After being reborn, I found out that my deskmate was secretly in love with me

Chapter 281 I’m afraid she still likes me
The wind in October is always so gentle, with a bit of coolness, and the sand from northern Beijing hits Tao Xinyi's face, taking away some moisture and making her skin look dry.

People are not that gentle either.

Lu Ming stroked her head and said in a deep voice: "No, don't worry."

"Yeah." Tao Xinyi put her hand on his back, drooped her eyelids, and murmured softly: "I'm so sleepy... I'm going back to sleep."

"I send you."

"No, I won't get lost when I go back to the women's dormitory by myself. Today is different. I want to go for a walk alone." After saying that, Tao Xinyi hugged him and kissed him for a long time, from her cheeks to her eyes, and even her forehead. I fell down, but I was so sleepy that I yawned several times.

She was too sleepy to have the energy to continue talking to Lu Ming. After a brief goodbye, she walked back to the women's dormitory alone.

The layout of Beijing University is square and square, just like this city, vertically and horizontally straight, and extremely well-organized.

In October last year, Tao Xinyi was still crouching on her desk at Shanshui Middle School to answer questions. If she was tired, she would think, "Will my parents be proud because I got admitted to Peking University?" and "Will they be proud of me?" , will be afraid that "if I fail to take the first place, my parents will be embarrassed."

The person next to me is Lu Ming. He is the person I like and the person I have a crush on. Does he know that I like him?

Does he like me?
Thinking that Lu Ming might like her, Tao Xinyi's sour heart felt a little sweet, but it would soon be swallowed up by years of bitterness.

In October this year, Tao Xinyi was walking on the campus of Peking University. The air was not so fresh. She could occasionally taste the smell of sand, but she didn't think about anything. She walked on the campus calmly.

The people next to me were schoolmates and they didn’t know each other, but they seemed to be excited because they were there.

Occasionally, she would think of the past and her longing in high school, but the calm was still calm, without any disturbance.

Tao Xinyi walked downstairs to the women's dormitory and stopped in front of the five-story old tree. She reached out and stroked its uneven branches, and some words came out of her throat.

"How old are you this year? You are no longer a child..."

After a long time, the moonlight shone on the side of her face, illuminating the raised corners of her mouth.

It's like there is an old man, standing at the end of his destiny, looking back at his original self, facing countless regrets and regrets, and giving his original self a gift with the fruits of his life.

For the old man, nothing has changed, but for the people of the past, everything has changed.

Lu Ming pushed open the door of 503 and saw his roommates joking. That kind of laughter only appeared in young people, so it was hearty enough.

Seeing that Lu Ming was back, You Zhun couldn't help but grab this recognized emotional guru and talk to him about his concerns.

You Zhun put on a calm look, sometimes frowning, talking about the entanglement between himself and Vivian Hsu for so many years, as if he had a headache, and finally emphasized two sentences repeatedly: "I really don't like her. , I’m afraid she still likes me. There will be no result between me and her. How do you tell me how to determine whether she likes me? "

"you like her."

Lu Ming looked at You Zhun speaking calmly, paused for a moment, and said, "Why do you think you don't like her?"

"Because... how could I like her? She is so unstable, so..." As if to confirm his words, You Zhun repeated it several times until Lu Ming pressed his shoulder and asked him again. Bring him back to his senses.

Of course, seeing that You Zhun looked wrong, Lu Ming did not continue to ask questions in the end. He looked at You Zhun's clothes and let him go out.

When Lu Ming finished washing and was about to go to bed, he sent You Zhun a text message - leave some room for action to avoid regrets that will be irreversible.

After doing this, Lu Ming fell asleep, his eyelids drooped, and the sound of Fan Junrong's keyboard was still ringing in his ears.As for Xin Changrui, he sat in front of the computer and ran the program he had just written.When You Zhun received Lu Ming's text message, he looked into Xu Ruoxuan's eyes and said firmly: "Don't think about it, it's impossible."

There were only two of them in the KTV private room, and the other classmates had left, so he would not embarrass Xu Ruoxuan by saying this.

The dim light made Xu Ruoxuan's eyes extremely bright, and she asked in a thin voice: "You like someone else, that is, do you have another girl you like? Why is it not possible, why is it not possible... "

"I'm not that good. We're not suitable. Don't waste your time on me." After saying that, You Zhun took his coat, stood up, and left the KTV.

He didn't quite know what he was feeling in his heart, or what he was feeling.

You Zhun's ideal partner since childhood is a smart, elegant and strong girl. She doesn't have to be so good-looking, and she doesn't have to be as good-looking as Xu Ruoxuan, but she must have a common language.

Sometimes, You Zhun was also moved by Xu Ruoxuan's persistence.

Thinking about it, it's not that being with her is unbearable...

But Xu Ruoxuan's brain is really empty. She likes boy bands with her friends all day long, likes to gossip, and likes to focus on things that have nothing to do with study. She will never understand a question asked to her.

You Zhun thought, "If I were with such a person, it would be a disaster."

That day, the sky in northern Beijing was very kind. It didn't rain because of Xu Ruoxuan's tears, nor did it rain because of You Zhun's tears.Xu Ruoxuan cried because she felt uncomfortable, especially because she yawned.

When the sun rose, Xu Ruoxuan had already left Beijing and deleted all ways to contact You Zhun.

You Zhun walked over to Lu Ming while he was washing up, looked at him and said, "Actually, it's not necessary."

"It's not necessary." Lu Ming spit out the mouthwash, looked up at himself in the mirror, and sighed that it was great to be young.

Seeing that Lu Ming wasn't paying attention, You Zhun left the dormitory with his schoolbag on his back. Now he had time to go to the cafeteria to eat noodles. Later, he would have to buy bread to eat on the way, but he was too lazy to eat noodles.

The pineapple bread in the transparent plastic bag tasted very average. You Zhun chewed it twice and suddenly thought of Xu Ruoxuan's words, "I can make steamed buns. Many people can't make steamed buns, but I can."

Her family runs a breakfast shop, so she knows how to make steamed buns.

She would say, "As long as I'm in the store, business will be better. Who made me look good?"

You Zhun walked to the teaching building and looked at his watch. There were still more than 20 minutes left before class. He turned around and ran as fast as he could. He went to the cafeteria and bought a bun and ate it with his hands.

The steamed buns at Beijing University are well made and quite delicious.

You Zhun thinks that missing Xu Ruoxuan is just a human trait, but he is psychologically unwilling to lose her and will be fine in two days.

Lu Ming didn't think there was anything wrong with him. He went to class as usual and after class, he would eat, walk, go shopping, hug and kiss his girlfriend. Of course, if he had time, he would study mathematics courses.

If you don’t understand, just don’t understand. Just try your best to learn something.

"Don't you think it's a waste of time?"

　It's hard to describe this feeling, but I suddenly feel that I have no regrets in my life.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)