, but now she couldn't cry.

When Li Xingzhou and Tao Xinyi appeared, Lin Yi noticed them, turned his eyes away again, and stood stiffly.

Later, he saw Li Xingzhou driving away, and the woman in red who looked like a female ghost was crying so loudly that it made people's hearts ache.Lin Yi clicked on the taxi app to cancel the use of the car, and walked up the steps and the sound of crying.

He wanted to persuade the woman not to cry, crying was useless and wasted her throat.

Ji Dong walked near the woman, and the crying stopped. He thought that this person might have fainted from crying.

So, Ji Yi sat down next to the woman, opened his eyes and remained silent.

I'm probably crazy, but I'm kind and a good person. It's normal for a good person to have no rewards.It was dawn, and Tao Xinyi woke up from a real dream. Seeing a boy in a white shirt and jeans sitting next to him, she couldn't help but look at him twice.

Tao Xinyi looked away in a daze and said hoarsely: "Is it true just now? Are you a human?"

It's not surprising that she thought about ghosts and gods. What she experienced just now was too weird. She woke up in a cemetery with a silent young man sitting next to her.

Ji Dong frowned, and said, "I am a human being, but it is difficult for me to prove that I am a human being. On this occasion, it is reasonable for you to suspect that I am a ghost."

"Leave a WeChat." As he spoke, Tao Xinyi handed the WeChat QR code of his mobile phone to Lin Yi and asked Lin Yi to add her.

Two strange people meet, hate each other, but want to have some connection with each other.

From the first moment she saw Ji Yi, Tao Xinyi hated him. When she saw Lin Yi, she felt like looking in the mirror. People like them will always hate themselves, and they will be full of sympathy and disgust for people who look like them. mood.

Lin Yi is the same.

After successfully adding friends, Tao Xinyi habitually sent Lin Yi an emoticon package, and then received the word "伱好".

Tao Xinyi thought that this boy was probably still young and shouldn't be like herself, so she said softly: "If you have something you can't figure out, you can tell me. I can understand, most people can't understand, but I can understand. "

"I know."

Lin Yi's expression moved slightly, the morning glow in front of him was like the sunset glow, burning heart-burningly, he laughed at himself, thinking of the word "ghosts and gods" that Tao Xinyi just said.

It turns out that I still have expectations...

Ji Yi stared into Tao Xinyi's eyes and said, "What did you experience just now?"

……

Since then, Lin Yi has always believed that the dream Tao Xinyi said was true, not because of how credible Tao Xinyi said, but because he needs a direction that he can work hard for, a direction that he can work hard for a lifetime.

It would be more normal for two people to do such a ridiculous thing together.

Later, Tao Xiao died, and Tao Xinyi received an inheritance that would allow her to live a lifetime of food and clothing, which she used for the meaningless "theory of ghosts and gods."Until the end of her life, Tao Xinyi did not see any results, but it may not be without results.

At first it was an effect, and later it was a cause.

Just because she didn't see it, doesn't mean he didn't see it.

　This side story does not affect the main line, this side story is written for myself.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)